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GOSSIPS OF RIVERTOWN;
SKETCHES IN PROSE AND VERSE,
BY
ALICE B. NEAL.
SECOND EDITION.
PHILADELPHIA:
HAZARD AND MITCHELL,
178 CHESNUT STREET.
1850.
Entered, according to the Act of Congress, in the year 1850, by
HAZARD AND MITCHELL,
in the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the United States, for the
Eastern District of Pennsylvania.
Stereotyped by J. Pagan. Printed by Smith & Peters.
TO
THE MOTHER
OF
JOSEPH C. NEAL
As Ruth, of old, wrought in her kinsman's field —
From the uneven stubble patiently
Gathering the corn full hands had lavish'd free,
Nor paused from sun, or air, her brow to shield —
So I have gleaned, where others boldly reap:
Their sickles flashing through the ripen'd grain,
Their voices swelling in a harvest strain,
Go on before me up the toilsome steep.
And thus I bind my sheaf at even-tide
For thee, my more than mother! and I come
Bearing my burden to the quiet home
Where thou didst welcome me, a timid bride;
Where now thy blessed presence, day by day,
Cheereth me onward in a lonely way.
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CONTENTS.
PAGE.
THE GOSSIPS OF RIVERTOWN ; OR, LESSONS OF CHARITY 7
Sketch the First 9
Sketch the Second 33
Sketch the Third 59
Sketch the Fourth , 79
Sketch the Fifth 103
Sketch the Sixth, and Last 130
SKETCHES IN PROSE AND VERSE 159
The Portrait ; or, the Wife's Jealousy 161
Trees in the City 175
The New England Factory Girl ; a Sketch of Everyday
Life 177
There 's no such Word as Fail 220
The Story of the Bell 222
Voices from Flowers 228
The Sorrow of the Rose 230
A Life History:
I. The Bride's Confession 237
II. Old Letters 239
III. A Memory 241
Ideal Husbands ; or, School-Girl Fancies 243
The Treasure Ship 270
Transplanted Flowers 272
Too Late ! 289
The Young Bride's Trials 291
Blind ! 319
1* W
THE
GOSSIPS OF KIVERTOWN;
OB,
LESSONS OF CHARITY.
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THE GOSSIPS OF RIVERTOWN;
OR,
LESSONS OF CHARITY.
SKETCH THE FIRST.
THE NEIGHBOURS.
CHAPTER I.
" 'T is an accident scarce worth repeating —
(But people, you know, dear, mil talk !)
How is it you always are meeting
With some one you know, when you walk ?"
Thank Heaven, they are not censorious ! not at all of a suspicious turn
of mind, not in the least disposed to be rashly credulous ; but everybody
must admit, that there cannot be so much smoke, without some flame. —
Laman Blanchard.
T was very evident that Mrs. Harden expected com-
pany that afternoon. Miss Harriet had dusted the
parlours herself. Mrs. Harden had been observed
to give particular directions about cleaning the front
hall, the bell knob and door-plate inclusive. If
proof was wanted after all this — for it was not Saturday, when
people are expected to "raise a dust" — Hannah, the girl,
had said, while negotiating the loan of Mrs. Miller's patty-pans,
"They wanted twelve besides their own; for Miss Harden
expected Miss Folger and her husband, Miss Utley and hern,
with all the children, to tea."
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" And children generally is fond of cakes/' added Hannah ;
an axiom which Mrs. Miller — who was the fond mother of five
responsibilities — did not attempt to dispute.
Two o'clock found Miss Harriet's hair released from curl
papers; Mrs. Harden's best cap, the one with white satin
rosettes, nicely arranged; and the two ladies descended to the
parlour to wait in blank expectation the arrival of their visitors.
Presently a rumble of wheels caused both to rush at once to the
same window, to the threatened demolition of a carnation pink,
and huge horse-shoe geranium there stationed.
"That's the cab!" said Miss Harriet.
" Well I declare ! so it is," echoed mamma.
"But it isn't going to stop, after all."
"No! Well, it's too bad."
The cab was going to stop, however ; the driver well knew
what he was at, and with a grand sweep it turned a little above
the house, and drew up in fine style to the curbstone.
There was Mrs. Folger. all smiles and exclamations, with
Bobby, the youngest child, in her arms ; and the cabman lifted
Susan and Sarah Ann, the twins, out after her. There was also
a huge bundle of work, and a covered basket, besides a shawl,
lest it should be cold in the evening, and Bobby might need it.
Here, be it observed — par parenthese — that the less ladies sew
at home, the shorter the day ; and the more children they have
to look after, the greater the package of work they take when
they go out to "spend the afternoon," in Yankee parlance.
Mrs. Harden took the screaming juvenile, with a mighty effort,
from its mother, and ushered maternity into the parlour with
sundry declarations that — Mrs. Folger was the greatest stranger
she knew of — (they did not see each other more than three times
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in the week;) and Harriet seized in rapture upon the twins,
protesting, as she undid their various wrappers, she so doated on
children — they were such a treat at their house.
Here Mrs. Folger discovered that the cab had stopped at Mrs.
Miller's, and while communicating the important fact, Mrs. Mil-
ler and baby ascended the steps, and away drove the clattering
little vehicle.
"Well! if Mrs. Miller don't go all the time!" said Mrs.
Harden. " What she pays that man for cab-hire, would keep a
decent family in lights, the year round."
Mrs. Harden had very limited ideas on the subject of illumi-
nations generally — so thought Hannah, and so hinted her hus-
band; but "economy, after all, 's the main thing," as she so
often said.
" Would Mrs. Folger sit up to the fire ? perhaps her feet were
damp?" suggested Miss Harriet. The walking was shocking,
to be sure, and their visitor discovered that the toe of one of her
slippers was quite wet; it must have been from crossing the
pavement. " Perhaps she had better take the baby ; he was apt
to be troublesome." Mrs. Harden could not think of giving the
dear little fellow up so soon ; she had not held him more than a
minute, and, as Harriet just said, children were such a treat to
them.
Again, a rumble close to the pavement announced the arrival
of the " carryall," and while Mrs. Utley and sons are being shown
in, a word on cabs in general, this cab in particular. Perhaps
some residents of the Quaker city still remember the hubbub
among news-boys and corner-loungers, which the advent of cabs
created. We have heard a description of the first ride which was
daringly taken by two gentlemen friends, from the Exchange to
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Fairmount. Stones were thrown — groans, hisses and derisive
cheers followed their course — and happy were they at last to
escape these demonstrations of the public's affectionate notice and
regard. Scarcely less was the excitement, though it was of a
different nature — when these most convenient vehicles made their
first appearance in Rivertown.
Nobody had heard the thing proposed, when all at once Smith
& Miller, of the great livery stable, came out with three of the
neatest little affairs that ever were seen, and they became the
rage directly. So cheap ! one could ride to any part of the town
for sixpence ! Sixpences no longer lingered at the end of purses,
the bottom of pockets. Young ladies now dispensed with over-
shoes, and kid slippers were sported without a reproach from
careful mammas — " If it rains, I '11 send a cab for you. I 've
just sent around for one; I'm going to the head of the street;"
so the young lady glanced with an inconceivable degree of satis-
faction at the neatly slippered foot, and mamma drove off to do
her shopping. But an ebb came to the tide of popularity. Men
of business found they could walk from " the wharf to the depot,"
almost as soon, and quite as cheaply, as they could ride ; and
housekeepers could not afford it, while the help broke so many
tumblers. Young ladies, aroused to arithmetical calculation,
suddenly discovered that four sixpences made a quarter of a
dollar, which would go some way towards the purchase of a new
neck-ribbon. So, from being constantly in demand — a passenger
became a rara avis, and at last two of the three were laid by,
and "the solitary survivor" was employed mainly, as we have
seen, in conveying married ladies and their little ones, " out to
spend the afternoon;" bringing Mrs. Folger and the children
up street on a visit — Mrs. Miller down, when it returned, — and
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again rolling northward with Mrs. Utley. See you not our
moral, most philosophical reader? Public patronage is not a
whit more stable now than when the populace in olden times
shouted one day for their king — the next for his murderer and
successor.
But to return to Mrs. Harden' s parlour, which was so uncere-
moniously deserted. Mrs. Utley is by this time quite at home
there — Bobby's mother is nicely warmed, and Bobby himself has
gone tranquilly to sleep. Misses Susan and Sarah Ann are
charitably furnishing employment for the man who tunes Miss
Harriet's piano. Henry Utley is devoted to the kitten, and his
baby brother sits on his mother's lap, resisting all Miss Harriet's
entreaties to "Come, there's a darling" with slight kicks, and
the exclamations "No, I wont — keep away I"
The ladies' knitting-work saw the light, and their tongues
found motion, as a kind of running accompaniment to the sharp
click which rose industriously above the din of the children.
Mrs. Folger thought it was a very open winter, and she
" should n't be surprised if the river broke up next week."
Mrs. Utley was afraid not; her husband had said, at dinner,
that they crossed with teams in the morning; the ice must be
pretty sound yet. Harriet gave brother John's opinion that the
channel would not be clear of ice before the first of April. Miss
Harriet, be it observed, was one of those people who — perhaps
it is that their words are often doubted — always give the best of
references ; pa, ma or John being made responsible for innumer-
able bits of gossip, that would doubtless have astonished these
good people, had they reached their ears. Innumerable were the
topics that received similar treatment — not to be hinted at,
the many important secrets communicated with the preface of
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" Don't mention it for the world, from me ! " and interrupted by
exclamations of " Do teU ! " " No ? " and the like. At length
there was silence — comparative silence that is, for the children
were as industrious as ever. Mrs. Harden stepped out a minute
to tell Hannah, for the fortieth time, to be careful of the china,
and as the door closed behind her, a bright face passed the win-
dow— and lo, another theme.
"If there isn't Mary Butler again ! " — said one of the ladies,
as the three looked after her retreating form.
"That girl's always in the street!"
"So John says!"
But horror for the moment suspended speech, and raised six
hands simultaneously.
"Did you ever see the like?"
"She called him back, didn't she?"
"Yes, he had got to Stone's store."
" Well, I don't wonder he looks strange — just to see her shak-
ing her finger at him, just as if she 'd known him all her life,
and to my certain knowledge, she never saw him before Mrs.
Jackson's party ; but when girls are in the street all the time,
what can be expected ? " Mrs. Folger drew a long sigh, and
shook her head ominously.
Here Mrs. Harden returned, and was made acquainted with
the important fact — all the witnesses speaking at once — that
Mary Butler was going up street (for the third time this week,
and it's only Wednesday) — and met Mr. Jorden just by the
bank. He bowed very coldly (didn't he ?) and was going on,
when Mary Butler called him back, and they stood laughing and
talking for as much as five minutes before she let him go. Miss
Harriet, who had known him so long — a bowing acquaintance,
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of a year's standing — wouldn't have dreamed of doing such a
tiling. Her mother hoped not — no, certainly, such an imprudent
thing !
The gentlemen came in before the wonder had fairly subsided,
and the interesting intelligence was duly reported. How pro-
voking Mr. Folger was ! He could not see anything at all re-
markable in the affair ; perhaps they were old friends ! and Mr.
Harden would insist that Mary Butler had an undoubted right to
go up street as often as she chose. But men are always so queer
— they never suspect ! There was more going on than some
people thought for ; the ladies all agreed they should hear from
that quarter again.
And so they did, for just as Hannah called them to tea, Har-
riet directed their attention to the window, with many a silent
sign toward that corner of the room in which the gentlemen were
discussing the projected river road ; and there in the uncertain
twilight of early spring, they saw — just as sure as you are read-
ing this page — they saw Mary Butler going down street, and Mr.
Jorden walking with her ! Miss Harriet declared it was very
hard to see why some people were so much in the street, in a
manner that said as plainly as possible, that she thought it ex-
tremely lucid ; and added that " she'd like to have brother John
see her walking that way with Mr. Jorden," intimating that if
he did, it would be the- last time she'd get out that winter !
Perhaps it is worth while to remark, that Mr. Jorden was one
of the eligibles of Rivertown, and Mary Butler was a poor girl,
with no income save that earned by a needle, which was probably
the reason why it was so very improper, in the eyes of Miss Har-
riet, for her to be more than a speaking acquaintance to the
" best match in town." Miss Harriet, by the way, had often
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been made happy for a week by a bow from him, and would have
given her new gipsy-hat, plume and all, for a call from one so
distingue.
Miss Harden just slipped in half a minute (i. e. half an hour)
to see if her dear friend Adeline Mitchell was still alive — ex-
pressing her conclusion as she fondly embraced her, that she
must not only be dead, but comfortably buried, as she had not
peen her in an age, two days at least ! Where had she kept her-
self?
A similar response from the lady under question, ended with
the declaration, that she had been dying to see Harriet all day,
and had expected her every moment. Why had n't she been in ?
— had she heard the news?
. Miss Harriet had heard a great deal in the last twenty-four
hours — she acknowledged that she had, but was not sure that
this particular piece of intelligence was included. What was it
about ?
"Mary Butler and Mr. Jorden" —
Miss Harriet uttered something between a groan and a sigh ;
and by a peculiar motion of the head intimated that perhap, she
knew more about it than her friend.
"Go on!"
"Well, it's all over town" — continued Miss Mitchell.
" Every body 's talking about it. I took tea at Mrs. Smith's last
night — (why was n't you there, Harriet) and two ladies (I won't
mention names) said, that they had seen her out in the evening
with him ; though Miss Smith — you know they live right oppo-
site — says he never goes into the house, but leaves her before
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they get to the hotel. It was only night before last she had seen
it happen, just in that way."
Miss Harden was not so much astonished at this intelligence
as her friend intended, and evidently expected her to be ; for
with a low and impressive whisper, she assured the speaker that
she had seen it with her own eyes.
'' No ! then that 's four times they 've been out together. Was
there ever such imprudence ? "
Miss Harriet returned home in the course of an hour, during
which time it had been settled between the fair ladies, that Mary
Butler ought to be ashamed of herself — that some one who knew
her ought to speak to her about it, and advise her as a friend to
cut Mr. Jorden henceforth and forever. Every one knew how
wild he 'd been ! Thank Heaven, she was not among the list of
their acquaintances. Brother John had said her name was brought
up at the whist party at the hotel only last night; and when
girls were discussed by a lot of young men in that way, there
was no knowing where it would end : they should die — positively
they would never hold up their heads again, if they thought their
names had ever been thus profaned.
CHAPTER H.
" A whisperer separateth chief friends."
" Forgive me if I listened
To the tales which they have breathed ;
It was sorrow more than anger —
I was wrong, my friend, deceived !"
;ARY BUTLER tied on her neat little hood,
and drew the thick Highland shawl more closely
about her form. It was a happy face that the
little mirror reflected, for content and high health
spoke plainly in every feature, and in the soft bloom that mantled
the dimpled cheek. And had she not reason to be happy ? Since
her father's death, had she not everywhere found kind friends ?
What good was there in dwelling on those brighter days — when
she need not have touched her needle unless it so pleased her —
when her mother was mistress of a luxurious home, in her far
away native city — and where she, the darling, the light of the
household, was petted and caressed by those who saw in the beau-
tiful child but the future heiress of a proud fortune ! Could dwell-
ing on these careless happy days recall them ? Pshaw ! after all,
they were not so happy — so she reasoned with herself — there
were ever so many things to vex them ; only one was then her
guide whose face was now hidden — and then she would check the
tears that rose with that dear remembrance, and think that his
care still smoothed life's pathway, even though the blessed ministry
was unseen. True, her mother and herself were now almost
entirely dependent on their own industry — but if their income
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was small, their wants were few, and Mary sang like a bird, " as
the shining needle flew," while her mother sat by, and silently
blessed the daughter whose devotion and constant cheerfulness
helped her to bear the bitter sorrow that sometimes clouded her
pale face j for at times Mrs. Butler still dwelt upon the wealth
and position that had made her youth a dream of delight, and
that now was hers only in remembrance. She sighed, — when she
fancied that her fair child was looked coldly upon — for the power
that should of right have been hers ; and when she dwelt on the
plain neat dress which Mary ever wore, she contrasted it with
rich fabrics that gave added beauty to her own early loveliness,
forgetting that Mary had a charm over all this — " the ornament
of a meek and quiet spirit."
In such hours of despondency, her daughter's musical voice and
cheerful smile alone could restore her to anything like hope.
While thus fulfilling a sacred duty, how could Mary be sad, or
indulge in murmuring regrets ! Besides, she had of late a new
cause for happiness. A kind friend, who had been their guest in
affluence, and who still loved them for themselves, had come to
reside in Bivertown, and had opened a new source of pleasure
and hope. She remembered Mary's early talent for music, and
suggested that she could more pleasantly increase her income, as
a music-teacher, kindly offering her own piano for practice, and
her services as instructor : as Mrs. Jackson was an accomplished
pianist, this was no little kindness. This, then, was the secret
of her daily walk past the window of Miss Harriet, for Mrs.
Jackson resided a few doors above, and her being out so often
ceases, with us at least, to be a wonder.
" A quick step tells of a light heart," says the old pr&verb ;
then surely no heart could have been lighter than Mary's as she
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commenced her walk ; but as she saw a group of young friends
coining down the street, she slackened her pace that she might
have a little chat with them. What was her astonishment when
they passed with but a slight nod, leaving her to pursue her walk
alone ! " It could not be intentional," was her second thought,
and, quite undisturbed, she went on as gaily as before.
How strangely every one acted that afternoon ! Her friend
Mrs. Jackson did not seem at all happy to see her ; but perhaps
the troubles of house-cleaning had clouded her temper, and the
lesson over, Mary was once more in the street.
All at once her face, thoughtful before, was lighted with a
smile, as if she was about to meet some pleasant acquaintance ;
but her cordial greeting received a very distant bow in return,
and Mr. Jorden " passed by on the other side." It cannot be
denied that her heart sank within her as she once more entered
her home, and her mother missed her happy song, as she plied
her needle in a sad silence through the whole of that long eve-
ning.
Day by day the change grew more marked. One friend after
another looked coldly upon her, and though she had ever before
watched with impatience the hour of her daily walk, she now al-
most dreaded to enter the street, lest she should be saddened by
cold greetings and averted faces. Even Mrs. Jackson was strange
in manner, and gave her lessons as if it were no longer a pleasure,
but a hurried, disagreeable task. Suspense, a dread of some evil,
we know not what — is often far worse than the evil itself; and
it was with a desperate resolve, that Mary at last begged Mrs.
Jackson to tell her how she had offended, and why her acquaint-
ances were friends no longer. She had struggled against the
depression of spirit which all this had caused, but in vain. Her
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mother had noticed the listless despondency which seemed creep-
ing over her, and she, too, had wept in solitude; not at the
strange rumours that were circulating through Bivertown — for
fortunately none had reached her ears, but she feared that con-
stant exertion was wearing upon the health of her darling, and
had dimmed the bright eye, and paled the rose-tint of her cheek.
Mary's sorrow was not lessened, when her friend bade her ask
her own heart, if trust once betrayed should ever again be tried.
But the tears of the young girl and her protestations of innocence
at length convinced Mrs. Jackson that a guilty soul could not be
looking from those pure eyes, and she drew the poor girl to her
heart, and told her of the slanderous whispers that had little by
little chilled her love and destroyed her confidence. She did not
dare to tell her all, for she could not endure to sully the pure
heart trusting her faith so fully, by even the shadow of those
baser stories that had grown from the whispered comments upon
her girlish vivacity; but Mary instantly felt the whole truth,
and it was the first searing of her affectionate nature.
God forgive those, who, however indirectly, cause such pangs
as came to her heart — earthly forbearance fails to pardon the
transgressor.
" Knowing as I did " — continued her friend, " that you were
aware, from the first, of my sister's engagement to Mr. Jorden,
I wondered, when the report came to me, that you encouraged
his attentions ; I was told that you were seen, walking with him
very frequently ; that you conversed in public with the greatest
familiarity. Then it was that I began to watch every movement
of you both, for my sister's happiness is dear to me as my own,
and I knew she would be wretched if he proved false ; and for-
give me, Mary, that I at last gave credence to the tales that
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almost daily came to my ears. I confess they did much to blind
me, and at last, I fancied that I had discovered in him an undue
interest for you. I mistook sincere and brotherly friendship for
affection, and upbraided him for his falsehood. He left me in
anger, indulging bitter feelings toward both you and myself.
Shortly after you came in, for the first time I received you coldly.
Since then I have fancied I saw a change in your manner towards
me ; that you hurried when you came to your lesson, as if anxious
to go from my presence as soon as possible. Poor child ! how I
have wronged you!"
There was a slight movement in the little sitting-room, that
adjoined the parlour, and the door which had been ajar, swung
suddenly shut. Just then Mr. Jorden entered the room, and
Mrs. Jackson, still with her arm about the blushing girl, begged
forgiveness of them both. There was a hearty cordiality in the
warm grasp of Mr. Jorden's hand, and Mrs Jackson's kiss was
more affectionate than ever.
For the first time in many weeks, Mary Butler's heart was at
rest ; though, now and then, a sad recollection came to disturb
the present joyousness; but her friends had promised to show
the little world of Rivertown, that they discountenanced all the
reports in circulation, and hereafter treat her, and love her as a
sister, as some amend for the sorrow she had known through
them. So she left them, while they were devising a scheme that
should do this effectually, and passed Miss Harden near the door
with a firm free step, conscious of innocence, and caring little for
the proud sneer of that young lady ; though she drew down her
veil rather hastily, knowing that her eyes were still swollen with
weeping, and not caring that Miss Harden should comment
upon it.
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CHAPTER in.
Said Sally, " my mistress and they had a time,
As sure as you 're mixing that bread.
Miss Martha was mad, and Miss Ellen ran out,
And her eyes were all swollen and red."
Family Quafrels.
" I told you so ! " — Everybody's Comment on a Disclosure.
OOD gracious ! Harriet, what do you think I 've
heard this afternoon ? "
Mrs. Harden did not allow her daughter time
to put off her bonnet and mantilla, (a velvet man-
tilla, one of the four in Rivertown,) before she accosted her with
the above startling query. Miss Harriet could not pretend to
guess ; but she also had her own private astonishment, and she,
too, could tell something if she chose.
"Why, what do you mean?" ejaculated her mother. "Not
more about Mary Butler?"
Miss Harriet gave a slight nod of assent.
" Well, if it doesn't beat all ! I heard — that is, their Jane
(Mrs. Jackson's Jane) just ran in to borrow our flat-irons, (seems
to me that Jacksons have most enormous washes ; that child has
a clean white dress every morning, Jane says, and two bird's-eye
aprons a day,) well, Jane just ran in a minute, and she told
Hannah (Hannah saw that she was flustered about something),
that they had just had an awful time at their house. Mrs. Jack-
son, it seems, has been giving Mary Butler music lessons."
" No ! Now, ma, that accounts for what Adeline told me.
I 've just come from there, and she said, Mrs. Butler had hinted
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to Mrs. Mason (you know they board there now), that Mary
wasn't going to sew so steady after April, and asked who Ann
Maria took lessons of — and how much Mr. Broadbent charged a
quarter. We thought something must be going on, but we couldn't
understand it. Now, it's as clear as daylight. Mary Butler
must be thinking that Mr. Jorden's going to be such a fool as to
marry her, and she's preparing to set up for a great lady. Mary
Butler going to take lessons of Mr. Broadbent, indeed ! when pa
says he can't afford to let me ! I wonder how she thinks she's
going to pay him. Make his — "
But here mother could keep silence no longer ; heir information
was too important to be neglected ; it had been received by ex-
press, and she expected her bulletin-board would be surrounded
by an astonished crowd.
"I've no patience with that girl" — broke in Mrs. Harden.
" What d'ye think ? As I was saying, Mrs. Jackson was giving
her music lessons. Of course, Mary Butler having nothing to
do, can find plenty of time to practise!" — (Mrs. Harden evi-
dently intended this to be ironical) — " and somehow, Mrs. Jackson
heard about Mary Butler's goings on with Mr. Jorden. How
she heard I 'm sure I can't tell, but it seems to be all over town.
/ havn't mentioned it to more than two or three, and I guess we
saw about as much of it as any one."
Mrs. Harden was right there, at least. "Why, don't you
know, ma, I told you long ago that John heard it talked about
at the hotel, and that Adeline was taking tea at Mrs. Smith's,
weeks ago, and they knew all about it. Mrs. Utley and Mrs.
Folger were there. It was the night after you had company, in
March, I guess it was."
" Well, however she heard of it, Mrs. Jackson's not the woman
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to let such things go unnoticed. I think Jane must be excellent
help — she runs in quite often to see Hannah. Now, Martha
never was in our kitchen once, all the while she stayed there.
"We never would have known anything from her. How long has
Jane been at Mrs. Jackson's ?"
" About three weeks — do go on, ma ; I'm dying to tell you
something."
" As I was saying, Mrs. Jackson of course would not counte-
nance such behaviour ; so she bore it as long as she could — though
she didn't treat Mary Butler half so well as she used to. I always
did wonder what she found in her to like, and at last this very
afternoon she out with it."
"Why, ma — there, now I know!" Miss Harriet's face
brightened as if she had found the solution of some great enigma.
Sir Isaac himself could not have seemed more delighted when
that apple acted as a key to nature's mystery — the philosopher of
still more ancient times did not cry "Eureka," in more joyous
tones.
" What d'ye know, Harriet? — just wait a minute, though, till
I get through my story. Mrs. Jackson told her every word, and
Mary Butler cried like everything. According to all accounts,"
(i. e. Jane's and Hannah's,) " they had an awful time. Jane
was in the sitting-room taking care of little Archie, and they
were in the parlour. She did not hear all they said, for they
talked quite low part of the time ; but Mrs. Jackson asked Mary
Butler how she could have the face to pretend being ignorant of
these stories — and told her she had 'encouraged Mr. Jorden's
attentions ' — these were the very words. Mary Butler cried like
a baby, Jane says, and to cap the whole, Mr. Jorden walked
right in in the middle of it. (Don't you think it was strange he
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should go to Mrs. Jackson's without ringing ? Jane says he often
does; I suppose he must be quite intimate there.")
"What did he say?"
" "Why Jane didn't hear the rest. The sitting-room door fell
to, and she didn't dare to open it, though she wanted to dread-
fully. I'd like to know how it all ended. Jane thinks she heard
Mrs. Jackson tell her not to enter her doors again ; " (oh, Jane,
what a fabrication!) "and I shouldn't wonder if she did — such
impudence ! " And Mrs. Harden fell back in her rocking-chair,
quite overcome with the excitement of the narrative — but started
up again as Harriet slowly and solemnly said, —
" Well, I can tell you more about that business."
Mrs. Harden's emotions were of a mingled nature. Curiosity
to hear the rest — vexation that she was not the sole possessor of
this important piece of intelligence.
"I always told you," added Miss Harriet, "that we should
hear more from that quarter. I knew Mary Butler was an artful
creature as ever lived ! I was coming by Mrs. Jackson's on my
way home from Adeline's, and just as I got by the parlour win-
dow, I happened to look up. There was Mrs. Jackson standing
by the piano, (the shades were both drawn up,) and Mr. Jorden
was on the other side turning over a music-book. Mr. Jorden
was pale as death — (a slight embroidery, Miss Harriet,) — and
Mrs. Jackson seemed to be very angry about something. At that
very minute I heard the front door open — -and out came Mary
Butler. Her eyes were red as that curtain, and she pulled down
her veil just as soon as she saw me. I don't wonder at it, Mr.
Jorden's being angry — to think she should dare to dream of his
marrying her."
Miss Harriet was quite indignant. Had she not a right to be ?
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Mr. Jorden had never paid her the least attention — in fact, she
was beginning to wonder if any one ever would, with seriousness.
Miss Harriet was verging towards — but we forget — a lady's age
is a subject not to be treated of with impunity. Mrs. Harden
went into the kitchen under pretence of seeing when tea would
be ready, but in reality to tell Hannah the confirmation of Jane's
wondrous tale ; and her daughter slipped on her bonnet again,
and wrapping her mother's blanket shawl about her, "ran over"
to Adeline's a minute, to enjoy her surprise at what she had to
tell. That industrious young lady was making over her stone-
coloured merino dress, preparatory to a visit in the country ; (re-
member, dear reader, Rivertown was almost a city, and numbered
some five thousand inhabitants ;) but she paused in her avocation,
and was quite as much overcome as Harriet had expected her to
be — so much so, that the dress was put by for the night; and
the moment Harriet had fairly got round the corner on her way
home, Miss Adeline donned hood and cloak, and set out for Mrs.
Smith's to enlighten her upon the terrible denouement at Mrs.
Jackson's. Mrs. Smith was the gossip, par excellence, of River-
town, and the reader may naturally conclude, that before bed-time
half the inhabitants of the place knew all about the "strange
thing that happened at Mrs. Jackson's that afternoon." Mrs.
Smith's were not the only hood and over-shoes that were put in
requisition that memorable evening, and all agreed Mary Butler
was served right for flirting with Mr. Jorden.
" I should not wonder if he told her to her face that she was
a presuming piece," said one. " Nor I," said a second. Where-
upon, the story gathered as it rolled, until John Harden heard,
at the hotel, the very next evening, that Mrs. Jackson had turned
Mary Butler out of her house, and Mr. Jorden had accused her
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to her face of " trying to get him," adding that " she had reckoned
without her host " All the young men declared it was a perfect
shame, for Mary Butler was the handsomest girl in town, and
that was why all the girls were tattling about her. For their
parts, they thought she was worth a dozen of some they could
namej and if " Jorden" had talked so to her, he deserved a
horse-whipping. " He shall get it, too/' muttered Mr. Hoffman,
a young lawyer, as he strode from the room.
CHAPTER IV.
"'Twas plain to every observer's eye,
That party spirit was running high,
And this was the popular party."
F Mrs. Harden was nearly overcome with the Jack-
son affair, imagine the state of her mind when, not
two weeks after, it was rumoured that Mr. Jorden
was going to be married — and to whom, of all peo-
ple, but Mrs Jackson's sister.
Yes, Mrs. Smith must remember her — that tall girl that
always wore such low-necked dresses, and, positively, she'd been
seen sitting at the window in short sleeves ! when she was up
from New York last summer. To be sure, if Harriet had done a
thing of the kind, all Rivertown would have been in arms about it
— but it was Mrs. Jackson's sister, and that was enough to rnako
anything go down with the young men. The fact was, if Mrs.
Jackson had been some people's wife, they'd look out after her a
little closer ; she had such girlish ways. But it wasn't her (Mrs.
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Harden' s) business — and perhaps it was well for the poor little
lady that it was not.
Yes, Mr. Jorden was going to be married, and to a city girl —
that was unpardonable. Why couldn't people be content with
those they'd known for years and years — been brought up with,
as one might say. As if Kivertown girls were not good enough
for any body, and quite genteel enough, too. What was more,
Mrs. Jackson was going to give a grand party in honour of the
bride, such a party as Bivertown had never seen. Invitations
were to be issued a week beforehand, and a large party of New York
people were coming up on purpose to be there. Mr. Jorden's
brother was to be groomsman, coming all the way from Baltimore
— for he had been adopted by his uncle, Livingstone Carroll, when
he was quite a lad, and Mrs. Harden had almost forgotten how
he looked. Jane — that girl was invaluable to Mrs. Jackson ; so
said her neighbours, and who had a better right to know about
Mrs. Jackson's domestics ? — Jane said the cake was to come from
New York, too, and — but Mrs. Harden wouldn't pretend to tell
half she heard about it. Didn't Mrs. Smith think Mary Butler 'd
feel well now? If she'd only behaved herself, she might at
least have had an invitation to the party, and that was something,
at all events, considering these gentlemen were coming from
New York. Mrs. Harden wondered if Harriet would be asked.
Oh, of course, though, being that they were such near neigh-
bours.
All this was imparted to Mrs. Smith during the few minutes
that they stood in Vandeusen's store, Mrs. Smith waiting for
Adeline Mitchell, who had promised to drop in and help her
choose a new mousseline de lame — (Vandeusen's mousseline de
laines were so cheap — only three shillings — all wool, too — posi-
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lively they were almost as nice as Mrs. Utley's cashmere that she
gave seventy-five cents for in New York, last fall.) Mrs. Harden
had been looking at some sheeting — she thought thirteen cents
was rather high for bleached sheeting; but, however, she'd look
a little further, and call again if she did not find any that would
do better.
We pass over the intervening two weeks, in which Mrs. Jack-
son's I'Tty was the principal topic of discussion, with one diverging
exception. Mary Butler left town a week before the bride was
expected — just about the time they were to be married — and no
one COT Id tell where she had gone, or for what purpose. Her
mother was resolutely silent upon the subject, and the general
conclusion was that she was on a visit to some country friend, to
keep out of the way of the Jorden party. No wonder, said
everybody, that she wanted to be away from River town just then.
The bridal party came in the morning boat, almost the first
boat of the season — and, wonder of wonders ! no one could under-
stand it, Mary Butler was with them ! So said John Harden,
and John was on the dock. He saw her get into a carriage and
drive up with the Jacksons. He was sure it was Mary Butler,
for he knew her step so well, though she kept her veil down all
the while. Harriet thought John must be crazy — in fact, she
hinted that perhaps he was not quite wide awake. She was
looking out of the window — she happened to be there by accident
— when the carriage came. There was Mr. and Mrs. Jackson —
the bride — at least it must have been, for she had on a magnifi-
cent embroidered merino — Mr. Jorden, (how queer he did look !)
and one lady besides, who was very much smaller than Mary
Butler, and had such a beautiful little hand ! Mary Butler never
Baw the day when she could wear so small a glove as the stranger
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wore. The next carriage-load were all new faces — one of the
gentlemen had such magnificent moustaches, and the lady he was
so attentive to, wore a plaid travelling dress and dark-brown gai-
ters. Mary Butler, indeed ! She was miles away ; and it served
her right, too, the forward chit !
John was not yet convinced ; he knew that his sister had good
eyes — very sharp eyes, he might say — (" Why, John, you good-
for-nothing fellow I" broke in the amiable young lady in ques-
tion)— but that was Mary Butler, and she might see for herself
to-night, for of course she 'd be at the party if it was.
At eight — for Rivertown people thought that hour the extreme
of fashion — there was a goodly throng of guests assembled in the
pretty parlours of Mrs. Jackson. Mrs. Harden was there, in the
glory of a new black silk. Miss Harriet was irresistible in pure
white, with a pink sash and bows down the skirt ; her hair dressed
after the pattern of the tallest figure in the last Lady's Book
fashion plate. If it did not look well, it was not Adeline Mit-
chell's fault : they did each other's curls always, and as Adeline
had no invitation for this particular evening, she had exhausted
two full hours and all her ingenuity, to do her friend's hair in
the broadest, finest plaits that Rivertown was ever surprised with.
Mrs. Folger and Mrs. Utley, though they had not expected to
go, for they were little known in Mrs. Jackson's circle, were
astonished at receiving cards, with a particular request in Mrs.
Jackson's own handwriting, that they would not fail to be there.
This they could not account for ; the same note was appended to
the card received by the Harden family, and a few others of their
acquaintance ; and Harriet had boasted not a little at the circum-
stance, from which she drew the inference that Mrs. Jackson
wished her sister to be very intimate with them. This was told
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more than once, and at last became — " Mrs. Jackson said posi-
tively she should be very much hurt if we did n't come, being
old neighbours so long."
The bride had not yet made her appearance, but the New York
strangers were there ; and Harriet was made inconceivably happy
by Mrs. Jacksonjs introduction to the gentleman with moustaches,
who began a most entertaining conversation. Mrs. Harden
nodded and smiled at Mrs. Utley in delight ; Harriet had doubt-
less made a conquest. Just at that moment, the bride and her
attendants entered, and both mother and daughter stifled a scream
of anger and amazement. Mary Butler — beautiful, so beautiful,
in her satin dress, with tunics of delicate tulle — was the first
bridesmaid !
Ah ! there could be no mistake now. And if any there were,
it had been quickly dispelled, for Harriet's companion, Mr.
Costar, began most earnestly to praise Miss Butler, presuming
that she was a friend of Miss Harden's. Poor Harriet, obliged
to sit there and listen to the recital of Mary Butler's triumphs,
how much she had been admired in the city, how every one had
regretted her stay had been so short !
"You have such a treasure in her," said Mr. Costar; "I
almost envy your delightful little town that one possession. She
must be universally beloved, though, now I think of it, I recollect
something Jorden told me of malicious stories got up by a set of
disappointed old maids, or some people of that sort. Ah, yes,"
he continued, unconsciously, " that was the reason my little cousin
was so particular that she should be first bridesmaid. I remem-
ber that Miss Butler would not listen to it at first. I wonder if
any of those people are here to-night ? Do you know any thing
about it?"
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Mr. Costar knew not that each word was a dagger to his
listener. He had been told by his hostess to be very attentive
to Miss Harden, and was so, because it was Mrs. Jackson's request.
As her mother came rushing across the room to her, he politely
resigned his seat, and left them to console each other in their
mortification. They understood the particular invitation now.
They began to have a glimmering of the truth. And was it not
punishment enough to see Mary Butler moving as among her
equals, admired by the strangers, and noticed by the tlite of
Rivertown, who now sought one before unnoticed, because others
did so ? And she, not seeming to know any thing of this strange
by-play, moved gracefully and gently among the guests, bearing
her honours, or rather her deserved praises, most meekly.
SKETCH THE SECOND.
MORE OF MARY BUTLEB.
CHAPTER I.
"Where did I leave off? Oh — " — WIDOW BEDOTT.
ITTLE occurred to disturb the tranquillity of
Rivertown for some time after Mrs. Jorden, " the
bride," as she was called for six months at least,
was fairly settled in her comfortable new house.
Miss Adeline Mitchell lived exactly opposite, and during the
cleaning, moving, etc., her mind and heart had been completely
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occupied. Now and then Harriet Harden relieved her from her
arduous post behind the second story window blind, and the two
together could tell you any article of furniture that the Jordens
possessed. John Harden vowed he believed they knew how
many pails of water had been carried in from the street pump,
and the exact quantity of lime that had been used in white-
washing. But Adeline said this was only because she happened
to mention before him that there were two solar lamps, one for
each parlour, and a mahogany bedstead in each of the front
chambers. She did wonder, and she could not help it, why they
wanted two washstands in the same room ; she was sure there
were no less than three marble-topped washstands in that house,
besides four maple ones. The very "hired girl" had a new
wash-bowl and pitcher.
She did not know what others might think, but for her part,
as Mrs. Harden said, " easy come, easy goes," and she guessed
Henry Jorden would learn to know the value of money one of
these days, now that he'd got a wife that could help him spend
it. She actually was going to keep two servants, a woman, and
a little girl to run of errands, besides the man who took care of
the horse and brought the water, and all that.
It was worse st^ll when it was duly announced, by observant
neighbours, that they had two horses, and Mr. Jorden had ordered
a magnificent new carriage at Delamarten's, which magnificent
establishment would have passed in New York for a plain, light
family vehicle, and would have excited no attention whatever.
Yet not once was it seen in the streets of Bivertown but clerks
hastened to store-doors, milliners' apprentices dropped straw and
silks to run to the "front shop," and servant-girls ran to call
their mistresses, bidding them hurry as they came, " or it would
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get by." Everywhere windows flew up, and blinds flew open ;
it was almost as much of an excitement as when " Dickens "
passed through Main street the summer before. Every traveller
who arrived at the Rivertown House for months afterwards, that
was so unfortunate as to wear a linen blouse, and have an uncom-
mon quantity of long, light hair, was surely " Dickens himself,
again ; " and so any strange vehicle, of whatever description, that
could boast of four wheels and a covered top, was at some period
and by some persons, taken for the new carriage, and criticised
and depreciated as such.
Gradually the fever of curiosity came to a crisis, it passed, and
in the languor that succeeded the dearth of incident was unre-
lieved for weeks. But after the catalogue of Mrs. Jordan's
furniture and wardrobe had been duly committed to memory,
Mary Butler and her mother were once more taken under conside-
ration. Mr. Jackson had interested himself very much 'in their
behalf, and through his generous exertions they had gained a
tiresome law-suit, and found themselves once more possessed of a
small, but, for them, sufficient competency. Mary Butler had
her own piano now, and her little parlour was as fairy-like a
loudoir as one could wish to see. They had rented a cottage
that stood back from one of the principal streets, with a closely
shaven lawn in front, bordered by flowering shrubs of every de-
scription. A grape-vine clung with its sweeping foliage to the
trellis that extended the length of the house, and here Mary was
as happy as a bird with her books, her flowers, and her piano.
She did no discredit to her teacher, and often, in the evening, her
clear voice came ringing through the foliage, arresting the passer-
by with its wild melody, until quite a little audience gathered
under the elm-trees ; and the murmurs of applause, if not as loud,
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were certainly as sincere, as those which greet a favourite prima
donna on her benefit night.
Even Miss Adeline Mitchell had condescended to call upon
her, introduced by Harriet Harden, who had claimed acquaint-
anceship since the night of Mrs. Jackson's party. Mary could
not treat them unkindly, for as the memory of her sorrow faded
in the present sunshine of happiness, she grew more and more
lenient towards those who had been its cause. With a genuine
spirit of Christian forgiveness, she pardoned "those who had
trespassed against her," and strove te find palliating circumstances,
for what her mother termed " heartless slander," when the tale
at last reached her ears.
CHAPTER H.
Seeing is believing." — OLD PROVERB.
RS. SMITH had just come in from the kitchen
to see how Miss Martin, the dressmaker, pro-
gressed in her task of making "auld claiths look
amaist as weel as new." It was considered
unpardonable extravagance in Rivertown, to hire a seamstress
for plain-sewing; and three tailoresses, four dressmakers, and
one widow lady, who was handy at everything, circulated
at intervals among the better class of families, their semi-annual
visits being regarded as quite delightful by the mistress of the
house, for gossip was then the order of the day. Miss Martin
was a universal favourite in the Harden and Smith clique, for she
also sewed for the Jacksons, the Barnards, and the Millers, people
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of whom they saw very little, except in the street or at church.
Miss Martin could tell you all about Miss Barnard's New York
lover ; she thoroughly understood the domestic economy of the
Millers, and did not hesitate to say that Mrs. Jackson had her
own way completely, and as for her husband, it was too bad for a
man like him to have to put up with everything as he did.
This particular morning the conversation turned upon Mrs.
Jorden, and as Miss Martin had been employed by that lady for
a day or two previous, there was much to be said, and a variety
of questions asked. It was at length settled by Miss Martin's
testimony, that the back parlour curtains were worsted damask in-
stead of silk ; that Mrs. Jorden always wore a cap at breakfast,
and never came to dinner in her morning dress — ("such airs !"
exclaimed Mrs. Smith,) — that Mr. Jorden often passed whole
evenings out of the house — and here Miss Martin became quite
mysterious, and could not be prevailed upon to give any informa-
tion with regard to the employment of said evenings.
" He haint joined the Odd Fellows?" said Mrs. Smith, throw-
ing up both hands.
"No," was the concise reply.
" You don't say he goes to that shocking ten-pin alley? "
"Not that ever I heard of," vouchsafed Miss Martin; and
then, urged by her listener, she at length disclosed that she
believed quite too much of his time was passed at Mary Butler's.
"Of all things!" exclaimed Mrs. Smith rocking back ener-
getically upon the kitten's tail, who sent forth a piteous yell as
the door opened to admit Adeline Mitchell. " Oh, Adeline, I 'm
so glad to see you," was the greeting. "What do you think
Miss Martin says? Mr. Jorden is absolutely half his time at
Mary Butler's."
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" Perhaps not quite half/' mildly interposed the informant;
" and if you '11 never tell — but no, I 've no right to mention such
things," and Miss Martin industriously waxed a needleful of
silk.
" Ah, come, go on, we '11 never mention it, you may depend,"
said Adeline Mitchell, with breathless eagerness.
"Positively?"
" Never — that is, only to Harriet Harden ; you '11 let me tell
her, won't you; but it sha'n't go a step further."
" Well, then — but I guess I'd better not, after all."
"Oh, do now."
" I 've seen him give her letters, and she'd blush terribly, and
hide them in her pocket as quick as thought. Then he always
calls her ' Mary,' which is quite too familiar to suit me, and worse
than all, Mrs. Jorden's found it out.
" You don't say so ! "
"What did she do?"
" It was only last night — (now if you ever whisper this, I shall
never forgive you.) I '11 tell you how I happened to hear it. I
was sewing in the dining-room, (as she will call it ; / should say
sitting-room,) and as I 'd got the sleeves basted in and the hooks
and eyes on, I thought I 'd get her to try on the waist, so I just
stepped to the back parlour door, but as 1 got there I stopped a
minute, for I thought I heard high words, and the first I heard
was — ' You spend quite too much of your time at Mrs. Butler's,
and I won't allow it any more !' — then he said something I could
not quite understand, and she answered ' No, I 'm not naturally
inclined to be jealous; but I shall put a stop to this, I assure
you.' Then they talked lower, and so I just walked in, quite
unconcerned, and there they stood by the fire-place. Just as I
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opened the door, he tried to put his arm round her waist, to make
up, I suppose, and she pushed it away — there, like that/' and
Miss Martin, suiting the action to the word, gave Miss Adeline a
somewhat ungentle repulse.
" Well, I always said, from the first, there was no good in their
acquaintance. You remember what a time Mrs. Jackson made a
year ago about it ? " said Mrs. Smith, appealing to Adeline Mit-
chell.
" Don't I though — if they did pretend to be such good friends
afterwards ? I 've always thought the Jacksons took her up be-
cause she happened to get a little money about that time. To
be sure, she runs there now every day of her life ; but I '11 war-
rant Mrs. Jackson would like to put a stop to it if she could."
Suddenly, Miss Mitchell recollected that she had promised to
run in and see Harriet a little while that morning.
" Oh, stay to dinner," said Mrs. Smith, " and we can talk it
all over. I 'm most through in the kitchen, and then I 'm going
to cover cord for Miss Martin ; I 've got nothing in the world to
do."
But Miss Adeline was already tying on her bonnet.
" We 're going to have pot-pie," urged her hostess.
" And apple-dumplings," suggested Miss Martin, whose choice
in dessert had just been consulted.
But the love of gossip prevailed over that of apple-dumplings,
and Miss Mitchell disappeared just as Mrs. Smith was summoned
to the kitchen by the hired girl's announcement that " the crust
was riz."
Mrs. Harden and Harriet were hastily informed of all that
had occurred; Miss Martin's relation having received this em-
bellishment, that Mrs. Jorden had said — " though not naturally
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jealous, she could not help being so now, and she'd put a stop to
all such proceedings at once." Nor did the ladies separate until
the younger ones had made an engagement to call on Mary But-
ler the very next morning and judge for themselves. Scarcely
had Adeline departed, before Mrs. Harden recollected that she
had not promised secrecy, it having been exacted only of Har-
riet ; and as dinner was over, and the pudding baking nicely, she
might as well run into Mrs. Van Deusin's an instant. Before
night, half Bivertown pitied "poor Mrs. Jorden," and blamed
her husband and Mary Butler.
CHAPTER III.
My friends — at least I call them s<v—
They always seem to be,
Most kind, most civil, so polite,
Whene'er they visit me."
"Who could have believed it?"
COMMON EXCLAMATION.
TARY BUTLER was resolutely practising one
of Herz's most brilliant variations when the
threatened visit was paid. She did not feel
quite at ease as the ladies entered, for she had
never liked them, and there was an air of remarkable warmth
in their salutations that disconcerted her. However, she tried to
conceal her vexation, and kindly entered into the brisk conver-
sation which they at once commenced.
The magazines with which the centre-table was strewn, served
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to commence a discussion on the relative merits of their fashion-
plates, and Mary was not a little amused at their decision in
favor of that •which displayed the most ungraceful figures. From
fashions to Miss Martin was an easy transition — "Did Miss But-
ler ever employ her ? "
Mary smiled a little as she replied that, from motives both of
taste and economy, she had always chosen to make her own
dresses.
The young ladies exchanged glances at this open confession,
and Miss Mitehell asked if she had never met Miss Martin at
Mrs. Jorden's. Yes, Miss Butler remembered having seen her
there two or three days before ; she recollected it perfectly, for
Mr. Jorden was to have come in that evening, and practised a
new duet, but something had prevented.
A second fire of glances was here exchanged, and the young
ladies looked back at Mary to see if she was not confused. But
strange to say, there was no sign of embarrassment upon her
face. Yet she did not seem at ease after all, for she started every
time the garden gate opened ; they noticed that particularly ; and
once she went to the window, but it was only the boy from a
neighbouring grocery store, with his basket of brown paper
parcels.
Conversation languished. Adeline waited for her friend to
give the signal for the termination of their call. But no — that
young lady was determined to know more of the matter which
had occupied her thoughts for the past twenty-four hours. So
she recommenced the discussion before alluded to, calling Ade-
line's attention to a new style of mantilla which had before
escaped their observation. Just at this juncture a loud knock —
few Rivertown houses can boast of bells — startled them all, and
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much to the astonishment of her visitors, Mary ran to the street
door herself.
They had scarcely time to make a whispered comment, when
she re-entered the room with a small parcel in her hand, looking
very much flushed and excited, and bade the messenger wait
until she saw whether an answer was required. A triumphant
glance from Harriet directed Miss Mitchell's attention to the
person of Mrs. Jorden's man-servant, who stood leaning against
the hall-door, and back again to the deep blush, yes, an unmis-
takeable blush, that rose to Mary Butler's foi'ehead as she perused
the note that accompanied the parcel. Then she tore off the
envelope, displaying — could they believe the evidence of their
own senses ! — a miniature case !
At first she seemed quite to have forgotten their presence, but
as she gave one hurried glance at its contents she recalled herself,
and begging them to excuse her absence a moment, left the room
to write a note of reply. The miniature she evidently forgot in
her haste, and it was left lying upon the table in dangerous prox-
imity to Miss Harriet, with the note carelessly beside it.
Miss Harden directed a half-guilty, half-curious look towards
her friend ; a similar glance responded. But no — they could not
so fairly sin against good-breeding, even with such a stimulus ;
and Adeline Mitchell began turning over the music upon the
piano. A new waltz was lying upon the rack, and she ran her
fingers over the keys to try it. She really possessed some little
musical skill, and becoming interested in the beautiful melody,
did not look up until the re-entrance of Mary Butler. As she
turned, she noticed that Harriet seemed deeply absorbed in a book
she had opened, and that she started with a heightened colour
as Mary Butler made an apology for keeping them waiting so long.
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Moreover, she did not quite understand why she rose in such
haste directly after, and declared she had forgotten an engagement
to shop with her mother that morning. As they closed the gar-
den gate, on leaving the house, Harriet called her attention to
the parlour window, and she distinctly saw Mary Butler press
the miniature to her lips as she took it from its resting-place.
"Do you know whose miniature that is?" were the first
agitated words as they regained the street.
"I haven't the slightest idea. I wonder how Mr. Jorden
came to send it to her."
"Oh, well, — Adeline Mitchell, — as sure as you're walking
Main street, it was Henry Jorden himself!"
Her companion absolutely turned pale. Even she could not
believe so entire a confirmation of their worst suspicions.
" But, Harriet," she faltered, " you did n't dare" —
" Yes, but I did ; it was lying right before me on the centre
table — anything there is always public property — and what's
more, the note was half open, and I couldn't resist the opportu-
nity to read just a line. Now if you ever tell, I '11 never speak
to you again as long as I live."
" Well, I won't — I won't. Mercy, I never should have" —
"Yes you would, though, if you had sat where I did. I
couldn't help reading the first line and then I went on a little
further — I heard her coming before I got near through. I didn't
touch it at all, so it 's not so very bad. It was more than half open,
and I poked it with my pencil a little nearer."
" What was it about ? "
" What do you suppose a man would write when he sends a
lady his miniature ? It was all love from beginning to end, and
I 'd swear to the handwriting and signature any day. I remem-
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ber every word I read — let me think — it began ' Dear Mary/ and
then there was something about ' as the original couldn't be always
near her, he sent the copy as soon as it came from New York ' —
(it seems it was painted there) — * and hoped it would prove a
substitute until the original was always by her, to ' give her that
love which the^ picture, faithful as it was, could not bestow.'
These were the very words ; I did not see how it ended, but I
read his name signed in full at the bottom of the page, just as I
heard her step."
" I can't believe you, Harriet."
"I can't believe my own eyes yet; but I tell you the living
truth. What will ma say ? such bold-faced, shameless conduct' '
— (Miss Harriet was not alluding to her own, dear ladies) — " I
never heard of before. I think Mrs. Jorden ought to know it."
At this crisis they were interrupted by "ma" herself, who
was " cheapening " a piece of bleached muslin at the front counter
of Gurnsey & Yerry's, and called to them as they passed. After
a wonder at the length of their visit, and a promise to the polite
shopman that she would call some other day, (an indefinite pro-
missory note which he well understood, as meaning his goods
were too high, and she would go where they could be purchased
cheaper,^ the happy trio proceeded down the street.
Harriet's information produced an effect even greater than she
had anticipated. Mrs. Harden was absolutely horror struck !
She protested such things should not be allowed in a Christian
community; that every woman in Rivertown ought to set her
face against such a bold piece as Mary ; and, for her part, Harriet
was forbidden, from that day, to darken Mrs. Butler's door.
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CHAPTER IV.
Said Mrs. Flynn to Mrs. Sweet,
' I wash my hands of the elite ! '
Said Mrs. Sweet to Mrs. Flynn,
1 1 wish we never had gone in ! '
BAYLY.
" Husband and wife need not a go-between.
I did not say I lived unhappily."
BOKER'S CALAYNOS.
[ISS MARTIN'S engagement at Mrs. Smith's
ended the second day after her suspicions had been
confirmed by the testimony of Harriet Harden.
She did not give expression to her thoughts
upon the occasion, except by mysterious nods and winks, that
said as plainly as gestures have ever been known to speak — " I
told you so ! " From that time there was a strangely triumphant
expression in her glittering grey eyes, and a peculiar withered
smile hung perpetually about her lips. Miss Margaret Martin
was a maiden lady of thirty-nine. She was, as our readers may
have seen, a perfect Athenian so far as regards a propensity for
" hearing and telling some new thing," and her peculiar mode
of life did not tend to lessen this natural disposition.
From Mrs. Smith's her needle-book and scissors were in re-
quisition at Mrs. Miller's, of whom we have before spoken, and
who was on intimate terms with Mrs. Jorden. It is not to be
supposed that so grand, so peculiar a bit of gossip was long with-
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held from that lady's ears. Of her own part in the discovery,
Miss Margaret said not a word, but while commiserating poor
Mrs. Jorden, she most innocently wondered who could have
started such a story ? The way she heard of it was this : — Two
young ladies (she couldn't mention names), had been paying a
call on Mary Butler, and were surprised to find Mr. Jorden' s
miniature on her centre-table. They thought nothing of it, of
course, (it might have been left there by Mrs. Jorden herself,)
but when they were coming out they stopped to fasten the garden-
gate, and looking back accidentally, they distinctly saw Mary
Butler kiss the very miniature as she stood by the window !
Then it was afterwards discovered that he, Mr. Jorden, was in
the habit of writing to her two or three times a week, and one
of the letters, by the merest accident, had been found, and was
full of the most love-like expressions. Moreover, she herself
chanced to know that Mr. Jorden frequently passed the evening
there, and sometimes without his wife. Miss Margaret had seen
him going in once alone ; she remembered it distinctly, because
it was the night of the terrible high wind that blew down
Sprague & Skinner's new sign. She thought it was strange then
that Mrs. Jorden should not have been with him — did Mrs.
Miller recollect that terrible stormy night ?
Mrs. Miller had not forgotten the evening in question, and
she smiled as she thought his being out alone was not strange
thai night at least.
" To be sure," continued Miss Martin, (calling Mrs. Miller's
little girl at the same time, to come and have a waist-lining tried
on,) " to be sure, Miss Barnard says they practise together; that
Mrs. Jorden hates music, and he's all bound up in it, so he goes
over and takes his flute. But to my mind it's as clear as day-
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light, that it's only an excuse. I declare, I can hardly keep still
when I think how that girl goes on, and "
Miss Margaret's attention was here arrested by a sharp cry
from the patient little martyr before her. She had become so
interested in her story, that she had quite forgotten the particular
branch of business she was attending to, and so had gone on
drawing up the lining here, and sticking in a pin there, until the
poor child could scarcely breathe. At last, as she absently pinned
through shoulder and all, the cry escaped which recalled her to
her task.
Now the child had just been learning a history lesson for the
next day, wherein the misdeeds of the Salem witches were re-
corded. And as she sobbed with the fright and the pain, the
terrible suspicion flashed through her mind that Miss Martin was
one of that amiable sisterhood revived ; and, indeed, the face that
bent over her favoured the conclusion. From that instant, it was
only by bribes, threats, and, in fact, ofttimes punishment, that,
she could be induced to enter her tormentor's presence.
Miss Martin was, however, happily unconscious of the classical
compliment involuntarily paid to her, and suggested to Mrs.
Miller that some friend of Mrs. Jorden's ought to tell her how
things were going on.
" If a stop is put to it now," said she, " it 's well and good for
everybody but Mary Butler. But if things "
Again the sentence was left unfinished, for the very people in
question passed the window, and as they did so, Mr. Jorden gave
Mary a letter, which she quickly slipped into her bag. Mrs.
Miller was made a witness to that, as well as the peculiar eager-
ness of Mary's manner as she received it, and for the first time
she began to think there was a foundation, at least, for what Miss
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Martin had told her. She had allowed that lady to finish her
recital because she knew it was useless to attempt to check the
tide; paying little regard to it meanwhile, although she was
vexed that her friend's name should be brought with a gossip
of that character. Now, although she well knew Miss Martin's
talent for the embroidery of unvarnished facts, quite exceeded
her skill in plain-sewing, she was sure there was some cause, at
least, though she doubted not it was a perfectly innocent one,
for this really slanderous tale.
She, as well as Miss Martin, came to the resolution that Mrs.
Jorden should know it, but from a different reason. She hoped
that she could and would explain the mystery to the satisfaction
of all, and she thought such an explanation was due to all the
parties concerned. So she resolved that the next time she saw
her friend she would have the riddle solved, and that she would
call on her soon for that very purpose. But she was busy all
that week assisting Miss Margaret with the children's spring
dresses, and the next it rained every day. In fact, after Miss
Martin's departure, she had almost forgotten the circumstance,
until it was recalled by Miss Barnard, who came to pay her a
sociable visit the first day of fair weather.
What was her surprise at learning from her visitor, that the
same tale, exaggerated, and "with assurance made doubly sure,"
by real or pretended confirmations, was the popular topic of dis-
cussion throughout Rivertown ! and Miss Barnard, being highly
indignant, revealed Miss Martin's share in the tale, and entreated
Mrs. Miller, as a most intimate friend, to beg that Mrs. Jorden
would discountenance it at once. That very afternoon, as soon
as Miss Barnard was gone, Mrs. Miller left the house on her
friendly errand.
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She had always been accustomed to enter Mrs. Jorden's par-
lours without ringing — a neighbourly practice called " running-
in" at Rivertown — and as she opened the hall-door, she entered
the more confidently as she heard visitors in the parlour. She
readily understood the somewhat extraordinary scene that met
her view.
Mrs. Jorden was standing with a coldly dignified air, nearly
in the centre of the room ; her face was flushed as if with the
struggle of overmastering some passionate emotion; and her
eyes flashed proudly, as she said to the ladies who were about
leaving-
" Allow me to thank you for the kind interest you take in my
welfare ; and, at the same time, to assure you that I consider my
husband to be the most competent guardian, both of himself,
and of our domestic affairs."
Not a word in reply from the two, who turned so hastily that
they stumbled upon Mrs. Miller, who stood perfectly quiet with
the door-knob still in her hand.
"Good evening, Mrs. Harden, Mrs. Smith," said she, as the
ladies recovered themselves. But there was no response, for, with
unexampled quickness, they had hurried past. They gained the
street before either spoke a word, and then, to Mrs. Harden's
exclamation of " Did you ever ? " Mrs. Smith replied with equal
solemnity of tone, " I never was so struck ! "
" After I took the trouble to go and tell her," said Mrs. Har-
den,
" Doing our duty as friends," said Mrs. Smith. " To burst
out in that way!"
" I saw her bite her lips long before you 'd got through."
"Well, I've done my part by her, that's all I can say;" and
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Mrs. Harden indignantly twitched her unoffending green veil
more closely over her face.
But to return to Mrs. Jorden, who, now that the excitement
of the moment was passed, sobbed like a child.
" I can easily guess the meaning of all this/' said Mrs. Miller,
as she sat down on the sofa, and put her arm caressingly about
her friend. " Mrs. Harden has been telling you what you should
have heard from me a week since."
" She has been impertinently meddling with what does not at
all concern her," sobbed Mrs. Jorden.
"But I know the whole story, Marian; and, indeed, Mrs.
Harden is not the only person who thought it should be told you,
though I can but wish it had been done by any one else, I con-
fess. What is her version of the matter ? "
" She absolutely told me that the whole town were talking
about my husband's attentions to Mary Butler; and that some
said I had discovered it, and was horribly jealous, while others
pity me, it seems, as being quite in the dark. / need their pity !
My good neighbours have done their best to enlighten me now,
at any rate."
" But he does visit there a great deal."
" Yes ; and who has a better right to go where he chooses ? "
" You are angry, Marian," said Mrs. Miller, calmly.
" Well, I confess I am ; but it is really unbearable. She gavo
me the whole history of the former slanderous tales, from which
poor Mary suffered, evidently thinking I had not heard how vilo
a part she played."
" But have you never given reason for any one to say you were
jealous of those visits to Mary?"
" Never ! "
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" Think for a moment — Miss Martin was sewing for you, was
she not, three weeks ago?"
" Yes ; but what has that to do with it ? Do you suppose I
made her my confidant?"
" Do not be unreasonable, Marian. Did she never overhear
anything of the kind, said playfully, or otherwise ? "
" Overhear ! — is it possible ! — does Miss Martin play the eaves-
dropper?" and, as if a new light had flashed upon her, Mrs.
Jorden was suddenly silent. " Yes — good — capital ! " said she,
at length, and the cloud of ill-humour suddenly disappeared from
her face. " Now I understand it all. We were engaged that
very evening at Mrs. Butler's. Mary had just received some new
music from New York, and Henry was going over with his flute
to try it; I had promised myself a nice sociable chat with her
mother — you know they very often practise together. I wish I
did love music, for Henry's sake."
"Well?"
" It proved to be a fearfully stormy night. So much so, that
Henry went home with Miss Martin himself; it was not fit for
a woman to be in the street."
" And, of course, Mary was disappointed."
"No, not entirely; that's the very point in question. We
were talking it over just after tea; Henry said he could not
endure to see any woman go out alone on such a night ; that he
thought the best plan was to take her home himself, and stop in
at Mrs. Butler's a little while on his way home. I said playfully,
' Without me ?' and then added, in the same tone, ' You give
Mary quite too much of your precious time.' Henry's rejoinder
was in the same spirit. 'You're only jealous of my walk with
Miss Martin, Marie.' I remember distinctly that I replied, still
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laughing, 'No, I'm not inclined naturally to be jealous; but she
is a dangerous companion for a susceptible youth.' We were
standing by the fire, and you know it 's the most natural thing
in the world for Harry to put his arm about me, standing so near.
He just attempted it, when I heard Miss Martin opening the
dining-room door, and as I hate endearments before people, I
pushed his arm aside, and turned to answer her question. Now
there 's the whole story — there 's the grand foundation of Hen-
ry's attentions to Mary Butler, and my jealousy/7
Mrs. Miller laughed heartily at the idea of any one's being
jealous of the amiable Miss Martin; but yet there were some
things still unaccounted for. She herself had witnessed the
reception of the letter, and then that miniature ! But other visit-
ors came in, and as it was nearly dark, Mrs. Miller soon took
leave, resolving to have a perfect explanation at some future
time.
As for Mrs. Jorden, she had quite recovered her'good humour,
and recounted merrily to her husband the particulars of the after-
noon embassy from the "gossips of Rivertown." At first, he
was inclined to be very angry, but after a little thought, came to
the conclusion the tale had no other foundation, and had been
exaggerated on every hand. He, too, laughed very heartily at
Miss Martin's report of their little domestic conversation.
Early next morning, Mrs. Miller was greeted by a visit from
her friend. She had been thinking over all that had occurred,
and at last came to the conclusion it was best to probe the wound
thoroughly. It was still with great delicacy and hesitation that
she confided to Marian what she herself had seen, and the story
of the miniature. What was her surprise at finding Mrs. Jorden
grow more and more amused as she proceeded, and, at last, " clap-
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ping her hands for very glee." Then there was a long confiden-
tial communication between the two, and good Mrs. Miller seemed
to enjoy the joke as much as her friend; so much so, that even
after Marian's departure an unwonted smile would now and then
steal over her face, as if she held
" The secret of a merry jest
She did not care to speak."
CHAPTER V.
** The joy-bells are ringing,
Oh, come to the church ;
You may see the bride pass,
If you stand in the porch."
" My second so resembles him,
Most people think them twins." — BAYLY.
CARCELY three weeks from Mrs. Harden's friendly
call upon Mrs. Jorden, and her subsequent uncere-
monious departure, there was an unusual bustle
^<3 throughout all Rivertown. It was a bright spring
day, the last of April, and from the majestic river that swept
proudly past, to the cloudless sky o'erhead, all was tranquil,
undisturbed loveliness. The distant mountains seemed to have
assumed their most delicate tint of azure, the neighbouring foli-
age its freshest green, birds sang, and crocuses lifted their hardy
blossoms from the sheltering leaves. Every one pronounced it
"a perfect day."
Harriot Harden sat by an open window, altering the arrange-
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ment of some bows upon a new straw bonnet, which had come
home the night before. She too rejoiced in the loveliness of the
day, for she thought if it continued so mild, she might venture
to exhibit it that very afternoon. The " face flowers " had been
pinned in for the tenth time at least, and as she paused before
the little mirror to observe the increased effect, the door was
hurriedly thrown open, and Mrs. Smith, quite out of breath,
appeared.
" Put on your bonnet this minute," was her first salutation,
without stopping to see that such a command was quite uncalled
for, " and come with me up to the church. There 's going to be
a wedding there this morning."
"For goodness sake, who is it?"
" Nobody knows — it 's the queerest thing in the world. It
seems Adeline was going by, about a quarter of an hour ago, and
seeing the door opened, she looked in. There was nobody there
but Benton, the sexton, and she asked him how it happened ?
He looked vexed enough, for a minute or two, and then said there
was to be a wedding there at nine o'clock; but he couldn't tell
who was going to be married. Add tried to get it out of him,
but the old fellow kept his secret. It's ten minutes of nine
now, so hurry. Where 's your mother ? "
Not far off, as you might suppose ; so both mother and daugh-
ter sallied forth on the instant, and strange to say, they met
more people on the way than had ever been known to collect for
anything short of a Fourth of July fire company procession.
Others than Adeline Mitchell must have seen the church-door
ajar.
Our readers need not suppose, from the application of the defi-
nite article, that this was the only church in RiveTtown. There
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were the Presbyterian, the Dutch-Reformed, the Baptist, Metho-
dist, and Universalist — meeting houses they were called — and the
Roman Catholics held monthly services in the old masonic lodge.
But the building, towards which so many were hastening, was
owned by the Episcopalians, and so known only as the church,
par excellence, though its baptismal name was Trinity.
Up the high steps of this neat and most comfortable edifice
many a group was passing, by the time the Hardens came in
sight, mostly composed of ladies and school-girls, who had
diverged from their proper path to the "Female Seminary,"
attracted by the rumour of a wedding near at hand. The square
old-fashioned pews filled first — from them you could see and not
be seen — but many a face looked out from the central aisles as
the bridal party passed up its length. There had been a few
moments of anxious suspense; but soon Mrs. Jorden, her hus-
band, Mr. and Mrs. Jackson, Mrs. Miller, Miss Barnard, and
several familiar faces, were successively recognized.
But who was the bride ? Nobody could see her face, for she
kept her veil down until she reached the chancel. A moment's
reverent pause, during which Adeline Mitchell took the oppor-
tunity to whisper that Mr. Jorden was standing next the bride
— "how odd;" and Harriet motioned back for her to keep still,
or else that it was n't him, she could n't tell which.
Then came the address to the congregation, the solemn charge
to those about to take these most fearful vows upon themselves.
"Now we shall know," whispered Mrs. Smith to Harriet;
but, unfortunately, that very whisper prevented her hearing the
names of the parties. Again, a manly voice followed the guid-
ance of their pastor.
Harriet could have screamed with impatience, for a little girl
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in the next pew tripped over the stool on which she was mounted,
and came down with a crash, just as the names were pronounced.
But at that moment a gentle, but untrembKng voice, said — " I,
Mary, take thee, Carroll, to be my wedded husband."
Harriet heard not another word ; it was Mary Butler's voice ;
Mr. Jorden's'brother was the bridegroom ! All was reeling about
her. The party at the altar, the eager spectators, the solid pillars
of the church themselves, seemed dancing before her. When
she recovered from her swoon-like astonishment, the benediction
had been pronounced, and the bride, never so beautiful as now,
turned from the chancel.
There were smiles and congratulations among the happy party ;
Mrs. Butler looking younger by ten years, Mrs. Harry Jorden
casting triumphant, and almost withering glances towards the
party she had just discovered in Mr. Mitchell's pew. Then they
passed slowly down the aisle, so near, that Mary's bridal veil
almost touched Harriet's face, and as the young husband turned
to rearrange it, she started to see how nearly he resembled his bro-
ther. The same eyes, the same smile ; but for a slight difference
in height, they might have been mistaken for each other.
" I cannot believe my own eyes/' said Mrs. Harden, as the
group stood on the church steps and watched the carriage drive
away.
" Nor I," echoed Mrs. Smith.
" How did she ever manage to keep it so still ? " continued
the elder lady.
"I don't see."
"Nor I," said Mrs. Smith, again.
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" He was adopted by his uncle, Carroll Livingston, when he
was a perfect child."
"Then they went to Europe, you know."
"Yes; and he got back just in time for Henry's wedding, Mrs.
Harden."
" Mary Butler was first bridesmaid, and that 's how it all hap-
pened. Don't you remember Mrs. Jackson told us he had to go
right on to Baltimore, and couldn't come up to her party?"
" So she did ; but they were together two weeks in New York,
and she was there so long last fall, you know, where their busi-
ness was being settled. They say all his letters came directed to
his brother."
"That's so we shouldn't find it out, I'll warrant."
"He's immensely rich, Mrs. Harden; his uncle is an old
bachelor, you know. I've heard they live in splendid style."
" That old gentleman with Mrs. Butler must have been his
uncle, then ; and they must be the passengers John saw come
off the day-boat yesterday."
" The luck of some people ! "
"Yes," and Mrs. Harden sighed deeply, as she thought Har-
riet was not included in that fortunate class.
That amiable, and now thoroughly mortified young lady, had
walked off in a confidential chat with Adeline; after having
. ascertained from a mutual acquaintance that the bridal party were
all going off in the day.-boat, and that Mrs. Butler was going to
live with Mary in Baltimore. No telegraphic dispatch of the
"latest advices per steamer," ever sped with more rapidity than
every conceivable rumour, with regard to the morning's surprise,
was published.
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" That must have been his brother's miniature, after all, Ade-
line," said Harriet, trying to look unconcerned.
" I always knew you ran before you were sent. You Ve got
mo into a pretty fuss."
" How colild I help it ? how did I know to the contrary ? and
you said quite as much about it as I did."
" I did n't say half as much. Moreover, I don't read other
people's letters."
Miss Harden did not venture to speak, but she gave a look of
indignation and contempt that might have withered any one, had
it been deserved. Miss Mitchell vouchsafed no word in reply,
but coolly walked down the next street, without so much as bow-
ing.
From that day there was enmity between the houses of Harden
and Mitchell ; and from that day Mary Butler was envied by the
"gossips of Rivertown."
Mrs. Henry Jorden never passed Mrs. Harden and Mrs. Smith
without a peculiar smile; and Mrs. Margaret Martin fitted no
more dresses in her house thenceforth.
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SKETCH THE THIRD.
DEATH AND THE BURIAL.
CHAPTER I.
" I feel the shadow on my brow,
The sickness at my heart —
Alas ! I look on those I love,
And 'tis so hard to part."
HE summer passed as summers had done in River-
town for the last ten years at least. There was one
^ / evening party, two pic-nics, and a wedding, to vary
the monotony. Two families, the Bays and the
Barnards, visited Niagara, to the scandal of those who wondered
how they could afford it, and Miss Seymour joined the party of a
relative residing in New York, and passed two weeks at Newport.
Miss Seymour became, for a while, quite the rage, for she had
dined with Daniel Webster, on which occasion the distinguished
authoress, Mrs. , sat opposite to her, and Senator S. was
pointed out after dinner. Miss Seymour did not usually mention
that this was at the "ladies' ordinary" of the Revere House;
probably she thought this was " not for them to know." But
if she was not a lion herself, she had seen lions, and consequently
had innumerable calls and visits shortly after her return.
Then a family from New York had been boarding at the
" Rivertown House/' and their out-comings and in-goings offered
some relief. Moreover, the Forresters, from Albany, had passed
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two months at their country-house, a mile or two below the town,
and several times their carriage, with its liveried coachman, had
gathered its crowd of admirers at the street corners and shop win-
dows. Not a few Bivertonians visited their country relatives in
July and August, and others among the first circle paid similar
family visits in New England or the Middle States. Journeys
that from henceforth became data — " the year that I went to Con-
necticut," or " the spring we were getting ready to go to New
Jersey," being often and particularly alluded to.
Bivertonians in general were not a migratory people ; one trip
to New York city, and two as far as Albany, often sufficing for
life-time adventures. Many of "the oldest inhabitants could never
be persuaded to " court peril " in the wake of the rushing loco-
motive, and not a few had never set foot upon a steamboat, though
numberless were the elegant vessels that passed their wharves
daily, preferring the more tardy, but in their eyes far safer con-
veyance of a "sloop," did occasion require them to visit the
metropolis.
Among our acquaintances, the travelling fever, this particular
season, seemed contagious. Miss Barnard, as we have before said,
visited Niagara, as did the Jacksons and the Jordens, joining a
party made up by the uncle of the Jordens, Livingston Carroll,
Esq. Adeline Mitchell had passed several weeks with a married
sister who resided in Dutchess County, and the Hardens went as
far as Stockbridge, in quite an opposite .direction. But the
summer was over ; September found all once more at home, and
fall house-cleanings rapidly progressing. Mrs. Henry Jorden
was packing, or rather covering furniture ; Adeline Mitchell could
not guess what for, until it was reported that the house was to be
shut up in October, and the Jordens were to pass the ensuing
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winter with their brother at Baltimore. Mr. Jorden had business
at Washington, which would detain him most of the time, and
thus the arrangement became not only pleasant, but advisable.
Yet Mrs. Smith and Miss Mitchell would continue to call it
airs and extravagance, while Mrs. Folger wondered " if they
would pay board ; if not, it was a saving." Mrs. Jackson alone
regretted the change. She was still, comparatively, a stranger
in Rivertown, as they had resided there but a few years. She
had never been particularly fond of the place or the people, and
but that Mr. Jackson's presence was absolutely necessary near
his large and flourishing manufactory, would never have consented
even to a temporary residence there. This feeling had, in a
measure, worn away, as she came to know and appreciate the warm
hearts of those who won her own by their friendly courtesy ; and
at the time of her sister's marriage she began to look with some-
thing like satisfaction upon Rivertown as a home.
" It will bo very lonely, Marian," said she, the evening before
their departure ; " Mary and yourself both away — but I know
it will be pleasanter for you, and I will try to be as happy as
possible without you."
Mrs. Jorden "rejoiced that she was of enough consequence to
be missed," and, laughingly, added — " But then your particular
friends, Mrs. Harden and Mrs. Folger, will still be with you, and
I have no doubt Mrs. Smith will be neighbourly."
" Do not jest to-night Marian," sadly returned her sister. " I
have been strangely troubled from the time Mary proposed this
long separation. You know I have no faith in presentiments,
but I have felt as if we should never meet again ; or, if we did,
not happily. Sometimes I think Archie, my precious one, may
be taken from me ; but that thought is too terrible. If I should
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die this winter, Marie, be as a sister and a mother to the dear
ones I must leave"
" My best of sisters, pray do not say such horrid things/' was
the reply. " Are you not as well as ever ? and Archie I never
saw in better spirits."
Mrs. Jackson called the noble little fellow to her, and parting
the thick waves of his hair, looked long and earnestly into his
deep blue eyes. So earnestly, that the boy was alarmed, and
begged to go back to Uncle Henry, who had promised to let him
ride upon Nero; and Marian said —
" Yes, run away, pet, mamma is not well. Dear sister, do not
frighten us all by these dismal forebodings."
Mrs. Jackson felt that it was selfish thus to obtrude sad
thoughts on their parting; and, to tell the truth, the shadow
passed as the firm tread and manly tone of her husband gave
warning of his approach. So the last evening glided away in
mirth and song ; for Mr. Jackson was never known to be more
brilliant than now, pouring out sparkling anecdotes and unstudied
Ion mots, without thought or effort. Archie was allowed to
stay up long past his usual bed-time, as he was an especial favourite
with " Uncle Harry," and Mrs. Jackson sang old songs they had
long known and loved.
Yes, it was a very merry evening ; and yet when Mrs. Jack-
son bade them good night, and came back to the warmly lighted
parlour, a strange chill darted like an ice-bolt through her heart,
and she leaned her head upon her husband's shoulder and wept.
He chided her gently, even while he drew her more closely to
his heart, for she told him it was not simple sorrow at their
transient separation. And then he led her to the couch where
her child slumbered peacefully, and bade her mark how ruddy
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was the glow upon his cheek, and how gently the drapery about
him was stirred by the quiet heaving of his little form.
" What 3an come to disturb the happiness of our little house-
hold ? " said her husband, fondly ; but even as she smiled through
her tears, the echo in her heart whispered " Death ! "
CHAPTER H.
" She is leaning back now languid,
And her cheek is white ;
Only on the drooping eyelash,
Glistens tearful light,
Cold, sunshine, hours are gone,
Yet the lady watches on." — L. E. L.
OR several weeks after the departure of Mrs. Jorden,
nothing occurred to realize even the lightest of Mrs.
Jackson's sad forebodings. The gorgeous autumn
landscape slowly cast aside its wealth of golden and
crimson foliage, the summits of the Catskills became more sharply
defined against the clear blue sky, and so winter was at the very
door ere his approach was suspected.
There is nothing more desolate than the streets of a small
country town, in a northern latitude, at the close of the fall.
The sidewalks are carpeted with withered leaves that rustle to the
footsteps of the few passers-by; a cloud of dust obscures the
vision, while the slowly creaking signs and flapping shutters are
in melancholy and discordant union. Little children hurry to
and from school, with well-worn dinner baskets and faded hoods j
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the solitary strips of red flannel or dark broad-cloth, that have
taken the place of the merchant's flaunting display of summer
fabrics, shiver in the chill blast ; and the few baskets of withered
apples and dark-coated chestnuts, that still linger around the
doors of the various provision stores, grow darker and more
shrunken as the week slips slowly by. The mellow radiance of
the Indian summer has departed, the morning sun has scarcely
power to dissolve the last night's frost, and the wayside pools are
skirted with a brittle coating of ice. Now and then a large farm
wagon creaks slowly down the street; once or twice through the
day the whirl of a lighter vehicle tells you that the physician is
speeding on his errand of mercy j but otherwise the silence is
rarely disturbed. The sky grows dark as evening draws on, not
with heaped and threatening clouds, but a leaden, heavy, impene-
trable pall sweeps slowly over the horizon.
It was on such a day as this that Mrs. Jackson turned shiver-
ingly from the door-step of her comfortable and peaceful home.
She had accompanied her husband a little way on his morning
walk, and had parted with a fond pressure of the hand, and a
glance that told him how dearer than life he had become. Archie
was playfully careering round the room with the hearth-brush for
a steed, and the kitten purred in undisturbed repose before the
glowing grate.
She drew her work-basket towards her, and, lying on the piles
of snowy linen, found an unopened letter, received in her absence.
It was from Marian, and bore the impress of her joyous spirit in
every line. They were all so happy, and needed but her presence
to make that happiness complete. Mrs. Butler was at the head
of their elegant mansion, and Mr. Carroll grew daily more fond
of his adopted daughter, who had already won for herself hosts
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of new friends. They were to go to "Washington in January,
and Marian descanted at length on the pleasures she expected to
enjoy.
Mrs. Jackson allowed the letter to fall upon the carpet, as she
mused over its contents. " How can people plan for the future?"
thought she ; and then, vexed at herself for her own gloomy mood,
she called Archie to her, and resolutely threw it aside as she
listened to his childish prattle. Mr. Jackson very rarely returned
until nightfall, these short, cold days, as the manufactory was a
mile or two distant, upon a small stream that paid its gentle tri-
bute to their beautiful river. So the mid-day meal was solitary;
and after it was over, Mrs. Miller paid a friendly visit of an hour
or two, and they chatted together of the absent ones. The cold,
grey clouds were already veiling the setting sun as her visitor
took her leave, and with cheerful alacrity Mrs. Jackson began to
prepare for her husband's return : — the hearth nicely swept,
the easy-chair in its cosiest corner, the dressing-gown thrown
over it, and the slippers, embroidered by her own hand, basking
in the fire-light. -Through a half-open door the neat tea-table
was seen, and Archie, with his soft curls dancing to his restless
motion, was busied in assisting, or rather delaying a tidy servant
girl in its arrangement.
Nothing could be more cheerful or more home-like, and Mrs.
Jackson cast a look of satisfaction over all, as she sat down at the
window to catch the first glimpse of the returning husband and
father. Slowly the twilight deepened over the already silent
streets. Then lights flashed from the opposite windows, and a
glare for the moment filled the room as a torch was applied to
the street-lamp on the corner. It was very strange that Mr.
Jackson did not come !
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Another half hour passed, the room was quite dark, for she
would not have the lamp lighted until he should arrive. Then
Archie began fretting for his supper, and, at last, she was obliged
to leave her watch to quiet the impatient child. Again the clock
struck slowly and distinctly j every stroke sounded like a knell.
An undefined superstitious fear crept over her — oh ! there was a
step at last. But it was not he; only a message from some
friendly neighbour. Eight — nine o'clock struck. Archie had
been quietly sleeping an hour or two ; still she was alone, and
undefined terror began to shape itself. Then she tried to smile
at her own fears ; he had found business to detain him — perhaps
he had met a friend. She tried to play, but closed the instru-
ment ere the melody was half completed ; and so she sat, at last,
cowering over the fire that now burned dimly, while the minutes
passed like years.
A sound broke the stillness ; there was a carriage coming ra-
pidly up the street — what could it mean ? It paused before the
door of a physician residing near them, and then at their own.
A stranger sprang upon the pavement — another — and then she
saw they were lifting out a helpless, rigid form.
The truth came to her with a shock — she felt it all ; but the
scream that rose to her lips found no utterance, only a low moan
as she motioned them to bear their burden into that once cheerful
parlour. She felt the hand of their family physician upon her
shoulder ; but she had knelt beside the sofa, and had found the
heart that once thrilled so warmly. There was no pulse — not
even a low flutter. Yes ! — yes ! — faint as a wounded bird's,
the life-pulse thrilled to her hand; then, for the first time, she
spoke. She looked up to the pitying eye of the friend who bent
over her, and murmured —
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" My husband is not dead — no, not dead ! You can save
him!"
She did not even ask what had stricken him so from high
health. A glance had told her all. The damp, heavy masses
of hair that clung to the pallid face, the cloak wrapped loosely
about those clinging garments. There was no need of words.
Through that long, fearful night, hope and despair came alter-
nately to those faithful attendants. Not for an instant could the
wife be persuaded to leave the room. She chafed the rigid hands,
she pressed the death-like form closely to her, as if her own beat-
ing, throbbing heart could inspire it with new life. Still those
marble lids unclosed not, and no breath stirred the wan lips.
" Speak to me, my husband, once more ! One smile — one
pressure of the hand!" But there came no answer to those
wailing cries.
Then the first struggling beam of the new day stole into the
room. The fire had gone out, the lamps flickered coldly, and a
more terrible pallor settled upon that still, pale face.
A woman's voice said, " There is no hope ! Dead ! — dead ! —
my husband is dead .'" And then came a fearful burst of sobs
and agonized wailing, that rent the very heart of the kind man
who tried in vain to comfort her. He had little consolation to
offer; she had spoken truly — there was no hope.
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CHAPTEK III.
" Tossing through the restless night,
Sleep banish'd from her pillow, and her brain
Weary with sense of dull and stifling pain,
Yearning and praying for the blessed light."
ROM the deep stupour of despair that followed, even
the quick tread and anxious inquiries of those that
came to proffer assistance and sympathy, at first
failed to rouse her. The terrible news sped
like wildfire through the town, and an hour after daybreak,
a little crowd was gathered before the door to know if such
fearful tidings could be true. There they learned, from Dr.
Chester, that Mr. Jackson, being detained much later than
usual, had attempted to cross a narrow plank thrown over a part
of the basin formed by the stream just below the factory, to save
going round by the larger bridge. It was quite dark, and missing
a step, he was precipitated into the ice-cold pool. His involun-
tary cry brought speedy assistance ; but ere he could be rescued,
the chill and the struggle had exhausted him, and though life
was not quite extinct, he seemed rapidly sinking. No medical
assistance being at hand, and the overseer of the works absent,
the men who rescued him made a few unsuccessful attempts to
restore suspended animation, and then, in their terror, could think
of no alternative but hurrying into the town. Had proper assist-
ance been at once obtained, the fatal catastrophe might, perhaps,
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have been averted ; but by the time his home was reached, life
was ebbing fast, and aid was all in vain.
For the first time since his recollection, little Archie awoke
and did not find his mother near him. His gentle call of
"Mamma! mamma!" had no response: frightened, he knew
not why, he slipped from his crib and crept softly into the next
room. There was a gentleman standing near his mamma, who
was lying upon the bed moaning, now and then, but with her
eyes closed as if asleep. "Where is my papa?" said the little
fellow, timidly. The gentleman did not answer him, but lifted
him to the side of his mother, and motioned him to awake her.
" Wake up, dear mamma — tell me where my father is," sobbed
the child, now terribly frightened at the unusual sight. At first,
Mrs. Jackson did not seem to know who had spoken, but as she
felt those little arms clasping her neck, that soft cheek nestling
by her own, she pressed her child convulsively to her heart, and
murmured —
" My fatherless little one, God help us both !"
The kind physician stole softly away ; his object was accom-
plished, for he felt that if once roused, there was no danger but
that the strong mind and the mother's heart would rise above her
sorrow. Nor was he mistaken. From that moment a calmness
that would have been fearful in a less resolute nature, seemed to
take possession of her. She entered once more upon the duties
of actual life, that must be performed even though the heart is
breaking. In a small household there is much that only its
mistress can properly direct ; and in the country there are many
things connected with an event like that just recorded, which
cannot be performed by hirelings, as in the city, where even
death is made a source of traffic and of gain.
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Much assistance was proffered, but she rejected all save such
as was absolutely necessary. Dr. Chester was her adviser, and
through him she made every necessary arrangement for the
burial.
Weak minds, who shrink from responsibility, or those residing
where custom forbids such a fearful task, little know how much
minute agony is spared them. They can retire to the room
recently gladdened by the presence of the lost one, and weep in
silence over their sorrow. They watch, perhaps, by the still,
cold form, but know not whose hand has arrayed it for the bridal
of the grave, or by whom it shall be consigned to that last resting-
place. A man, pompous in the habitual sadness he must needs
assume, passes here and there about the house with a tread so
softened that it has become almost stealthy. It is he who
arranges every thing ; the undertaker, whose very presence, even
in a crowded street, brings a chill to those whom the death of
friends has made terribly familiar with his solemn bearing.
Far different was the task of her so suddenly widowed. The
most minute detail passed before her notice ; she was not even
left to watch alone beside her dead. Visitors from curiosity, and
those who came to sympathize truly, were constantly thronging
in to question, to advise, and to console. Again, and again, each
harrowing circumstance was recounted and commented on. More
than once was she tortured by well meant, but really unkind re-
grets, as — " If there had only been some one there who under-
stood what ought to have been done ! " " Don't you think if
Dr. Chester could have seen him at first, he might have been
alive now?" " Are you sure that everything was tried? I've
heard that people have come to, hours after the doctor had given
them up." And when all this was met with a calm, sad cold-
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ness, that many called indifference, the good people wondered
how she could feel "so resigned?'
They little knew what an effort that very calmness cost. That
more than once a shriek had risen to those untrembling lips as
some fearful recollection came ; a shriek that would have betrayed
all the pent-up agony of that lonely, lonely heart ; but was check-
ed and stifled even when bursting forth. They had not seen her
Bobbing like a child when first she met the few friends to whom
her proud nature had yielded all love and confidence ; nor did
they know how often, during the long sleepless nights, she
pressed her child with a grasp of fear close and closer to her
heart, while her lips murmured prayers for strength and fortitude,
or sobbed, brokenly, the name of him who no longer could return
her tenderness. "A stranger in a strange land" alone knows
the fulness of desolation, when those who made that exile home,
have been taken. " Miserable comforters are ye all," is the
heart's involuntary language, as it yearns for a mother's kiss, a
sister's tenderness. And so this outward calmness would prob-
ably have passed away, could Marian's arms have been twined
about her. Orphaned from childhood, they had loved each other
with a deep devotion, and now in her loneliness, there came an
almost fearful longing to hear that sister's gentle voice.
Archie, with his childish grief, and smiles that came in its very
midst, was her greatest consolation His father's brow, his
glancing smile, at times but increased her pain, and again she
would say, "Arthur, you cannot be taken from me wholly while
your son shall live." Strange as it seemed to some, she rarely
entered the room where lay that lifeless form. The rigid out-
lines, the fearful pallor, brought back every event of the fearful
night, never to be erased from her memory. She felt that all
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strength would desert her, that she should go mad, if she dwelt
upon these things, and so turned back even when her hand was
upon the door. For the sake of her child, she had resolved to
welcome life, even when death would have been preferable, and
so she struggled onward sick at heart and desolate.
She knew that all would be over ere her sister could reach her,
and she felt that it would require all her fortitude to pass through
the terrible ordeal alone.
Several of the neighbours had dropped in, the evening before
the day appointed for the funeral. They were sitting in almost
unbroken silence, though now and then a whispered comment
upon the weather was exchanged in that "sick-room voice" that
is so peculiarly annoying. Mrs. Harden, who had been most
constant in her attendance, sat near Mrs. Jackson; and Mrs.
Smith, emboldened by the peculiar circumstances of the case, had
accompanied her, though there had been no previous acquaint-
ance. Dr. Chester's kind little wife glided about the room, and
accompanied many, whom a vulgar curiosity had drawn thither,
to the room that was so soon to be vacant : — a custom sanctioned
by habit in country neighbourhoods, of all others, most barba-
rous, and one which can but harrow the hearts of the survivors.
Mrs. Jackson felt this deeply, as the strange voices and muffled
steps fell upon her ear; and she longed to pray them all to leave
her, to allow her at least the consolation of solitude.
Suddenly a voice, that came like the memory of a dream,
startled her. She glanced towards the open door, and in a mo-
ment, with outstretched arms, she had flown by them all, and
was clasped to the heart of one just entering the doorway.
"My poor Annie!" was all that reached the ears of the
astonished spectators; then, for the first time, they heard an
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utterance of the sorrow so hidden from them. Mrs. Jackson
was sobbing wildly upon the breast of the stranger ; and then
he lifted her, as he would have borne a child, to the next room,
for she had fainted.
Mrs. Harden seized a vinaigrette, and hurried after them ; but
Mrs. Chester and and the stranger were already chafing the cold
hands ; and oh ! how ghastly was that pale face, as the long,
dark hair fell unloosed about it ! " Poor creature ! " said Mrs.
Harden, touched with something like genuine compassion, and
then, as the swoon passed, she heard Mrs. Jackson murmur,
" Where is Edward ? I am sure he was here ! "
Mrs. Chester motioned for Mrs. Harden to follow her, and she
was obliged to leave before'her curiosity was satisfied as to Mrs.
Jackson's emotion at the sight of one whom they had never seen
before. " It must be Mr. Jackson's brother," said Mrs. Chester,
as they waited for a moment in the passage, to see if their aid
would again be needed.
Mrs. Harden seized upon the .idea in triumph, and returning
to the parlour, it was soon whispered about that Mr. Jackson'' s
brother had come to attend the funeral. One by one the neigh-
bours went away, as they found Mrs. Jackson did not return, and
nothing further could be learned ; but Mrs. Harden went in and
kissed the sufferer " good night ;" a kiss from which Mrs. Jack-
son shrank, although she tried to smile kindly at so unusual an
evidence of interest.
They sat in silence for some minutes after her departure, and
then Mrs. Jackson said —
" Will you not go with me to look upon him now ? I am
stronger, and I think I could bear it with you near me."
So, silently they entered the chamber of death, and tears
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gushed to the eyes of that strong, proud man, as he saw the face
of his brother, so changed since their last parting. Mrs. Jack-
son looked imploringly up to him ; her face was tearless, but the
agony of expression was unutterable. She had bent down to
kiss that marble brow, and its coldness chilled her very soul;
and now, for the first time, her tenderness met with no return.
The brother clasped her trembling form, and in a deep voice,
said —
" God and the spirit of our lost one bear me witness, Annie,
I will watch over you and your child as over my own life ! "
She had severed one curl from those that lay caressingly about
the dear face ; pressed her hand for an instant over the cold brow,
and as she passed from the room, leaning upon a strong arm, she
felt that she had bidden a last farewell to him who had made the
sunshine of life's morning.
CHAPTER IV.
" Be not dismay'd, for as thy day
Thy strength shall surely be,
And self-forgetfulness will win
A noble victory."
JJHEY were sitting alone scarce a week after the fune-
ral, the widow and her husband's brother. " The
widow" — how she had started as she heard the term
applied to herself that day !
Archie's large, wondering eyes were at length closed in a sweet
sleep. Poor little fellow ! he had grown weary of asking "why
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papa did not wake?" — and "why a great lady like mamma
should cry ? " He had never seen his mother shed tears before,
and had always been taught that his own were unmanly. But
though he would now and then burst into a passionate fit of
weeping, when told that " papa would never kiss him again/7 the
novelty of everything around speedily hushed his sorrow.
Not so with his mother. She now began faintly to realize that
a life-long separation was commenced. A reaction from her
strange composure seemed to be at hand. But it was not so. Her
strong nature had regained its habitual self-control ; and her bro-
ther wondered at, and admired, what so many might have mis-
understood.
At length, the silence became almost painful • and, by way of
commencing a conversation, Edward said —
" That was a very lady-like woman who passed me at the door
this afternoon."
" Yes," replied Mrs. Jackson, with a gleam almost like plea-
sure lighting up her face. " I have known her but a very little
while — she is the wife of a clergyman recently come among us,
or minister, I should perhaps say, as they belong to the Congre-
gationalist denomination. Our own rector has left us, and his
successor will not be here for some months. Mrs. Townsend and
her husband have both been very kind to me."
" It was he who officiated at the funeral, was it not ? — a tall,
sad-looking man? I think he has learned sympathy by sorrow."
There was another long pause ; the brother was evidently wish-
ing to speak upon a topic he seemed to fear introducing.
" I must return this week, Annie — did I tell you ? " he said,
at length.
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" Must it be so soon ? I had hoped you could stay until Ma-
rian came, at least."
"And she will be here?"
" Indeed, I cannot tell when. If I did not know it was my
sister, I should be pained at what might seem an unkind delay."
" Annie, have you any plan for the future ? "
" I have thought a little about it," said she, sadly.
" And I, too, have been trying to see what will be best for
you. The manufactory must be stopped at once, I sup-
pose?"
" Will it not be a great loss, and, at the same time, throw
many out of employment this cold weather ? "
"I fear so."
"Then why not let it go on?"
" It would be impossible — there is no one to attend to it here ;
and I can visit you but seldom."
"Does not the overseer, Mr. Stone, understand his business
thoroughly? Arthur" — and there was a slight faltering in the
tone — "trusted him fully."
" Yes — I was surprised, this afternoon, to find how thoroughly
he comprehended every point in the case. He says if we can
retain it till spring, a purchaser might easily be found, and you
would lose little or nothing. But the trouble is, there must be
a responsible head of the establishment till then."
"Could not you assume the responsibility?"
"Nominally, I could."
" And I can take it in reality."
"You, Annie?" said her brother, with a start of astonish-
ment. "I do not understand you."
" It is no sudden resolution," replied Mrs. Jackson, thought-
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fully. " From the moment I saw those poor people join in that
sad procession, I have been wishing I could do something for
them."
" But you know nothing of business."
" You forget I am something of a book-keeper, and that Ar-
thur often consulted me in his arrangements. I think, with a
little application, and with Mr. Stone's assistance, I could arrange
all necessary matters."
" It is a wild scheme, Annie. Would it not be better to take
a more natural course, even though at a sacrifice of some pro-
perty?"
" And of the comfort of all the operatives ? "
Although her brother was at first fairly staggered at the pro-
posal, he was not proof against the many arguments in favour of
her scheme, which she now brought before him. It had rapidly
matured by her quick, sagacious mind, and he was astonished
to see how readily she entered into all the difficulties of the
case.
"And finally," said she, as she closed her explanation, "you
have promised to be here as often as your own business will allow,
and you can advise me upon all important points."
" But it is so unprecedented, Annie."
" Rare, perhaps, but not without precedent. Do you not re-
member that my favourite, Madame Guyon, was her husband's
executor, and arranged all the troublesome law suits in which he
had been involved. I could point you to many other instances,
not so illustrious, perhaps, but quite as worthy."
Edward sat for some time in deep thought. He could but con-
trast the thoughtful countenance before him, with the timid, girl-
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ish face so beautiful at his brother's bridal ; and his heart grew
sad at the change a few years had wrought.
Suddenly she came softly towards him, and put her hand upon
his shoulder.
" I fear you misunderstand me ; you think me cold, worldly —
must I say avaricious?" and her eyes sought his own reproach-
fully.
" Ah ! no, my sister — it is you who have mistaken me. I
appreciate all you would do ; — you would have Arthur's son
enter the world dependent upon none : — you forget your own
sorrow in the thought of what might befall the families of these
poor men. But I fear you mistake your own strength — you
should be free from all care, now."
"Will not the necessity for action be strength in itself? I
shall have no time for those maddening recollections. Believe
me, it will be best so."
There had been a heavy fall of snow during the afternoon, and
a carriage had reached the door almost without sound. There
were footsteps in the hall as she ceased speaking, and ere she
could rise from her seat, Marian's arms were about her neck,
and Marian's tears were mingled with her own.
The sad presentiment had been most mournfully fulfilled — the
sisters had met in sorrow.
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SKETCH THE FOURTH.
MRS. HAKDEN'S QUILTING.
CHAPTER I.
I think it must reach Mrs. Clackett's ears within twenty-four hours,
and then the business, you know, is as good as done. — School for Scandal.
DECLARE," said Mrs. Harden, as she dusted the
china ornaments upon the mantel, "quiltings are
$5^ ' g°mg quite out of fashion now-a-days. When I
was a girl — (not one in ten played the piano then ;
no, nor one in twenty) — nobody could get married without one
or two quilting frolics ; and that's the way we usually found out
what was going on. Just as soon as we saw a girl doing a star
block, or piecing out a ' rising sun/ we began to suspect there
was a beau in the case/'
"Who have you invited this morning, ma?" asked Harriet, at
this pause.
" Nobody but those we talked over yesterday. Mrs. Smith,
Miss Martin, and Mrs. Folger. You know that more than four
can't quilt on a side, and I shall be busy about getting tea some
of the time."
" I do hope Mrs. Folger will leave Bobby and the twins at
home. If she doesn't, it will take me all the time to wait on
them ;" and Miss Harriet twirled impatiently around upon the
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music-stool, and went into a vigorous practice of " Scenes that
are Brightest."
"I should think, Harriet," was the next interruption, "that
you might just as well be helping me as screaming that song.
You've left everything in the world for me to see to."
" If the world had nobody else to look after it, 'twould soon
come to an end," muttered the dutiful daughter.
"What's that you said?" broke in the mother, sharply.
But Harriet only sang the louder —
"Words cannot scatter — "
A. fracas was evidently pending, when Mrs. Harden's attention
was diverted.
" For goodness sake ! " said she, rushing to the window, " if
Mrs. Jackson isn't going out to ride again with her husband's
brother! Of all the scandalous things I ever heard of, that
woman's conduct is the most open. What a sweet little horse
and cutter ! "
" And such a lovely mat ! Well, I don't know that I should
mind being a young widow myself, if I could get waited on in
that style. They won't be home before afternoon, now you
see."
" They don't even take Archie with them half the time. Well,
it's Mrs. Jackson, that's all I can say ; but if it had been you or
me, the whole town would be in arms."
" See how he lifts her in. How old should you think he was,
ma?"
" Not a day over thirty, I '11 be bound. He 's younger looking,
a good deal, than his brother was. Take care, they'll see you —
come a little nearer this way."
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" I won-der if he's rich. See how he tucks the buffalo around
her — I declare, how loving that ' thank you ' was ! Well ! "
"It must be excellent sleighing," remarked Mrs. Harden, as
the light vehicle glided out of sight.
The curtain was rolled down, Miss Harriet recommenced her
practice, despite the previous conversation, and Mrs. Harden de-
parted to communicate the late observations to Hannah, who, by
the way, was Mrs. Harden's confidant, and even counsellor — that
is, she always volunteered her opinion on every subject under
family discussion.
The expected visitors arrived, with the exception of Miss Mar-
tin. She was engaged " half a day " at Miss Barnard's, and had
promised Mrs. Harden to run in and take her place at the quilt,
"by way of change," the rest of the day.
Mrs. Folger did not bring Bobby, who had a bad cold, but the
twins were there in very short dresses, and very wide pantalettes.
They had somewhat increased in stature since we made their ac-
quaintance two years before, and were now at that interesting age
graphically described as "just old enough to be all the time in
mischief."
There was some little trouble in getting comfortably settled
at the quilt. The frame was too high for Mrs. Smith, and,
when altered, too low for Mrs. Folger ; when this difficulty was
obviated by placing "the bars" upon the backs of eight chairs, — •
a movement which made the centre of gravity very indeterminate,
and consequently insecure, — it was discovered that the chalk
marks were all rubbed out while they had been at work. Then
Mrs. Folger's thimble was misssing, though she was sure she had
it on leaving home. Mrs. Harden's did duty as a substitute, but
being somewhat too large, it was constantly falling off and rolling
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into the little hollow in the centre of the quilt, thus causing a
deal of stretching over and poking about, before it could be
regained.
At length all was adjusted, and the "border" was commenced.
Mrs. Harden had waited but till now for the communication of
the morning's observations.
" Was it possible ! " — " Could any woman forget her husband
so soon ! " — (Mrs. Smith seemed not to remember that her
second marriage had taken place within the year after her
husband's death.)
" Let 'B see," said she. " It 's just three months, day before
yesterday, since the funeral. I had my cloak made the day after
it, and Miss Martin and I talked it all over together."
" By the way, your cloak is elegant," chimed in Mrs. Harden.
"But about the funeral — don't you remember what I said to you
as we came home ? Mrs. Smith, says I, as true as you 're alive,
if that man ain't married, or going to be, 'twill make a match."
" Oh, it was plain enough the very night he came. Don't you
remember how she fairly threw herself into his arms ? Some-
thing said to me then, (though I had no idea of who he was,)
' Mrs. Jackson will marry that man ! ' '
" Then, you know, I carried the salts into her room, and he
was hanging over her and calling her all kinds of things. He
kissed her even, and her husband lying dead in the house ! "
" Horrors ! you never told me that — (hand me the scissors.)
— I should have thought they would have been afraid he would
have risen up before them."
" And then her setting herself up to go on with that factory.
It's all of a piece. I've heard she planned it all out the very
day of the funeral."
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" And she pretending to feel so bad, Mrs. Harden. The hy-
pocrisy of some people ! "
" I never thought she cared much about her husband, between
you and I," replied that lady. " How she went on with young
Dr. Wheelock, long before his death ! "
" How many times has Edward Jackson been up, since then ? "
asked Mrs. Folger.
" This is the third time. To be sure, it's not far to come, and
I thought nothing about it" — (as we have seen, dear reader) —
" until after the river closed. But any man that wants to see a
woman enough to pay stage fare all the way from New York, and
to take such a ride in the middle of winter, must be pretty deep
in love. That 's all / can say."
Here Mrs. Harden quilted into Mrs. Smith's elbow; and as
they had come to such uncomfortably close quarters, she con-
cluded to "mark" awhile, until they were ready to roll up.
Before that operation was concluded, Miss Martin arrived,
who, breathlessly, told them to go to the window " quick." In
the agitation of the moment, the front of the quilt was knocked
down ; but they did not stop to repair the disaster.
" Come to this window," said Mrs. Smith to Harriet ; " they're
just at the door. Talk of "
" Oh ! don't — now isn't he handsome ! "
" That 's a new-fashioned overcoat," said Miss Martin ; " see
how oddly the seams are closed. Have you seen one like it
before?"
The ladies were not so observant as Miss Martin of the gen-
tleman's apparel ; but they all saw Mrs. Jackson lifted from the
sleigh, and almost carried into the house.
This, certainly, seemed an unnecessary piece of devotedness
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to all present, and they came to the conclusion that, whatever
doubt had existed before, there was certainly none now with
regard to their positive engagement.
"It's not every one that's so easily consoled/' said Mrs.
Folger, as they once more readjusted the quilt; "though I have
heard of people who were married within a year. Mr. Alger,
you know; it was only six months after his wife died."
Mrs. Smith winced a little, but did not betray her uneasiness.
Her second wedding-day had occurred just nine months from the
first day of her widowhood.
"By the way," said Miss Martin, suddenly, "who do you
think I saw to-day, Harriet ? — Adeline Mitchell, your particular
friend," for all present were aware of the new antagonism.
" Ah !" said Harriet, with a most contemptuous wreathing of
her thin lips.
" Yes ; and she had on the sweetest new silk dress. I wonder
who made it!"
" It 's likely that people who can afford new silk dresses every
fall, have them made in New York. I do like to see people get
above themselves now and then !•"
There was plainly no hope that the "breach of peace" could
ever be closed. Adeline Mitchell's extravagance created quite a
diversion from Mrs. Jackson. Miss Martin stitched away in-
dustriously with terribly long " needlefulls " of thread. -Mrs.
Folger now and then had a little chase for the unfortunate thimble,
and Mrs. Smith, as usual, talked a great deal and sewed very
little. As the days were very short, lights were introduced soon
after Miss Martin's arrival, when a new difficulty ensued.
There were but two flat-bottomed candlesticks in the house ;
these Hannah had that morning rescued from the threatened
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oblivion of the "closet under the stairs," and had spent much
time and labour in polishing. Two lights were not sufficient,
and the expedient of a lamp set upon a large plate was mentioned.
The plate would not do, there was too ranch danger of its
upsetting.
At length, Miss Martin suggested that the little tea-tray would
be just the thing; and this, when tried, was found to answer
admirably.
" Now, Harriet, I '11 take your plage, and you give us a tune.
I haven't heard a bit of music this age. Do you know a piece
called 'Flow Gently, Sweet Afton?'" asked Mrs. Smith.
" I haven't played it I can't tell the time when," responded
the fair musician ; " but I 've got a beautiful new thing called
Norma," she added, taking up a simple arrangement of the
Druid's march in that celebrated opera.
" Norma ! — I suppose that's a girl's name/' said Mrs. Folger,
complacently.
" Well, let's have that, then," continued Miss Martin.
Harriet forthwith commenced in a loud, dashing style, in which
forte and piano, diminuendo and crescendo passages were so
mingled, as to be entirely undistinguishable.
Mrs. Folger nodded her head to keep time, while Mrs. Smith,
glad of an excuse for open idleness, laid down her needle and
rested her elbow on the quilt-frame to listen, while Miss Martin's
notes of admiration, as " Ain't that a sweet strain ? " — " Don't
that put you in mind of ' Bonaparte crossing the Rhine ? ' " were
continued at intervals.
Animated by such "distinguished applause," Harriet played
still more loudly as she neared the conclusion ; but alas for the
finale !
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The twins, favoured by the noise, and animated by a purely
feminine instinct, discovered that under the quilt was a capital
place for playing "keep house/' and had accordingly emigrated
thither from the window-seat, 'where they had formerly resided.
As they crept carefully under the opposite side, they were, at
first, undiscovered; but growing more venturesome, Susan, who
was a little the tallest, tried if she could "stand up straight"
under the centre of the quilt.
Most unfortunate undertaking ! — for, her head came in contact
with the tea-tray ; the lamp which it bore was upset ; and, at the
same moment, her sister, in trying to move one of the support-
ing chairs, brought the whole establishment once more to the
carpet.
Harriet sprang from the piano, and snatched the lamps; one
of the heavy candlesticks struck Sarah Ann in its descent ; while
Susan, completely enveloped, thought she was smothering in the
centre of the quilt, and screamed in harmony. Of course, for a
moment or two, there was total darkness, and when Hannah
opened the door to announce tea, the whole room was a scene of
unprecedented confusion.
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CHAPTER II.
The world's charity, and the world's condemnation !
Maiden Aunt.
He never left a single shilling1,
His widow to console.
Bedatt Papers.
RS. SMITH was a member of the Congrega-
tional church, which numbered but a few. The
Episcopalians were the aristocrats of the town,
at least, they were so called by all the rest,
though the Presbyterians had the finest church, and the highest
steeple ; and the organ in the Lutheran church was far the best.
The Congregationalists, therefore, came some way behind, and
numbered but three wealthy men in their society ; though Elder
Whiting was a man of great influence, and Deacon Morrison
would have been if he could. However, Mr. Townsend found
his time and patience fully taxed to keep his congregation in
order, small as it was; and his wife did much to assist him by
her gentle and popular manners, and great tact — that woman's
talent.
It was in the afternoon after Mrs. Harden' s quilting, Miss
Martin had commenced an engagement of three days at Mrs.
Smith's, and the two ladies were deep in the mysteries of " rip-
ping and turning." Suddenly a knock at the front door startled
them, and Mrs. Smith hurried into an adjoining room to give a
few preliminary instructions to the girl, who was going through
the hall.
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" If it 's Miss Barnard," said Mrs. Smith, " show her into the
parlour and roll up the curtains ; tell her I '11 be in in a second.
However, it may be only Mrs. Morrison, and she may come right
into the sitting-room — I won't change my cap for her. Oh ! and
Susan, if it 's old Mrs. Shoefelt, just tell her I 've run out, and
you don't know when I'll be in. I did run out of the sitting-
room," said the conscientious lady, as she applied her ear to the
key-hole.
Now, it so chanced, that the visitor was neither of the above
mentioned ladies, and Susan was at a loss how to dispose of her;
but not noticing the girl's hesitation, and seeing the sitting-
room door ajar, Mrs. Townseud solved the difficulty by walking
directly in, as she heard Mrs. Smith was at home.
Miss Martin rose, in a flutter of consequence, to see her.
" Mrs. Smith would be in in half a minute ; — would Mrs. Town-
send be so good as to excuse the looks of the room. Dress-
makers made so many f chips f but it was ' clean dirt,' after all.
Mrs. Townsend smiled very kindly, and replied — " We all
know what dressmaking is," and then hoped that she had not
interrupted them as Mrs. Smith entered the room.
That lady was all smiles and cordiality. Again and again her
visitor was urged to stay to tea, at least to take oft7 her bonnet
and sit an hour or two ; but, after repeated refusals, the conver-
sation took another turn.
" I suppose you 're out making calls, then ? " said Miss Mar-
tin, affably. Miss Martin was also one of Mr. Townsend's
charge, and consequently took the visit partly to herself.
" Yes," was the reply, " I have just come from Mrs. Jack-
son's."
" Now, do tell me," said Mrs. Smith, " what 's your opinion
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about that match ? Do you think they '11 be married before the
year's up?"
" May I ask what match ? I confess to a lamentable igno-
rance of the news of the day."
" Why Mrs. Jackson and her husband's brother, of course,"
replied Mrs. Smith. "I suppose you know they are engaged?"
" Mrs. Jackson ! " said her visitor, with a start of unfeigned
astonishment. "Did I understand you, Mrs. Smith?"
" Why where do you live, not to hear the news ? I thought
every one knew how devoted he had been to her, from the day
the was a widow. lie 's been up three times from New York,
and every time he comes they ride out together, and are gone all
the forenoon."
" Besides, she 's leaving off her mourning," added Miss Mar-
tin. " I saw her in the street last week without her veil, and
she had on a mouseline-de-laine dress with white stripes in it.
As to that, however, she might just as well not have worn any
veil at all, for she never has it over her face. If people put on
mourning, I don't like to see it done half-way. Good deep crape
and bombazine, say I, if any one's going in black for a near
friend, not to say husband."
" Yes," said Mrs. Smith, " I remember that I wore a double
crape veil till the very Sunday before I was married to Mr. Smith.
I really felt sorry to take off black at all, it was so becoming.
Everybody told me I never looked so well in the world."
Mrs. Townsend could scarcely repress a smile at this remark-
ably naive confession, but said, quite earnestly — " I see nothing
particular in Mr. Edward Jackson's attentions; I am sure I
should expect the same kindness from my husband's brother,
8*
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were I similarly situated. She has no other person to consult in
her business."
" "Well, there it is again. It was such a queer move for her
to go on with that factory. In the first place, it 's all covetous-
ness on her part ; she wants to be a rich young widow, I suppose.
Though, as for being young, she never will see thirty again to
my knowledge. Then the men all admire her ' spirit' so much,
and she knew it beforehand. It serves to make her talked
about." Mrs. Smith delivered these opinions oracularly, and
Miss Martin joined in with —
" I should a thought Mrs. Jorden might have afforded to have
stayed the winter with her sister, at least. Flying here, and fly-
ing off again before ever any of us had a chance to see her ; but
it 's all of a piece with the whole family — they're just as selfish,
and just as close as they can be. If it wasn't for Jane, Mrs.
Jackson's girl, we never should know what was going on/'
"By the by, Jane says," continued Mrs. Smith, "that Mr.
Edward Jackson always kisses her when he comes and goes, and
that her little boy already calls him ' pa.' Of course, it 's nothing
to me ; but I do like to see people behave themselves, and they
might have waited till Mr. Jackson's grave-stone was up, to say
the least."
Mrs. Townsend was truly shocked at the coarseness of the
last remark ; but she had waited for a pause in the conversation
to suggest an explanation of Marian's absence.
" Mrs. Jackson was speaking of her sister's health this after-
noon. She is very much alarmed about her. Of course, you
know how delicate she has been this winter, and that her physi-
cian said he could not answer for the consequences if she stayed
north."
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"You don't say!" ejaculated Miss Martin; " why I always
thought she looked well enough. "Wouldn't it be queer if Henry
Jorden should be left a widower? I wonder who he'd marry ! "
" I don't suppose he has thought so far as that," replied Mrs.
Townsend, smiling, despite the seriousness of the subject, at the
last characteristic remark. "But, as regards Mrs. Jorden, it
was only by absolute necessity that she was prevailed to leave her
sister this winter. I fear Mrs. Jackson will be, and has been,
very lonely."
" La ! I don't see why. There 's Jane, one of the best girls
in the kitchen I ever saw — she lived with me awhile — and Mrs.
Miller's very neighbourly. Besides, she doesn't shut herself up,
by any means, not she ; for young Dr. Wheelock has been there
often, and lawyer McCloud, and she goes out to tea every now
and then. She was at Miss Barnard's last week, quite as if
nothing had happened, and sung and played, too, though she
don't keep her own piano shut, as to that."
" Just so, Mrs. Smith," said Miss Martin. " I was saying to
Mrs. Folger the other night — last night it was, at Mrs. Harden'a
— Mrs. Folger, says I, when people forget their husbands so
soon, (and the best of husbands as he was,) begin to take off
black when they haven't worn the stiffness out of the crape, and
can sing songs just as if they didn't mind being widows a bit, /
haven't got much pity for them, that's all." .
"I never shall forget," pursued Mrs. Smith, "how cool she
was the day of the funeral. I don't believe she shed a tear.
I 'm sure, the day my first husband was buried, it was just as
much as they could do to get me into the carriage. Ma said she
never saw anybody go on as I did. But I had reason to feel
bad. A kinder man never brought bread into the house than
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Mr. Jenkins. He was such a provider. Wasn't it strange,
Miss Martin, that he didn't leave a hundred dollars after all was
paid off? We all thought the executors must have cheated me.
I never will forgive Dr. Trueman as long as I live — never.
Though I 'm not a bit spiteful, naturally, and I wouldn't lift my
hand against him. I ain't one of them kind."
Mrs. Townsend tried in vain for some time to turn the conver-
sation. These gossiping details were painful to her, for she felt
that, as a listener, she was becoming a party to them. Although
she knew very little of Mrs. Jackson — the acquaintance having
commenced accidentally on Mr. Townsend's having been called
to officiate at Mr. Jackson's funeral, in the absence of then: own
clergyman, — she had conceived the deepest regard for her. She
thought she understood fully Mrs. Jackson's motives in conduct-
ing her late husband's business affairs for the time, although no
conversation on the subject had passed between them. Moreover,
the absurdity of the charges made against her, put the affair in
almost a ludicrous light, as she hastily reviewed it in her own mind.
"Ladies," said she, at the first pause in the tirade, "I came
partly on business this afternoon. You have heard of course
about the meeting of the committee of ladies with regard to
establishing an orphan asylum."
" Mrs. Folger was speaking of it last night, don't you remem-
ber?" said Mrs. Smith, "and I thought we had orphans enough
of our own to see to, without gathering up all the little beggars
in town, and washing their faces for them. Besides, if the Ber-
nards and Seymours and that Mrs. Jackson are going to have it
all in their own hands, let them manage it among themselves.
I would n't go a step out of my way to help them. Would you,
Miss Martin?"
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The lady thus appealed to thought not ; no, decidedly.
The key of the indignation was this. Mrs. Smith was affronted
that she had not been called upon at first ; Mrs. Harden had been,
Mrs. Folger was, one of the original committee. She " did n't
see why she wasn't as good as other people !"
Mrs. Townsend tried in vain to soothe her; Mrs. Smith was
one of those obstinately jealous people who are always imagining
affronts where none are intended, and who are never willing to
be convinced that they, by any possibility, can be wrong. She
had determined from the first to do all that she could against the
new movement, which in itself was truly praiseworthy, and was
glad of an opportunity to vent the ill-humour, that had been
slowly gathering, like an autumnal storm, for many days.
Finding her remonstrances only increased the belligerent
determination of the lady, Mrs. Townsend soon after took leave,
after engaging Miss Martin to sew a day for her the ensuing
week.
No sooner had the hall door closed, than Mrs. Smith began
commenting on the extravagance of ministers' wives generally,
and Mrs. Townsend in particular.
"Now you just see," said she, stitching vigorously the seain
of a sleeve, " if there is not more sugar used in that house in one
week than there is in mine for a month. I wonder what sort of
a dress it is she wants you to make."
"A silk, she said."
" Another new silk dress ! Why she had one only a year
ago, that cheeny with so many colours in it. I do hate to see my
own money wasted in that way. Twelve dollars a year for pew
rent is something taken out of a family now-a-days, I can tell
you. Particularly when flour 's eight dollars a barrel. Speak-
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ing of that, Morrison has got some of the cheapest groceries I
ever saw. His six cent sugar is quite good enough, when there 's
no one in, and as for using Havana in our own family, I won't
do that for anybody."
CHAPTEK III.
"A whisper woke the air,
A soft light tone and low,
Yet barbed with shame and woe.
Low as it seemed to others' ears
It came a thunder crash to her."
MRS. OSGOOD.
very afternoon Mrs. Jackson sat alone by her
own fire-side. Jllone, in the fullest meaning of that
desolate word. Her brother had left that morning
for New York, and the reaction from the little ex-
citement of his visit, had increased her sadness. Besides, the
day before she had passed with him at the manufactory, in con-
sultation with Mr. Stone the overseer, and she had looked over
memorandams written in that well-known hand, sitting at the
very desk that had been her husband's, and had listened to his
praises from the grateful operatives, who crowded at the noon
hour, to welcome her.
She thought over all of this, and the tears came to her eyes.
She looked around that little room where there were still so many
tokens of him, and recalled the pleasant smile, and tried to catch
the very tone of his nightly greeting. " Gone, and for ever, from
my yearning sight," was the language in her heart as she wept bit-
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terly. Archie had gone out with Jane, and there was nothing
to prevent the indulgence of this sorrow. It was not often that
the fountain of bitterness welled forth, but now she did not seek
to check it; she drew his last kind letters from their resting-
place, and read again and again those words of deep and manly
affection, that had thrilled her heart with delicious happiness
when she had first received them, but were now doubly dear, as
she remembered they were the last tokens of that love that should
ever be hers.
Even those, then speaking so harshly, would have stayed their
reproaches could they have seen the weary woman kneeling in
very sickness of heart, with her head buried in the cushions of
the sofa, and yielding to wild bursts of grief, that sank at times
to a low, moaning sob, still more fearful ! Yet some there were,
even at that hour, who envied her! Envied her beauty, her
intelligence, and her worldly position, and spoke of her future
prospects as unclouded !
Scarcely had she recovered from this unusual excitement, when
the step of a visitor sounded in the hall. In an instant those
dear records of the dead, blistered as they were with tears, were
hastily put aside ; she did not enter the room until the flush had
somewhat subsided from her eyelids, and then as she greeted her
visitor with cheerful cordiality, none but a heart tremblingly
alive to her welfare, could have marked the traces of that fearful
storm of emotion.
Mrs. Miller's manner was in marked contrast to this warm
greeting. She was cold and embarrassed, spoke in short sen-
tences, which were often broken off, as if they had at first con-
tained the element of some second thought it was best not to
epeak — a peculiarly "tantalizing" mode of remark, in which
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many ladies are so prone to indulge. Mrs. Jackson could not
understand this, but not dreaming that she had contributed to
her friend's wayward humour, did not appear to notice it. The
object of Mrs. Miller's call, to solicit attendance at a second
meeting with regard to the orphan asylum, was soon dispatched,
and, depressed as she had been, it was with feelings almost like
pleasure that Mrs. Jackson saw her visitor depart.
She rose the ensuing morning with a dull headache, the effect
of the indulgence of her grief the previous evening, and had the
meeting been for any other purpose, she would have declined
attendance. But the thought of her own fair child, who might
one day be orphaned, quickened her sympathy, and she resolved
to do all in her power to aid in securing a comfortable home for
the little unfortunates, who had none to care for them.
The ladies met at Mrs. Miller's, and had nearly all arrived
when she entered the room. She fancied that they bowed coldly,
and it was true that none of them offered to make room for her,
although almost every seat was occupied, until Mrs. Townsend
chanced to notice her momentary hesitation, and drew an ottoman
from an adjoining recess. Miss Seymour pertly inquired when
Mr. Edward Jackson would be up again. Mrs. McCloud, on the
other side, asked when she had seen Dr. Wheelock last, and
though Mrs. Jackson replied courteously, she could not compre-
hend the reason why both ladies emphasized their questions, and
smiled superciliously at her quiet replies.
The business of the meeting commenced, only once did Mrs.
Jackson make a suggestion, for despite her resolutions to the
contrary, this discourtesy had shaded her spirits. Her remark
on the disposition of the funds already collected, was perhaps the
most sensible arrangement offered; but before Mrs. Townsend
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could speak in its support, Miss Seymour had proposed a contrary
plan, which Mrs. Miller instantly adopted.
" Surely," thought Mrs. Jackson, as she walked home alone,
" I cannot have done any thing to offend all these people. It
must be a sickly fancy;" and she smiled at what she termed her
foolish sensitiveness.
But day after day this neglect became more marked. Many
who had before sought her society passed her with a cold bow in
the street. Her visitors became more rare, and gradually a ter-
rible depression stole over her. She tried in vain to solve the
secret of this change. She could not tax herself with any fault,
and after a month in which she had constantly been wounded,
she resolved to overcome her reserve and question Mrs. Miller,
the next time they should meet. It so chanced that in the after-
noon she was detained at Dr. Van Blake's, the dentist of River-
town, and, while waiting, could not avoid hearing the conversation
of two ladies seated in the adjoining parlour, the door being par-
tially open. Her own name at first attracted her attention, and
she recognised the voice of Mrs. Miller, as she said,
"Why, Mrs. Jackson, to be sure."
" Indeed, I thought she was a particular friend of yours," was
the rejoinder.
" So she was, as long as she conducted herself properly ; but
when a woman is so imprudent as to have the whole town talking
about her, of course / cannot countenance such conduct."
Mrs. Jackson heard no more; the words rang in upon her
brain with a leaden sense of suffering such as she had felt the
first morning on which she awoke to the loneliness of widowhood.
She gasped for breath as she rose up mechanically and went out
into the street. She saw no one as she hurried to her home, —
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she gathered her veil tightly over her face and started at every
footstep near her. A whirl of contending thoughts was in her
mind, and for the moment she almost forgot that she was inno-
cent : and saw already the finger of scorn pointed at her approach.
Her eyes fell upon the portrait of her husband as she entered
the house. Then came a revulsion of pride. " That they should
dare to speak so of his wife I" she said gaspingly, as she clenched
her hands until the blood seemed oozing through the slender fin-
gers. What could have been her fault ! How had she brought
detraction to increase her sorrow ? In vain she reviewed each
act of the past few months, her struggles with loneliness and
despondency, her exertions for the good of others, her close appli-
cation to business, and her busy schemes for its success. What
of all this could have been misinterpreted ? Conscience did not
reproach her, yet even as she struggled against the feeling, it
was as if she clasped a poisoned arrow to her heart when sho
slept that night, her pillow wet with agonizing tears,
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CHAPTER IV.
'T is not alone my inky cloak, good mother,
Nor customary suits of solemn black,
Nor wind}' suspirations of forced breath,
No, nor the fruitful river of the eye,
Nor the dejected haviour of the visage,
Together with all forms, modes, shows of gricfj
That can denote me truly ; these indeed seem,
For they are actions that a man might play ;
But I have that within, which passeth show ;
These, but the trappings and the suits of woe.
HAMLET.
" These thoughts have made me strong to check
The bitterness of grief,
Have nerved my heart to bear the pangs
That time brings no relief, —
Yet I am censured, that my love
For thee hath been so brief!
So brief! ah well ! I only ask
They may not have to bear
One half the loneliness I know
One tithe of my despair ! "
OR a week she saw no one. She could not overcome
the sickening thoughts that crowded upon her at the
sound of a familiar voice. The duties of the day
she passed through mechanically, and those perform-
ed, she would lie upon the sofa for hours in a dull, yet harassing
reverie. One evening as she thus indulged a moody sorrow, she
thought suddenly of Mrs. Townsend ; true she was not an old ac-
quaintance, and though she shrank from hearing those hateful
details, she .knew that Mrs. Townsend must have heard all, and
would tell her gently their import.
She was right, for no one would have approached more gently
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"Tell me," said Mrs. Jackson, the instant she could speak
after Mrs. Townsend's arrival, — for she had despatched a message
to her, ere she slept — " tell me, what do all these stories mean ?
How have I transgressed the laws of propriety ? You must have
heard all : of what do they accuse me ? "
Mrs. Townsend was at first slightly embarrassed, but she
thought it best after a moment's reflection to tell the principal
reports, and as carefully as possible spoke of that with regard to
Mr. Edward Jackson, and said that Dr. Wheelock's visits had
been commented on by Miss Seymour, who was suspected of a
penchant for the doctor herself. The last suggested its own rise
at once, and Mrs. Townsend passed over it lightly, interrupted
only by Mrs. Jackson's explanation of Archie's constant and
irritating illness, of the past two months, and Dr. Wheelock's
kind attention ; — Archie having taken one of those unaccount-
able cnldish dislikes to their family physician, Dr. Chester.
At the first Mrs. Jackson was too indignant for words, but at
length spoke almost angrily in reply.
"I have known Edward from my childhood/' said she. "He
was my friend and counsellor, ay, brother, long ere I became a
wife ! To whom should I turn but to him ? '
" It is perfectly natural, I own," replied Mrs. Townsend, " and
I have never blamed you in the least. But perhaps you might
have been a little more cautious. His lifting, you into the sleigh
the last time he was here ? "
" I had strained my ankle severely, but that very morning, and
if you recollect could scarcely walk as far as Mrs. Miller's two
days afterwards."
"Yes, I do remember it well," continued Mrs. Townsend.
" Your long rides are another ground of comment."
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" Our long rides ? I have never been farther than the factory
with him!"
" Ah, that is it, they of course only judge by the length of
your absence. His frequent visits, I can imagine necessary to
the arrangement of your business, and allow me to say, though
you may consider it an intrusion, Mrs. Jackson, that both my
husband and myself approve and commend your unusual ex-
ertions."
Mrs. Jackson smiled gratefully through her tears.
"What do they call forgetting," said she, as they once more
returned to the principal charge made against her, " if it is to
think of him by day, and dream of him by night j if it is making
his slightest wish my rule of action, trying to imitate his virtues,
and avoiding all that he has disapproved of, believing or at least
hoping, that he is permitted even now to watch over meflfind ap-
pealing to him in thought whenever I am troubled, teaching^iy boy
to revere his memory, and training him to take his place ; if this
be forgetfulness, then am I indeed at fault. I may not wear a
widow's veil, but I have a widowed heart. My dress may not be
of the deepest hue, but my sorrow is not regulated by it ! Life
is too earnest with me to dwell constantly upon the past, and I
hold it to be a fearful sin when one rebels madly against the
decrees of our Heavenly Father. I am sure you do not misun-
derstand this " — and she felt it was so, as she saw the eyes that
sought her own heavy with tears.
Those who Jiave seen how bravely Mrs. Jackson had borne her
earlier trials, may wonder that this idle gossip so distressed her.
But strange as it may seem, her husband's death had been en-
dured with twice the fortitude. She had been so secure in con-
scious innocence, and had cherished the memory of her husband
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so truly, that she had not dreamed any one could for an instant
think that she did not love him.
" I have no patience with these gossiping people/' said Mrs.
Townsend, as she recounted her visit to her husband that evening.
" They have caused Mrs. Jackson more pain, I verily believe,
than she had borne before. One cannot help caring for these
things and dwelling on them, though you know they are slanders.
It's well enough to say ( don't mind it,' but when one is left
alone among strangers as she is, they are enough to bear without
added misery. I am convinced and have been from the first,
that neither she nor Mr. Edward Jackson ever dreamed of mar-
riage, yet these people will not rest until they worry her into an
illness, at least."
"Nay, Louisa," said her husband, gently, "you must not
speak J^rshly in your turn. Mrs. Jackson can never be alone
whileflhe trusts in Providence with such earnest, unquestioning
faith, and censure may prove the finer's fire to her noble charac-
ter. The purest gold you must recollect is submitted to the
fiercest furnace."
"A fiercer than Mrs. Smith's tongue could scarcely be found.
Poor Mrs. Jackson ! I left her a little comforted, and I know
she will try to stem the torrent bravely, now that she understands
its force."
And Mrs. Townsend was right, though many were the fearful
struggles which Mrs. Jackson passed through, and often her very
heart failed her. Again and again did she pray " Father, if it be
possible let this cup pass from me," and at last her petition was
granted. More than one friend, truly so, though swayed for a
time by popular opinion, begged forgiveness, which was kindly
accorded, and the petty slanders were quietly but triumphantly
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refuted. But Mrs. Harden never could be made to believe that
she would not marry Mr. Edward Jackson, until that gentleman
brought his pretty and accomplished bride to pass a week with
his sister, the ensuing spring.
Even then she remarked that she knew Mrs. Jackson was dis-
appointed, and it had served her right ; to which observation Mrs.
Smith and Harriet responded fervently.
SKETCH THE FIFTH.
MALE GOSSIPS.
CHAPTER I.
" She gave up all to share his fate,
And now her presence makes the light
That sunshine of his quiet home,
That else were desolate."
fff^l HE description given by Mr. Edward Jackson, of
Mr. Townsend, the pastor of the Congregationalist
' Church, was — " a tall, sad-looking man, who seemed
to have learned sympathy through sorrow."
This last remark conveyed the impression made on almost every
one, when he first came among them. He was always pale, as
if from midnight watchings, and his large dark eyes at times
seemed filled with an expression of unutterable sorrow. Yet he
was so gentle that the smallest child in his congregation ran to
meet him, looking up into his face with confiding love j and were
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any in affliction or distress, no one could suggest more hopeful
words of consolation. He was always grave in manner, yet when
he smiled, a beautiful light illumined his whole countenance,
giving it that expression which some of the old masters have
delighted to portray in pictures of "the beloved disciple." In-
deed, " Aunt Underwood/' one of the oldest among his charge,
often said she was sure " the Apostle John must have looked just
like her pastor ; and it was no wonder if he did — that the Mas-
ter had loved him better than all the rest."
His wife was not unlike him in gentleness and forbearance, but
her manner was entirely different. She had been the petted,
only child of fond parents, who wondered, as did all her friends,
at her acceptance of Mr. Townsend, when wealthy and distin-
guished men at the same time sought her love. She had never
been allowed one act of self-denial, for her wishes were antici-
pated from her cradle, and now she laid aside the gaiety and idle-
ness of her luxurious life, to become the sharer in the humble
fortunes of the pastor of a village church.
They had first met in the saloons of fashion, where the young
lawyer so rapidly rising in his profession, and the beautiful heir-
ess, Louise Warner, were the observed of many eyes. But
though it was only natural that mutual admiration should result
in deep regard, no one dreamed that this would still continue
when "Townsend had become a mad religious enthusiast" — so
said his gayer friends — and avowed his intention of forsaking
the paths of wealth and ambition, for that lowlier way which his
Master had through suffering trod.
Her parents argued and even pleaded in vain. Her duty to
them would not admit that she should marry without their con-
sent, yet she declared her intention of holding sacred the vows
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she had plighted to one whom she truly esteemed. When they
saw that this resolution did not arise from a girlish sentiment-
ality, but from a sincere conviction of duty and an entire change
in her hitherto thoughtless character, opposition ceased.
"Let the child be happy in her own way," said her father;
and so they were united, and the fashionable world wondered,
pitied them, and as soon forgot even their existence.
None of their church to whom he came as a friend and a guide,
knew of the self-denial Mr. Townsend had already practised, or
how different was the quiet, humble life they now led, from that
to which they had been accustomed. Humours that Mrs. Town-
scnd's family were wealthy, had, indeed, been borne to River-
town ; but the inhabitants decided it could not be true, when they
saw how plainly she dressed and how studiously she avoided any-
thing like display. True she had a piano, and for a long time
some of the more rigid seemed disposed to consider it an unpardon-
able sin. Mrs. Townsend was a fine musician, and did not feel
herself called upon to close her instrument for ever, or silence the
brilliant voice on whose cultivation so much care had been be-
stowed. Surely those are "righteous overmuch" who would
deny us the most exquisite and the purest of earthly pleasures —
"the only one," says Horace Walpole, "we are sure of enjoying
still in Heaven !" So thought Mrs. Townsend, and so said her
husband, as, after the day's weary duties were ended, he listened
to the choral strains which Handel and Haydn have left to
keep their memory for ever in the hearts of men.
" We fall on our knees with Mozart and rise on wings with
Handel," says a beautiful writer; and who among us has not
felt a thrill of purest and most rapturous devotion when listen-
ing to the organ's melting, surging strains, as well as the grander
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harmony of Nature in the pathless forest or beside the heaving
ocean ?
It may excite wonder that with the dearest wish of his heart
fulfilled, and faithfully discharging the duties of his calling, Mr.
Townsend "should wear even at times a look of such profound
sorrow. He would sit for hours without speaking, as if wrapped
in painful thought; and when suddenly aroused from these
mOods, you might have noticed a wild expression dart from those
mournful eyes, as if regretting a return to actual life. This,
however, he seemed to struggle against, and his young wife as-
sisted him to do so by every gentle and winning attention, and
by a never-failing cheerfulness. Some one who had first noticed
this despondency in their pastor, remarked, also, the look of
grateful love with which he grasped his wife's hand as it left him,
and whispered, " Dearest Louise, you are indeed my guardian
angel."
They had two children at the time Mrs. Jackson first made
their acquaintance, and Archie was soon the playmate of Henry
Townsend, and joined with him in a wondering admiration of his
baby sister's first attempts to say " mamma."
Mrs. Jackson saw with regret that Mr. Townscnd's sad mo-
ments seemed to increase. He was not so guarded as formerly,
and would often fall into these moody abstractions while she con-
versed with his wife, and the children played merrily together.
Sometimes he sighed, so long and so deeply that they both looked
up involuntarily ; and then Mrs. Townsend would struggle for an
instant as if with hidden pain, and again enter into conversation
as if nothing had occurred.
A casual observer would have thought some gloomy remorse
was preying upon his heart, and at last Mrs. Jackson came to a
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similar conclusion, and regretted that a morbid conscientiousness
should lead him to sorrow so deeply over a fault that he must
long ago have repented of, however dark or criminal it might
have been. Mrs. Townsend never alluded to this peculiarity in
her husband's conduct, and Mrs. Jackson felt that she had no
right to intrude upon her confidence, although within the last year
they had become intimate and steadfast friends.
CHAPTER II.
" Men said his brain was overcharged with thought.
The blue veins branched distinctly on his temples ;
His lips had lost their fullness, and his blood
Fled with hot haste unsummoned to his brow.
He had grown captious, difficult, unlike
His former self." EDITH MAY.
I HE morning services were concluded. The day was
oppressively warm, though it was yet early in the
spring, and extempore fans, in the shape of pocket-
handkerchiefs and hymn-book covers, had been
actively in motion throughout the sermon. Mr. Townsend looked
even paler than usual when he descended from the pulpit, and
stood in the centre aisle to speak with Deacon Whiting, who
awaited him there. Placing his hand kindly on the head of the
littlo girl who clasped her father's hand, he stood for an instant
in earnest conversation, and then passed on, with a kind word for
Maggie as he left her.
Deacon Morrison bustled through the crowd still lingering in
the vestibule, and inquired officiously for his health.
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"i was telling wife to-day," said he, "that I shouldn't won-
der if you had a long spell of sickness, you 've looked so nale
lately, and seemed so absent-minded — a brain-fever, or something
of that sort/' he added, consolingly.
A look of pain shot over the listener's face, but he said,
" The weather has been so oppressive the past week, tha-t it has
unnerved me ; particularly, as I have had many visits to pay, and
several funerals to attend in the country. How are all your
family ? " — and Mr. Townsend made a movement to go forward.
"Well as common, I believe," was the reply; and Deacon
Morrison stepped into a vacant place nearer the door, as if to bar
the progress of his pastor.
There was a little quickness in the bow and farewell that fol-
lowed, for Mr. Townsend seemed anxious not to be detained;
and with a look of disappointment, Deacon Morrison turned to
Mr. Whiting, and placing his arm familiarly in that of his good
neighbour, began to complain of the "rudeness" he had just
experienced.
"I did not see anything like that," said Deacon Whiting.
(" Run on to your mother, Maggie.) Had you anything parti-
cular to say?"
" Why no, not exactly ; I only thought I 'd ask his opinion
about Widow Haynes being able to get along without help from
the church, and whether he thought Aunt Underwood would live
the summer out, and what they were likely to do with young
Allen — whether the church would take any action or not on his
going to the theatre and the Long Island races the last time he
was in New York."
" I think you are mistaken about the last, John "
" No, I ain't. James Farren was with him, and he told Har-
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riet Harden, she told Mrs. Smith, and Mrs. Smith told Miss
Martin, and Miss Martin told me. Now, if that ain't straight,
I don't know what is. But Mr. Townsend might have waited
a minute, it seems to me.'''
" He was scarcely able to get through the sermon, John. I
could see how his lips trembled, long before it was finished. And
you held him here right in the hot sun. Then he 's got to be in
the Sunday School and preach this afternoon, besides the six
o'clock prayer-meeting, and the sermon this evening. You surely
would give him time to eat his dinner."
"As to the six o'clock prayer-meeting, he ain't obliged to
come. It was my plan altogether, and I guess I 'm able to lead.
I knew how apt we were to let the mind run on other things
just about sundown, when we can't read or anything, and I
thought, particularly for the young people, 'twould be an excel-
lent plan."
" Yes, particularly for those boys and girls who write notes to
each other in the hymn-books, and turn all they have heard into
ridicule going home together. See what I found in the blank
leaf of my own Bible, I happened to leave in the conference
room last Friday."
Mr. Whiting took a crumpled bit of paper, on which two
different and equally ungraceful styles of chirography might be
distinctly traced, reading as follows : —
" May I walk to meeting with you to-night ? "
"Ma says I mus'n't go with you any more. Take care —
Deacon Morrison's looking."
" I don't care if he is. Did you ever hear such a long-winded
prayer? Somebody always looks so consequential, like the
play—
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'Here I sit and don't you see —
Don't you wish that you was me ? '
"Oh gracious! don't!"
Deacon Morrison reddened as he finished the perusal of this
precious MS.
"If I could find out who did that, I'd— I'd "
" No, you wouldn't do anything, neighbour Morrison, because
you couldn't. I wouldn't have shown it to you, only I never
did like the idea of those prayer-meetings, and I wanted to let
you see they do more harm than good. Besides, it don't allow
us one minute in the day to ' commune with our own hearts and
be still,' as we are told to."
"Well, well," said Mr. Morrison, "every one's not gifted
alike — my talent 's for prayer and your'n for meditation, I sup-
pose. But don't you think Mr. Townsend acts very strangely
now-a-days?"
" I had not noticed anything, only that he did not look well."
"That's just it; I've heard more than one wonder what it
could be. Sometimes he 's all fire and animation, then again he 's
so low-spirited you can't get a word out of him.
" We all have our ups and downs, John, and I 'm afraid Mr.
Townsend has too much care and labour upon him."
" He hard worked ! Why, a minister don't know nothing
about getting tired. What does he have to do but set there at
home in his comfortable study, as he calls it, and write a little —
maybe a sermon or two a week? "
" We defined a part of his labours just now. Our day of rest
is the most wearisome of all the week to him. Then he has to
visit among all of us. You know how hurt some feel if they
don't see him at least once a month. Then there's funerals to
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attend, and he often goes miles into the country for that. And
sermon-writing might be easy to you, but I 'd rather stand behind
the counter or overlook apprentices from morning till night than
•write two sermons any week."
"You're always so unreasonable, Deacon "Whiting; you're
always defending everybody that's wrong. For my part, I haven't
got so much charity for the whole world, and I 'm willing to con-
fess it. I 've watched our minister a long tune, and I 've made
up my mind about his case. I 've been intending to speak to
you, and I might as well out with it. It 's as clear as daylight
to me — he drinks!"
" Oh, John, what have you said ! Take care, I beg of you.
For the sake of the church, and of every one, never say that
again."
" The truth 's the truth, and we 've all a right to speak it."
" Wait until you are sure it is the truth before you accuse a
man — and that man your own minister — of such a thing."
""Well, I'll prove it to you," said the other, doggedly, with-
drawing his arm, as they had arrived at Deacon Whiting's house.
" Promise me that you will not speak to any one else about it
until you have done so."
The good man rested his hand on the door-knob and looked
imploringly into Mr. Morrison's face. He was inexpressibly
shocked at what he had just heard.
"I never make no promises," was the reply, as the other
hurried away.
Portraits of the two might be sketched in a few words, but
•vve take pleasure in recalling the excellencies of the elder of the
colloquists. He was not much over fifty, but his hair was white
and his face was furrowed, showing that he had not escaped his
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share of life's grief and disappointment. The kindest of husbands
and fathers, quoted by all who knew him as the most upright
and honourable merchant in the place, a friend to the poor, and
a guardian to the fatherless and the widow, more than one spoke
his name with blessings. Many thought it strange that he had
not become wealthy, for customers were never wanting at his
counter — a steady and sure businsss had been under his control
for years. Those, however, who knew his unceasing acts of
benevolence, who recollected that he was the Gaius of the church,
entertaining all strangers hospitably, often offering a home for
weeks to their new pastors, however numerous the family;
and moreover, that as church treasurer he had more than onco
supplied the deficiency of the year's receipts from his own purse
— those who recalled these things wondered not that close economy
was necessary in the expenses of his own large family. Some-
times hasty in rebuke, but never intentionally unkind, he was
loved by all his associates, and almost reverenced by the younger
members of the church; while every one agreed that he had
"much treasure in Heaven."
Mr. Morrison was in many things the reverse of this picture.
How he had ever obtained the office of deacon was a wonder to
those who knew him best. He was fitted for it neither by educa-
tion nor piety, they said, and was many years younger than his
coadjutor. He was jealous of the respect which Deacon Whiting
received from the community at large, as well as in their own
circle, and ambitious of a like popularity. "The balance of
power" was a favourite theory with him, (though we question
if he had even heard of the science of Political Economy,) but
he liked the scales always to weigh heaviest on his side. At first
he had been the trumpeter of Mr. Townsend's good deeds and
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good qualities. The quiet opposition of that gentleman to his
favourite scheme of six o'clock prayer-meeting had been the first
ground of offence, and now he lost no opportunity to express his
discontent and disapprobation openly.
CHAPTER III.
" Men in general may be divided into the inquisitive and the communi-
cative. In one particular, all men may be considered as belonging to
the first grand division — inasmuch as they all seem equally desirous of
discovering the mote in their neighbour's eye." — BIGELOW PAPERS.
HAT '8 the good word with you, this morning ?"
was the greeting of an acquaintance to Lawyer
McCloud, as he strolled into that gentleman's
office.
" Nothing particular," was the reply, as Mr. McCloud kicked
a dusty Windsor chair towards his visitor without removing his
thumbs from the arm-holes of his vest, in which they were care-
fully inserted.
"What's in 'The Republican?'"
"Haven't seen it, sir."
" Well, I suppose ' The Rivertown Gazette ' has the most of
the news. Speaking of news, have you heard what a row the
Congregationalists have got into?"
" No. What about — property ? Likely to end in a lawsuit ? "
"Always an eye to the main chance, lawyer. 'T won't end in
nothing, as I can see. They 've got dissatisfied with their minister,
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as usual, and are doing their best to be rid of him — at least,
Deacon Morrison is."
" I did think they 'd got somebody at last that they 'd manage
to keep. What's the ground of complaint now ? Let's see —
Mr. Ritchings they dismissed while he was away, without any
particular cause at all. The sum and substance was, (I've always
thought,) that his family was getting large, and they don't pay
up very punctually. Next Mr. Lord, a single man — ought to
live on a small salary, and all that; but it seems he paid too
much attention to one deacon's daughter and too little to another's
sister. Mr. Gibson didn't visit enough, and his wife had tea
companies too often. You see, I remember all these things —
though everybody in town knows their church matters, as to
that."
"Poor Mr. Townsend! he's got the worst of it, neighbour
McCloud. They actually declare the man drinks ! "
" Pretty serious charge. Wish it was actionable — damages
might be laid high. Ruins his reputation of course ; and servant
girls and ministers must depend on their characters for getting
along."
"Lawyers do without any, don't they?" and the speaker
chuckled — that long, low laugh, betokening all absence of care
and a love for the good things of this life in general.
The lawyer smiled complacently at the worn-out joke, and the
two subsided into a lengthened political discussion, "the tariff"
and the " sub-treasury " movements then before Congress, being
canvassed with a zeal that might have done some good could it
have infected those to whom the decision had been entrusted.
By-tho way, it is scarcely a wonder that Harriet Martincau
should say — " Americans seem to consider making politics the
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end and aim of education." They pay men for making their
laws, and not content with this, sit at home and abuse or glorify
them, as the case may be, while they are doing so. The discus-
sion of congressional politics is varied by a dip into local elections ;
they in turn give place to conventions for new nominations, and
while hours and days are thus wasted, we ladies are abused for a
study of the fashion plates and an indulgence in a little charming,
purely feminine desire of looking as well as possible on the
smallest means. Which ought, in candour, to be deemed the
lesser waste of time ?
By early autumn, the affair of Mr. Townsend's failing was the
popular topic of discussion everywhere. Bar-room loungers
spoke of it as an excellent example, as they tossed off innumer-
able " brandies and water." Frequenters of groceries (and stores
are the popular gathering-places in Bivertown after the day's
work is over) discussed the weakness of human nature as dis-
played in this particular instance, while they leaned languidly
upon counters or beat an energetic tattoo against the flour-barrels
serving as pedestals to their greatness. Many a one paused, in
his eager demolition of pea-nuts, to add his mite of evidence ; and
the consumption of " honey-dew tobacco " was perceptibly di-
minished.
One thought it was a scandal to the cause of religion, and the
church ought to go to work at once and make him an example.
Another — who regarded all clergymen as a higher order of his
own class, "loafer" — said he always knew the whole set were
hypocrites, and only "took up preaching for a living because
they were too lazy to do anything else;" and some few truly
regretted that so vile a tale should gain any credence what-
ever.
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Still no public cognizance of the subject had been taken.
The rumour did not seem to have reached Mr. Townsend him-
self; as is often the case, the parties most concerned knew least
about it; and still his amiable wife came as a spirit of good
among his people, and their pastor was unusually eloquent when
he addressed them from the pulpit.
The church had become divided into factions that were nearly
equal in number. Some refused to believe one word of the
charge, and others, headed by Deacon Morrison and stimulated
by the active exertions of Mrs. Smith and Miss Martin, lost no
opportunity of making converts to their side of the question.
Even outward quiet could not long be maintained.
" What can I do ? " said Deacon Whiting one evening to his
matronly wife. " There 's the whole church in a state of fer-
ment, and none of them are willing to come out openly. I 've
thought over it, and I 've prayed over it, and I don't know what
is my duty. How can I go and tell that poor man how we have
repaid his love and care?"
" Don't say we," interrupted Mrs. Whiting, indignantly.
" Well, some of us have, my dear ; and some one must have
corrupted the truth if there is no such fault on his part. He
does act strangely sometimes, there 's no doubt. There 's some
mystery somewhere, but on the whole, I incline to think it's best
to call a special church meeting. What was it Miss Martin told
you this afternoon?"
" Why, that sometimes he got so bad that he actually beat her.
You know how thin the walls of those houses are, and their next-
door neighbours have heard her cry in the middle of the night
as if her heart would break. Then he walks out sometimes at
twelve o'clock — and that 'B odd, to say the least. They have
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heard her beg and beseech of him (Miss Martin says) not to go
on so, but it seems to do little good."
" This is getting to be a serious business, mother," and the
good man joined his hands behind him, thereby elevating his
coat-skirts, and slowly promenaded the sitting-room. "Too
bad — too bad!" he ejaculated, at last, stopping suddenly and
pushing his spectacles to the top of his forehead, as he always did
when anything perplexed him. Mrs. Whiting sighed, and ap-
plied herself still more industriously to darning an enormous
basket-full of children's stockings.
CHAPTER IV.
" I drink the bitter cup !
I drink — for He whom angels did sustain
In the dread hour when mortal anguish met him,
When friends forgot and deadly foes beset him,
Stands by to soothe my pain.
I drink — for thou, O God, preparedst the draught
Which to my lips thy Father-hand is pressing ;
I know 'neath ills oft lurks the deepest blessing —
Father, the cup is quaffed !"
MRS. C. M. SAWYER.
HE crisis came sooner than it had been looked
for, and was brought about most unexpectedly.
^ f With all her apparent calmness, Mrs. Townsend
had known for weeks what her friends had vainly
endeavoured to hide. Miss Martin came first to condole with
her, and when she found her still in ignorance, would havo
given full particulars, but Mrs. Townsend refused to listen, simply
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saying, " Of course you denied the report as being without even
a foundation." But Miss Martin was not silenced everywhere;
and when she told Mrs. Smith of her visit, she added that in
coming out she had met the girl on the very door-step with a
flask of something, that, "if it wasn't brandy, it surely wasn't
spring-water," and the girl did not attempt to deny it. If that
was not a foundation and something more, she could not tell
what was. And Miss Martin made more converts than ever.
Mrs. Townsend never alluded to Miss Martin's visit, but now
that she had a clue, the cause of the dissatisfaction which was
very evident in the church, was no longer a mystery. She
" pondered upon these things in her heart/' and day by day she
grew less hopeful that the aspersions would be cleared from her
husband's character without his being made aware of their exist-
ence. Had she confided her trouble to some one, it would have
been better in the end, for now she brooded over it, trying in
vain to conjecture the rise of the new gossip, and forming vain
plans to silence it.
One day she had been more sad than usual. A letter from
her old home had pictured vividly the luxuries and enjoyments
from which her own choice had for. ever debarred her, and a
strong temptation to repine at her present unhappiness had
struggled with her better nature. Her children were both ill;
she was weary with watching over their resiles^ sleep, and withal,
alarmed at the feverish symptoms which had appeared in Henry's
short, quick breathing, and -flushed cheek. She was thus ill-
prepared to welcome her husband cheerfully from his round of
pastoral visits, and started with alarm as he entered, looking pale
and haggard, as if from recent and fearful mental emotion. She
saw that concealment was no longer necessary, for the sigh, as he
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took her hand, and the long, sad gaze he fastened upon her, told
that he knew all.
" Then you have heard this terrible story, Louisa ? You know
that my labours were not accepted — that God has seen fit to put
an end to my usefulness?"
" Do not say so, my love ; I am sure the cloud will pass away !
;T is but a trial sent for our good. Remember,
' Behind a frowning Providence
He hides a smiling face,' "
she said, trying to smile also as she spoke.
He drew her head down upon his shoulder, but he only said —
" My poor wife — my poor Louisa."
This despondency did not last; the Christian triumphed, and
they knelt together to pray that " all things might work together
for good."
Mrs. Townsend did not know until weeks afterwards how sud-
denly and severely the blow had fallen. In visiting one of the
poorest families connected with the church, Mr. Townsend had
found the husband of his parishioner loading his shrinking wife
with abuse, even threatening her with personal violence in his
wild inebriation. Mr. Townsend thought it but right to remon-
strate, and in return was told, in the coarsest language, "not to
preach what he did not practise;" and on demanding an expla-
nation, the wife related, with tears and assurances that she did
not believe it, all that our readers have already heard.
"I told Deacon Morrison," said the poor woman, "I knew it
was not true, whoever said it ; but he came for William to do a
job for him, and I did n't like to say much. William don't get
work often."
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Suspicion thus awakened, Mr. Townsend began to realize in
its full extent the toils in which he was involved. He saw that
the better part of the community watched him curiously ; that
the servant was daily subjected to cross-examinations on their
family affair§, and more than once he was openly reminded that
he had fallen under reproach. His wife tried to be cheerful, but
her health and spirits had suffered. His own melancholy in-
creased. There seemed to be a cloud between him and Heaven
when he attempted to pray, and he shrank from instructing
publicly those who evidently regarded him as a hypocrite. He
consulted Deacon Whiting : the good man's troubled face told
how earnest was his sympathy, as he urged a public denial of the
charges.
Mr. Townsend shook his head mournfully. " I admit some
of them," said he. " Louisa's unhappiness — my midnight walks
— there has been some foundation, but I shrink from the expla-
nation. Cannot it be put down quietly?"
" I fear not — I know it is impossible," was the reply; "it has
gone so far and become so generally known."
The more Deacon Whiting thought over this conversation, the
more he was puzzled. If Mr. Townsend had a clear conscience,
why not come out openly at once? Yet dark as it was, Mr.
Whiting still defended his minister, and would not admit even to
himself that there was any fault to be imputed.
Many a sorrowful struggle shook the soul of the minister of
God ; he knew that by his silence he was bringing shame upon
the church and the Master whom he served. Yet he shrank
from having his disgrace publicly proclaimed, and quite as much
from the only defence he could urge.
While thus meditating one evening, he received a summons
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to attend a church council and defend himself against the charges
made by a large portion of his congregation. Mrs. Townsend
saw him compress his lips as the note was handed to him, and
guessed its import.
" Tell them all/' she said ; " it is a morbid fear in which you
have indulged. Ask Grod's assistance, His protection. We
must leave this place and this people, but do not let a stain rest
upon your name."
The evening appointed for the trial came. Mr. Townsend had
passed the whole day alone in his study — no, not alone, for the
shadow of a mighty Presence filled the room • and in this lofty
communion the sorely-tried had found strength and consolation.
A light step crossed the threshold with the twilight, and the
wife for whom he was that moment praying, stood beside him.
A smile of gentle encouragement shone in her eyes as she fondly
kissed his high white forehead, from which he had pushed back
the masses of his dark hair.
"I feel this most for you, Louisa," he said, as he clasped her
hand. " If your mother, your father should hear of the sorrow,
the disgrace I have brought upon their idol, how could I answer
them?"
" They never can hear of it, we are so remote from their cir-
cle. See" — and she held up a letter before him — " here is a
long, kind message from mamma. I have not opened it yet ; I
have kept it to entertain me this evening, to sustain my spirits
while you are absent. It would be sad, indeed, were they to
learn what has passed."
She did not say more, but she knew that these parents would
not easily overlook such a stain — so they would consider it — and
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would regard with less allowance than ever a marriage to which
they had yielded a reluctant consent.
The study grew quite dark as they sat there, neither speaking
for some time. It was well that Mr. Townsend could not see
the fearful traces of anxiety and illness in the languid expression
that stole over his wife's face, and the effort she made to control
her emotion that she might not unnerve him. Nor did he notice
it when they parted, though the firelight revealed the long and
earnest gaze with which she seemed to read his inmost thoughts.
After he had left the house, a recollection of how strangely ten-
der her last kiss had been, and how long she had clasped his
hand, came over him with a fear of some undefined ill, and he
turned to retrace his steps. " What a foolish thought," he half
murmured, and once more hurried onward.
By Mr. Townsend's own request, every member of the church.,
male and female, had been invited to be present. The vestry,
or conference room as it was oftener called, was nearly full,
therefore, when he entered. He passed through their midst with
a firm step, and took his usual seat confronting them all ; yet
when the light fell upon his face, Deacon Whiting, who sat at
his right hand, instinctively filled a glass of water and offered it
to him. The sad, sweet smile we have before spoken of, came to
his face as he gently refused the proffered kindness, and more
than one regarded it as an omen of returning peace to the church
and happiness to him.
It was usual to commence all their meetings for business or
otherwise, by reading a chapter from the Bible, and by an extem-
pore prayer. Mr. Townsend rose, as his watch marked the ap-
pointed hour, and commenced reading the beautiful description
of Charity found in St. Paul's first letter to the Corinthians. He
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did not mean it as a rebuke to any, but he had been doubly
impressed with its excellency of late, and it was for his own con-
solation that he had fixed upon it for the evening. More than
one heart filled with compunction as his clear voice read — " Cha-
rily suffereth long, and is kind ; charity envieth not ; charity
vauntelh not itself, is not puffed up ; doth not behave itself un-
seemly ; sceketh not her own ; is not easily provoked ; thinketh
no evil ; rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth ; bear-
elh all things ; believeth all things ; hopeth all things ; endureth
all things."
He paused for an instant, and then turning over the leaves
rapidly, added a short passage from St. John's earnest exhortation
to the early Christians to "let brotherly love continue." Deacon
Whiting stole a glance towards his coadjutor, as these words were
slowly enunciated — "We know that we have passed from death
unto life, because we, love the brethren ; he that loveth not his
brother abideth in death?'
But if anything like consciousness of offence was written upon
that self-complacent face, it was not seen by those around him.
The prayer that followed came from the depths of a suffering
heart. All felt this as the earnest petition ascended to Heaven,
and a fervent "amen" was breathed by Deacon Whiting at its
concluding phrase — "let brotherly love continue."
Mr. Town send then made a short statement of the object of
the meeting. " I have come before you to-night," he said, "to
vindicate myself as a man and a Christian, from charges which
I believe untrue. But before I make my defence, I must first
hear my accusation. I leave to Deacon Whiting the charge of
this council, and shall consider myself as having no part in it
until my time to speak arrives."
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Deacon Whiting glanced toward Mr. Morrison. " He cannot
have the effrontery," thought he, " to accuse our minister, after
that chapter and that prayer ;" and when the other rose and pre-
pared to speak, he more than half expected an humble apology.
But his expectation was disappointed. In a speech of some half
an hour's duration, remarkable neither for clearness nor elegance
of language, Deacon Morrison, as the spokesman of his party,
set forth the many complaints, that had grown from suspicions
to positive assertions, of Mr. Townsend's habitual inebriety. Dea-
con Whiting interrupted the thread of his narrtive now and then
with some question or palliation of the statements made. The
two pillars of the church were tacitly arrayed against each other,
and more than once Deacon Whiting's indignant glances would
have abashed one less dogged and self-complacent than the
speaker.
" One or two " lesser lights" arose to confirm his statements,
as they were successively called upon. These were men of the
same stamp, ignorant and prejudiced, who were only too happy
to find occasion for differing from Deacon Whiting. Miss Mar-
tin nodded her head as her statement was given, and Mrs. Smith
stood up to signify her assent where she had been made
authority.
The principal points in the evidence apart from what we have
already mentioned, were Miss Martin's having seen Mr. Town-
send walk to the dining-room closet, after having been very much
agitated, and pour out a glassful of some liquid which he drank
hastily ; she had been sewing in the house at the time. Mrs.
Smith had more than once seen Martha, Mrs. Townsend's ser-
vant, bring home a flask of brandy j Deacon Morrison had often
conversed with Mr. Townsend " when he did not kno^v
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was about, and either did not answer at all, or else in a very queer
kind of way."
It is not to be supposed that Mr. Townsend listened calmly
to all this. Sometimes his emotion would be betrayed only in
a nervous contraction of the features, and again he would half
rise, as if to refute some charge indignantly, and then recollect-
ing himself, sat down again and covered his face with his hands.
Those in favour, sighed and shook their heads as Deacon Morri-
son glanced triumphantly around; but from the moment Mr.
Townsend rose, all was changed. There was a proud and con-
scious innocence in the look he bent upon the late speaker, though
his lips were ashen, and his voice at first low and tremulous.
After regretting that he should have been the cause of any
disturbance in the peace that should be among them as brethren
and sisters, he said that but for the reproach it had brought upon
the church, he would have borne this evil-speaking in silence.
That which he was now about to tell them had been unknown to
him, until accident had revealed it, a few months after he came
among them. He had been an orphan from earliest recollection,
and, reared among strangers, had known little of his own family.
The papers of his father had never come under his notice until
some business arrangement made it necessary they should be
placed in his hands. Then, to his horror, he found that the curse
— it would seem such — of hereditary insanity had destroyed his
father ; and an elder brother, whose existence had been kept from
him, had died not many years before, the inmate of a mad-house.
His mother's friends had hoped that by carefully concealing this
from him, and by a judicious mental training, the fearful cntail-
ment might be broken.
Since boyhood, even — he could scarcely account for it — he had
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felt a peculiar horror of insanity. From the moment he made
the discovery which he mentioned, it had preyed upon him, not-
withstanding a continual struggle against it. For himself, it
mattered little what suffering he was called on to undergo; but
he never ceased to reproach himself that the happiness of others
was now imperilled, and that his fair children might live to be
included in the doom which he felt would sooner or later overtake
him. Of his wife he could not trust himself to speak. They
would never know how much she had renounced for his sake, or
how courageously she had met this new sorrow. Sometimes when
fears amounted almost to frenzy, and self-reproach became mo-
mentary madness, she had soothed him to the calmness he had
sought in vain under the still heavens at midnight; and he had
now learned for the first time, that in his absence she had yielded
to violent grief.
Visitors might have seen him using a composing draught,
which had become often necessary to his excited nervous system ;
and during the late illness of his oldest child, bathing in some
alcoholic fluids had been recommended by Doctor Chester. That
was probably the solution of the last charges, but of this he knew
nothing.
Once more he alluded to his regret that his own sorrow should
have occasioned dissension and wrong understanding among them,
and that those who felt themselves aggrieved had not come at
once to him for explanation. But he cast not the shadow of
reproach on any one, save that once he looked sorrowfully towards
his principal accuser. It was such a look as the Master might
have given to his erring disciple, but it did not move the self-
willed, stubborn man.
A murmur of surprise, indignation and compassion filled the
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silence which followed this sadly eloquent appeal. More than
one woman wept aloud, and men who had seen much sorrow
forced back the starting tears.
Then they crowded around their pastor to express the sympa-
thy all felt, and some humbly begged his forgiveness that they
should have allowed themselves to be so deceived. Amid this
movement, the principals of the opposite party disappeared. Dea-
con Morrison hurried away, that he might not witness the evi-
dences of his own defeat; Miss Martin and Mrs. Smith were
completely subdued, and followed him out quickly.
On the threshold they met a messenger pale and breathless,
who, as he passed into the group still surrounding their pastor,
could only point towards the house Mr. Townsend had so lately
left, and say — " Quick, quick, for God's sake, or you will be
too late!"
Before the close of that short week, a sad and silent crowd
gathered in the house so lately the abode of quiet domestic
happiness.
One by one they passed into the darkened room, and stood
beside the coffin of her who had been an angel of consolation to
them all. A smile of peace dwelt on the still features ; the long
lashes, never again to be upraised, rested upon the cheek hence-
forth to know not the moisture of bitter tears. So holy, so calm
was that perfect repose, that those who were weeping involuntarily
checked the expression of their grief. Why weep for her ? At
rest from all pain, lying there so peacefully, with her babe clasped
to her heart — the babe that had but glanced at the light of earth,
and then closed its soft blue eyes willingly, to be borne in the
arms of a dying mother "into the silent land."
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When the simple rite was nearly ended, and they were per-
paring to close the coffin for the last time, one bent over it that
refused to be comforted. The last three days had stamped the
mark of years upon their pastor's haggard face. There was a
wildness in the glance he sent among his people, that made every
one shudder with the fear that the fate he dreaded was come
upon him; but this changed to an indescribable expression of
yearning agony, when he lifted his wondering children for the
last look upon their mother's face. Then came a still and gentle
woman, far older, but much like the mother of these little ones,
and a stern man, whose face softened for an instant as he gazed
into the coffin, but instantly settled again to a harsh and resolute
rigidity.
Those who pitied all the stricken group, and would willingly
have borne a part of their suffering for them, did not know that
the father of the dead cursed in his heart the man who had won
his daughter from her early home, even while he looked upon
her holy face, nor that his harsh threat of forcing her to return
thither, conveyed in the letter she had so fondly welcomed, was
the immediate cause of all this desolation.
How the slanders, to whicn he gave full credence, had reached
Mr. Warner, was never known, but they had caused his hasty
resolve to withdraw her from a protection he had never fully
assented to, and the cruel letter had proved the death-blow to her
already overburdened heart.
Mr. Townsend did not go mad ; though, with a knowledge of
his history, many feared that he would become a maniac. His
sorrow seemed after a time a thing apart from actual life, and he
entered as earnestly as ever upon the duties of his calling. A
chastened expression of sadness became habitual to his face ; the
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smile so many loved became more rare than ever. He could not
stay where every thing excited some agonizing recollection of the
past, but in a new sphere, and surrounded by those who appre-
ciated his singularly elevated character, he fulfilled a round of
unostentatious and benevolent labour. His people saw him
always calm and rarely outwardly depressed, but they did not.
know of the hours in which he "wrestled with hidden pain."
The solace of his children's society was rarely accorded to him.
They are growing up in the house in which their mother's child-
hood had been passed, and will inherit the wealth which was her
rightful portion.
The first cause of this strange and fearful sundering of a happy
family, was altered little by the consequences of his malicious
slander. True, he was degraded from his office of deacon, and
for an interval shut out from the communion of the church, but
he only vouchsafed the remark " that he did n't mean to make
no mischief, and it all came of Deacon Whiting's taking it up so
seriously."
Deacon Whiting at length ceased trying to account f >r the
mysterious Providence that had sent so severe a trial upo.i an
innocent and truly excellent man.
" God knows best though," he would say to his wife, " and I
suppose it 's all right. I 've often thought our minister's wife
was getting too good for this world, but unless it was what made
us all really charitable towards each other, and careful in particu-
lar as to what we say about our neighbours' failings, I don't see.
why she might not have been taken to Heaven without suffering
all she did. However, we have n't changed our minister since,
and before that no one ever stayed with us over two years."
It would be hard, indeed, were we to attempt to explain
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why the innocent are so often the greatest sufferers in this weary
world ; and many a heart would utterly fail, were it not for a
firm trust that all these things shall be known and approved
hereafter.
Our sketch has more than its foundation in reality.
SKETCH THE SIXTH, AND LAST.
BETALIATION.
CHAPTEE I.
" Let more than the domestic mill
Be turned by Feeling's river ; —
Let Charity " begin at home,"
But not stay there for ever."
MRS. OSGOOD.
UR readers may recollect that a project was set on
foot in Rivertown to establish an Orphan Asylum.
This may perhaps seem an unnecessary institution
in a country place, but recollect that Rivertown
claimed by right of incorporation to be a city, and there is always
more or less wretchedness, poverty and want, in the narrow lanes
and dusty streets of every suburb. The lower part of the town
which bordered upon the river, was composed almost entirely of
low wooden houses, which had been among the first buildings
erected at the time of its settlement, and were now rotten and
dilapidated. These were principally inhabited by boatmen,
negroes, and in fact the sediment of the population. This unin-
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teresting district was familiarly termed " Wapping " — and was
rarely entered by the better class, save on some charitable
errand, or when an extra " washerwoman " was to be hunted up
from among the idle and wretched creatures that inhabited it. In
some such excursions, the ladies of the "Tract Distribution
Society " had noticed several children who seemed to have no
claim on any one, and were ignorant in the extreme. They were
supported after a way of their own by the different families of
the district, for it is a well-known fact to those who have visited
much among the poorer classes of society, that they are often
more truly generous than those who have the means to give
liberally.
These children refused to go to the county poor-house, which
was considered an open disgrace ; and besides these, there was now
and then some child of more respectable but equally destitute
parents, left to the solitary lot of orphaned poverty.
There was no reason why these should not be comfortably
cared for. Mrs. Townsend, who had often visited our best city
institutions of the kind, at once proposed an Orphan Asylum.
They could rent a convenient house until one could be built ex-
pressly for them, and a suitable person could be found at once to
take charge of the institution.
Benevolence became, on the instant, a mania in Eivertown.
Even the children were infected, and the little girls, we beg their
pardon, the young ladies of the French Seminary — instituted a
sewing and charitable society. This, however, proved rather an
unfortunate movement, if it be true "that charity begins at
home." There was a quarrel at the outset, as to who* sh,ou£l '
have the honour of the official appointments, — the Secretary re-
fusing to serve because she was not President, and the Treasurer
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being equally indignant that she was nominated third in command.
One visiting committee of two was appointed, who lost their
slippers in the mud of the unpaved alleys, and splashed their
pantalettes to a "terrible degree. Besides this, not being au fait
in such matters, they gave mortal offence to one old lady by en-
tering her room, and asking if she "was very poor/' because
they saw no carpet on the floor, a sufficient indication hi their
eyes of extremest penury. Their next attempt was repulsed by
— " Whose child be you ? Won't you just mind your own
business?" — and on the whole, the little ladies "retired in
disgust."
At the first quarterly meeting, the report was as follows : —
" ON HAND — Four pair of woollen socks knit by twenty-seven
different young ladies.
" Two coarse shirts commenced.
**' Three small aprons spoiled in cutting out by Miss Bradley.
" Five night-caps finished all but the strings, the borders, and
sewing in the crowns.
" Sixty-two cents in the Treasurer's hands, and all the officers
resign."
The society called a meeting of its creditors and ceased to exist.
But first there arose a terrible broil on account of the disappear-
ance of the " cash in hand," from the treasurer's work-box, and
that young lady, of course, falling under the suspicion of defal-
cation, she was at once removed from school by her indignant
mamma, who, from the hour of departure, lost no opportunity to
speak ill of the Seminary — its teachers, and the mothers of the
three principal accusers of her " darling Sarah Ann."
But to turn from this junior display of misplaced benevolence,
which we should not have dwelt upon, but that it daguerreotypes
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so many mismanaged schemes for good, that have ended with
similar disastrous results.
For a time the project of the Orphan Asylum progressed de-
lightfully. The house selected for the purpose had been furnished
by the contributions of different ladies, and the matron of the
establishment seemed really to love the fifteen motherless little
creatures placed under her charge. But the novelty wore off —
dissatisfaction arose among the managers, and a few months after
the death of their former director, Mrs. Townsend, the crisis of
their poverty arrived. Winter was at hand — fuel and comfort-
able clothing must be provided, and there was not a dollar to
commence their purchases with.
At this juncture, Mrs. McCloud, the wife of the principal
lawyer in Rivertown, proposed the popular expedient of a fair.
Miss Seymour, who thus beheld a grand opportunity for social
gatherings in perspective, eagerly seconded the proposal. Mrs.
Jackson rather discouraged the movement at first, but finding
that it was decided on, resolved to lend any assistance in her
power, as did Mrs. Jorden, who was once more re-established in
her northern home, her health being fully restored, and herself
as happy as the devotion of her husband could make her.
It was October when the first movement was made, and it was
decided that, from that time until December, which was appointed
as the end of their labours, they should meet for the purpose of
preparing fancy articles, etc., once every week. Their meetings
were to be held alternately, at the houses of the committee,
which consisted of the ladies above mentioned with Mrs. Miller,
who is also an old acquaintance.
Meanwhile storekeepers and milliners were besieged for " rem-
nants" and "pieces" — while a standing advertisement was
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placed in a conspicuous part of the " Republican " and the River-
town " Gazette/' to the effect that donations would be thankfully
received by the committee at their respective residences.
The young ladies worked most industriously at pin-cushions
and needle-books, while dolls enough to supply several rising
generations were distributed for the completion of their wardrobes.
Younger sisters were pressed into the service, and made to hem
towels, or quilt "holders" for the " kitchen table," and consul-
tations were held over receipt-books, that the greatest quantity
of cake should be made with the smallest possible outlay.
CHAPTER II.
" Ah, fair ! Yes, a fair ! So delightful,
We work for it day after day ;
There are several liberal donations,
And the pin-cushions cannot but pay.
To be sure papa calls it a ' humbug,'
And says it is ' thieving outright ' —
But think of the charming flirtations
We can carry on night after night ! "
REPARATIONS progressed rapidly. The excite-
ment was really wonderful. There had been fairs
before, frequently; Presbyterian fairs — Baptist —
Episcopalian; but none in which all could meet on
harmonious grounds — and the display was expected to be particu-
larly brilliant.
The last meeting, or sewing circle, had been held. If the
ground had not been already occupied by one whose descriptions
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are Hogarthian in their graphic humour, we should be tempted
to trace them through to their completion. But the " malice and
uncharitableness " of sewing societies in general, have been placed
before you by the inimitable author of the Bedott papers, and
our feebler descriptions would fall far short of those she has so
clearly painted.
The fair — they do not call them " bazars " as yet, in Rivertowu
— was to be held in the large hall, which served variously for
" twenty-five-cent concerts "—(those with an entrance fee of fifty
were more genteel, and invariably held in the large dining-par-
lours of the Rivertown House) — temperance lectures, and ex-
hibitions of giants or dwarfs, as the case might be.
This building had once been the county jail, but afterwards
had been modernized by some speculators, and the front being
covered with cement in imitation of marble, it was thenceforth
known as the "City Hall" — an ambitious title that provoked
more than one allusion to "whited sepulchres. "
In the upper room of this edifice, our committee were now
assembled. It was in the morning of the day they had announced
the festival to open, but it was an "undress rehearsal;" and
matters looked dismal enough. The bare white-washed walls
seemed ashamed of their very blankness, and impatient to be
decorated by the evergreen wreaths and branches, in process of
preparation by a band of younger ladies. Here, Adeline Mitchell
presided, and thitherward were directed many withering and con-
temptuous glances from Miss Harriet Harden, who seemed more
bitter than usual toward her ci-devant friend. Perhaps it was
that she now considered herself quite above such an acquaintance,
having succeeded, to all appearance, in getting up an astonishing
intimacy with Miss Seymour, who called her " you dear creature,"
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in the hearing of them all, numberless times. The Smith faction
declared it was just a way Miss Seymour had of getting things
out of people, and Harriet Harden would find, they guessed, that
both she and Mrs. McCloud would alter, after all this fuss was
over. But it remained yet to be proved, and meantime Harriet
Harden was extremely confidential with her new friends, never
seeming to mind that they managed to make her do thrice as
much as any of them.
" Just run over and get some tacks from Mr. Williams, there 's
a dear soul," said Mrs. McCloud, who, with her hair in curl
papers, seemed the presiding genius of the hour. " Tell him
they 're for us, and he won't charge you anything* Oh, and stop
into Rosine's and mention that she needn't put quite so many
eggs into the ice-cream ; I shall want two or three dozen, I find,
to finish icing that cake. Mrs. Morrison promised to lend me
her cake-basket, and astral lamp — you won't mind fetching them
just from there, will you ? Oh, and Miss Harden, do stop at
our house, and tell Susan that I shan't be home to dinner ! "
So her " obedient servant" departed on errands which, under
any other circumstances, she would not have stooped to perform ;
and returned weary and breathless to hear, " I shall depend on
you to count all the spoons as they come in, and to furnish lamps
for the supper table; where shall you go to borrow them?"
Mrs. McCloud's friendship, like that of other ladies we have met,
required the return of constant and wearisome service. She was
one of those people who are Napoleons in a small way, and like
all power or none. Here, for instance, although there was no
nominal president of the committee, she invariably acted as such,
and when requesting the other ladies to do anything, always
said — " Just do this for me, won't you ? " as if she was respon-
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sible to a fearful extent, and all assistance was regarded in the
light of a personal favour.
The others smiled at so plain a demonstration of her well-
known disposition, and came good-naturedly to the conclusion,
" To even let her hold the reins, while they showed her the way
to go;" a species of management long ago recommended by
advice and example with regard to the masculine portion of the
community.
As usual, disputes had arisen with regard to the various stands
or stalls. All wanted, in the first place, to be at the "fancy
table" — pronounced by general consent the best situation in the
room — and no person was found willing to undertake the books,
or the kitchen department. Here Mrs. Jackson's tact was ad-
mirably displayed. She pointed out to the malcontents that the
ice-cream was sure to be patronized most by the gentlemen ; that,
though one couldn't sell much at the book-table, the confinement
was less than that of either of the others, and there was more
time for a grand promenade. But the crowning stroke of her
policy was whispering to a pretty school-girl, that gentlemen
(whatever they might say) always looked for a wife who under-
stood housekeeping; and to the astonishment of all, she shortly
after professed herself perfectly ready to undertake the depository
of towels and tin-ware, and was noticed for her particular zeal
and success in vending those uninteresting commodities.
Miss Barnard and Mrs. Jorden had succeeded in arranging a
picturesque tent with the assistance of a variety of " firemen's
banners," which were the pride and boast of as many companies.
These banners were frequently in demand for the decoration of
ball-rooms, etc., and the lady in a remarkably blue dress, (the
primest figure of the most noticeable one,) had looked frantic at
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the destruction of her house, husband, and children, for several
years past, through every variety of conviviality, and a perpetual
reproof to those who danced and feasted quite regardless of her
distress.
This tent was to serve as the post-office — and at the head of
this department Mrs. Jorden had been unanimously appointed.
Miss Brown, a young lady who pleaded guilty to the authorship
of various poetical effusions, contributed to one of the Philadel-
phia Saturday papers, was her assistant. Miss Brown's assumed
signature was " Rosalie de Nugent/' and she blushed very deeply
when addressed as Rosalie, by the young law-students who were
in the secret, and said " Oh, don't ! " in the prettiest expostulating
tone imaginable.
" When do you think your picture will appear in the maga-
zines?" whispered one of these gentlemen as he sorted the
various mysterious-looking missives, that had been contributed by
impromptu Lady Montagues, and modern Sevignes.
" Mine ? oh, Mr. Van Allen ! how could you dream of such a
thing?"
"Why not, Rosalie? I'm sure you've been writing these
two years. Does not Mr. always call you ' our graceful and
accomplished correspondent/ and did not l Hector' ask the colour
of your eyes some time ago? I've noticed that last is an infal-
lible sign that the editor intends asking an authoress to sit for
her picture. Why shouldn't yours appear as well as Mrs. El-
let's and Mrs. Osgood's, and all the rest of you literary ladies?"
The last pleasing association of her name with actual writers,
was quite too much for good-natured little Miss Brown. She re-
turned an inexpressibly grateful look, and was observed to com-
mence practising her autograph at once. She resolved that it
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should not be the ungraceful scrawl she had seen appended to
more than one published portrait.
Order at length began to spring from the chaos of house and
storckeeping furniture, that had been steadily accumulating since
morning. The rough pine tables were covered with snowy
damask, and their contents arranged with neatness and taste.
Even the aforementioned kitchen-table had become absolutely
ornamental by a picturesque arrangement of bright tin-ware, and
the addition of some few lighter articles to its legitimate store.
Mrs. McCloud called upon the rest to admire the general effect,
as if she was the main-spring and immediate cause of all they
saw, while the young ladies, wearied and pale from incessant and
unusual occupation, were almost too tired to be pleased with any-
thing, and wondered how they should ever accomplish a becoming
toilette, and return by seven o'clock.
One after another departed for an hour of rest and refresh-
ment, and the hall was left to the care of the door-keeper, until
the illumination of the lamps so liberally distributed, should dis-
turb the twilight shadows.
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CHAPTER III.
M 'T was rather strange, the people thought —
What could his business be ?
But soon conjecture ended with —
' He 's rich, and thirty-three' —
And so affairs went on, and he
Was welcomed everywhere ; —
The older ladies liked his cash —
The younger liked his hair."
Poems by C. S. EASTMAN.
ELL, here we are again!" was Mrs.
McCloud's salutation to Miss Seymour, as
she took off her hood, and arranged the
prettiest little cap imaginable. " Have
they all got here ? " and she turned from the small mirror to cast
a furtive glance into the next room, through the half-opened
door.
" Here 's Mrs. Miller's shawl, and Mrs. Jordan's hood," was
the reply — " I '11 contrive to get the pattern of that, somehow,
this evening; she brought it home from Washington. Yes,
and Miss Brown's muff is over" there, and Miss Barnard must
have come with the Jacksons, for that 's her old cloak, right by
it."
" I suppose we 're late, then, but Harriet Harden promised to
be here before the lamps were lighted and see to everything ou
our table. What should we have done if we hadn't have ma-
naged to get so much out of that girl ? she'd do anything to get
into our set."
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" I believe you. Come, are you ready ? " and the two ladies
sallied out of the little dressing-room, giving a last glance at the
ten inch mirror as they did so.
What was their astonishment, and Mrs. McCloud' s indignation,
to find no Miss Harden at the deserted post. Only two half-
grown girls to support the entire dignity of the cake table I
Mrs. McCloud looked around the room ; the delinquent was not
among the really brilliant assembly ; no one had seen her, and
in fact, she was the last of all the amateur shop-keepers to
enter the room. When she did, all eyes were turned upon her,
for she was leaning on the arm of a tall, gentlemanly-looking
man, apparently some thirty-five years of age, and an entire
stranger.
The buzz of inquiry commenced directly. Mrs. McCloud for-
got the reprimand she had duly prepared, (though she afterwards
took care to administer it sharply,) to ask who " her distinguished-
looking" friend was. Miss Harden looked more triumphant than
ever, when she whispered it was a gentleman they had met the
summer before in Berkshire county. " Immensely rich, and a
widower," she added, with affected consciousness.
« You don't say ? What 's he here for ? "
" That 's best known to himself; he arrived this afternoon,
and stops at the Rivertown House." Miss Harden' s lips said
this; her manner hinted that it was very plain ! Of course he
had come to renew his acquaintance with her."
Mr. Gould was introduced to Mrs. McCloud, who received him
very graciously, and made him known to Miss Seymour. But as
he shortly after proposed a tour of the room, Miss Harden again
took his arm, and sailed away gloriously.
Of course they stopped at the fancy table, and were charmed
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with the dolls and the pin-cushions ; Miss Harriet was agonized
lest he should discover the pretty night-caps, and chance to ad-
mire them also. Here several purchases were made by Mr. Gould,
who seemed very liberal, and they were quite loaded with small
parcels, when they moved on. Harriet was made to accept a
toilette cushion she had manufactured herself, and a similar gift
was held in store for her mother.
Mrs. Harden, by the way, was in ecstasies at her fair daugh-
ter's triumph. That Mr. Gould came to Rivertown at all was un-
expected good fortune, but that he should arrive in the very
" nick of time," as she eloquently expressed it, was too much for
her parental sympathy and pride. Known only to their family,
he was bound to them in a measure, whatever acquaintances he
might afterwards make, and she was delighted to see the impres-
sion his widowerhood and reputed wealth made at once on the
ladies of Rivertown, for by this time the story was whispered
throughout the hall, with additions and alterations. Some de-
clared Mr. Gould was positively a millionaire, and had come to
offer his fortune and himself for Miss Harden's acceptance.
Others said he had proposed the very moment of his arrival,
while this was disputed by a third party who knew, from the
best authority, that he had not yet committed himself, but in-
tended to do so on the way home, or, at latest, the next morning
before breakfast. Mrs. Folger hinted that they might have been
engaged ever since the last summer, and he had come on now to
be married. Mrs. Smith scorned such a probability — " How is
it possible," said she, " that she could have kept it from us all
this time ! " How, indeed !
The walk of Mr. Gould and his fair companion of course
ended at the ice-cream table. All promenaders make a halt at
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that interesting stand. There is such a nice opportunity for a
little flirtation as you lean against the pillars and trifle with your
spoon. It is a post of observation, likewise, and if you have aa
escort you are anxious should be noticed in attendance upon you,
this is the place, of all others, to be patronized. Harriet pecked
at the " vanilla/' and looked up at her companion with a sweet
timidity that would have become one of the Seminary young
ladies. A full attendance of those interesting misses was to be
noticed, by the way, who talked and giggled, flirted and romped
with the clerks of the various dry-goods stores, and the younger
law-students before mentioned.
So here stood our heroine, as long as a very small saucer of
ice-cream, furnished for " sixpence," would afford a pretext ; with
the delightful consciousness that all the young ladies were envy-
ing her, and even the Jordens had asked, in her hearing, who
that fine-looking stranger was. And then she was reluctantly
compelled to return to her duties at the cake-table, to the peril
of leaving Mr. Grould to play the agreeable to Miss Seymour.
However, he soon seemed to weary of her affectation, and vapid
conversation, and, to Harriet's great delight, strolled off by him-
self without asking an introduction to any one else.
Now the truth of the matter was this : Harrison Gould, Esq.
— so his letters were addressed — was a widower of some years'
standing, and in comfortable circumstances. He had been a
lawyer in the county town where he resided, but being naturally
inclined to ease, had given up his practice and turned his atten-
tion to amateur farming. That is; he read scientific and agricul-
tural books, and puzzled his head man— Roberts — with disqui-
sitions on " soils and gases ; ' ' and was sure, at the end of the
year, that it was owing to his researches and improved farming
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utensils, that the crops turned out so -well, while the neighbours
attributed it to the experience and active supervision of Roberts.
However, to let this pass — for it was an amiable weakness of a
very good-natured man — Mr. Gould had at length grown tired
of his solitary mansion. He thought Mrs. Roberts, though a
very good housekeeper, was not exactly suited to direct the edu-
cation of his two motherless daughters, who were approaching a
hoydenish age, and " needed looking after." In fine, one bright
December morning, he came to the desperate resolution of marry-
ing again. As he passed in review the various young ladies of
his acquaintance — he could not think of a widow, not he ! — there
came a recollection of having been somewhat struck by a dashing
woman he had passed a day or two with, at the house of a friend.
She was no school-girl, it is true, but he hated your chits — he
wanted a companion for himself, a mother for his children. So
he further resolved, as he himself termed it, " to look her up" —
and confer upon her the distinguished honour of his name, should
she please him, upon more intimate acquaintance.
And all this while we have left him sauntering about the fair !
No — he had grown weary of that, and ensconced himself in a
convenient niche near the "post-office," where he could watch
the carnival before him, at the same time sheltered in a measure
from observation by one of the "banners" we have before
alluded to.
He was quite comfortable here, and soon grew to distinguish
individuals among the crowd that now thronged the room.
He saw little children pause wistfully before the cake-table,
and compare the three pennies left of their small store, with the
nice tart marked sixpence. How the longing look passed away,
and returned again as the young spendthrift came in view of the
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gaily-dressed dolls, and the fancy pin-cushions. He heard the
young ladies pressing their beaux to purchase things that could
be of no manner of use, and were besides exorbitantly dear, with
an irresistible look, and " please do, for / made it." Ah, there
was no denying then, and the young gentleman emptied his
purse, and went without a new pair of boots in consequence. He
noticed Mrs. McCloud floating around the room, overseeing, plan-
ning, and admiring, with her most consequentially patronizing
air. His eyes rested for a long time on the calm, peaceful face
of Mrs. Jackson, its pensive beauty heightened by the plain
mourning dress she had not yet laid aside.
And then he could not help overhearing a conversation that
was going on in the little tent near which he leaned, of course
unobserved by its inmates.
" Oh, it's better than any farce," said the merry voice of Mrs.
Jorden, "to watch the Hardens this evening. Mamma's so
delighted at the prospect of Miss Harriet's having an offer at
last, and so anxious any one should see the gentleman she
intends for the honour of her son-in-law, and should understand
that ' he lives on the interest of his money ! ' '
" So he has really been caught !" said Miss Barnard, in return.
" Poor fellow ! he 's rather good-looking."
The listener could have boxed her ears for this patronizing
remark.
" Yes, and seems sensible in all other points. I wonder he
allowed himself to be l hooked.' If Harriet was an angel in
herself, I should think the prospect of having such a mother-
in-law to manage one's family affairs, would frighten any
man."
"My dear Marie," interposed another voice, evidently her
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husband's, "you are too severe. I do not believe you have yet
forgiven that little curiosity of theirs."
" Why not so much that, Hal, but it displayed them all so
perfectly. First, their watching you, and listening to a gossiping
seamstress; then that visit of inspection to Mary. No lady
would ever read another person's letters."
"Are you sure that Miss Harden did?"
" Why of course. She told Adeline Mitchell so. Did n't you
know they have never spoken since the morning of Mary's wed-
ding ? I have thought better of Adeline ever since. I looked
over at her to-night on Miss Harden's entrance, and was delighted
to find that, though it was evidently expected she would be with-
ered, confounded, not a glance or a movement betrayed the least
curiosity or chagrin. I'm inclined to think she's a good creature,
after all. At any rate, she has never tried to force herself into
any set of acquaintances, and it has been perfectly annoying to
see how Harriet Harden has toadied to Mrs. McCloud from the
moment this affair commenced. Such an opportunity was not
to be lost j I have been positively angry that any woman should
stoop so low."
"Pshaw, Marie, one sees that in any society. Never more
fully displayed than at Washington. I should have thought you
had become accustomed to it there."
Mr. Gould had heard quite enough of his intended relatives.
He had never liked Mrs. Harden particularly, and he could not
help noticing her fussy omciousncss in pointing him out to any
one near her, when he emerged from his concealment. No man
likes to feel himself baited for ; though perhaps willing enough
to be caught where he does not see the hook. Mr. Gould began
to grow nervous, and meditated returning to Berkshire the next
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morning. "While absorbed in these delightful reflections, he
found himself standing near a very sensible, quiet-looking person,
apparently about Miss Harden's age, who was in attendance at
the much undervalued "kitchen table." It might have been
suggested by her surroundings, but somehow, as he watched her
dispose of towels and holders, give "change" to purchasers from
the pocket of her pretty silk apron, (Mr. Gould had a particular
penchant for a little black silk apron, it always seemed so home-
like,) he began to wonder if she was engaged, or if she were a
wife already.
Contrary to his first intention, he turned once more to Miss
Harden, who welcomed the truant with a "smile of sweet
chiding," which was quickly changed to a contemptuous curl
of the lip, as he asked the name of the lady he had just been
observing.
" I have n't the honour of her acquaintance," was her some-
what ungentle reply — and Mr. Gould began to wonder how he
had ever thought Miss Harden agreeable. " I 'm not the first
man of my years that's gone on a fool's errand," was his con-
solatory reflection; but he twirled his watch-chain uneasily,
for all that.
Later in the evening he found himself once more by the
plain young lady, and, by way of introduction, began asking
the price of her wares. She smiled; he found she had good
teeth; — if there was any thing he noticed first, it was good
teeth — his own were remarkable for regularity and brilliancy.
She had a pleasant voice — Mr. Gould agreed with Shakspcaro,
that it was "an excellent thing in woman." She conversed
sensibly, and was witty without being sarcastic, and as he was
regretting politeness would not allow a longer chit-chat, Mrs.
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McCloud happened to come up, and said, "Mr. Gould, Miss
Mitchell," in her most gracious and affable manner.
It was not accident that brought Mrs. McCloud up there just
at that moment. She had wondered what they were talking
about, and besides, the good-natured lady knew that she could
not more effectually annoy Miss Harden than by the said intro-
duction. Some people take such pains to be of service to their
friends !
Mr. Gould started. He understood Miss Harden's negative
now — at least, he thought he did — and Adeline, though she had
altered very much for the better since her intimacy with Harriet
had ceased, and was now really what she seemed to be, a sensible,
good-natured girl, could not but feel a little pleasure in the turn
affairs had taken. Don't blame her, ladies — you would have felt
just the same, only, ten to one, you would have shown it more
plainly.
Mr. Gould walked home with Harriet Harden that evening,
of course ; it was his duty to do so ; he had escorted her there ;
and he was very civil, very polite ; in fact, so much so, that Har-
riet answered her mother's anxious inquiries, with the information
that she thought he 'd propose before the week was out, and then
retired to dream of a delightful residence in Berkshire. The
dream was, however, preluded by a speculation as to the material
of her wedding-dress, and the number of pounds of fruit-cake
that would be requisite. "There's one thing" — was her last
sleepy reflection — " Adeline Mitchell shall die with envy. The
creature! to flirt with him as she did to-night. However, he
saw through it all" — and her maiden meditations ended. But
strange to relate, Mr. Gould did not call the next day. Stranger
still, he walked home with Adeline Mitchell in the evening ; they
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went down before the Hardens, on the other side of Main Street.
Several remarked it. But the ensuing morning he called very
early, and proposed a walk before the hour she should be on
duty, and then he was particularly attentive to her all the eve-
ning.
The fair lasted four days, evenings inclusive. It was wonder-
fully successful, every one said. But we must follow other for-
tunes, and cannot pause to tell of the silver that was missing —
the table-linen ruined — the disputes that arose — the innumerable
cold dinners that were eaten in Rivertown during the whole of
that eventful week ; or how a general amnesty ensued, and the
Orphan Asylum flourished, and flourishes still, to the great credit
of the energetic ladies who planned and supported it ; and the
kind matron whose heart is bound up in her little charges, and
who spends health and strength for their comfort and well-being,
without a murmur. God reward her, say we !
We can only mention, as we close this chapter, that Mr. Gould
left Rivertown after a fortnight's visit, leaving Miss Harden in
a delightful state of uncertainty with regard to his intentions.
Though " she was sure, from what he said — he would write di-
rectly. There was one consolation; he seemed to have found
out that artful Adeline Mitchell, long before he left."
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CHAPTER IV.
CONCLUSION.
4 At last a story got afloat —
And like a wild-fire flew,
That Polly Peep knew — certainly!
Exactly what she knew !
'They came to think, that, after all,
'Twas not so great a catch,
And rather pitied her, because
She'd made so bad a match."
EASTMAN.
more, and for the last time, we chronicle a
spring in Rivertown.
If you had not felt the balmy south wind, or
looked up at the deep, deep blue sky, you could
have told from the appearance of nearly every household that it
was near the first of May. Among other uncomfortable fashions
the Rivertonians had introduced from New York, that of a general
moving on one day in the year, was widely patronized. Many
seemed to have what the French call un grand talent for migra-
tion, and one lady was so noted for this, that her friends were
accustomed to ask, where she was living now, whenever they
spoke of visiting her ; as we say of some young ladies not remark-
able for constancy — " who are they engaged to at present ? "
All who remained stationary, celebrated the commencement of
May by a grand house-cleaning festival — the ladies looking like
so many laundresses, the gentlemen being martyr-like in their
endurance of an evil they could not avert, and the whole house
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remaining no unapt representation of "chaos," for the time
being. Mi's. Harden was the chief priestess of the celebration
of these household mysteries. She always commenced " clean-
ing," at least a week before any one else, and prided herself on
paint that was as free from soil as her own good name ; brasses
that dazzled the eye with their brilliancy ; and white-washing as
"smooth and even" as if it had been done by a coloured pro-
fessor of the art.
So May had come, and Mrs. Harden was in her element. The
morning set apart for the above-mentioned process of white-wash-
ing had arrived. Harriet, who hated anything like work, took
an early departure, intending to make the tour of the shops, call
at the dress-maker's, and finish the day sociably with her friend
Mrs. Smith.
Mrs. Harden's face brightened, as she watched the steaming
of the lime-kettle before her. The parlour furniture was all
carefully covered with quilts and counterpanes, and herself equally
disguised in a faded calico loose-dress, (the uniform on such occa-
sions,) her night-cap pressed into service, and tied closely by an
equally faded ribbon ; her dress sleeves were tucked up to the
elbows, and about an hour after her daughter's departure, with
a brush tempered by clean hot water, she was ready to commence.
Other people might trust their parlour ceilings to a woman — she,
Mrs. Harden, never would ; she was not going to have the paper
ruined, and the colour taken out of the paint with splashes ! So,
mounted upon the kitchen ironing-table, the first long dash was
made, the operator dexterously closing both eyes, to avoid falling
drops, and "ducking" her head for the same purpose.
Alas, that a scene of such calm and quiet domestic happiness
should be rudely disturbed ! There was a violent " slamming ' '
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of the front door, a hurried rush through the hall, and Harriet
appeared before her mother in such a picture of angry despair,
that Mrs. Harden, for once, lost presence of mind and dropped
the handle of the brush into the lime-kettle, as she threw up both
hands in astonishment.
" My goodness ! child, what is the matter ? " — and Mrs. Har-
den " abandoned her position " with a jump that made the whole
room shake.
" I wish I was dead — I wish I never had seen — I wish you
wouldn't stare at me so, ma ! "
" Do you know what you 're talking about, Harriet ! What
has happened?"
" Adeline Mitchell — Mrs. Smith — Adeline's going to be mar-
ried ! " gasped the young lady, showing evident hysterical symp-
toms, such as flinging her arms about wildly, and panting, as her
eyes rolled with a ghastly expression.
" Well, I am beat — oh, mercy ! there goes your best bonnet
right into the white-wash ! "
" I don't care — I don't care," murmured the sufferer. " Let
me alone — I don't care if I never wear it again — I '11 never go
out of the house "
" Don't act like an extravagant fool," was the maternal response.
Mrs. Harden could not appreciate her daughter's present aban-
donment. To be sure, it was enough to provoke a saint, to have
Adeline Mitchell married first. Two years younger at the least
calculation — not a bit genteel !
" Who is it to ? " she continued. " Some greenhorn or other,
I'll be bound."
But the inquiry produced a fresh convulsion, and some time
elapsed before Mrs. Harden gathered that — could she believe her
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senses? — that Adeline Mitchell would actually become Mrs.
Gould !
"The mean thing !" said Miss Harriet.
" That flirt of a fellow — after being so desperate attentive to
you, too ! " responded her sympathizing mamma.
" Came here on purpose to see me — I know ho did — and then
to take up with her ! "
" He ought to be sued for breach of — of — " here Mrs. Harden
fortunately recollected herself, and added "peace" — in the most
quiet tone imaginable.
" Men are all alike," was her next ejaculation.
" As far as I 'm concerned — " Harriet had intended to say it
did not make the least difference to her who Mr. Gould married,
but she was not quite equal to so much resignation as yet, and left
the sentence unfinished, apparently to comment on her mother's
previous remark.
At length the storm in a measure subsided. The Kivertown
Ariadne had been calmed by " a good cry/' and began to narrate
particulars ; Mrs. Harden forgot the hardening lime, and sat down
in a rocking-chair to listen.
" Instead of going to Van Dusen's, I thought I 'd stop into
Miss Van Brooch's to see how much fringe I wanted for that
dress, and as I came in, I noticed her hustle away the work she
was at into a drawer that was open by her. But one sleeve fell
on the floor, and as I picked it up, I saw it was the richest silk I
ever laid my eyes on.
" < That 's for Mrs. McCloud, I suppose/ said I— I didn't ex-
pect any one else could afford it.
"'No it ain't for Mrs. McCloud/ said she; 'I never made up
half so handsome a piece of silk for her; and here's another for
154 THE GOSSIPS OF RIVERTOWN.
the same person ' — it was an elegant embroidered stone-coloured
merino, just like Mrs. Jorden's. < And that ain't the wedding-
dress either/ she went on; 'nor the wedding-dress ain't all; I
never saw such an elegant fit-out in my life/ said she, and so she
went on. ^ I knew it was useless to try and get it out of her who
it was for — she always was so awful close — though I teased, and
promised to be as still as death about it. I was just giving up
in despair, when what should I see but a handkerchief wrapped
around the merino, which, though there was no name on it, I
knew it in a minute ; it was one of that first set Adeline and I
hemstitched, three years ago ; I could swear to it anywhere ; she
stained it terribly the first time she used it, and there was the
mark of it yet. I felt as if I should have dropped, but I didn't
say one word. Before you knew it, I rushed into Mrs. Smith's ;
I thought I should hear some news, but she right out with it in
a minute. It was she that told me it was Mr. Grould. I '11 tell
you how she found it out. Her John has been helping in the
Post-office for a while back, and he says letters came twice a week
regularly to Adeline Mitchell. They're post-marked ' Union
Four-Corners, Berkshire Co.' She was coming over here this
afternoon to tell us, the spiteful thing ! Pretending it was too
bad — she felt so sorry for my disappointment, she said, (who
asked her to, I 'd like to know ?) and so did Mrs. Folger. She
came in. She says they 're going to be married soon, for two
boxes, that must have had wedding-cake in them, came up in the
boat last night, directed to the Mitchells, and they 've cleaned
house a month before they usually do."
" Yes, that they have," said Mrs. Harden, " if they 're through
aready — I thought I was ahead in that particular."
Miss Harriet was here overcome by the recollection of all she
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had lost, and Mrs. Harden glanced disconsolately around the
forlorn apartment.
Ah; it was too true ! — and here, where we first made the ac-
quaintance of our Rivertown friends, we must bid them adieu.
A change had come over the then cheerful room, and a deeper
shade over its inmates. It would have been adding to grief, if
any one had held up a mirror of the intervening time, and shown
the disconsolate maiden, that, if she had not interfered in
the fortunes of others, her own would have been unmarred.
How curiously the chain of circumstances had been linked, that
now bound down all her hopes for the future ! Hope would have
been unavailing — for not even the expectation of an ofier ever
again crossed her path.
Mrs. Folger was right in her predictions. Adeline was mar-
ried soon, within that very week, but so privately, that no one
discovered it until the carriages containing the bridal party stopped
at the railway depot. Mr. Gould's arrival the day before had
escaped notice, and most of the gossips were electrified by the news.
" "What will Harriet Harden say ? " asked Mrs. Jorden of her
sister, as they saw the carriages drive from the door.
" That is the best of the whole thing. If you could only have
seen the air with which she told me this morning, ' that those
who couldn't get what they liked, must take up with what they
could find/ as poor Mr. Gould had done ; as if any one woulu
ever be made to believe that Harriet Harden had refused any
man ! Moreover, she informed me, that Mr. Gould was not half
so wealthy as people supposed, he had lost so much in the Mar-
bio Stock Company, and she guessed Adeline Mitchell would
find her hands full with those romping girls to manage. How
could any woman ever dream of being a step-mother !"
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"It was a mystery/' Mrs. Jorden confessed; and then all
three laughed heartily. We say all three, for our old friend
Mary Butler had arrived the day before, and they were passing
a delightful morning together, in talking ovef old times. The
gentlemen had gone out — Mary's little one was asleep ; so there
was nothing to disturb them, except when Mary now and then
stole into the next room to bend over " the baby," with all a
young mother's tender watchfulness for her first-born.
And so — partings seem the order of the day — we will leave
them also ; — the younger ladies surrounded by all that ministers
to earthly happiness, and the widow, finding in the conscientious
fulfilment of daily duty, "that peace which the world cannot
give." Her child was daily growing more like her lost one, and
he filled the void in affections that else might have craved another
object to love and to trust.
Mrs. Gould is quoted as a pattern step-mother, and has become
the pride of her husband and his household ; good Mrs. Eoberts
wondering " how they ever managed without her." It is strange
how some natures expand and improve in the atmosphere of a
congenial home. The matronly Mrs. Gould would hardly be re-
cognized as the discontented and somewhat scandal-loving Miss
Mitchell of our first acquaintance.
Her first visit to her old home caused some little excitement
recently in Kivertown, where all things go on as usual. There
have been two weddings there the past winter, but John Harden
declares it is n't half so lively as when Harriet and Mrs. Smith
had Adeline to help them set the neighbourhood by the
cars.
Mrs. Harden and Mrs. Folger are not of much use to them
either, at present ; the one lady being deeply interested in the
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spread of Homoeopathic principles, and the other having become
so interested in California news, that all other seems insipid.
" Even as some sick men will take no medicine, unless some
pleasant thing be put amongst their potions, although it be some-
what hurtful, yet the physician suflereth them to have it:
so, because many will not hearken to serious and grave docu-
ments, unless they be mingled with some fable or jest, therefore
reason willeth us to do the like" — says that quaint old writer,
Sir Thomas More. And this has been the argument of the ap-
parently trifling sketches through which your patience, dear ladies,
has accompanied us.
The little time that we have mingled in society, has taught us
that " gossip" is the root of its deepest evil. Trifles are misre-
presented and magnified; a whisper of suspicion becomes the
death-warrant of family peace, and the stain on a spotless cha-
racter. And though we are well aware that
" More offend from want of thought,
Than from any want of feeling — "
we have seen the bitterest suffering ensue — perhaps there is none
more intense known to a woman's heart. If these pages shall
have aided to place this more fully before any, and lead them to
cherish that " charity which thinketh no evil/' then is their au-
thor's purpose already accomplished.
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SKETCHES
IN PROSE AND VERSE.
(159,
THE PORTRAIT;
THE WIFE'S JEALOUSY.
" ' The picture is too calm for me,
Too calm for me,' she said."
Miss BARRETT.
OULD it be possible that it was three weeks since
my marriage ? We were at the end of our jour-
ney, yet I wished it were just commenced. The
carriage rattled over the rough pavements, — the
street-lamps flashed brilliantly through the darkness; and the
noisy murmur that rose upon the evening air, so unlike the quiet
of my mountain home, told me that I was in the heart of the
city, near to the mansion in which I was to pass so much of the
future. No wonder my heart beat fast, as the roll of wheels was
hushed, and that I gazed eagerly through the night to catch the
first glimpse of my destined dwelling-place. I could see that the
house was large, and I thought there was a gloomy air about it;
but this might have been caused by the swaying of the leafless
trees, as they moaned in the autumn wind ; or perhaps the huge
wreath of ivy, that hung heavily from the dark wall. Then I
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turned from the window, for a dear voice whispered, "This
is our home, — your home, my bird ; think you it will be a happy
one?"
How could I doubt it, when eyes beaming with deep affection
questioned^me ? — My own gave reply ; my heart was too full for
words.
A strong arm bore me from the carriage, and shrinking from
the chill blast, I did not look up until we stood in the warmly
lighted hall. The servants had gathered there to see their new
mistress, with the housekeeper at their head. I knew she would
be kind to me, the moment my eyes looked upon her motherly
face — it was so placid and gentle ; but when she came to greet
me, I was timid as a child, and clung to my husband's arm, as
he gracefully received her congratulations, offered in the name
of the household.
" Let Margaret take your wraps," said he, as we entered the
parlours. " You must rest a little before tea, and then we '11
explore the house together." I yielded a ready assent, — for
I was fatigued with the long day's ride, — and sank into the lux-
urious seat, which he had drawn near to the cheerful grate, ar-
ranging the cushions with his own hand. Margaret was very kind
and attentive; she looked almost with affection upon Herbert,
anticipating his slightest wish, and promoting his comfort in many
ways, which, young and thoughtless as I was, I should never
have noticed. Then as I marked the mildness and deference with
which he replied to her lightest question, I loved him all the
more ; for my own haughty spirit was rebuked, and almost un-
consciously his gentle manner became my own.
It was, a happy hour — perchance the happiest in my life
— when I went from room to room, leaning upon his arm,
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and listening, as he pointed out the many little comforts
and elegancies which had been arranged for me ; trifles which
I had not thought man ever noticed, yet on which home
enjoyment in so great a measure depends. Nothing had been
forgotten, — he was so thoughtful, — so considerate. "We lingered
at length, in a little apartment opening from the drawing-room,
which had pleased me more than any other. It was fitted up as
a library, and the recesses were lined with quaintly-carved book-
shelves, of some dark, highly-polished wood. On one — appa-
rently a recent addition — I found all my favourite authors, —
those we had read and studied together, when I first learned how
noble was the intellect that had bowed to bestow thought and
affection upon me. Low; cushioned chairs, and luxurious lounges
were scattered about, and the heavy crimson curtains that ex-
cluded the cold, gave a warmth and " coziness" to the apartment,
that made me feel, for the first time, as if at home. More than
all, a piano, exactly like the one that had been my own, stood
smiling a welcome from its ivory keys, and the songs I had first
sung for him were lying beside it. I could almost have cried
with joy, it was so like a dear familiar face; and when my hus-
band drew me more closely to his side, and told me his hope that
I would not pine in my new home, I felt it was indeed mine, and
that his love and care would make it a Paradise. Father, —
mother, — sisters, — they were all dear, I had been their idol ; but
as my hand trembled within Herbert's, I felt that I should be
amply repaid for all I had given up for him.
Very beautiful were the dear eyes that sought an answer in
my own ; the forehead was as pure as the noble intellect which
it enshrined ; the mouth, delicate as a woman's, yet fine in its out-
line, told of the combined strength and sweetness that so sin-
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gularly marked his character. A reverence had even mingled
with my deep love, for the first flush of youth had passed from
his brow, subduing the once brilliant complexion to a delicacy
more in accordance with the thoughtful expression which he ever
wore, save when he listened and replied to me. There were
many years' difference in our ages, but I wondered when I heard
it almost sneeringly remarked the morning of our bridal. Could
those who jested at that holy hour, have looked into my heart,
they could have seen that this added to my devotion ; for time
had but given dignity to his carriage, and strength to his charac-
ter. Young and untried as I was, I felt, as I then gave my future
happiness to his keeping, that I could not have trusted him so
fully, had he not already passed the ordeal of rash impetuous
youth.
I could but wonder that one so gifted, so honoured, loved an
ignorant child such as I. Well has it been said " true love
maketh the heart humble." But when I saw that, strange as it
seemed, it was indeed so, — his affection was warm and sincere,
I could say, in the words of Zelucoth, " In loving I have not
found thee much older or wiser than myself, and I should not
quarrel with these few gray hairs, did they not remind me how
many years of that love I have lost." There were no threads of silver
mingling with the light curls that lay upon Herbert's temples ;
but they were thinned by deep thought, ay, and by illness. But
for this, you would not have dreamed that life's meridian was
already attained. Yet knowing his gentleness and forbearance,
there were those who prophesied that our marriage would bring
unhappiness instead of joy to us both. Not that he was older than
myself — that was well, they said — I should have a guide and pro-
tector in him; but they croakingly whispered that I was a second
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wife; the shadow of the first could rest upon our household. I had
known ere we met, that " the friend of his youth was dead" —
that years had passed since he laid her in the grave, with her
babe upon her bosom ; and after I had learned to watch for his
footsteps hoping that he sometimes thought of mB, I listened to
the sad story from his own lips. There was not a thought of
jealousy in my soul. He had been perfectly candid and truth-
ful ; I had required this ; and when he spoke of her beauty and
loveliness of character, I could not have trusted him, had he not
shown a devotion to the memory of one so worthy. I prayed
silently that I might be fitted to fill her place, — and felt that I
should be satisfied with a remnant of the affection so long since
given to her.
Not long before our marriage, we had been speaking of her
wonderful beauty. " Have you a portrait, or miniature ? " said I.
" There was one suspended by my own a few months before
her death ; it is still in the library, and shall be undisturbed if
you choose so : we will look at it together some day." From that
time it was constantly in my thoughts.
My friends smiled at what they called my infatuation when I
spoke enthusiastically of his first wife, and how devoted Herbert
had been to her.
"A strange subject with which to entertain a young bride,"
said they ; but I cared not, for I knew he loved me better that I
was childishly petulant as others might have been. It was a
pleasure for him to speak freely of the departed, and as I have
said before, I thought I should be content with a divided reart.
As we rested in that pleasant little room, the portrait came to
my recollection, and I glanced around hastily in search of it.
The heavy frame was gleaming from the shades of a recess, but
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I did not like to approach it ; there seemed an intrusion on the
enjoyment of the hour. An undefined sensation of discomfort
crept over me ; hut it passed quickly, and I was once more happy,
oh, so happy!
When Margaret attended me to my own room, I spoke of her
former mistress. The old lady's eyes brightened in a moment.
" Oh ! she was an angel ! — so good ! " and for the first time the
praise annoyed me, fell jarringly on my ear. That night I could
not speak. It may have heen weariness, or the novel aspect of
the room which prevented me, hut whatever the cause I lay for
hours restless and disturbed ; thinking, — at times, half dreaming,
— and again broad awake. The portrait ! how it lingered in my
mind ! I pictured it to myself in every possible light, and at
length I cautiously arose, and throwing on a wrapper thrust my
feet into velvet slippers, and left the room. Like a guilty
creature I stole silently down the stairs, shading the lamp lest its
faint light should betray me. As I entered the library, the fire,
which was not yet extinguished, flashed luridly upon the object
of my search, and revealed it suspended by the image of my
husband. I almost held my breath as I looked eagerly upward
at the beautiful vision.
The eyes, large and lustrous, were fixed upon mine as if they
would read the innermost heart; a smile lingered about the
small mouth, and an almost unearthly serenity and purity rested
upon the forehead. A scarf floated over the head, veiling, yet
not concealing clusters of luxuriant curls, — and though it was
gathered about the throat, its folds revealed the gently swelling
bust. It was the perfection of womanly beauty.
Half unconsciously I turned to the mirror to mark the contract.
A slight girlish figure, a face pale with restless thought, and eyes
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wan and sunken, greeted me. My hair was streaming in tangled
masses over the white drapery which I had hastily wrapped about
me, and the loose sleeves had fallen back, disclosing an arm as
yet imperfect in its outline. "How can he love me I" was my
first thought ; " he must constantly compare me with that perfect
face and form." I was utterly humiliated, yet I did not blame
him ; for when I crept to his side hours after, I prayed, while my
eyelids at length closed in heavy slumber, that forgetting my
youth and ignorance, he might look with indulgence upon my
follies, and love me with only half the affection he had lavished
upon her.
For a time, the novelty of everything, — the constant round of
gayety consequent upon an introduction to a new home and circle
of acquaintances, drove all thoughts save love for Herbert from
my mind. But at length visits and out-door engagements became
less frequent, my husband devoted himself more closely to pro-
fessional duties, and I had my leisure hours which I passed in
solitary musings, with my books and needle for companions.
My mornings were usually passed in the library, and often I have
gazed for hours on those portraits, turning from one to the other,
and marking the fitness of that first union. But other feelings
began to mingle with these reveries. The slightest accident will
often arouse thoughts that have long slumbered, a word release
flames that have hitherto glowed in the darkness.
I was sitting one morning with a young friend who had been
ushered into this room for the first time. She praised it to my
heart's content. So carefully shaded, so prettily furnished ! the
books, the music, — and, stopping before the pictures, " Why did
you not tell me that your portrait was here ? " said she, then sud-
denly looking grave as she saw her mistake, begged pardon for
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her thoughtlessness, and added " she did not expect to find that
picture in my boudoir."
I did not like the peculiar emphasis with which she spoke, but
though the blood rushed to my face, quietly replied that it was
my wish to have it remain ; and then tried to turn the conversa-
tion. But my visitor would not be diverted. " That can hardly
do justice to Mrs. Morton's face," she continued, " though I do
not recollect her distinctly. Aunt has often told me she was the
most beautiful woman in the city. Grandpapa was very fond of
her, and says, when she sang, it seemed the voice of an angel,
and he could imagine nothing more like Heaven than her smile.
I should be jealous if I were in your place, and insist on having
it removed ; but you are a strange creature." Some one else being
announced, she gaily took leave, little thinking how poisonous an
arrow her light words had winged to my heart.
That day for the first time my husband's caresses seemed cold,
and his words of affection to lack that tenderness that had made
them as music to my ear. In the evening he did not sit with
me as usual, but pleading a difficult case which had perplexed
him through the day, and required much study, he retired to the
library, leaving me alone. I cast myself upon the sofa, and
burying my face in my hands, gave way to an uncontrollable
burst of tears, calling myself the most unhappy of women, think-
ing the time which I so dreaded had come, — that my husband no
longer loved me.
My passion had blinded me. I did not mark that he was far
paler than I had ever known him, the effect of many days' close
confinement in a crowded court-room, listening to one of the most-
important cases that had ever been argued before him. I did
not reflect, that since the day of my leaving home, he had been
constantly at my side ; refusing all invitations in which I was not
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included, though well fitted to grace the festive board. He had
almost estranged his friends by this seclusion ; yet I forgot the
past. " He is weary of his new plaything," I murmured bitterly.
" He looks on me as a child ; he does not deem me worthy of
confidence, or capable of sympathy with his lofty pursuits." Yet
I knew that she had shared every thought; she had aided him
to gain the lofty position he now occupied, by her advice and
encouragement. Perhaps he was even then seeking inspiration
before her image. " It shall not be — he must love me, for he
has vowed to," and as this thought came to me, I sprang hastily
to my feet, and in a moment was standing beside him.
Herbert looked up in surprise from the manuscript he was
reading. " Oh, is it you, Eveline ? I thought you were amusing
yourself in your own room, happy to be rid of your tiresome hus-
band for once."
He rose as he spoke, and putting back the curls from my fore-
head, kissed me tenderly. How rebuked I felt for my unjust
suspicions! My eyes fell before his kind enquiring glance,
although I had come resolved to upbraid him ; and shrinking from
his arm — for I felt that I did not deserve such gentleness, I
muttered something about a book, and taking the first that I saw,
left him again to his solitude. An hour more and he joined me ;
during that time I had resolved to stifle and subdue the sinful
thoughts that had made me so miserable, and met him with a joy
I tried in vain to conceal.
How frail are our best resolves ! how unconquerable an unjust
suspicion when once rooted in the mind ! Again that terrible
feeling returned, and gradually became stronger, as I ceased to
struggle against it. Its influence followed me everywhere. In
my own room, I remembered the former occupant, and it became
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hateful to me ; my mirror was shunned, for beside my own image
I could ever see the face which had been years ago daily reflected
there ; I despised the girlish beauty of which I had once been so
proud, as I thought of that magnificent form, in its rich develop-
ment of womanly beauty. Still an irresistible influence drew me
to the library. I sat there for hours, while my work fell forgotten
at my feet, studying with a strange earnestness, every lineament
of that beautiful face. All things seemed to conspire in adding
to my misery : in any word that was spoken I could trace some
hidden meaning. The very servants seemed to disdain my rule.
I had requested that some slight alteration should be made in the
arrangement of the drawing-room furniture; but ere it could be
effected, Margaret came in haste to say, " Certainly it should be
done if I wished ; but poor Mrs. Morton had ordered it to be
placed as it now was, a few days before her death ; and Mr. Mor-
ton had never allowed it to be moved. Perhaps he does not care
now," she added, as I thought in a murmuring tone — and I felt
that she also loved the first wife better than the new.
Days, weeks, passed slowly. I became discontented and
morose. I shrank from my husband's caresses, and when he
tenderly asked if I were ill, gave no reply. How could I tell
him the vile feeling that o'ermastered every other ! How could
I return his kisses, when I remembered whose lips had once been
as fondly pressed! Yet, strange as it may seem, I encouraged
him to speak of her, to tell a thousand little things that circum-
stances recalled. Every word was a dagger, yet I sought tho
wound ; there was a strange pleasure in thus inviting the torture.
Herbert marked that my checks flushed, and my eyes brightened
as I listened ; he thought it admiration for the noble character
thus disclosed. His pure mind dreamed not that / was jealous
of tiie dead ! Yet it waa even so.
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I noticed one evening that he did not seem as cheerful as
usual, and, with a feeling of self-reproach, asked if he was ill.
"No, not ill," he said, "only a little sad; it is the anniversary
of Amelia's death." I withdrew niy hand from his brow, as if a
serpent had suddenly fastened upon it ; but in a moment checked
my emotion, and when he proposed going to the library, followed
him without a word. Ho paused at the piano, and asked me to
play for him, saying that it was a long time since he had heard
me sing. The ballad he selected had been arranged by her, and
I doubted not that he had often listened to its melody from her
lips ; yet, though I touched the keys mechanically, there was no
discord of voice or instrument to betray me. Herbert thanked
me as I concluded, but he was lost in thought, and the commen-
dation seemed given from habit, rather than impulse.
" Did you ever notice the peculiar1 beauty of Amelia's mouth ?"
he asked at length, — the piano was directly before the pictures, —
"It was certainly the most beautiful mouth that I ever saw;
and that hand, could any thing be more faultless ? But no copy
could equal the original."
He did not think the remark unkind, for, as I have said, I had
ever encouraged him to speak freely of her. Perhaps he won-
dered why I did not respond as usual ; but my mood was most
bitter. Those who in my girlhood flattered me, had said my
mouth was by far the most beautiful feature of my face. I knew
well that it was so. Even Herbert, in our first acquaintance,
had marked the haughty curve of the crimson lips ; and the first
time that my hand ever rested in his own, he spoke of its deli-
cacy, and laughingly said the slender fingers were far too aristo-
cratic for an American maiden. Yet now her mouth was perfect ;
her hand incomparable.
I endured that night, agony such as I had never before
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imagined. I watched Herbert's features, as their outline was re-
vealed in the calm moonlight, and my heart was filled with a wild
love, that would have been thought madness, by natures less en-
thusiastic than my own. I recalled the hour when first we met,
the thrill of deep emotion with which I had heard his first loving
word, — the kiss that sealed my promise to be his wife, — the long,
long days of happiness that followed, when we rode, sat, or
walked together, I, as if in a dream of delight, trying to compre-
hend the extent of the treasure which had been so suddenly be-
stowed upon me. But now all was changed. I was beginning
to realize that, —
" Man full speedily forgets the idol of a day."
Such was the fatal blindness which enshrouded me.
My husband stirred in his slumber, and a pleasant smile stole
over his face, as his outstretched hand fell heavily upon my own.
The slight pressure increased my misery. I longed to waken
him with a kiss, to fold my arms about his neck, and pray him
to love me again ; pleading, oh ! so earnestly, that he would teach
me how to be worthy of him.
If I could but tell him all — all, that distressed me ! But
something restrained me, even as my mouth bent to his, — prompted
me to leave his side, — a feeling that it was no longer my place.
Again I left the room in the hush of midnight, and ere I was
aware whither my footsteps tended, stood before the picture which
had such a strange power to embitter my existence.
Oh ! the mocking smile which played over that face ! It
wreathed the pale lips, and gleamed from those glorious eyes 1
A look of scorn and derision which said, — "I am avenged!"
My husband's eyes looked down coldly and reprovingly, and there
as I turned again towards Amelia, I saw the hand which grasped
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the scarf, slowly extended from the picture ; it pointed in mockery
towards me, and yet I could not turn from the hated sight. I
stood as if turned to stone, — how long, I knew not. I remember
that the moonlight grew misty and indistinct, that the pictures
swam before me, while a thousand voices seemed ringing in my
ears. Then the agony which I endured struggled for utterance
in a low deep moan, and I fell senseless upon the thick carpet.
I was roused from a death-like slumber by a kiss so gentle,
that at first I thought it the touch of the spring breeze, which
wandered through the room. But the breeze in its murmurings
never whispered such loving words as those which fell upon my
car, when I languidly unclosed my eyes, and looked towards the
light. Everything was strange, yet familiar ; and it was many
moments ere I could recollect how or where, that terrible stupor
had fallen upon me. This was my own room, I was leaning upon
the breast of my husband, and when I wondered that morning
had come so quickly, he told me that my unconsciousness had
lasted for many days.
I had left the room in the delirium of a violent fear; the
extended hand was a phantom which it had conjured up. Miss-
ing me from his side, Herbert was startled by the moan and heavy
fall, and had found me lying, as if dead, before the portrait.
For hours they were unable to restore suspended animation, but
at length the swoon gave place to wild ravings, in which I re-
vealed the secret of my heart.
I have told you that my life was a dream of delight when I
first knew that Herbert wooed me for his wife ; that the weeks
following our marriage had sped as if winged ; but never have I
known such calm, unalloyed happiness, as in the long, bright
days of my convalescence, when Herbert was more tender, more
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devoted, than ever before. The spring flowers which he brought
to cheer my room, seemed doubly fragrant — the poems which he
read acquired a new charm, as he
" Lent to the rhyme of the poet
The beauty of his voice."
and there I first learned, from his gentle praises and commenda-
tions, that self-appreciation is a duty devolving upon all. " Every
grace is not combined in one," he said, — and told me that the
sincere and truthful love which I had given him, endeared me as
much as a powerful intellect and peerless beauty would have
done. That as yet I knew not the strength of my own character,
and in its development under his careful scrutiny and counsel,
he had promised himself much pleasure. Above all, I learned
that man's heart may know a second love, pure and devoted,
while the first is unforgotten. My error had been the too fre-
quent one of judging the emotions of another by my own. I
left my room, when the flush of health was once more restored
to my cheek, a better and a wiser woman ; I had attained that
perfect love, which casteth out fear.
The recess is now entirely filled, for my own portrait is added
to the two first placed there. My husband grows daily more
proud of the little daughter, who sits upon his knee, and points
with her dimpled hand to "good papa" — and her "two mam-
mas"— for she insists that she has claim to both. It was but
last evening, that Herbert looked up, with an odd smile playing
about his fine mouth, and asked me if I did not think our little
Amelia grew daily more like the portrait that had once been my
terror ; I replied in the affirmative, without one feeling of jeal-
ousy, for I should be proud to think that she resembled, both in
mind and person, the first wife of my husband.
TREES IN THE CITY.
'Tis beautiful to see a forest stand,
Brave with its moss-grown monarchs, and the pride
Of foliage dense, to which the south wind bland
Comes with a kiss, as lover to his bride ;
To watch the light grow fainter, as it streams
Through arching aisles, where branches interlace,
Where sombre pines rise o'er the shadowy gleams
Of silver birch, trembling with modest grace.
But they who dwell beside the stream and hill,
Prize little treasures there so kindly given;
The song of birds, the babbling of the rill,
The pure unclouded light and air of heaven.
They walk as those who seeing cannot see,
Blind to this beauty even from then1 birth,
We value little blessings ever free,
We covet most the rarest things of earth.
But rising from the dust of busy streets,
These forest children gladden many hearts ;
As some old friend their welcome presence greets
The toil-worn soul, and fresher life imparts.
Their shade is doubly grateful when it lies
Above the glare which stifling walls throw back,
Through quivering leaves we see the soft blue skies,
Then happier tread the dull, unvaried track.
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And when the first fresh foliage, emerald-hued,
Is opening slowly to the sun's glad beams,
How it recalleth scenes we once have viewed,
And childhood's fair, but long-forgotten dreams !
The gushing spring, with violets clustering round —
The dell where twin flowers trembled in the breeze-
The fairy visions wakened by the sound
Of evening winds that sighed among the trees.
There is a language given to the flowers —
To me, the trees " dumb oracles" have been j
As waving softly, fresh from summer showers,
Their whisper to the heart will entrance win.
Do they not teach us purity may live
Amid the crowded haunts of sin and shame,
And over all a soothing influence give —
Sad hearts from fear and sorrow oft reclaim ?
And though transferred to uncongenial soil,
Perchance to breathe alone the dusty air,
Burdened with sounds of never-ceasing toil —
They rise as in the forest free and fair ;
They do not droop and pine at adverse fate,
Or wonder why their lot should lonely prove,
But give fresh life to hearts left desolate,
Fit emblems of a pure, unselfish love.
THE
NEW ENGLAND FACTORY GIRL.
A SKETCH OF EVERYDAY LIFE.
CHAPTER I.
HOPING AND PLANNING.
For naught its power to STRENGTH can teach
Like EMULATION — and ENDEAVOUR.
SCHILLER,
HE family of Deacon Gordon were gathered in the
' large kitchen, at the commencement of the first
1 snow-storm of the season. With what delight the
children watched the driving clouds — and shouted
with exultation as they tried to count the fleecy flakes floating
gently to the earth — nestling upon its bleak, bare surface as if
they would fain shield it 'with a pure and beautiful mantle. Fast-
er and faster came the storm ; even the deacon concluded that it
would amount to something, after all ; perhaps there might be
sleighing on Thanksgiving-day ; though he thought it rather un-
certain. His wife did not reply : she was bidding the children be
a little less noisy in their mirth.
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" We can get out our sleds in the morning, can't we, Mary?"
said Master Ned. " I 'rn so glad you finished my mittens last
Saturday. I told Tom Kelly I hoped it would snow soon, for I
wanted to see how warm they were. Won't I make the ice-balls
fly!"
Ned had- grown energetic with the thought, and seizing his
mother's ball of worsted, aimed it at poor puss, who was sleeping
quietly before the blazing fire. Alas! for Neddy — puss but
winked her great sleepy eyes as the ball whizzed past, and was
buried in the pile of ashes that had gathered around the huge
"back-log." His mother did not scold; she had never been
known to disturb the serenity of the good deacon by an ebulli-
tion of angry words. Indeed, the neighbours often said she was
too quiet, letting the children have their own way. Mrs. Gordon
chose to rule by the law of love, a mode of government little
understood by those around her. Could they have witnessed
Ned's penitent look, when his mother simply said — " Do you see
how much trouble you have given me, my son ? " they would not
have doubted its efficacy.
The deacon said nothing, but opened the almanac he had just
taken down from its allotted corner, and thought, as he searched
for " Nov. 25th," that he had the best wife in the world, and if
his children were not good it was their own fault. The great
maxim of the deacon's life had been " let well enough alone" —
but not always seeing clearly what was "well enough," he was
often surprised when he found matters did not turn out as he had
expected. This had made him comparatively a poor man, though
the fine farm he had inherited from his father should have ren-
dered him perfectly independent of the world. Little by little
had been sold, until it was not more than half its original size,
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and the remainder, far less fertile than of old, scarce yielded a
sufficient support for his now numerous family. He had a holy
horror of debt, however — and with his wife's rigid and careful
economy, he managed to balance accounts at the end of the year.
But this was all — there was nothing in reserve — should illness
or misfortune overtake him, life's struggle would be hard indeed
for his youthful family.
The deacon was satisfied — he had found the day of the month,
and in a spirit of prophecy quite remarkable, the context added,
" Snow to be expected about this time."
"It's late enough for snow, that's time," said he, as he care-
fully replaced his " farmer's library," then remarking it was near
time for tea, he took up his blue homespun frock, and went out
in the face of the storm to see that the cattle were properly cared
for. The deacon daily exemplified the proverb — "A merciful
man is merciful to his beast."
" Father is right," said Mrs. Gordon, using the familiar title
so commonly bestowed upon the head of the family in that sec-
tion of country. " Mary, it is quite time you were busy, and
you, James, had better get in the wood."
The young people to whom she spoke had been conversing
apart at the furthest window of the room; — Mary, a girl of
fifteen, James, scarce more than a year her senior. They started
at their mother's voice, as if they had quite forgotten where they
were, but in an instant good-humouredly said she was right, and
without delay commenced their several tasks. James was as-
sisted by Ned, who, since he had come into possession of his first
pair of boots — an era in the life of every boy — had been pro-
moted to the office of chip-gatherer; and Sue, a rosy little girl
of eight or nine, spread the table, while her sister prepared the
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tea ; cutting the snowy loaves made by her own hand ; and bring-
ing a roll of golden butter she herself had moulded, Mrs. Gordon
gave a look of general supervision, and finished the preparations
for the eYening meal by the addition of cheese — such as city
people never see — just as Mr. Gordon and James returned,
stamping the snow from their heavy boots, and sending a shower
of drops from the already melting mass which clung to them.
Never was there a happier group gathered about a fanner's
table, and when, with bowed head and solemn voice, the father
had begged the blessing of Heaven upon their simple fare, the
children did ample justice to the plain but substantial viands.
Mrs. Gordon wondered how they found time to eat, there was so
much to be said on all sides ; but talk as they would — and it is
an established fact that the conversational powers of children are
developed with greater brilliancy at table than elsewhere — when
the repast was finished there was very little reason to complain
on the score of bad appetites.
Then commenced the not unpleasant task of brightening and
putting away the oft-used dishes. Mary and Sue were no loiter-
ers, and by the time their mother had swept the hearth, and ar-
ranged the displaced furniture, cups and plates were shining on
the dresser, as the red fire-light gleamed upon them. The deacon
sat gazing intently upon the glowing embers — apparently in deep
meditation, though it is to be questioned whether he thought at
all. Mrs. Gordon had resumed her knitting, while Sue and Ned,
after disputing some time whose turn it was to hold the yarn,
were busily employed in winding a skein of worsted into birds-
nest balls.
" Seven o'clock comes very soon, don't it Eddy ? " said Sue,
as their heads came in contact at the unravelling of a terrible
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" tangle" — I wish it would be always daylight, and then wouldn't
we sit up a great many hours ? I 'd go to school at night instead
of the day-time, and do all my errands, and go to meeting too —
then we should have all day long to play in, and if we got tired
we could lie down on the grass in the orchard and take a little
nap, or here before the fire, if it was winter. Oh, dear ! I 'm
sure I can't see why there 's any dark at all ! "
" You girls don't know anything," answered Master Ned, with
the inherent air of superiority which alike animates the boy and
the man, where women are concerned — " If there was no night,
what would become of the chickens? They can't go to sleep in
the daylight, can they, I 'd like to know ? And if they didn't
go to sleep, how would they ever get fat, or large ; and maybe
they wouldn't have feathers; then what would we do for bolsters,
and beds, and pillows ? You didn't think of that, I guess, Susy."
Ned's patronizing air quite offended his sister, but she did not
stop to show it, for she had, as she thought, found an admirable
plan for the chickens.
" Well," said she slowly, not perceiving in her abstraction that
the skein was nearly wound, " we could make a dark room in the
barn for the biddies, and they could go in there when it ought to
be sundown. I guess they'd know — " but here there came an
end to the skein and their speculations, for seven o'clock rang
clearly and loudly from the wooden time-piece in the corner, and
the children obeyed the signal for bed, not without many " oh,
dears," and wishes that the clock could not strike.
" James," said his elder sister, as their mother left the room
with the little ones, " let us tell father and mother all about it
to-night. They might as well know now as any time ; and Ste-
phen will be back in the morning."
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"Don't speak so loud/' whispered the boy, "father will hear
you. I suppose we might as well ; but I do so dread it, I 'in
sure it would kill me if they were to say no, and now I can hope
at least."
"I know it all/' said his stronger-minded adviser; "but I
shall feel better when they are told. I know mother wonders
what we are always whispering about; and it does not seem
right to hide anything from her. Here she is, and when we 've
got father's cider and the apples, I shall tell them if you
don't."
Poor James ! it was evident that he had a cherished project
at stake. Never before had he been so long in drawing the cider.
Mary had heaped her basket with rosy-cheeked apples before he
had finished ; and when at length he came from the cellar, his
hand trembled, so that the brown beverage was spilled upon the
neat hearth.
"You are a little careless/' said his mother; but the boy
offered no excuse ; he cast an imploring glance at his sister, and
walked to the window, though the night was dark as Erebus, and
the sleet struck sharply against the glass.
" James and I want to talk with you a little while, father and
mother, if you can listen now," said Mary, boldly; and then
there was a pause — for she had dropped a whole row of stitches
in her knitting, and numberless were the loops which were left,
as she took them up again.
Her father looked at her with a stare of astonishment, or else
he was getting sleepy, and was obliged to open his eyes very
widely, lest they should close without his knowledge.
" Well, my child," said Mrs. Gordon, in a gentle tone of en-
couragement— for she thought, from Mary's manner, that the
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development of the confidential communications of the brother
and sister was at hand.
" We have been making a plan, mother — " but James could
go no further, and left the sentence unfinished. " Mary will tell
you all," he added, in a choking voice, as he turned once more to
the window.
Mary did tell all, clearly, and without hesitation ; while her
mother's pride, and her father's astonishment, increased as the
narrative progressed. James, young as he was, had fixed his
heart upon gaining a classical education — a thing not so rare in
the New England States as with us, for there the false idea still
prevails, that a man is unfit to enter upon a profession until he
has served the four years' laborious apprenticeship imposed upon
all "candidates for college prizes." With us, the feeling has
almost entirely passed away ; a man is not judged by the number
of years he is supposed to have devoted to the literature of past
ages — the question is, what does he know ? not, how was that
knowledge gained ? But in the rigid and formal atmosphere by
which it was the fortune of our little hero to be surrounded, the
prejudice was strong as ever ; and the ambitious boy, in dream-
ing out for himself a life of fame and honour, saw before him,
as an obstacle hardly possible of being surmounted, a collegiate
education.
For months he had kept the project a secret in his own heart,
and had daily, and almost hourly, gone over and over again, every
difficulty which presented itself. He saw at once that he could
expect no aid from his father, for he knew the constant struggle
going on in the household to narrow increasing expenses to their
humble means. His elder brother, Stephen, would even oppose
the plan — for, he being very like their father, was plodding and
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industrious, content with the present hour, and heartily despised
books and schools, as being entirely beneath his notice. His
mother would, he hoped, aid him by her approval and encourage-
ment— this was all she could bestow ; and Mary, however will-
ing, had not more to ofier. At length he resolved to tell his
sister, who had ever been his counsellor, the project which he
had so long cherished.
" I am not selfish about it," said he, as he dilated upon the
success which he felt sure would be his, could this first stumbling-
block but be removed. " Think how much I could do for you
all. Father would be relieved from the burden of supporting me,
for he does not need my assistance now, the farm is so small, and
Ed is growing old enough to do all my work. Then you should
have a capital education, for you ought to have it ; and you could
teach a school that would be more to the purpose than the district
school. After I had helped you all, then I could work for my-
self; and mother would be so proud of her son ! But, oh !
Mary," and the boy's heart sank within him, " I know it can
never be."
The two, brother and sister, as they sat there together, were
a fair illustration of the "dreamer and the worker." Mary was
scarce fifteen, but she was thoughtful beyond her years, yet as
hopeful as the child. "Yes, I could keep school," thought she,
as she looked into her brother's earnest eyes. " What can hinder
my keeping school now ; and the money I can earn, with James
having his vacations to work in, might support him."
But with this thought came another. She knew that the pay
given to district school teachers — women especially — was at best
a bare pittance, scarce more than sufficient for herself — for she
could not think of burdening her parents with her maintenance
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wlien her time and labour were not theirs ; and she knew that her
education was too limited to seek a larger sphere of action. So
she covered her bright young face with her hands, and it was
clouded for a time with deep thought; then looking suddenly up,
the boy wondered at the change which had passed over it, there
was so much joy, even exultation, in every feature.
" I have it," said she, throwing her arms fondly about his neck.
" I know how I can earn a deal of money, more than I want.
If mother will let me, I can go to Lowell and work in a factory.
Susan Hunt paid the mortgage on her father's farm in three
years ; and I 'm sure it would not take any more for you than
she earned."
At first the boy's heart beat wildly ; for the moment, it seemed
as if his dearest wishes were about to be accomplished. Then
came a feeling of reproach at his own selfishness, in gaining in-
dependence by dooming his fair young sister to a life of constant
labour and self-denial; wasting, or at least passing the bright
hours of her girlhood in the midst of noise and heat, with rude
associations for her refined and gentle nature.
" Oh ! no, Mary," said he, passionately — " never, never ! You
are too good, too generous ! " yet the wish of his life was too
strong to be checked at once ; and when Mary pleaded, and urged
him to consent to it, and gave a thousand " woman's reasons "
why it was best, and how easy the task would be to her, when
lightened by the consciousness that she was aiding him to take a
lofty place among his fellow-men, he gave a reluctant consent to
the plan, ashamed of himself the while, and dreading lest his
parents should oppose what would seem to their calmer judgment
an almost impossible scheme.
Day after day he had begged Mary to delay asking their con-
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sent, though the suspense was an agony to the enthusiastic boy.
Mary knew the disappointment would be terrible ; yet she thought
if it was to come, it had best be over with at once ; and, beside,
she was more hopeful than her brother, for she had not so much
at stake. Was it any wonder, then, that James could scarce
breathe while his sister calmly told their plans, and that he dared
not look into his mother's face when the recital was ended-?
There was no word spoken for some moments — the deacon
looked into his wife's face, as if he did not fully understand what
he had been listening to, and sought the explanation from her ;
but she gazed intently at the fire, revealing nothing by the ex-
pression of her features until she said, " Your father and I will
talk the matter over, children, and to-morrow you shall hear what
we think of it." Without the least idea of the decision which
would be made, James was obliged to subdue his impatience;
and the evening passed wearily enough in listening to his father's
plans for repairing the barn, and making a new ox-sled. Little
did the boy hear, though he seemed to give undivided attention.
" Have you well considered all this, my child," said Mrs. Gor-
don, as she put her hand tenderly upon her daughter's forehead,
and looked earnestly into her sweet blue eyes. " James is in
his own room, so do not fear to speak openly. Are you not mis-
led by your love for him, and your wish that he should succeed."
" No, mother, I have thought again and again, and I know I
could work from morning till night without complaining, if I
knew he was happy. Then it will be but three or four years
at the farthest, and I shall be hardly nineteen then. I can study,
too, in the evenings and mornings, and sometimes I can get away
for whole weeks, and come up here to see you all; Lowell is not
very far, you know."
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" But there is another thing, Mary. Do you not know that
there are many people who consider it as a disgrace to toil thus
— who would ridicule you for publicly acknowledging labour was
necessary for you ; they would perhaps shun your society, and
you would be wounded by seeing them neglect and perhaps
openly avoid you."
" I should not care at all for that, mother. Why is it any
worse to work at Lowell than at home ; and you tell me very
often that I support myself now. People that love me would
go on loving me just as well as ever; and those who don't love
me, I 'm sure I 'm willing they should act as they like."
"I think myself," replied her mother, pleased at the true
spirit of independence that she saw filled her daughter's heart,
" that the opinion of those who despise honest labour, is not worth
caring for. But you are young, and sneers will have their effect.
You must remember this — it is but natural. There is one thing
else — we may both be mistaken about the ability of your brother ;
he may be himself — and you could not bear to see him fail, after
all. Think, it may be so ; and then all your time and your earn-
ings will be lost."
"Not lost, mother," said the young girl, her eyes sparkling
with love and hope, " I should have done all I could to help
James, you know."
Mrs. Gordon kissed her good-night with a full heart. She was
proud of her children ; and few mothers have more reason for
the natural feeling. " I cannot bear to disappoint her," thought
she, yet the scheme seemed every moment more childish and
impracticable.
James rose, not with the sun, but long before it ; and when his
father came down, he was already busily employed in clearing a
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path to the well and the barn — for the snow had fallen so heavily,
that the drifts gathered by the night wind, in its rude sport, were
piled to the very windows, obscuring the niisty light of the
winter's morn. How beautiful were those snow-wreaths in their
perfect purity ! The brown and knotted fences, the dingy out-
buildings, we're all covered with dazzling drapery ; and the leafless
trees were bowed beneath the weight of a fantastic foliage that
glittered in the clear beams of the rising sun with a splendour
that was almost painful to behold.
" It won't last long with this sun," said the deacon, as he tied
a ' comforter ' about his throat ; " but perhaps you '11 have time
to give Mary and the children a ride before the roads are bare
again. Mary must do all her sleighing this winter, for she won't
have much time if she goes to the factory, poor child \"
The deacon passed on with heavy strides to the barn-yard, and
left James to hope that their petition was not rejected. It was
not many minutes after, that Mary came bounding down the stone
steps, heedless of the snow in which she trod ; and the instant
he looked upon her face, he was no longer in doubt.
"Isn't mother good, James! She just called me into her
room, and told me that father and she have concluded we can try
it at least ; and Stephen is not to know anything about it until
next April, when I am to go. We must both of us study very
hard this winter, and I shall have such a deal of sewing to do."
Mary spoke with delighted eagerness. One would have thought,
beholding her joy, that it was a pleasant journey which she an-
ticipated, or that a fortune had unexpectedly been left to her ;
and yet the spring so longed for would find her among strangers,
working in a close and crowded room through the bright days.
But a contented spirit hath its own sunshine ; and the dearest
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pleasure that mankind may know, is contributing to the happi-
ness of those we love. The less selfish our devotion to friends,
the more sacrificing our self-denial in their behalf, the greater is
the reward ; so Mary's step was more elastic than ever, and hex-
bright eyes shone with a steady, cheerful light, as she went about
her daily tasks.
As she said, it was necessary that they should both be very
busy through the winter, for James hoped to be able to enter
college in August; and Mary, who had heretofore kept pace
with him in most of his studies, though she did stumble at
" tupto, tupso, tetupha," and vow that Greek was not intended for
girls, did not wish to give up her Latin and Geometry. They
had such a kind teacher in Mr. Lane, the village lawyer, that an
ambition to please him made them at first forget the difficulties
of the dry rudiments ; and then it was that James first began to
dream of- one day being able to plead causes himself — of study-
ing a profession. Mr. Lane, unconsciously, had encouraged this
by telling his little pupils, to whom he was much attached, the
difficulties that had beset his youthful career, and how he had
gained an honest independence, when he had at first been without
friends or means. Then he would look up at his pretty young
wife, or put out his arms to their little one, as if he thought, And
is not this a sufficient reward for those years of toil and despon-
dence ? James remembered, when he was a student, teaching in
vacations to aid in supporting himself through term time. He
had boarded at Mr. Gordon's ; and when he came to settle in the
village, years after, he had offered to teach James and Mary, as
a slight recompense for Mrs. Gordon's early kindness to the poor
student. Two hours each afternoon were passed in Mr. Lane's
pleasant little study ; and though Stephen thought it was time
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wasted; he did not complain much, for James was doubly active
in the morning. Mary, too, accomplished twice as much as ever
before ; and after the day's routine of household labour and study
was over, her needle flew quickly, as she prepared her little
wardrobe for leaving home. March was nearly through before
they felt that spring had come; and though Mary's eyes were
sometimes filled with tears at the thought of the approaching sepa-
ration, they were quickly dried, and the first of April found her
unshaken in her resolution.
CHAPTER H.
LEAVING HOME — FACTORY LIFE.
0-MORROW will be the last day at home,"
thought Mary, as she bade her mother good-
night, and turned quickly to her own room to
conceal the tears that would start ; and, though
they fringed the lashes of the drooping lid when at last she slept,
the repose was gentle and undisturbed — and she awoke at early
dawn content, almost happy. The morning air came freshly to
her face as she leaned out of the window to gaze once more on
the extended landscape. Far away upon the swelling hill-side,
patches of snow yet lingered, while near them the fresh grass
was springing ; and the old wood at the back of the house, was
clothed anew in the emerald verdure. The sombre pines were
lighted by the glittering sunlight, as it lingered lovingly among
their dim branches ere bursting away to illumine the very depths
of the solitude with smiles. A pleasant perfume was wafted
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from the Arbutus, just putting forth its delicate blossoms from
their sheltering covert of dark-green leaves mingled with the
breath of the snowy-petaled dogwood, and the blue violets that
were bedded in the rich moss on the banks of the little stream.
The brook itself went singing on its way as it wound through the
darksome forest, and fell with a plash, and a murmur, over the
huge stones that would have turned it aside from its course.
It was the first bright day of spring ; and it seemed as if nature
had assumed its loveliest dress to tempt the young girl to forego
her resolve. "Home never looked so beautiful," thought she,
turning from the window ; and her step was not light as usual
when she joined the family. Mrs. Gordon was serene as ever;
no one could have told from her manner that she was about to
part with her daughter for the first time ; but the children were
sobbing bitterly — for they had just been told that the day had
come when their sister was to leave them. They clung to her
dress as she entered, and begged her not to go.
"What shall we do without you, Mary?" said they; "the
house will be so lonesome."
Even Stephen — although when the plan was first revealed to
him he had opposed it obstinately — was melted to something like
forgiveness when he saw that nothing could change her firm
determination.
"I suppose we must learn to live without you, Molly," said
he ; " take good care of yourself, child — but let 's have break-
fast now."
The odd combination, spite of her sadness, brought the old
smile to Mary's lip; and when breakfast was over, and the
deacon took the large family Bible from its appointed resting-
place, and gathered his little flock about him, they listened quietly
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and earnestly to the truths of holy writ. That family Bible I It
was almost the first thing that Mary could recollect. She remem-
bered sitting on her father's knee, in the long, bright Sabbath
afternoons, and looking with profound awe and astonishment into
the baize-covered volume, at the quaint, unartistic prints that
were scattered through it. She recalled the shiver of horror with
which she looked on " Daniel in the den of Zions," the curiosity
which the picture of the Garden of Eden called forth, and the
undefined, yet calm and placid feeling which stole over her as
she dwelt longest upon the "Baptism of our Saviour." Then
there was the family record — her own birth, and that of her
brothers and sisters, were chronicled underneath that of genera-
tions now sleeping in the shadow of the village church. But this
train of thought was broken, as they reverentially knelt when the
volume was closed, and listened to their father's humble and fer-
vent petition that God would watch and guard them all, especially
commending to the protection of Heaven, " the lamb now going
out from their midst."
There were tears even upon Mrs. Gordon's face when the
prayer was ended, but there was no time to indulge in a long
and soiTowful parting. The trunks were standing already corded
in the hall; the little travelling-basket was filled with home-
baked luxuries for the wayside lunch; and Mary was soon
arrayed in her plain merino dress and little straw bonnet. There
are some persons who receive whatever air of fashion and refine-
ment they may have from their dress ; others who impart to the
coarsest material a grace that the most rechercht costume fails to
give. Our heroine was one of the last ; and never was Chestnut
street belle more beautiful than our simple country lassie, as she
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stood with her mother's arm twined about her waist, receiving
her parting counsel.
The last words were said. James, in an agony of grief, had
kissed her again and again, reproaching himself constantly for
his selfishness in consenting that she should go. The children,
forgetting their tears in the excitement of the moment, ran with
haste to announce that the stage was just coming over the hill.
Yes, it was standing before the garden-gate — the trunks were
lifted from the door-stone — the clattering steps fell at her feet
— a moment more, and Mary was whirled away from her quiet
home, with her father's counsel, and her mother's earnest " God
bless you, and keep you, my child ! " ringing in her ears.
It was quite dark ere the second day's weary journey was at
an end. Mary could scarce believe it possible at first that
she had, indeed, arrived in the great city. As they drove
rapidly through the crowded streets, she caught a glance
at the brilliantly-lighted stores, and the many gaily-dressed
people that thronged them. Again the scene changed, and
she looked upon the dark-brick walls that loomed up before
her, and knew that in one of those buildings she was destined to
pass many sad and solitary days. How prison-like they seemed !
Her heart sank within her as she gazed ; the lights — the con-
fusion — bewildered her already wearied brain ; and as she sunk
back into the corner of the coach, and buried her face in her
hands, she would have given worlds to have been once more in
her still, pleasant home. The feeling of utter desolation and
loneliness overcame completely, for the time, her firm and
buoyant spirit.
She was roused from her gloomy reverie as the stage stopped
before the door of a small but very comfortable dwelling, at some
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distance from the principal thoroughfares. This was the resi-
dence of a sister of Mrs. Lane's, to whom she had a letter, and
who was expecting her arrival. She met Mary upon the step
with a pleasant smile of welcome, not at all as if she had been a
stranger; and her husband assisted the coachman to remove the
various packages to a neat little room into which Mary was
ushered by her kind hostess, Mrs. Hall. She was very like her
sister, but, older and graver. Mary's heart yearned toward her
from the moment of kindly greeting ; and when they entered the
cheerful parlour together, the young guest was almost happy once
more. The children of the family, two noisy little rogues, and
a baby sister, came for a kiss ere they left the room for the night ;
and then, with Mrs. Hall's piano, and her husband's pleasant
conversation, Mary forgot her timidity and her sadness as the
evening wore away.
" Mr. Hall will go with you to-morrow to the scene of your
new life," said her hostess, as she bade her young charge good-
night. ""We have arranged every thing, and I trust you may be
happy, even though away from your friends. We must try to
make a new home for you."
Mary "blessed her unaware" for her kindness to a stranger;
and though nearly a hundred miles from those she loved, felt
contented and cheerful, and soon fell asleep to dream that she
was once more by her mother's side.
Again that feeling of desolation returned, when, upon the
morrow, leaning upon the arm of Mr. Hall, she passed through
the crowded streets, and shrank back as the passing multitude
jostled against each other. It seemed as if every one gazed
curiously at her ; yet, perchance, not one amid the throng heeded
the timid little stranger. She was first conducted to the house
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they had chosen for her boarding-place, and though the lady at
its head received her kindly, she felt more lonely than ever, as
she passed through the long halls, and was regarded with looks,
of curiosity by the groups of young girls who were just leaving
the house to enter upon their daily tasks. They were laughing
and chatting gaily with each other ; and poor Mary wondered
if she should ever feel as careless and happy as they seemed
to be.
Then they turned toward the "corporation," or factory, in
which a place had been engaged for her. Oh, how endless
seemed those long, noisy rooms; how weary she grew of new
faces, and the strange din that rose up from the city. " I never
shall endure this," thought the poor girl. "I shall never be
able to learn my work. How can they go about so careless and
unconcerned, performing their duties, as it were, mechanically,
without thought or annoyance ? But for poor Jamie I would
return to-morrow;" and with the thought of her brother came
new hope, new energy — and she resolved to enter upon her
task boldly, and without regret.
Yet for many days, even weeks, much of her time was spent
in sadness, struggle as she would against the feeling. The girls
with whom she was called daily to associate, were, most of them,
kind and good-tempered ; and though her instructors did laugh
a little at her awkwardness at first, she had entered so resolutely
upon her new tasks that they soon became comparatively easy to
her ; and she was so indefatigable and industrious, that her earn-
ings, after a time, became even more considerable than she had
hoped for.
Still she was often weary, and almost tempted to despond.
The confinement and the noise was so new to her, that at first
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her health partially gave way, and for several weeks she feared
that after all she would be obliged to return to the free mountain-
air of her country home. At such times she went wearily to her
labours, and often might have uttered Miss Barret's " Moan of
the Children/' as she pressed her hands upon her throbbing
temples.
" All day long the wheels are droning, turning,
Their wind comes in our faces,
Till our hearts turn, and our heads with pulses burning ;
And the walls turn in their places !
Turns the sky in the high window, blank and reeling ;
Turns the long light that droopeth down the wall ;
Turn the black flies that crawl along the ceiling —
All are turning all the day, and we with alL
All day long the iron wheels are droning,
And sometimes we could pray,
' Oh, ye wheels,' (breaking off in a mad moaning)
•Stop ! be silent for to-day I' "
Then, when despondency was fast crushing her spirit, there
would, perhaps, come a long hopeful letter from her brother, who
was studying almost night and day, and a new ambition would
rise in her heart, a fresh strength animate her, until at last, in
the daily performance of her duties, in the knowledge of the
happiness she was thus enabled to confer upon others, her mind
became calm and contented, and her health fully restored.
Thus passed the first year of her absence from home. She
had become accustomed to the habits and manners of those
around her; and though some of the girls called her a little
Methodist, and sneered at her plain economical dress, even
declaring she was parsimonious, because they knew that she
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rigidly limited her expenses to a very small portion of her earn-
ings, there were others among her associates who fully appre-
ciated the generous, self-sacrificing spirit which animated her,
and loved her for the gentleness and purity which all noticed
pervaded her every thought and act.
Then, too, Mrs. Hall was ever her steadfast friend. One
evening in every week was spent in that happy family circle j
and there she often met refined and agreeable society, from which
she insensibly took a tone of mind and manner that was far
superior to that of her companions. Mrs. Hall directed her
reading, and furnished many books Mary herself was unable to
procure. Thus month after month slipped by, and our heroine
had almost forgotten she was among strangers, until she began
to look forward to a coming meeting with those she loved in her
own dear home.
CHAPTER III.
V
THE RETURN — THE LOSS.
OW vexatious is delay of any kind, when one's
mind is prepared for a journey, "made up to go/'
as a good aunt used to say. Mary grew anxious,
and almost impatient, as April passed and found
her still an inhabitant of the city of looms and spindles. The
more so, that spring was the favourite season, and she longed to
watch its coming in the haunts of her childhood; and in the
busy, bustling atmosphere by which she was surrounded, none
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gave heed to the steps of " the light-footed maiden/' save that
our heroine's companions availed themselves of the balmier air
to dress more gaily. In our larger cities, the ladies are the only
spring blossoms. It is they who tell us, by bright l^nts and fa-
brics, that the time has come when nature puts on her gay appa-
relling ', yet it is in vain that they imitate the lilies of the field ;
there is a grace, a delicacy in those frail blossoms, that art never
can rival.
Mary had BO longed for the winter to pass, she had even
counted the days that must intervene before she could hope to
see her mother, and all the dear ones at home. The little gifts
she had prepared for them were looked over again and again ;
and each time some trifle had been added, until she almost began
to fear she was growing extravagant. But she worked cheerfully,
and most industriously, through the pleasant days, and when eve-
ning came, she would dream, in the solitude of her little room,
of the meeting so soon to arrive.
" A letter for you, Mary — from home, I imagine," said her
gay friend, Lizzie Ellis, bursting into her room one bright May
morning. " I called at the post-office for myself, and found this,
only. It 's too bad the people at home don't think enough of
their sister to write once a month ; but I'm not sorry that your
friends are more punctual. There 's good news for you, I hope,
or you'll be more mopish than ever."
Mary's lip quivered as she looked up. The instant the sheet
was unfolded in her hand, she saw that it bore no common mes-
sage. There were but a few lines, written in a hurried, nervous
manner ; and as her eye glanced hastily over the page, she found
that she was not mistaken.
" Poor little Sue is very ill," said she, in reply to her friend'a
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anxious queries ; " mother lias written for me to come directly,
or I may never see her again " — her tone grew indistinct, as she
ceased to speak ; and leaning her face upon Lizzie's shoulder, a
burst of tears and choking sobs relieved her. Poor Sue — and
poor Mary ! It would not have been so hard, could she have
watched by her sister's bedside, and aided to soothe the pain and
the fear of the dear little one who had from the time of her birth
been Mary's especial care.
Delay had before been vexatious, but it was now agony. The
few hours that elapsed before she was on the way, were as weeks
to Mary's impatient spirit ; and then the miles seemed so endless,
the dreary road most solitary. The night was passed in sleepless
tossing, and the afternoon of the second day found her scarcely
able to control her restless agitation. She was then rapidly near-
ing home. Everything had a familiar aspect; the farm-houses —
the huge rocks that lifted their hoary heads by the roadside —
the dark, deep woods — the village church — were in turn recog-
nized. Then came the long ascent of the hill, which alone hid
her home from view. Even that was at last accomplished, and
she caught a glimpse of the dear old homestead, its rambling
dark-brown walls, half-hidden by the clump of broad-leaved
maples that clustered about it. Could it be reality, that she was
once more so near all whom she loved ? There was no decep-
tion ; it was not the delusive phantom of a passing dream ; her
brother's glad greeting was too earnest; her mother's sobbed
blessing too tender. After the hopes and plans of many weeks —
even months — such was her " welcome home."
" You are in time to see your sister once more/' said Mrs.
Gordon, as she released Mary from a fond embrace ; and a feeble
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voice from the adjoining room, a whisper, rather than a call,
came softly to her ears.
" Dear Susie — my poor darling I" were all the spoken words,
as she clasped the little sufferer in her arms. The child made
no sound, not eren a murmur of delight escaped her wan lips.
She folded her thin, pale hands about her sister's neck, and
gently laying her head upon the bosom which had so often pil-
lowed it, lay with her large spiritual eyes fixed upon those regard-
ing her so tenderly, as if she feared a motion might cause the
loved vision to vanish. Fast flowing tears fell silently upon her
face, but she heeded them not ; then came fierce pain, that dis-
torted every feature, but still no moan, no sound,
" Speak to me, Susie, will you not ! " whispered Mary, awed
by the fixed, intense gaze of those mournful eyes.
" I knew you would come, sister, to see me once more before
I go," was the murmured reply. " I knew God would let me
meet you here, before he takes me to be an angel in heaven. I
am ready now, for I said good-bye to mother and Jamie, and all,
long ago. I only waited for you, dear Mary. Kiss me, won't
you — kiss me again, and call mother — I feel very strangely."
Her mother bent over her, but she was not recognized ; her
father took one of those emaciated hands within his own, but it
was cold, and gave back no pressure. Awe fell upon every heart
in that hushed and stricken group ; there was no struggle with
the dark angel, for the silver cord was gently loosened. The
calm gaze of those radiant eyes grew fixed, unchangeable — a faint
flutter, and the heart's quick pulsations for ever ceased.
Mary calmly laid the little form back upon the pillow. Her
mother's hand closed the already drooping lids ; a sweet smile
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stole gently round the mouth, and its radiance dwelt upon the
marble forehead.
" It is well with the child/' said the bereaved parent — and her
husband bending beside the bed of death, prayed fervently,
while the sobs of his remaining children fell upon his ears, that
they might be also ready.
" Oh, mother, how can I bear this ! how can you be so calm
and resigned!" said Mary, as her mother sat down beside her
in the twilight, and spoke of the sorrowful illness of their faded
flower. " I had planned so much for Susie ; I thought as much
of her as of myself, and here are the books, and all these things
that I thought would make her so happy ; she did not even see
them. Why was she taken away, so good, so loving as she al-
ways was?"
" And would you wish her back again, my child ; has she not
more cause to mourn for us, than we for her ? Think — she has
passed through the greatest suffering that mortal may know ; she
has entered upon a world the glory of which it ' hath not entered
into the heart of man to conceive of;' and would you recall her
to this scene of trial and temptation ? Rather pray, dear Mary,
that we may meet her again in her bright and glorious home.
I, her mother, though mourning for my own loneliness and be-
reavement, thank God that my child is at rest."
" If I could only feel as you do, mother; but I cannot. Poor
Susie I" and Mary's tears burst forth afresh.
She begged to be allowed to watch through the night beside
the form of the lost one, even though she knew the spirit had
departed. But her mother would not allow this — some young
friends, whom Mary could not greet that night, though she loved
them very dearly, claimed the sad duty. And again, after a year
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of new and strange life, she found herself reposing in her own
quiet room, with sighing trees, the voice of the brook, and the
low cry of the solitary whippo-wil, to lull her to sweet sleep.
It was Sabbath morning, calm and holy. The bell of the little
village church tolled sadly and reverently, as the funeral train
wound through the shaded lane. All the young people for miles
around had gathered in the church-yard ; and as the coffin was
borne beneath the trees that waved over its entrance, they joined
in the procession. It passed toward the place of worship, and
for the last time the form of their little friend entered the sacred
walls.
The simple coffin was placed in the broad central aisle, the
choir sang a sweet, yet mournful dirge ; then the voice of music
and of weeping was hushed, for the man of God communed, with
faltering voice, with the Father in heaven, who had seen fit in
his mercy to take this lamb to his bosom ; and when the prayer
was ended, and an earnest and impressive address was made to
those who had been bereaved, and those who sympathized with
them, the friends and playmates of the little one clustered about
the coffin to take a farewell glance of those lifeless yet beautiful
features.
The pure folds of the snowy shroud were gathered about the
throat, and upon it were crossed the slender hands, in which
rested a fading sprig of white violets, placed there by some friend,
as a fit emblem of the sleeper. Pier sunny curls were smoothly
bound back beneath the cap, and its border of transparent lace
threw a slight shadow upon the deeply fringed lids that were never
more to be stirred. Oh ! the exceeding beauty and holiness of
that childish face, in its perfect repose ! None shuddered as they
gazed; the horror of death had departed; but tears ca^e to the
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eyes of many, as they bent down to kiss that pure forehead for
the last time.
Ay, " the last time ! " for the lid was closed, as the congrega-
tion passed, one by one, once more into the church-yard, shutting
out the light of day from that still, pale face, for ever. The
mother gazed no more upon her child — brother and sister must
henceforth dwell upon her loveliness but in memory — the father
wept — and man's tears are scalding drops of agony.
Many lingered until the simple rites were ended, and then
turned away under the shade of sombre pines, to think of the
loneliness that must dwell in the hearts of those from whom such
a treasure had been taken ; and they, as they turned to a home
that seemed almost desolate, tried in vain to subdue the bitterness
of their anguish. They had seen her grave — and who that has
stood beside the little mound of earth that covers the form of
some one loved and lost, has forgotten the crushing agony that
comes when the first full realization that all is over — that hope
— prayer — lamentation — is of no avail, for the "grave giveth
not up its dead, until such time as the mortal shall put on im-
mortality."
The dark hearse, with its nodding plumes, bears the rich man
from his door, to a grave whose proud monument shall comme-
morate his life, be its deeds good or evil. Perhaps an almost
endless train of costly equipages follow ; and there are congre-
gated many who seem to weep, but I question if in all that splen-
dour there lingers half the love, or half the regret, which was
felt for the little one whose mournful burial we have recorded ;
or if the grave, with its richly wrought pile of sculptured marble,
be as often visited, and wept over, as was the low, grassy mound,
marked only by a clambering rose-tree, whose pure petals, as they
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floated from their stems, were symbols of the life and death of
the village favourite.
It was many days before the household of Deacon Gordon re-
gained anything like serenity ; but the business of life must go
on, come <what may, and in the petty detail of domestic cares,
the keenness of grief is worn away, and a mournful pleasure
mingles with memories of the past. It was in this case as in all
others; gradually it became less painful to see everywhere
around traces of the child and the sister ; they could talk of her
with calmness, and recall the many pleasant little traits of cha-
racter which she had even at so early an age exhibited. The
robin that she had fed daily, came still at her brother's call to
peck daintily at the grain which he threw toward it. The pet
kitten gambolled upon the sunny porch, or peered with curious
face over the deep well, as if studying her own reflection, un-
conscious that the one who had so loved to watch her ceaseless
play was gone for ever. Even Mary could smile at its saucy
ways; and though the memory of her sister was ever present,
she could converse without shedding tears, of her gentleness and
truth, thanking God she had been taken from evil to come.
Then she felt doubly attached to her mother. She was now
the only daughter; and though Mrs. Gordon seemed perfectly
resigned, and even cheerful, she knew that many lonely and soli-
tary hours would come when Mary was once more away. And
James had so much to tell, for he, too, was home for a few days
of the spring vacation, the rest being passed in the poor student's
usual employment — school teaching. They would wander away
in the pleasant afternoon to the depths of the cool green wood,
and sit with the shadows playing about them, and the wind whis-
pering mystic prophecies as it wandered by, recalling for each
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other the incidents of the past year, and speculating with the
hopefulness of eager youth, on the dim and unknown future.
A new friend sometimes joined them in their woodland walks.
The young pastor of the village church, who had sorrowed with
them at their sister's death, and who, having made Mary's ac-
quaintance in a time of deep affliction, felt more drawn toward
her than if he had known her happy and cheerful for many
years. Somehow they became less and less restrained in his
presence, and at last James confided to him his hopes and pros-
pects. Mary was not by when the disclosure was made, or she
would have blushed at her brother's enthusiastic praise of the
unwavering self-denial which had led her away from home and
friends, and made her youth a season "of toil and endeavour;"
and she might have wondered why tears came to the eyes of their
friend while he listened; and why he so earnestly besought
James to improve to the utmost the advantages thus put before
him. Allan Loring was alone in the world, and almost a stranger
to the people of his charge, for he had been scarce a twelvemonth
among them. Of a proud and somewhat haughty family, and
prejudiced by education, he had in early youth looked upon
labour of the hands as a kind of degradation ; but the meek and
humble faith which he taught, and which had chastened his
spirit, made him now fully appreciate the loving and faithful
heart, which Mary in every act exhibited, and he looked upon
her with renewed interest when next they met.
Again the time drew near when Mary was to leave her home.
A month had passed of mingled shadow and sunshine within
those dear walls. It was hard to part with her mother, who
seemed to cling more fondly than ever to her noble-minded
daughter; her father and Stephen, each in their blunt, honest
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way, expressed their sorrow that the time of her departure was
eo near at hand; but still, Mary did not waver in her determi-
nation, though a word from her mother would have changed the
whole colour of her plans. That mother saw that for her chil-
dren's sake it was best that they should part again for a season —
and she stifled the wish to have them remain by her side. So
Mary went forth into the world once more with a stronger and
bolder spirit, to brave alike the sneers and the temptations which
might there beset her pathway ; with the blessings of her parents,
the thanks of an idolized brother, and "a conscience void of
offence," she could but be calmly happy, even though surrounded
by circumstances which often jarred upon her pure and delicate
nature, and which would have crushed one less hopeful of future
peace and conscious present rectitude.
Beside, Mr. Loring had seemed, she knew not why, to take a
deep interest in all her movements. He had begged permission,
at parting, to write to her occasionally ; and his letters, full of
friendly advice and enquiry, became a great and increasing source
of pleasure. There was nothing in them that a kind brother
might not have addressed to a young and gentle sister; and
Mary's replies were dictated in the same spirit of candour and
esteem. So gradually her simple and child-like character was
unfolded to her new friend, who encouraged all that was noble,
and strove to check each lighter and vainer feeling which sprang
up in her heart. At times she wondered why he should seem in-
terested in her welfare ; but gradually she ceased to wonder why
he wrote, so that his letters did not fail to reach her. Still, noisy
and fatiguing labour claimed her daily care ; but in the long quiet
evenings she found time for study and reflection ; thus becoming,
even in that rude school, " a perfect woman, nobly planned."
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CHAPTER IV.
THE REWARD.
RE you fond of tableaux, dear readers ? If so,
let me finish my simple recital by placing before
you two scenes in the life of our little heroine —
something after the fashion of dissolving views.
Five years had passed since first we looked in upon that quiet
country home. Five years of cheerful toil — of mingled trial — •
despondency and hope to those who then gathered around that
blazing hearth. One, as we have seen, had been taken to a
higher mansion — others had gone forth into the world, strong
only in noble hearts, firm in the path of rectitude. We have
witnessed the commencement of the trial, followed in part its
progress — and now let us look to its end. No, not the end — for
life is ever a struggle — there may be a cessation of care for a
season, but till the weary journey be accomplished, who shall say
that all danger is passed ?
It was the annual examination at one of our largest New Eng-
land female schools. The pretty seminary-building gleamed
through the clustering trees that lovingly encircled it, and its
snowy pillars and porticoes — vine-wreathed by fairy fingers — gave
it an air of lightness and grace which village architecture rarely
shows. Now the shaded path which led to its entrance was
thronged, as group after group pressed upward. Carriages, from
the simple " Rockaway" to equipages glittering with richly
plated harness, and drawn by fiery, impatient steeds, stood thickly
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around. It was the festival-day of the village, and each cottage
was filled to overflowing — for strangers from all parts of the
Union were come to witness the delid of the sister, the daughter,
or the friend.
Many were the bright eyes that scarcely closed in sleep the
night preceding this eventful anniversary. There was so much
to hope — so much to fear. "If I should fail," was repeated
again and again ; and their hearts throbbed wildly as the signal-
bell was heard, which called them to pass the dread ordeal. Such
a display of beauty — genuine, unadorned beauty — rarely greets
the eye of man. More than a hundred young girls, from timid
fifteen to more assured one-and-twenty, robed in pure white, with
tresses untortured by the prevailing mode, decorated only by
wreaths of delicate wild flowers, or the rich coral berry of the
ground ivy, shaded by its own dark-green leaves. A simple sash
bound each rounded form, and a knot of the same fastened the
spotless dress about the throat. Then excitement flushed the
cheeks which the mountain air had already tinged with the glow
of health, and made bright eyes still brighter as they rested on
familiar faces.
The exercises ef the day went on, and yet those who listened
and those who spoke did not weary. The young students had
won all honour to themselves and their teachers; and as the
shadows lengthened in the grove around them, but one class re-
mained to be approved or censured.
" Now sister — there ! " exclaimed a manly-looking Virginian,
as the graduates came forward to the platform. " Who is that
young lady at their head. I have tried all day to find some one
that knew her, but she seems a stranger to all."
" With her hair in one plain braid, and large, full eyes ? Oh,
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that is Miss Gordon ; she has the valedictory, though why, I 'm
sure I don't know, for she has been in school but about a year,
and Jenny Dowling, my room-mate, has gone through the whole
course. Miss Gordon entered two years in advance. She was a
factory girl, brother — just think of that ; and worked in Lowell
three or four years. Miss Harrison wished me to room with her
this term — but not I j there is too much Howard spirit in me to
associate with one no better than a servant-girl. Some of them
seem to like her though ; and as for the teachers, they are quite
carried away with her. Miss Harrison had the impertinence to
say to me only last week, that I would do well to take pattern by
her. Not in dress, I hope — " and the young girl's lip curled,
as she contrasted her own richly embroidered robe with the sim-
ple muslin which Mary Gordon wore.
Clayton Howard had not attended to half that his sister said,
for with low and earnest voice Mary had commenced reading the
farewell address which she, as head of her class, had been chosen
to prepare in its behalf; and his eyes were riveted on the timid
but graceful girl. We have never spoken of our heroine's per-
sonal attractions, choosing first to display, if possible, the beauty
of heart and character which her humble life exhibited. The
young Southerner thought, as he eagerly listened, that the flat-
tered and richly-attired belle of the fashionable watering-place he
had just left, was not half as worthy of the homage which she
received, as was this lowly maiden. If beauty consists in regu-
larity of features, Mary would have little in the eye of those who
dwell upon outline alone ; but there was a high intelligence
beaming from her full, dark eyes, a sweet smile ever playing
about the small, exquisitely-formed mouth ; while soft, rich hair,
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smoothly braided back, added not a little to perfect the contour
of her queenly head.
Her voice grew tremulous with deep feeling as she proceeded,
her eyes were shaded by gathering tears, and when, in behalf of
those who were about to leave this sheltered nook, she bade
farewell to the companions whose love and sympathy had madn
their school-days pleasant ; the teachers who had been their
friends as well as guides ; scarce one in that crowded hall deemed
it weakness to weep with those now parting. Never more could
those cherished friends meet again ; they were going forth, each
on a separate mission, and though in after years greetings might
pass between them, the heart would be utterly changed. The
unreserved confidence, the warm affection of girlhood, passes for
ever away, when rude contact with the world has chilled trust
and childlike faith. And they knew this, though it was felt
more fully in after years.
But tears were dried, as the enthusiasm which lighted the face
of the reader — as her topic turned to their future life — was com-
municated to those who listened. She spoke to her classmates
of the duties which devolved on them as women ; of the strength
which they should gather in life's sunshine, for the storm and
the trial which would come. That their part was to shed a hal-
lowed but unseen influence over its strife and discord —
" Sitting by the fireside of the heart,
Feeding its flames."
" In that stillness which best becomes a woman,
Calm and holy."
And when she ceased, and the gathered crowd turned slowly
from the threshold, many hearts — beating in proud and manly
bosoms — felt stronger and purer for the words they had that
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hour listened to; from one who, young as she was, had learned to
think and to act with a sound judgment and bold independence
in the cause of truth, which shamed them in their vacillation.
Young Howard was leaning behind a vine-wreathed pillar, to
watch the one in whom he had that day become strangely inter-
ested. His heart beat fast as she approached his hiding-place,
and then sunk within him, as he noted the warm blush which
stole over her face, as two gentlemen, whom he had not before
noticed, came to greet her.
" Dear sister," said one, kissing her burning cheek, " have I
not reason to be proud of you?"
The other, older by ten years than the first speaker, grasped
the hand which she timidly extended to him, and whispered, " I,
too, am proud of my future wife."
Howard did not hear the words, but the look which accompa-
nied that warm pressure of the hand did not escape him. It
destroyed at once hopes which he had not dreamed before were
fast rising in his breast, and he turned almost sadly away from
that happy group to join his sister.
" See," said the young girl, as she took his arm, " there is
Mr. Loring, one of the finest-looking men I know of, and belongs
to as proud a family as any in Boston, yet he is going to throw
himself away on Mary Gordon. To be sure he is only a poor
country clergyman, but he might do better if he chose, I'm sure."
Her brother thought that was hardly possible, though he did
not say so ; neither did he add — lest he should vex his foolishly
aristocratic sister — that but for Mr. Loring the chances were that
she would be called upon, so far as his inclinations were con-
cerned, to receive Miss Gordon, not as a room-mate, but as a
sister, before the year was ended.
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CHAPTER V.
THE BRIDE AND THE WIFE.
STRANGER would have asked the reason
of the commotion in the village, though every
one of its inhabitants, from highest to lowest,
knew that it was the morning of their pastor's
bridal. None, not even the oldest and gravest of the community,
wondered, or shook their heads in disapprobation of the choice.
They had known Mary Gordon from her earliest childhood —
they saw her now an earnest and thoughtful woman, with a heart
to plan kind and charitable deeds, and a hand that did not pause
in their execution. They knew, moreover, that for two years
she had refused to take new vows upon herself, because she felt
that her mother needed her care ; but now that health once more
reigned in the good deacon's dwelling, she was this day to become
a wife, and leave her father's roof, for a new home and more
extended duty.
Again we look upon the village church, but it is no mournful
procession that passes up its shaded aisles. There are white-
robed maidens thronging around, and men with sun-burned faces.
Children, too, scarce large enough to grasp the flowers which they
tear from the shrubs that climb to the very windows of the sanc-
tuary; and through the crowd comes the bridal train. Mary
Gordon, leaning upon the arm of her betrothed, is more beautiful
than ever, for a quiet dignity is now added to the grace that ever
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marked her footsteps ; and he, in the pride of his manhood, looks
v,'ith tenderness upon her.
The deacon is there, with his heavy good-natured face, lighted
by an expression of profound content; and his wife is by his
side, looking less calm and placid than usual, though she is very
happy. It may be that she fears for her daughter's future
welfare, though that can scarcely be when the dearest wish of her
heart is about to be fulfilled ; or, perhaps, as her eye wanders
from the gay group around her, it rests upon a little grassy mound
not far away, and she is thinking of one who would have been
the fairest and the best beloved of all.
Stephen seemed to feel a little out of place, as he stood there
with a gay, laughter-loving maiden clinging to his arm ; but the
happiest of all, if we may judge from the exterior, was James ;
arrived but the night before, after an absence of nearly two years.
He had just been admitted to the bar; and Mr. Hall, who was
present at the examination, said it was rare to meet with a young
man of so much promise, and knowing his untiring industry, he
had little doubt of his success in after life. So James — now a
manly-looking fellow of three-and-twenty — was, after the bride,
the observed of all observers ; and not a few of the bride's white-
robed attendants put on their most witching smile when he
addressed them.
Despite of all the sunshine and festivity at a bridal, there is
to me more of solemnity, almost sadness, in the scene than in
any other we are called upon to witness, save that mournful
rite, when dust is returned to dust. There is a young and often
thoughtless maiden, taking upon herself vows which but few
understand, in the depth of their import, vows lasting as life,
aud on the full performance of which depends in a great measure,
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the joy or misery of her future years. Then, too, in her trust
and innocence, she does not dream that change can come, that
the loved one will ever be less considerate, less tender, than
at the .present hour. True, she has been told that it may be so —
but the thought is not harboured for an instant. " He never
could speak coldly or unkindly to me," she murmurs, as eyes
beaming with deep affection meet her own. Then, too, the proud
man that stands beside her, may be but taking that gentle flower
to his bosom, to cast it aside when its perfume shall have become
less grateful — leaving it crushed and faded; or, worse still —
and still more improbable, though it is sometimes so — there may
be poison lurking in the seemingly pure blossom, that will sting
and embitter his future life. Oh, that woman should ever prove
false to the vow of her girlhood !
All these thoughts, I say, and many more scarcely less sorrow-
ful, come to my mind when I look upon a bridal; and tears will
start, unbidden it is true, when the faces of those around are
radiant with smiles. But perhaps few have learned with me the
truthful lesson of the poet —
" Hope's gayest wreaths are made of earthly flowers —
Things that are made to fade, and fade away,
Ere they have blossomed for a few short hours."
How could I call up such a train of sombre thought when
speaking of Mary Gordon's marriage ? None doubted her hus-
band's truth, her own deep devotion, as they crowded around
when the simple rite was ended to congratulate them, and breathe
a fervent wish that their joy might increase as the years of their
life rolled onward. They went forth from that quiet church with
new and strange feelings springing up, and as Mary looked upon
the throng who still reiterated their friendly wishes, she felt an
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inward consciousness that God had blessed and sustained her
through those years of trial and probation.
" Who would have thought that the deacon's Mary would ever
have grown up such a fine woman ?" said Aunty Gould, as she
wiped her spectacles upon the corner of her new gingham apron.
" The deacon himself ain't got much spent in him, and as for
Miss Gordon, I don't believe she ever whipped one of them
children in her life. She always let 'em have their own way a
great deal too much to suit me. Jest think of her letting Mary
go off to Lowell in the midst of that city of iniquity, and stay
three or four years, jest because James must be college lamed.
As if it warn't as respectable to stay to home and be a farmer,
as his father and his grandfather was before him. I have n't
much 'pinion of him, but Stephen Gordon is going to make the
man. Steddy and industrious a' most as the deacon himself."
So we see the differences of opinion which exist in the narrow-
est community ; for Mrs. Lane, as she turned toward her own
bright home, said to her husband that Mary Gordon was a pattern
to the young girls now growing up in the village. But for her
honest independence and hardihood in braving the opinion of the
world, her family might have been living without education, and
without refinement. Now she had won for herself the love of a
noble heart — could see her brother successful through her efforts,
and knew that their parents were happy in feeling that this was
so. " She has been the sun of that household," replied the hus-
band, " and I doubt not will ever be the happiness of her own."
They were sitting alone — the newly-made husband and wife —
on the evening of their marriage-day. They were in their home,
which was henceforth -to be the scene of all their love and labours.
The last kind friend had gone, and for the first time that day
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they could feel the calm, unclouded serenity which the end of a
long and often wearisome toil had brought.
The moonlight trembled through the shaded casement, and
surrounded as with a halo the sweet, serious face that looked out
upon the night ; and far around, even to the rugged mountains
that rose as sentinels over the green valley, earth and air were
bathed in that pure and tender radiance. The flowering shrubs
that twined about the little porch seemed to give forth a more
delicious perfume than when scorched by the sun's warm kiss.
The neighbouring orchards, almost bending beneath the clusters
of buds and blossoms that covered the green boughs, waved
gently in the light breeze that showered the sunny petals as it
passed upon the freshly springing grass beneath. The low cry
of the whippo-wil came now and then from a far-off wood ; save
that, and the rustle of the vines clinging about the casement, no
sound broke the sabbath-like repose. The church — scarce a
stone's throw from the little parsonage — stood boldly relieved by
the dark trees which rose beside it; and not far away — not too
far for them to see by day the loved forms of its inmates — they
could distinguish the sloping roofs and brown walls of Mary's
early home.
The young bride turned from the scene without, and when she
looked up into her husband's face he saw that her eyes were
filled with tears.
" Are you not happy, my Mary ? " said he, as he drew her
more closely to his bosom.
" Happy ! oh, only too happy ! " was the murmured response,
as he kissed the tears away. " I was but thinking of my past
life ; how strange it seems that I should have been so prompted,
so guided through all ! Then, stranger than the rest, that you
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should love one so humble, so ignorant as myself. I may tell
you now — now that I am your own true wife, how your love has
been the happiness of many years. Ere I dared to hope that
your letters breathed more than a friendly interest - — and believe
me I would not indulge the thought for an instant until you had
given me the right so to do — though the wish would for an
instant flit across my mind — I knew that one less wise, less noble
than yourself would never gain the deep affection of my heart.
I almost felt that I could live through life without dearer ties, if
you would always watch my path with interest, awarding, as
then, praise and blame."
" But, strange as it may seem, you did love me through all,
deeply, devotedly. Oh, what is there in me to deserve such
affection ! and when I read those blessed words — ' I love you,
Mary, have loved you from an early period of our correspond-
ence,' it seemed as if my heart were breaking with the excess
of wild happiness which rushed like a flood upon it. How could
you love me? what was there in me to create such an
emotion?"
Allan Loring thought that the wife was far more beautiful
than the maiden, as she stood encircled by his arms, gazing with
deep earnestness, as if she would read his very soul.
" I cannot tell you all there is in you to love and admire,"
said he, tenderly, " and, indeed, my little wife would blush too
deeply at a recital of her own merits and graces. But this I now
recall, that the first emotion of deep interest which I felt for you,
arose as I listened to your brother's recital of your wonderful
self-denial, and persevering effort for his sake. I saw, young as
you were, the germ of a high and noble nature, best developed,
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believe me, in the rough and untoward circumstances by which
you were surrounded. I wrote to you at first, thinking, perhaps,
to aid you in the struggle for knowledge and truth ; and as your
mind and heart were laid open before me, how could I help loving
the guileless sincerity which every act exhibited ?
I knew that the good sister, the affectionate child, could not
but make a true and gentle wife. So I thought myself fortunate,
beyond my own hopes even, when I found you could grant me
the only boon I asked — a deep and steadfast affection."
What heart is there that would not have been satisfied with
such praise? and who, witnessing the calm spirit of content
which animated both the husband and the wife, could have pro-
phesied evil as the result of such a union.
We might follow our heroine still farther — might show her to
you as the companion and assistant in her husband's labours of
love, as he fulfilled the high mission to which he had been ap-
pointed— as the mother, training her little ones to usefulness and
honour. But we will leave her now, assured that whatever storms
may cloud the unshadowed morn of her wedded life — and all
know that in this existence no home, however lofty or lowly, is
exempt from suffering and trial — she bore a talisman to pass
through all unscathed — strength, gained by patient endurance,
and the knowledge of duties rightly performed.
It may be, dear lady — you who are now glancing idly over
these pages — that you are surrounded by every luxury wealth
can command. You are lounging, perhaps, upon a softly cush-
ioned divan, with tiny, slippered feet half buried in the glowing
carpet. There are brilliants blazing upon the delicate hand which
shields your face from the warm fire-light ; as you glance around,
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a costly mirror reveals at full length your graceful and yielding
form.
" I have no interest in such as these," you say, as the simple
narrative is ended.
I pray, in truth, that you may never learn the harsh lessons of
adversity; but remember, as you enjoy the elegancies of a lux-
urious home, that change comes to all when least expected. And
if misfortune should not spare even one so young and so beauti-
ful ; if poverty or desolation overshadow the household, it may
be your part to sustain and to strengthen, not only by words, but
by deeds. G-od shield you, dear lady ; but if the storm come,
remember that honest labour elevates, rather than degrades; and
those whose opinions are of value will not hesitate to confirm the
truth of the moral.
"THERE'S NO SUCH WORD AS FAIL."
- THE proudest motto for the young!
Write it in lines of gold
Upon thy heart, and in thy mind
The stirring words enfold.
And in misfortune's dreary hour.
Or fortune's prosperous gale,
'Twill have a holy, cheering power,
"There's no such word as fail."
The Sailor, on the stormy sea,
May sigh for distant land;
And free and fearless though he be,
Would they were near the strand.
But when the storm on angry wings
Bears lightning, sleet, and hail,
He climbs the slippery mast, and sings
" There 's no such word as fail."
The wearied Student, bending o'er
The tomes of other days,
And dwelling on their magic lore,
For inspiration prays.
And though with toil his brain is weak,
His brow is deadly pale,
The language of his heart will speak —
" There 's no such word as fail."
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The wily Statesman bends his kuee
Before fame's glittering shrine,
And would an humble suppliant be
To Genius so divine.
Yet, though his progress is full slow,
And enemies may rail;
He thinks at last the world to show
"There's no such word as fail."
The Soldier on the battle plain,
When thirsting to be free,
And throw aside a tyrant's chain,
Says — " On for Liberty !
Our households, and our native land !
We must, we will prevail !
Then foot to foot, and hand to hand,
"'There's no such word as fail!'"
The child of God, though oft beset
By foes without — within —
These precious words will ne'er forget,
Amid their dreadful din;
But upward looks, with eye of faith,
Armed with the Christian's mail,
And in the hottest conflict saith —
"There's no such word as fail!"
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THE STORY OF THE BELL.*
W/|^| HE village was small, and the church was not a
' cathedral, but a quiet, unostentatious stone chapel,
^ f half covered by climbing plants, and a forest of
dark trees grew around it. — They shaded the in-
terior so completely in the summer afternoons, that the figure of
the altar-piece — painted, the villagers averred, by Albrecht
Diirer — could scarcely be distinguished, and rested upon the
broad canvass a mass of shadowy outlines.
A quaint carved belfry rose above the trees, and in the bright
dawn of the Sabbath, a chime sweet and holy floated from it,
calling the villagers to their devotions; but the bell whose iron
tongue gave forth that chime, was not the bell that my story
speaks of — there was another, long before that was cast, that had
hung for many years, perhaps a century, in the same place. But
now it is no longer elevated, its tongue is mute, for it lies upon
the ground at the foot of the church tower, broken and bruised.
It is half buried in the rich mould, and there are green stains
creeping over it, eating into its iron heart ; no one heeds it now?
for those who had brought it there are sleeping coldly and silently
* This little story has enjoyed a wide popularity under the dis-
guise of a " Translation from the German, by Clara Cushman" — and
we do our fair friend, the real author, only a simple act of justice by
divesting it of its foreign appearance, and presenting it in its true cha-
racter. It was a conceit of hers which sent it forth anonymously and
" from the German," of which it is only a felicitous imitation — illustrating
the flexibility of our noble Anglo Saxon tongue. — So. Literary Gazette.
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all around in the church-yard. The shadow of those dark trees
rests on many graves.
How came the old bell to be thus neglected ? A new gene-
ration arose — " See/' they said, " the church where our parents
worshipped falls to decay. Its tower crumbles to dust. The bell
has lost its silver tone — it sends forth a harsh disonance. We will
have a new tower, and another bell shall call us to our worship."
So the old belfry was destroyed, and the old bell laid at the
foundation ; it was grieved at the cruel sentence, but it scorned
to complain, it was voiceless. They came weeks after to remove
it — the remains would still be of use ; but strive as they would,
no strength was able to raise the bell ; it had grown ponderous —
it defied them— rooted to the earth as it seemed.
"They cannot make me leave my post," thought the bell —
"I will still watch over this holy spot; it has been my care for
years."
Time passed, and they strove no longer to remove the relic.
Its successor rang clearly from the tower above its head, and the
old bell slumbered on, in the warm sunshine, and the dreary
storm, unmolested, and almost forgotten.
The afternoon was calm, but the sun's rays were most power-
ful. A bright, noble boy had been walking listlessly under the
whispering trees. He was in high health and was resting from
eager exercise, for there was a flush upon his open brow, and as
he walked he wiped the beaded drops from his forehead.
" Ah, here is the place," he said ; " I will lie down in this
cool shade, and read this pleasant volume." The lays of Hana
Sachs were in his hand. So the youth stretched his wearied
limbs upon the velvet grass, and his head rested near the old bell,
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but he did not know it, for there was a low shrub with thick ser-
rated leaves and fragrant blossoms spreading over it, and the
youth did not care to look beyond.
Presently the letters in his book began to grow indistinct,
there was a mist creeping over the page, and while he wondered
at the marvel, a low clear voice spoke to him. Yes, it called his
name, "Novalis."
" I am here," said the lad, though he could see no one. He
glanced upward, and around, yet there was no living creature in
sight.
" Listen," said the voice. "I have not spoken to mortal for
many, many years. — My voice was hushed at thy birth. Come,
I will tell thee of it." The youth listened, though he was sadly
amazed. He felt bound to the spot, and he could not close his
ears.
" Time has passed swiftly," said the voice, " since I watched
the children who are now men and women, at their sports in the
neighbouring forest. I looked out from my station in the old
tower, and morning and evening beheld with joy those innocent
faces, as they ran and bounded in wild delight, fearless of the
future, and careless of the present hour. They were all my chil-
dren, for I had rejoiced at their birth, and if it was ordained that
the Good Shepherd early called one of the lambs to his bosom,
I tolled not mournfully, but solemnly, at the departure. I knew
it was far better for those who slept thus peacefully, and I could
not sorrow for them.
" I marked one, a fair, delicate girl, who often separated her-
self from her merry companions. She would leave their noisy
play, and stealing with her book and work through the dark old
trees, would sit for hours in the shadow of the tower. Though
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she never came without a volume, such an one as just now you
were reading, the book was often neglected, and leaning her head
upon her hand, she would remain until the twilight tenderly
veiled her beautiful form, wrapt in a deep, still musing. I knew
that her thoughts were holy and pure ; often of Heaven, for she
would raise her eyes to the bending sky, jewelled as it was in
the evening hour, and seem in prayer, though her lips moved
not, and the listening breezes could not catch a murmuring
word.
" But the girl grew up, innocent as in her childhood, yet with
a rosier flush upon her cheeks and a brighter lustre in her dreamy
eye. I did not see her so often then, but when my voice on the
bright Sabbath morning called those who love the good Father
to come and thank him for his wondrous mercy and goodness,
she was the first to obey the summons, and I watched the snowy
drapery which she always wore, as it fluttered by the dark foliage,
or gleamed in the glad sunshine. She did not come alone, for
her grandsire ever leaned upon her arm, and she guided his un-
certain steps, and listened earnestly to the words of wisdom
which he spoke. Then I marked that often another joined the
group, a youth who had been her companion years agone, when
she was a very child. Now, they did not stray as then, with
arms entwined, and hand linked in haud ; but the youth sup-
ported the graudsire, and she walked beside him, looking timidly
upon the ground, and if by chance he spoke to her, a bright
glow would arise to her lips and forehead.
" Never did my voice ring out for a merrier bridal than on the
morn when they were united, before the altar of this very church.
All the village rejoiced with them, for the gentle girl was loved
as a sister, and a daughter ; all said that the youth to whom she
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had plighted her troth, was well worthy of the jewel he had
gained. The old praised, and the young admired as the bridal
party turned toward their home, a simple, vine-shaded cottage,
not a stone's-throw from where thou art lying. They did not
forget the God who had bestowed so much of happiness upon
them, even in the midst of pleasure, and often they would come
in the hush of twilight, and, kneeling by the altar, give thanks
for all the mercies they had received.
" Two years — long as the period may seem to youth — glides
swiftly past when the heart is at rest. Then once more a
chime floated from the belfry. It was at early dawn, when the
mist was lying on the mountain's side, and the dew hid trembling
in the flower-bells, frighted by the first beams of the rising day.
A son had been given to them, a bright, healthful babe, with
eyes blue as the mother's who clasped him to her breast, and
dedicated him with his first breath to the parent who had watched
over her orphaned youth, and had given this treasure to her
keeping.
" That bright day faded, and even came sadly upon the face
of nature. Deep and mournful was the tone which I flung upon
the passing wind; and the fir-trees of the forest sent back a
moan from their swaying branches, heavily swaying, as if for
very sympathy. Life was that day given, but another had been
recalled. The young mother's deep sleep was not broken even
by the wailing voice of her first-born, for it was the repose of
death.
" They laid her beside the very spot where she had passed
go many hours ; and then I knew it was the grave of her parents
which she had so loved to visit.
."The son lived, and the father's grief abated, when he saw
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the boy growing in the image of his mother ; and when the child,
with uncertain footsteps, had dared to tread upon the velvet grass,
the father brought him to the church-yard, and clasping his little
hands as he knelt beside him, taught the babe that he had also
a Father in heaven.
" I have lain since that time almost by her side, for my pride
was humbled, when they removed me from the station I had so
long occupied. My voice has been hushed from that sorrowful
night even till now, but I am compelled to speak to thee.
" Boy ! boy ! it is thy mother of whom I have told thee ! Two
lives were given for thine ; thy mother, who brought thee into
the world — thy Saviour, who would give thee a second birth —
they have died that thou might live ; and for so great a sacrifice
how much will be required of thee ! See to it, that thou art not
found wanting when a reckoning is demanded of thee."
Suddenly as it had been borne to his ears, the voice became
silent. The boy started, as if from deep sleep, and put his hand
to his brow. The dew lay damply upon it, — the shades of eve-
ning had crept over the churchyard ; and he could scarce discern
the white slab that marked the resting-place of his mother. It
may have been a dream — but when he searched about him for
the old bell, it was lying with its lip very near to the fragrant
pillow upon which he had reposed.
Thoughtfully and slowly the boy went toward his home, but
though he told none, not even his father, what had befallen him,
the story of the old bell was never forgotten, and his future life
was influenced by the remembrance.
VOICES FROM FLOWERS.
A WOMANLY love is the love of flowers,
With their soft and rich perfume,
'Tis a graceful task to rear and guard
Young plants as they bud and bloom j
And flowers can speak as in olden time,
Though no audible voices thrill,
Their velvet lips are not moved apart,
Yet their words can the silence fill.
This campion rose is a messenger
To tell of a Southern clime;
The orange buds bear in their snowy bells
The tones of a bridal chime.
The violet whispers of modest worth,
And see as a thought of Heaven
The amaranth bathed to its very heart
With the purple hues of even !
I have blossoms withering now and sere
That told me of love and truth,
They were offered by one who early claimed
The friendship of trusting youth.
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The buds are faded, the leaves are brown,
But I prize and treasure them yet,
Though tears -will fall as they meet my gaze,
Recalling a fond regret.
For a common weed, with its pale, blue cup,
Is twined with that very flower,
It knew no nurture from gentle hands,
It grew in no garden bower.
'T was the first faint bloom 'mid the tangled grass
That grew on that friend's low grave,
Ah, little we thought when the first were given
How soon should the last one wave.
And yet a message of Hope was breathed
From each fragile and tender leaf,
That came as a "voice from the Spirit Land"
To solace my heart's wild grief;
It seemed as a type of the second life
As it bloomed where no foot had trod,
For its petals bore the blue of Heaven,
And it sprang from the lonely sod.
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SORROW OF-THE ROSE.
" A white rose, delicate,
On a tall bough and straight,
Early comer — April comer,
Never waiting for the Summer."
Miss BARRETT.
"Say not, thou who art bereaved, 'There is no sorrow like unto
mine.' " — FLAVEL.
|HE Rose was certainly the most queenly flower in
all that spacious garden.
Some say queenly, when they mean haughty;
but our rose had nothing of haughtiness in the
serenely proud air with which she received the homage of the
dew, the sunshine, and the evening wind. These were her most
loyal subjects ; the gay humming-bird was certainly very incon-
stant in his allegiance, for often he would be found fluttering
about the Campanula and the pale Lilies, when he should have
been bending over her.
The Rose nodded carelessly, when the neighbouring Tulip
whispered this, for she knew the Tulip was a sad gossip, and
more than one suspected she was black at the heart, from envy
of her royal friend.
Little did the Rose care for the desertion of the bright-winged
bird. Did not the dew pay a fond tribute to her beauty every
evening, and when the morning sun crept with red rays to her
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very heart, were not the pearly drops changed to brilliants, that
glittered and flashed amid the pure petals she unfolded to its kiss ?
" Our Queen's tiara is renewed every morning," whispered the
amiable Mignionette. Mignionette found something to love and
to admire iu every one, down to the poor Bird-Weed that crept
humbly near her.
"A thousand pities that more Mignionette had not been
scattered through the garden," said the Marigold — a nice, stout,
motherly friend of Mignionette's, who was always nursing the
fragile Sensitive Plant, over whom she declared Monk's Hood
held a baleful influence.
Marigold often told her quiet friend Sage, that she believed
the Sensitive Plant would be strong and healthy enough, if once
removed from the shadow of that cold, dark neighbour.
So much for the gossip of the garden, which now and then
went on pretty briskly, much to the annoyance of the Lupine,
who liked to be quiet, and who bore a hatred to Narcissus on that
very account. — Narcissus was always boasting about himself, and
repeating the fine things he had heard said in his praise.
The Nettle was once so bitter as to say he believed Narcissus
imagined half of what he was so constantly repeating.
Still, as we have said, all this gossip affected the Rose very
little. True, she was grieved that any one should be pained
by it ; and she knew that, being one of the most conspicuous
flowers, she often had her share of ill-natured remark. Calm
indifference was the best shield, after all. — She knew the -purity
cf her petals was quite unimpeachable, and, let them say what
they would, could not thus be soiled. So she smiled serenely
above the discord, and grew every day more beautiful and well-
beloved.
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Ay, and happier, for close to the soft moss that enveloped her
stem, she nursed two bright young buds, that bade fair to be in
their turn beautiful and pure.
How caressingly she bent over them ! It was really delightful
to see her -watch and note the faintest shadow* of a change that
crept over their young lives. Soon their white petals would
burst through their emerald clasping, and then they would
unfold so quickly, to be her friends, her companions ! One
developed more rapidly than the other; it was kissed oftener by
the morning sunbeams; and all know there is much of life in
those fresh, fraternal kisses. The rough moss and delicate
emerald leaves gave way before them. Yes, it was true, the bud
was unfolding ; there were the waxen petals peeping forth ; one
could almost see the delicate blush that deepened upon them at
the praises of the surrounding blossoms.
All agreed it was the most beautiful bud of the season.
And the Rose — oh ! she had quite forgotten herself in her
love and admiration of the fragile nursling that clung so fondly
to her stem ! She was never weary of bending down to shade it
from the noontide heat, and she shared with it the evening tri-
bute of dew. Its younger sister was not forgotten — but her
quieter loveliness was naught, when compared with the peerless
favourite ! The Rose forgot that her own beauty was waning —
that she no longer possessed the grace of youth, and was slowly
withering in her prime.
She lived again ; she would live on, in this, her beautiful bud.
We had forgotten to tell you, that a tribute was required at
stated seasons, by the owner of the garden. It was cared for,
and nurtured by her kindness, and the only return she required
was, that the flowers should thrive, and should be willing, at her
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•wish, to yield up some from among their number to her peculiar
control. No one knew what afterwards became of them, as the
blossoms never returned. They had questioned many things,
but no certain reply had ever been given them, though the
zephyrs and the moonlight both assured them that it was an
honour to be so chosen; and a tradition existed among them
that those who left their number were far happier than when in
their midst. Yet, after all, they shrunk from the change; it
was so uncertain, they said, and in the garden there were mam
companions and friends — much to make them happy, even if
they were sometimes exposed to mildew, and the attacks of in-
trusive insects.
Now and then you would find a blossom not only willing, but
indeed eager to be chosen. Some because they were weary of
the inactive life they led, or because they knew a worm was
gnawing at their root, that would destroy thfcm if they were not
speedily rescued. But others there were, perfect still in their
young freshness, and fearing neither worm nor blight, who bowed
in quiet peace to the summons, because they were grateful for
the kindness that had so long nurtured them, and were ready to
yield their first fragrance, ay, and even their lives, if required,
as a small return for such benevolent guardianship.
A gentle hand hovered over the Rose ; a quick, wild pang,
that curdled her very life, and she saw her beautiful bud was no
longer near her — that pang was in token of their separation.
Never was there such wild sorrow. The Rose rocked to and
fro, in deepest grief. A low wailing fell heavily upon the air,
unheard by any save those friends who strove in vain to comfort
her. One by one, her petals drooped heavily; a cold dampness
settled upon every leaf. In vain came the dew, with soft and
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healing ministry ; the light kiss of the sunshine brought no life ;
the whisper of the evening wind failed to rouse her from the
fearful stupor.
The remaining bud blossomed to rare loveliness unheeded. It
was paler than the last one, as if in sorrow at its departure ; but
there was a hue of more exquisite purity about it, that atoned
for the absence of that crimson flush which had rendered the
other so proudly fair. But the Rose could not see its beauty —
h&ided by the tears she had shed for her first darling.
The wailing of the Rose was unheard — nay, seemingly
unheard. There was a soft, tranquil evening, when the whole
garden was bathed in the smile of the calm' moonlight. The
flowers all loved the moonlight; it came to them so peacefully.
Now and then, a leaf or a spray fluttered tremulously, but all
else was hushed in a perfect rest.
Still the Rose wailed on.
The moonlight but reminded her of the many hours she had
watched the lost one by its mild light. The grief she cherished
had a strange effect: all that had ever been beautiful in life
before, now grew dark, in proportion to its former brightness.
Some mournful reminiscence clung to the fairest scene, the softest
perfume. So she closed her heart to all healing influences, and
"refused to be comforted."
A softer whisper than that of the night-wind startled her. It
was a voice she had never heard before — one so thrillingly low
and sweet, that she hushed her moaning to listen.
""Wiat! murmuring still!" said the voice. "Wrapt even
until now in selfish, unholy repining ! thou, once standing serenely
in a pure content ! Rose, Rose, thy purity waneth with every
lament; thy tears have become as a mildew and a canker to
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thine own breast, and to those who have ever looked up to thee
for shelter ! See, their dropping has paled the Lily at thy feet,
and the heavy-lidded Violets sorrow with and for thee. Look
around — rouse thee, selfish one, and mark those who have been
like thee bereaved. The Eglantine still sends forth a grateful
perfume, though its richest sprays have been removed. The
Harebell bent patiently, as its fairest buds were taken; and
the blue Hyacinth yields not to despair, though its last cluster
of pale blossoms was bound with the bud which thou mournest.
It was not thine only one ! But I pity thee, child of my fairest
summer hours, and I am permitted to bring before thee two
scenes, that thou mayest draw from them consolation and hope.
Mark them well, and hush the voice of wailing that drew me
hither."
So the voice died silently, and the Hose bowed in very humili-
ation of spirit, for she saw that she had not suffered alone. —
Then a deep sleep came wafted on the breath of the poppy, that
floated about her, and the garden faded from view.
There were many lights flashing through the brilliant rooms
upon which she looked. Soft music, such as she had never
dreamed of, stole out to meet her. Laughter, musical, silver
laughter, mingled with the strain, and bright eyes flashed, and
red lips smiled, in the crowd gathered near the mistress of the
mansion. Oh ! how very beautiful was that stately woman, with
a cloud of white drapery floating about her, and her dark hair
banded in rich braids, unornamented but by a single rose — nay,
a half-opened bud. The Rose saw, with a thrill of delight, that
her darling had been thus preferred ; and then the scene faded.
A damp, chill wind seemed to destroy her with its breath.
A hoarse murmur ran through the dark heavens, that scowled
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angrily over the garden; but her bud was returned to her,
with its loveliness increased tenfold; and in that joy, all else
was forgotten. Then the wild wind severed them again ; they
were torn rudely asunder, and the bud was lying at her feet,
crushed to"the ground, withering, dying, unhonoured and uncared-
for. The dark earth-stains had destroyed its beauty — and so it
perished.
"Which wouldst thou have chosen?" whispered the voice
once more.
And the Rose replied humbly to the Flower-Spirit — for now
she knew with whom she held converse — and said :
"I am content. Thou art wiser than I."
And there was much to comfort the Rose, now that the voice
of afiection was heeded. One beautiful bud still remained —
the dew, the sunlight, and the soft wind that came to her as of
old — and, above all, she remembered that through her sorrow
she had first known the voice of the gentle Spirit, who watched
above them all, and would not "grieve or afflict them willingly."
A LIFE HISTORY.
THE BRIDE'S CONFESSION.
A SUDDEN thrill passed through my heart,
Wild and intense — yet hot of pain —
I strove to quell quick, bounding throbs,
And scanned the sentence o'er again.
It might have been most idly penned
By one whose thoughts from love were free,
And yet, as if entranced, I read
"Thou art most beautiful to me."
Thou did'st not whisper I was dear —
There were no gleams of tenderness,
Save those my trembling heart would hope
That careless sentence might express.
But while the blinding tears fell fast,
Until the words I scarce could see,
There shone, as through a wreathing mist,
"Thou art most beautiful to me."
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To thee ! I cared not for all eyes,
So I was beautiful in thine ;
A timid star, my faint, sad beams,
Upon thy path alone should shine.
jOh, what was praise, save from thy lips —
And love should all unheeded be,
So I could hear thy blessed voice
Say — "Thou art beautiful to me."
And I have heard those very words —
Blushing beneath thine earnest gaze —
Though thou, perchance, hadst quite forgot
They had been said in by-gone days.
While clasped hand, and circling arm,
Drew me still nearer unto thee —
Thy low voice breathed upon mine ear,
Thou, love, art beautiful to me."
And, dearest, though thine eyes alone
May see in me a single grace —
I care not, so thou e'er canst find
A hidden sweetness in my face.
And if, as years and cares steal on,
Even that lingering light must flee,
What matter ! if from thee I hear
" Thou art still beautiful to me ! "
II
OLD LETTERS.
THROUGH her tears she gazed upon them,
Records of that brief bright dream !
And she clasped them closer — closer —
For a message they would seem
Coming from the lips now silent —
Coming from a hand now cold,
And she felt the same emotion
They had thrilled her with of old:
Blended with a holy grieving —
Blended with a throbbing pain —
For she knew the hand that penned them
Might not clasp her own again.
And she felt the desolation
That had fallen on her heart;
Bitter memories thronged around her,
Bitter murmurs would upstart.
She had waited for their coming,
She had kissed them o'er and o'er —
And they were so fondly treasured,
For the words of love they bore.
Words that whispered in the silence,
She had listened till his tone
Seemed to linger in the echo,
" Darling, thou art all mine own ! ' '
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Faster still the tears carne falling
Through her white and wasted hands,
Where the marriage-ring — the widow's —
Linked their slender golden bands.
Sobs half stifled still were struggling
Through her pale and parted lips;
Oh, her beauty with life's brightness
Suffered a most drear eclipse !
Slowly folding, how she lingered
O'er the words his hands had traced!
Though the plashing drops had fallen,
And the faint lines half effaced.
"Gone for ever — oh, for ever I"
Murmured she with wailing cry —
Ah, too true, for through the silence
Came no voice to give reply.
It is passed. The sob is stifled —
Quivering lips are wreathed with smiles,
Mocking with their strange deceiving,
Watchful love she thus beguiles —
With the thought that o'er her spirit
Sorrow's shadow scarce is thrown;
For those letters have a message
To her heart, and her's alone.
III.
A MEMORY.
" At the door you will not enter,
I have gazed too long-, — adieu !
Hope withdraws her peradventure,
Death is near me and not you."
Miss BARRETT.
SLOWLY fades the misty twilight,
O'er the thronged and noisy town;
Clouds are gathered in the distance,
And the clouds above it frown.
Yet before her, leaves swayed lightly
In the hushed and drowsy air,
And the trees reclothed in verdure,
Had no murmur of despair.
She had gazed into the darkness,
Seeking through the busy crowd,
For a form once pressing onward
With a step as firm and proud.
For a face upturned in gladness
To the window where she leaned —
Smiling with an eager welcome,
Though a step but intervened.
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242 A MEMORY.
Even now her cheek is flushing
With the rapture of that gaze;
And her heart as then beats wildly -
Oh, the memory of those days !
- As a dear, dear dream it cometh,
Swiftly as a dream it flies !
No one springeth now toward her,
Smiling with such earnest eyes.
No one hastens home at twilight,
Watching for her hand to wave;
For the form she seeks so vainly
Sleeps within the silent grave;
And the eyes have smiled in dying,
Blessing her with latest life,
Smiled in closing o'er the discord
Of the last wild earthly strife.
IDEAL HUSBANDS;
OR,
SCHOOL-GIRL FANCIES.
CHAPTER I.
Miss Juliet Capulet was mistaken. There is undoubtedly much in a
name. — Charcoal Sketches.
" True love is at home on a carpet,
And mightily likes his ease ;
True love has an eye for a dinner,
And starves under shady trees."
N. P. WILLIS.
ET me usher you, without ceremony, dear ladies,
into No. 20, a commodious apartment on the first
floor of a wayside inn. It is undoubtedly the
pleasantest room in the house, and, at this moment,
is enlivened by the presence of two young and beautiful girls.
There are huge travelling-trunks and carpet-bags, yawning wide-
mouthed ; for the ladies are just completing the fatiguing process
of packing. Thus far they have journeyed in company, but now
their paths separate ; and as they have been room-mates at school
for two years, you can imagine there is much to be said on both
sides.
"Clara," said the younger, a bright-eyed maiden "just seven-
teen," "isn't it time to dress? The stage leaves in an hour, I
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heard the waiter say. You do my hair, and then I '11 braid yours.
We shall not have a chance to play waiting-maid for each other
very soon again."
" True ; but don't forget your promise, that I am to be your
bridesmaid/' was the reply.
" Nonsense/' said the other — blushing, nevertheless, as young
girls will when the subject is thus brought home to them ; " you
will need my services first, Clara. You are older than I."
" But you are prettier than I, Ella."
" You flatterer !" and the curls Ella had gathered over her little
white hands were suffered to fall caressingly about her friend's face.
"Besides," continued Clara Howard, "you are an heiress;
and I " — her red lip curled scornfully — " I am dependent upon
a stepfather for the very necessaries of existence."
" How can you say ' dependent ' so bitterly, when you know
how kindly he speaks of you, and loves you, I am sure ? "
" Yes, I know he loves me ; but his own large family are to
be provided for ; and so, you see, puss, I lack one of the essential
qualifications to the estate matrimonial. What were you telling
me about Mr. Huntington ? I was so busy then."
" Oh, only Frank says he will join our party (I can say our
party this year) at the Mountain House; and, you know, I have
wanted to meet him so long. I wonder if he will like me ? "
she added, musingly.
" He is certain to do so, if he once sees you. And, Ella, I
declare, you are half in love with him already. Your sister
evidently thinks him perfection."
" You know he was her husband's friend for years, Clara ; and
- -I wonder how he looks," the young girl said abruptly.
"Strange, Agnes has never described him to me I"
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" She wishes you to be surprised. I have no doubt he is a
splendid fellow."
" Oh, he must be. Tall — yes, I am sure he is tall. I never
could endure short men. Then, he has jet black whiskers and a
mustache. And his hair must wave ; not curl, but wave a little
over his brow. He must have a beautiful mouth, too, or I am
sure I could not like him. Clara, positively, I never could marry
a man who was not tall and graceful, with dark eyes and whiskers,
and a perfect mouth. Yes, and an aristocratic name he must
have, too, or I never could consent to change my own for his.
1 Ella Kirkland ' is far too pretty to be lost in Smith, or Jones,
or Thompson. Let me think : Huntington — it 's a beautiful
name, is n't it ? "
" Yes, Ella Huntington is not so bad. But I don't care a fig
for a name, so a man is wealthy. I believe I would marry plain
John Jones, if he was as ugly as poor Jackson with his red hair
and weak eyes, provided plain John Jones had five thousand a
year."
"Oh, Clara, don't talk in that way; I know you are only
joking. But then "
"No, I'm not joking/' retorted the other, firmly, almost
fiercely.
Poor girl ! she is not the only woman of her age who considers-
wealth an essential to domestic happiness. She had been reared
with luxurious tastes and habits; but the wealth that supplied
the one and fostered the other, had not been her own ; and the
taunts of her mother's step-children had only created a desire for
a fortune under her own control, that she might outshine those
who were her superiors only in the wealth she so coveted. But
Clara Howard is not our heroine, beautiful as she certainly was,
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246 IDEAL HUSBANDS; OR,
and amiable as she might have been but for this plague-spot that
burned upon her heart. We will bid her farewell, as did her
late schoolmate, at the door of the splendid equipage long waiting
for the " little heiress," a sobriquet Ella had borne through her
residence at Jhe seminary of Madame Chapron.
Clara Howard's red lip curled once more, as a lumbering stage-
coach soon after took its place. It was to bear her to the next
large town, where her stepfather awaited her.
So we turn from Clara's scheming heart, that plans only that
it may fetter itself with golden chains, to the bounding hopes and
bright anticipations Ella Kirkland is now pouring into the ear
of Frank Clinton, the husband of her only sister Agnes. She
was talking of Mr. Huntington as they rode along. She should
be so delighted to meet him ! Was he tall ?
"Yes."
"And fine-looking?"
Ella was bidden to prepare for disappointment.
"Then he is ugly, after all!"
No ; her brother did not say that ; but she would not meet Mr.
Huntington, at least, this season. He had, " unfortunately, been
obliged "
Ella did not wait to hear any more. " It was too bad, after
all her sister had written \" It was strange how soon Ella grew
weary after this, though scarcely one-third of their way was
passed. She did not tell Mr. Clinton all that she had in-
tended about their examination, and how her new songs had
been so much admired ; and that Clara Howard must be invited
to pass the winter with them. However, that recalled their last
conversation, and then she repeated it to — a part of it, at least j
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for she did not tell of her " trying on" Mr. Huntington's name,
to her amused and patient listener.
" So, my little Ella would never, positively never, marry a man
by the name of Smith. What would she think of Brown ? "
" Oh, horrid ! that was quite as bad. No j she was willing
to repeat it : if a man was ever so rich," (though, to be sure,
that made little difference,) "or ever so tall," (a much more
important consideration in the eyes of the little lady,) " or ever
so handsome or intellectual, those horrid names, Brown, or Smith,
or Jones, would outweigh his attractions." She wondered how
Clara could think so much of money. Wealth was nothing;
but her future lord must have an aristocratic name
How merrily Frank Clinton laughed ; and then Ellen pouted ;
and at last he grew thoughtful, and she grew stupid ; so, as if by
mutual consent, they fell back on the soft cushions, and neither
spoke for miles of that pleasant journey.
CHAPTER II.
" The parlours, both, are occupied,
And every other spot,
By couples who a-courting seem,
And yet, perhaps they 're not."
Miss LESLIE.
was a gay group assembled in the drawing-
room at the Catskill Mountain House, on the eve-
'taR r\£) ning after Ella Kirkland's arrival. The house was
thronged with visitors; and, as usual, gossip and
flirtation formed the principal amusement of the crowds thus
gathered together for the laudable purpose of killing time.
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Mrs. Clinton passed quietly through the larger room, and
entered the little boudoir, which all who have visited this delight-
ful summer resort must recollect. Ah ! how many flirtations has
that mirror witnessed ! How many a flushed cheek has been
shaded by those light muslin curtains ! How many a restless
heart, filled with hope, mortification, ay, even despair, has
throbbed against those soft lounges, that reveal no secrets ! — for-
tunately for the peace of mind of some we wot of. Ella did not
think of this, as she entered the room ; but she was a young lady
going into society for the first time, unshackled by the thoughts
of a return to school duties, and everything was novel and delight-
ful. She looked around with eager interest, as Mrs. Clinton
pointed out her acquaintances in the room beyond.
" There is Mrs. McClure," said Agnes, " the lady with the
quiet, thoughtful face, and braided hair. You will like her, I
know. She is still in mourning for her husband, who died seve-
ral years since ; and those little fairies bidding her good-night are
her children. Mrs. Newland is at the other end of the sofa ; she
is her sister, a widow also ; but her daughters are older, quite
young ladies. There is one of them at the piano. She is lady-
like, quiet, and self-possessed ; — a widow content to remain so,
though in the prime of life. There is Mr. Dickson, an unas-
suming and gentlemanly man. Mrs. Orton, the poetess, is now
in conversation with him. Is she not a graceful little crea-
ture?"
Ella looked with admiration on one she had heard so much of,
and whose writings she had loved from childhood.
" I will finish my catalogue to-morrow," continued Mrs. Clin-
ton. "No, stop; there comes Bradbury ; you must know him.
One of the best fellows in the world; high-principled, warm-
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hearted, generous to a fault. Somewhat extravagant, I fear, and
a little vain ; but these are faults of youth, which he will have
good sense enough to conquer as he grows older. And here is
the greatest curiosity in the whole menagerie. Not a lion, exactly
— a bear would answer better; that is, I am always tempted to
think of Frederika Bremer's 'Bear/ in her charming 'Neigh-
bours,' whenever I see him; so, you see, the epithet is a com-
pliment, after all. Did you not notice Frank rush down when
the stage came in ? Well, it was to meet that man who sits so
contentedly gazing in at the window frpm the piazza; his feet
perched up on the top of the rail, a la Americans. Respectable
feet they are, too, for a man of his size. He must be at least six
feet in height. He is a great friend of Frank's; and a new-comer,
as well as yourself. You would find his name on the register just
below yours, as Walter Brown, of Arkansas. Is not that enough
to startle one ! Such a backwoodsman ! But I will leave you
to find out his f points and paces/ as the sportsmen say, your-
self. You will be sure to like him."
" Impossible ! " said Ella, hastily. " I never could endure the
name. Besides, he must be a perfect savage, coming from such
a place. What can Frank find to like in him ? Such a name !
Brown ! I wonder if he will ever find any one to marry
him ? "
" Report says that one lady has already been so rash — that he
is a widower ; but he denies it. Report adds that he is looking
out for some one to fill her place. He would probably deny that,
too, if it came to his ears. A chance for you, Ella, if it is
true."
" Horrid ! " said Ella, scornfully. " / marry a man with the
name of Brown ! "
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"Good evening, Mrs. Clinton," said a voice near them.
Ella started, as if a whole Fourth of July of fire-works had
suddenly exploded at her feet. She had turned away while they
were talking, and had not seen any one approaching them. There
stood Mr. Brown, within a yard of the sofa on which she was
lounging. Her face flushed in an instant. Had he overheard
her remark ? She hoped not ; but she could not tell. He was
quite self-possessed; and, after an introduction, seated himself
near her, although he addressed his conversation to Mrs. Clinton.
Dear me, how ugly he is ! " she thought ; for though his intona-
tion was perfect, and his voice was musical, no one could deny
that it came from a large, very large, mouth. Then his forehead
was sunburned; and his nose, though not badly shaped, had an
undue tinge of "love's proper hue," from like exposure. Besides,
as a tall man, he was certainly not strikingly graceful — at least,
in repose.
Ella rose to obey her brother's summons to the piano. She
sang simple ballads, with much expression ; and Frank was fond
of ballad-singing, particularly in contrast to the " opera gems"
the city ladies were constantly strumming. Frank had little love
for Bellini and Donizetti out of the opera-house. At any rate,
not as performed by boarding-school misses.
Not once did Mr. Brown look up. Provoking Mr. Brown !
Although Ella well knew, from his very face, that he could not
have a particle of music in him. He sat quite still, apparently
absorbed in admiration of the large, filbert-shaped nails of his
really tolerable hand. Every one else crowded around the piano,
and thanked the fair musician ; for, although Ella's voice was
neither brilliant nor powerful, there was a peculiar freshness of
style, and a freedom from affectation in voice and intonation that
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pleased those who could also admire and appreciate more elabo-
rate execution.
So Ella sang on, urged by Mr. Bradbury and Mr. Dickson,
who had been presented to her by Frank. And they all went
out upon the piazza together, and strolled up and down in the
soft moonlight — all but Mr. Brown, who engaged Mrs. McClure
in an animated conversation, and did not even glance up at the
window, as the group outside passed and re-passed. Ella was
glad of this, for somehow she had taken an unaccountable dislike
to Mr. Brown.
CHAPTER HI.
"Sunrise upon the hills!"
" Love may slumber in a maiden's heart, but he always dreams." —
JEAN PAUL.
| HOSE of our readers who have had the good fortune
to watch a clear sunrise from the piazza of the
Mountain House, will not wonder that our little
heroine stood absorbed in the view before her.
She was quite alone, for Mrs. Clinton had become more fond
of her morning nap, than of watching a scene grown familiar.
Her husband had fulfilled his promise of calling Ella in season ;
and he, too, loved morning dreams-.
A group of new arrivals stood a few rods from the house,
upon the dew-covered grass ; but Frank had forbidden his charge
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to set foot beside them, on pain of a heavy cold. So Ella stood
there, as pretty a picture as one could wish to see, with one arm
twined about a pillar, and her light morning-dress fluttering in
graceful drapery about her ; but, rapt in quiet admiration of the
slowly changing scene, she did not once dream of how she was
looking, and wondered why the gentlemen of the aforesaid party
turned so often toward the house.
Slowly the crimson rays stole to the heart of the dim clouds
that rested on the crest of far-away Mount Washington. First,
a faint rose-tinge trembled through the ragged edges; deeper,
richer grew the radiance, until all glorious hues were blended in
its inmost folds. A golden light played o'er the bending hori-
zon -, a mellow radiance that faded at last to faintest sapphire.
So day came on, proudly, rejoicingly. The vapoury masses that
filled the valley below, trembled as the first sunbeams fell among
them ; and then fled, like a discomfited host pierced by the glit-
tering lances of an enemy. Miles away the beautiful Hudson
sparkled and dashed its mimic waves on sloping, wood-crowned
banks ; and near them the proud summits of the Catskills became
more distinctly defined against a cloudless sky.
" Heavens ! how beautiful ! " murmured the young girl, as she
gazed eagerly upward and around. There was such a freshness
in the clear atmosphere, such a "subtle luxury" in its very
breath ! She did not know that it had deepened the rose tint on
her cheeks, and given a clear brightness to her large dark eyes ;
and when a voice near her echoed " Beautiful, indeed ! " she little
dreamed that she was the object of such enthusiasm.
But it startled her, mellow as was the tone ; and she turned
hastily to see — Mr. Brown ! standing near
For an instant, she was vexed. If it had been Mr. Bradbury,
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now, such an interruption would have been far from disagree-
able ; or Mr. Dickson, even. Her heart was so full, that she
longed to give vent to her rapture in words; but disagreeable
Mr. Brown, of all people, to come between her and that glorious
sunrise !
However, he came forward so frankly to bid her good morn-
ing, and spoke so charmingly of the different atmospheric effects
about them ; and, withal, displayed unconsciously so much artistic
skill and taste, that Ella could not but be interested in the con-
versation; and so an hour passed quite swiftly, and she was sur-
prised to hear the dressing-bell ring so suddenly. As she bade
Mr. Brown good morning, and turned to her own room, she came
to the conclusion that he was a professional artist ; but then the
arts are not particularly cherished in Arkansas.
Mrs. Clinton was confined to her room that morning by a slight
indisposition. Frank sat beside her, as a kind husband should
do, reading aloud from a new romance. Ella had hurried through
it the week before ; so, as all the rest of the household seemed
to have gone to the falls or to their rooms, she stole off to the
drawing-room, resolved to have what school-girls call "a good
practice." Fortunately, it was empty ; and, unrestrained by lis-
teners, Ella gave full scope to her bird-like voice, singing any-
thing she chanced to remember — among other simple strains, the
sweet ballad of " Bonnie Annie Lowrie." As she finished the
refrain, Mr. Brown came slowly forward from the little boudoir
we have spoken of.
Ella blushed — vexed at having had a listener to her wild
cadenzas — half rose from the music-stool, and then sat down
again, turning over nervously a song of Jenny Lind's that was
open before her.
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" There is one consolation/' thought she ; " he is no musician,
and will not know whether I have been singing false or not."
Sadly mistaken was Ella Kirkland; and so she found, when
Mr. Brown spoke of " Annie Lowrie," and begged her to sing it
once more." Then they chatted of Scotch and Irish songs, of
Moore's Melodies, and Mrs. Norton's delightful ballads. It was
very strange he liked all her old favourites ; and, at last, as she
was playing " Fairy Bells," her astonishment reached its climax
as he joined her carelessly with a most agreeable tenor. Then
he suggested some little alterations in her style and tone ; and
so they sang and chatted a long time — Ella was surprised to find
how long, as she looked at her watch on her way to Mrs. Clin-
ton's room.
Yet she was vexed at her sister's raillery when recounting the
adventures of the morning, and wondered how she could dream
of teazing her about any one named Brown, and with no mus-
tache either ! Mr. Brown had not even whiskers. ! Then
such a mouth ! No ; Ella declared that, until the legislature
had done something for his name, and surgical science had found
a method for improving ugly mouths, her heart was in no danger.
So she changed the topic of conversation, by inquiring how
long they were going to stay among the mountains, and why Mr.
Huntington did not join them. It was too provoking ! Mr.
Huntington seemed to elude her, as if he had been Peter Schle-
mihl himself! No sooner did she expect to meet him, than,
presto! something must happen to disturb their plans. Her
sister smiled, probably at her pettish tone ; but pettishness was
not an unpleasant expression on Ella's face ; her eyes seemed al-
ways to grow brighter, and her red lips pouted so kissably — at
least, so Frank always said.
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Thus interrogated, Mrs. Clinton replied that their stay would
be four weeks at least ; for she certainly found it the coolest place
they had visited that season ; and the house was well kept, the
company decidedly recherche. As to Mr. Huntington, all was
doubtful; he might not make his appearance at all, or, if he
came, it would probably be the very last week of their stay.
Then she went on to praise Mr. Huntington, his fine intellect,
taste, and address. Moreover, his firm principles and great
moral excellence had b^en well tested in their long and intimate
friendship. Mrs. Clinton did not say, but she hinted how happy
it would make them all to see Ellen the wife of such a man ;
and her listener's heart beat fast ; for — shall we let you into
Ella's secrets ? — she had long loved an ideal Mr. Huntington.
For two years past, her sister's letters had spoken of their friend
in no measured terms of praise ; and, unconsciously to herself,
he had become " her thought by day, her dream by night."
"Very improper!" whispers some prudish maiden. But,
lady, woman's heart craves an object for its affection ; and better
let it be wasted upon a noble ideal than a worthless, characterless
reality, as "first lovers" ofttimes prove.
This will explain Ella's sore disappointment at not meeting
Mr. Huntington, and why she listened with so much pleasure to
her sister's praise.
As she stood before her mirror that afternoon, braiding her
heavy hair, she caught a glimpse of the face shaded by it,
and wondered if Mr. Huntington would think her pretty.
Then she recollected that Mrs. Clinton had not yet described
him, and she resolved to ask a portrait that very evening.
" But, of course," thought Ella, " he has magnificent dark
eyes; aud such a noble forehead! I do hope he is tall!'; for
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Ella, like most ladies of medium height, had rather a peculiar
admiration for tall gentlemen.
When they all re-assembled at the dinner-table, Ella found the
seat next her assigned to Mr. Brown. At first, it made her a
little uncomfortable ; but his sparkling conversation soon put her
at ease; and, at last, the large mouth grew more tolerable in
consideration of the sweet voice and witty sayings. That eve-
ning, too, she found herself turning away from Mr. Dickson's
quiet sarcasm, and Mr. Bradbury's good-natured comments on
the assembled crowd, to listen again while Mr. Brown spoke of
foreign lands in contrast with our own. He had already travelled
much, and his descriptions were absolutely word-paintings.
Besides, he seemed to have a wonderful knowledge of the world
in its social aspect. This was betrayed quite naturally in the
course of conversation with Frank Clinton. There was no os-
tentation of knowledge or pursuit ; his friend knew well how to
guide the current of conversation, and Mr. Brown seemed quite
unconscious that he was so led. He rarely addressed Ella, but
now and then he would turn suddenly toward her for sympathy
with some noble sentiment, or approval of some graphic sketch ;
and, without knowing how well pleased she was, our heroine sat
in a quiet, happy mood, wondering at his extensive information,
and smiling at his lively sallies.
So passed the first day at the Mountain House ; and so passed
the next, and the next ; varied now and then with a walk, a ride,
a visit to the falls, or a merry bowling party. .Ella had never
been so happy before. She had almost ceased to wish for Mr.
Huntington's presence, and actually reproached herself at the in-
difference with which she listened to Frank's wonders at the cause
of his long detention.
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CHAPTER IV.
Juliet. Romeo, doff thy name,
And for that name which is no part of thee,
Take all myself.
Romeo. I take thec at thy word,
Call me but love, and I '11 be new baptized :
Henceforth, I never will be Romeo.
SHAKSPEARE.
-]Wfi^| HEY were standing by the piano, quite alone, Ella
and Mr. Brown. Almost unconsciously, they had
\" f fallen into a habit of practising directly after break-
fast, when new visitors were gone to the falls, and
the older guests sought their own rooms, or strolled up and down
on the long, well-shaded piazza. Mr. Brown's voice harmonized
so well with Ella's, that their duets were pronounced quite
charming. With singing in the morning, chatting at dinner,
bowling, dancing and walking together, they had become very
good friends.
There is no place in which one grows well acquainted with
character so soon as at the Mountain House. There is no other
family to associate with j you do not care always to join in the
society of the house ; and so one's party become thoroughly
well known to each other — far better known than by months of
fashionable city visiting. Mr. Brown had attached himself to
Frank Clinton's party ; and in all excursions where escort was
needed, Ella fell to his care. What at first was accident, became
a matter of course. Quiet Mrs. McClure yielded her place next
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Ella, at his approach; Mr. Dickson and Mr. Bradbury tacitly
assented to the tete-d-tele arrangement in rides and rambles;
Frank Clinton and his wife smiled at the growing intimacy, but
did not attempt to discountenance it. Mrs. Clinton well knew
that her sister was in love with an ideal; she seemed to have no
fear of so plain a reality as Mr. Brown.
And Ella ? — she began to expect his approach whenever he en-
tered the room. She scarcely concealed her disappointment if their
practice hour was broken in upon ; she did not dream that she was
deeply interested — only Mr. Brown had grown endurable. He
was not so very ugly, after all. So she thought, the morning of
which I speak, as they stood there in animated conversation.
" This will be our last practice for some time," said Mr.
Brown, at length.
"And why?" asked Ella, hastily.
" I leave this afternoon," was the reply, " and my return is
uncertain."
" Must you go ? " said Ella, poutingly, beseechingly.
There was more in these few words, and in the tone in which
they were spoken, than Ella herself was aware of; but they
thrilled on the ear of the listener.
"I have an only sister," said Mr. Brown, speaking in a low
voice ; " I have not seen her for more than a year, and she has
just arrived in the Caledonia. I must go to New York to meet
her."
"Is she young? Is she beautiful? How you must love
her ! " murmured Ella, rather thinking than speaking
" She is both young and beautiful ; not a day older than your-
self, I imagine. Yes, I am very, very fond of her. She is the
idol of our home circle. Rough as I am, even I have a pet
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name for her. We were speaking of pet names yesterday, you
recollect."
Yes, Ella recollected it distinctly. She had been repeating to
him Mrs. Osgood's sweet little song, "Call me Pet Names,
dearest."
" What dainty diminutive, think you, my huge mouth can
fashion for our household fairy?"
Ella did not look up, but said she could not guess.
" l Darling,' " said Mr. Brown, softly; " I always call my sister
darling ! Do you like the word ? "
Now, if Ella had one fancy over another, it was to be called
" darling" by those who loved her. She did not like any one to
call her so but those of whom she was very fond. She had never
heard it so sweetly cadenced before. We have said that Mr.
Brown's voice was peculiarly musical, and now there was so
much of heart thrown into the lingering echo of that little word
"darling!"
" I should think you would like it," said he, again speaking,
when he found Ella neither looked up nor replied. " Forgive
me, but you seem born to be petted. "
And then Ella looked up, but her eyes speedily fell beneath
the respectful yet earnest gaze that sent the blood crowding from
her heart to cheek and lip, leaving the poor heart so faint that it
could do nothing but flutter.
" We probably shall not meet alone again," said the same low
voice, " so I will bid you good-by now. I hope we may see each
other at some future period."
lie extended his hand as he spoke, and Ella hesitatingly
placed her own within its gentle clasp. " May God bless you,
Miss Kirkland ! " and she was standing alone.
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She gained her own room, fastened the door instinctively, and
then threw herself upon a low seat and buried her face in her
hands. Now that tone, that look returned again and again.
" Darling ! If I could but hear him speak it to me \ " she mur-
mured, at -length. And then she blushed, though quite alone
with her own heart. What had she wished ? The love of a
stranger ; that dearest of pet names from so ugly a mouth ! Poor
child ! she had made a sad discovery ; she loved unsought — and
worse than all, one who bore so unaristocratic a name as Brown !
A man with a smooth lip and a low brow! Where were those
essential mustaches ? the perfect mouth, that should have smiled
upon her ? After all, Mr. Brown's mouth had a very sweet ex-
pression, and his smile disclosed teeth of almost dazzling white-
ness. His forehead was not high, but it was very pure ; and his
eyes, though blue . Again the flush rose to her very brow.
Was her love unsought, after all ? He had not told her that she
was dear to him, in words ; but now, as she reviewed their daily
intercourse of the past few weeks, she tried to persuade herself
that he was not indifferent to her. But then he had left her so
suddenly, without a word of explanation; and again all was
chaos.
She scarcely looked up until Frank tapped at her door on his
way to the dinner-table. She had heard the dressing-bell ring,
and then she relapsed into the vague reverie which had before
absorbed her ; so she was still in her morning-dress.
" I have a headache ; I do not wish any dinner," said she,
without opening the door; and Frank, finding all expostulation
vain, passed on.
Mrs. Clinton wondered what had made Ella so irritable that
afternoon, and told her that Mr. Brown, had been suddenly
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obliged to leave for the city. " Will you not go down to the
drawing-room and bid him good-bye?" she asked. No; Ella
was obstinate, and Mrs. Clinton went alone. Ella stood, shel-
tered by the green blind of her window, and watched the passen-
gers, one by one, as they bestowed themselves in the capacious
stage-coach. Last of all, came a well-known form. Frank was
with him. He gazed earnestly up at the window one moment j
then, as if disappointed, sprang to his seat, and the carnage rat-
tled away over its stony path.
Mrs. Clinton wondered still more at Ella's petulance, when
she found how long it lasted. From being a gay, brilliant girl,
the life of their pleasant evenings, she had become almost sullen
in her reserve, and passed hours quite alone in her own room.
Even the announcement of Mr. Huntington's expected arrival,
at the end of the week, failed to rouse her. She reproached
herself for it, but she could not help it. It was plain that the
ideal had given place to the real.
"I suppose we shall leave for New York by Tuesday next,"
said Mrs. Clinton, one day, as they stood watching the stage, as
it wound slowly toward the house. The coachman's bugle had
roused the mountain echoes; and, as usual, all the loungers
strolled to the back porch to criticise the new arrivals.
"Shall we?" said Ella, fairly roused to something like ani-
mation. " I 'm very glad of it."
" I declare, Ella, you are a perfect enigma. Only a week ago
— the very day before Mr. Brown left — you said this was a per-
fect paradise ; that New York would be very stupid."
" I have a lady's privilege to change my mind," said Ella,
somewhat tartly.
And then she uttered a half-smothered exclamation ; for, as
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the stage drew up at the door, she saw Mr. Brown leap eagerly
from it, glancing up at the window as he did so.
Mrs. Clinton did not notice her sister's confusion. " Why,
there is our friend," said she; and away she hurried to find
Frank anoT go to meet him.
Ella delayed going down until the bell had sounded for the
evening meal ; and then she was comparatively collected, as she
returned the formal greeting of the returned traveller.
"I found that my sister had already left the city for our
southern home ; and, as I shall be detained in New York a week
later by business I cannot avoid, I ran up again to pay you
a call."
Ella felt chilled and disappointed — she knew not why — so
she grew silent and sad; not speaking, save when addressed,
through all that long evening. She had gone out upon the piazza
as it drew to a close — gone out alone, prompted by that undefined
feeling of unrest that so often draws us away from the gayest
scenes. She stood there, wondering why she was so unhappy ;
for tears came to her eyes as the pleasant laughter of the saloon
floated out to her. Then she saw the subject of her thoughts
step quietly through one of the long windows ; and when she
would have avoided him, his hand detained her while he hur-
riedly whispered, " Will you not grant me one request ? I have
a fancy that I should like to have one more walk with you
before we go. I have Mrs. Clinton's permission that you should
accompany me, if you choose. Will you go early, quite early
to-morrow?"
Ella dared not look up, lest the secret of her heart should be
unconsciously revealed. But she gave the promise, and glided
away to her room.
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It was very strange ! What could he mean ? But she had
assented ; and her sister reminded her of it as she called at the
door to bid her good-night. Little did Ella sleep. Busy con-
jectures and undefined anticipations, half sad, half hopeful, came
by turns ; and it was long after midnight before the young girl
was at rest.
She sprang up wildly from a strange, incoherent dream, just
as the first ray of light crept in at the window. A hasty toilet
was sojon completed ; for she stopped not to braid her luxuriant
hair, confining it but by a single comb. She looked very sweetly,
however, despite the want of ornament, as she tied on a light
straw hat, and stole out upon the piazza; at least so thought our
hero, who already waited for her. But he did not say so, though
he looked his admiration, as he thanked her for her promptness.
There was no eye to see them, as they left the house in the dim
grey light ; even the sunrise seekers were not astir.
I do not believe either of them knew what direction they were
taking ; but on they went, through lane and field, in the by-path
to the falls. Neither spoke, save in monosyllables, for miles.
Yes; for before they knew it, both were amazed to find they
were near that place of resort.
At this early hour, the falls were not visible ; for, be it known,
most curious reader, that the stream once dashing wildly down the
rocky amphitheatre, is now " made to turn a mill," and its tide
is restrained until a sufficient number of visitors have arrived to
make the exhibition profitable. Then, for the space of fifteen
minutes, and for the consideration of a York shilling apiece, you
may enjoy the magnificent scene. So much for the age we live in !
How heartily they laughed when they found how far they had
come in that silent ramble, and at their own stupidity. That
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laugh seemed to destroy the reserve that had arisen between
them ; and when Mr. Brown proposed that, now they were there,
they should descend to the bed of the stream — they would be
rewarded by a bouquet of wild flowers, at least — Ellen gaily
assented, in spite of the heavy dew — careless child ! — and bade
Mr. Brown lead the way. By this time, it was fairly day upon
the hills, although a deep shadow slept in the valley below them.
In vain did Mr. Brown proffer his assistance in descending ; the
giddy girl refused to accept it ; and, half vexed at the repeated
refusals, he hurried down the steep declivity. He reached the
end of the path in safety, and turned to look at the light form
swinging so airily above him. As he did so, he saw one little
foot placed upon a stone loosely embedded in the gravelly soil ;
and before he could utter a cry of warning, the young girl fell.
He saw a cloud of white drapery sweeping through the green
foliage that obstructed the direct pathway ; he already felt the
shock it was impossible to avert. There was a crash of the young
branches near him, and Ella was lying almost at his feet. Her
face was pale as the dead, while a small crimson stream ran
slowly from the temple that rested on the sharp and rugged rock,
against which she had fallen.
One bound, and she was in his arms, while he dashed the
clear water of a neighbouring pool over that poor pale face.
Could it be death ? so calmly, so rigidly she was lying upon his
arm. Must she die? So young — so well-beloved ! And he
had killed her !
The rocks above them sent back his wild cry for help ; but no
other answer was returned. The hour and the place rendered
aid impossible. He prayed her to speak, but to unclose her eyes
one instant; and while no sound came to break the deathlike
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stillness, it seemed as if hours were passing. At last there was
a faint quiver of the white lips, a long, tremulous sigh, and he
knew there was yet hope.
As consciousness slowly returned, Ella was aware of a
strange clasping ; then, above the ringing whirl that dizzied her
brain, she heard a well-known voice say, "Darling! darling!"
and there was almost agony in the tone. She could not remem-
ber what had happened; and she thought she was dreaming.
But it was a blessed dream ! And she laid perfectly still, unable
to break the strange spell that bound her, and listening to that
voice as once more it wildly said, "Darling !"
Then she unclosed her eyes ; and as they smiled upwards, an
unresisted kiss closed them again. But with returning strength,
came fears and doubts ; and with a strange agitation, Ella disen-
gaged herself from the clasping arm of her companion, and said,
faintly, "My sister, — Frank, — what will they say of this?"
"They know all, dear one; they have sanctioned my love
long ere its acknowledgment. Tell me, that you do not disdain
ine; say that, rude as I am — there is much more of the
camp than the court about me, I confess — you will yet confide
your happiness to my keeping. Tell me that you love me, Ella,
even as I love you."
"What think you was Ella Kirkland's reply ? She laid back
her head upon the heart of the speaker, and he felt no words
were needed.
But the silence was broken when they began to talk of their
return. How should they accomplish that steep ascent? the
long walk that would then be before them? More than all,
how enter the house in the sorry plight our heroine was now
reduced to? Her lover thought she had never looked more
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charmingly than at present, despite the dew-stained dress to
which the damp earth still clung, and the wild disorder of her
loosened hair. The richly-laced handkerchief bound about her
bruised brow, was not an ungraceful head-dress. And how they
both laughed at the awkward attempts Mr. Brown — no, Walter,
for so he begged her to call him — made to assist Ella in binding
up the wealth of tresses that flowed from beneath it.
But we must not linger on their return, short and pleasant as
it seemed to both. Ella leaned helplessly and confidingly on the
arm that was henceforth to shield her from life's ills. Fortu-
nately, all were too deeply engaged at the breakfast-table to notice
their entrance ; and Ella saw no one until her sister ran hastily
into the room ten minutes after.
" Mercy, Ella," she exclaimed, " can I believe the evidence
of my own senses ? Here I am told, in the same breath, that
you have been carried over the falls, broken your neck, and then
come to life again the pledged wife of a Mr. Brown ! Brown,
Ella. ' Horrid name ! ' And such a mouth, too ! He never
will be able to kiss your little face — never ! "
"Where is the future Mrs. Brown, of Arkansas?" chimed
Frank, opening the door. " Oh ! Ella, such an unaristocratic
name ! "
Poor Ella ! It was useless to expostulate ; ' useless to stamp
her tiny foot. Frank would not cease until his wife, in pity for
Ella's blushes, sent him out of the room, and then listened kindly
while the young girl told her all. But even yet she could not
speak his name without faltering in tone ; and though she was
obliged to acknowledge it was foolish, she felt it a slight draw-
back on her present happiness. With Juliet, she was ready to
exclaim, "Oh, Romeo, Romeo; wherefore art thou Romeo?"
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convinced that, by " any other name," she should like him quite
as well.
Mrs. Clinton said no word when the recital ended ; but after
sitting in deep thought while Ella completed her toilet, she started
suddenly, exclaiming — " You have driven all things from my
mind. I have some news for you. Mr. Huntington has at last
actually arrived. He asked for you at once. His curiosity is
nearly equal to your own. Come, shall we go down ? "
One month before, and Ella's heart would have throbbed at
this announcement ; but so perverse is human nature, that she
now listened to it with positive pain ; and though she could not
refuse her sister, her step had lost the lightness that had before
distinguished it.
" I will come as soon as I have had some coffee," she whis-
pered, as they reached the dining-room door ; and then she turned
to Mrs. Clinton's parlour in search of Frank to accompany her.
Oh, joy ! her lover was there leaning against the window, and
seemingly absorbed in some deeply interesting reverie. Ella
sprang forward with a glad cry, and, ere she was aware that she
had done so, stood folded to his heart. As he smoothed back
the soft curls from her brow, he saw that her cheek was flushed,
and felt how rapidly that little heart was beating. Was it not
natural to ask the cause of this unusual excitement ? Ella told
him her dread of meeting Mr. Huntingfcon ; how she had escaped
almost from his presence; and then she hid her face on his
shoulder, and fairly cried from nervous vexation ; for — would you
believe it? — Walter but smiled instead of attempting to console
her ; and he even said, " Is this Mr. Huntington so very disa-
greeable to you?"
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" I hope I shall never see him. I am resolved I never will.
I shall hate his very name, presently, if you take his part."
Walter seemed to be of Frank's opinion •with regard to Ella in
a pout. He half stooped to kiss her red lips ere he spoke again.
" Ella/' said he, at last, as though he had quite forgotten Mr.
Huntington, "is my name unpleasant to you? Tell me truly."
Ella hesitated ; but she could not tell an untruth j so she said,
softly, " Walter is very beautiful/'
" No, Ella ; your shrinking from pronouncing my unfortunate
name, tells me all I wished to know. Tell me one thing more.
Would it please you to find that it had been assumed, after all —
that my own was quite different ? How would you like it to be
Huntington, for instance?"
Ella glanced upwards, half bewildered at his words ; and then
a suspicion of the truth flashed upon her. She was not deceived.
It was Mr. Huntington himself who detained her at his side
while he asked forgiveness, and explained Frank's little plot. At
first, it was to be explained very soon ; he had begged Frank to
do so again and again, but Mr. Clinton was inexorable until Ella's
fancies had been fully thwarted. She understood now why Frank
had rushed so hastily to meet his friend the night of his unex-
pected arrival, and the long colloquies they had so often held.
Ellen was at first heartily vexed, and would have escaped from
the room ; but Frank Clinton barred all egress, and she was com-
pelled to listen to his teazing, which Mr. Huntington in vain tried
to prevent. Then Agnes came, and gave glad congratulations to
the tearful girl, who was at last compelled to smile at her own
folly, and the success of the plot against her school-girl romance.
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One more scene in Ella Kirkland's life, and thou and I, dear
reader, part for a season.
Just a year from the commencement of our sketch, that young
lady sat reading a letter, a very full letter, crossed and recrossed,
which Walter had just brought to her. The ci-devant Mr. Brown
had improved vastly in that period. The sunburnt flush of
prairie travel had faded from his fine face, and his eyes were
radiant with the light of happiness as he stood gazing on the
graceful creature so soon to be his wife. But at last he grew
impatient of the long epistle which seemed to interest Ellen so
deeply, and he insisted on sharing its contents with her. As
Ella made no strong objections to his so doing, we may conclude
that we also have the right of perusal, particularly as it is from an
old acquaintance, Clara Howard.
" Willingly would I comply with your request, dear Ella, but
I was just on the point of claiming your promise for myself.
My own bridal is fixed for the next month. I, too, have found
one who loves me devotedly. ' Is he wealthy?' will be your first
question, if you remember our last conversation.
" ' Yes,' I can answer unhesitatingly. Not as the world receives
the term; not in houses or lauds; but, Ella, the wealth my
Arthur offers for the acceptance of his bride, is far more imper-
ishable than these — a noble affectionate heart; a cultivated
intellect ; a firm purpose of right. He has taught me (not in
words, for I should be pained to have him know my once boasted
craving for riches), that our happiness in this life depends upon
ourselves rather than our surroundings ; upon intellectual culture,
and a heart at peace with the world and our MAKER. In fine,
that content is the only true treasure of the soul ; turning, Midas-
like, all that its radiance rests upon, to gold. This is our chief
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portion ; but this we, in truth, possess. The future is fair before
us, for Arthur's talents will raise him to the station he might
boldly claim among earth's noblest sons. For the present, we
may need to struggle with many difficulties ; but our purposes
are fairly wedded, and we shall aid each other.
" May God bless you, my friend, as a wife ; and may you both
be as happy as we are hoping to be."
THE TKEASURE SHIP.
A seal having as a device a ship under full sail. Motto — " I bear ffe
hopes of Many."
KNOW ye, oh, solemn waves that round it swell,
The precious burden which ye onward bear ?
Soft winds, fair winds, ye do your bidding well,
Winged as ye come by earnest mournful prayer ;
" God speed the ship" — it is a wailing cry,
Wrung out from many a heart's deep agony,
How long the night to all who hope with dawn
To see those sails rise o'er the horizon's verge ;
The midnight bell which marks the day now gone,
Seems unto some to strike a boding dirge ;
The faint of heart are they who tread life's sea
As the disciple trod the waves of Galilee.
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For those who woo no sorrow ere it falls,
The pulse of hope is thrilling wildly now :
The maiden with a blushing cheek recalls
The earnest words that seal a parting vow
From one whose wanderings o'er the trackless main
Are leading him towards home and love again.
A mother yearns for tidings of her child,—
The wife sleeps but to dream of one afar,
(Oh, sleep, thy many visions fleet and wild
How fearful in their life-like truth they are !)
So wears the night, and still that tolling bell
Rings bridal chimes for some, for some a knell.
Oh, silent, guiding stars ! Oh, sounding waves !
Oh, rushing blast ! have ye no answering thrill ?
Can ye not feel an impulse wild, that craves
A boon for those who wait upon your will ?
Urge on the treasure ship — with fearful freight
She comes to them a messenger of fate.
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"This it is to feel uncared for,
Like a useless wayside stone,
This it is to walk in spirit
Through the desolate world — alone !"
T. BUCHANAN READ.
NNIE, you will write to me very soon ? — promise
me now."
" Yes, darling, very soon."
" I know not why it is, but I have felt all day
as if we never were to meet again, or, if we did, that I should
be most unhappy to find that you had changed,' and loved your
little country friend no longer."
" Nonsense, Sophie ! I shall see you next examination day,
you know, and what will change true hearts in one year ? "
I kissed away the tears that came to dim those loving eyes,
and pressed the bright young head of my gentle friend more
closely to my heart. Yet I could not check her sadness ; and the
influence of the dark mood fell upon my spirit. We were stand-
ing in a vine-wreathed portico that led from the little music-room
in which so many happy hours had been passed. Our teacher
was touching gently the keys of an open piano, and her low-toned,
earnest voice floated to us as it breathed —
" Love not, love not, the thing tliou lov'st may die ! "
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" There is more fear of death than change, Sophie/' said I, as
we listened silently.
" I do not dread death, Annie : I could bear that, I think,
calmly as a martyr," she answered, smiling a little at the trite
comparison ; " but I have always felt so unworthy of love as to
tremble when any one seemed to regard me with affection, lest it
should be transient. I had never dared to love any one but my
mother and father and dear Philip, till I met you. Oh ! change
would be death to me .'"
I felt the shudder that ran through her delicate frame as she
spoke, and involuntarily wound my arm more closely about her.
I knew that she had thought rightly.
"Mr. Edgar, as I live!" exclaimed lively Nell Stetson from
the window just above us. " Take care, girls — Sophie, your
curls are horribly tangled, and I know he is coming to see you."
I did not mark the blush that came to Sophie's face, for just
then a carriage stopped at the little gate near which we stood, and
I heard my brother's voice ask if I was ready.
" Good-bye ! God bless you, Annie ! I cannot see you before
the rest. Do not forget me" — and in a moment I had pressed a
fervent kiss upon the pure brow of the speaker, and Sophie
Ellis bounded through the open door. This was our parting.
The kind faces of my teachers seemed sad as they came out
upon the portico to bid me farewell j the school-girls, one after
another, told me that they should miss me from their midst ; yet
somehow, dearly as I loved them all, I could hear but one tone
as my brother lifted me gently into the carriage — could see but
one face as I leaned my head upon his breast and sobbed like a
child at leaving the home of the past few years. There was a
sudden turn in the road, and I caught the last glimpse of the dear
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old house ; there was a sad, sweet face looking eagerly from the
music-room, and as I waved my hand a kiss was wafted to me —
when all was hidden.
" Come, tell me about this friend you seem to love so much/ '
said my brother, wishing to make me forget my sorrow ; and as
we drove silently through the dim forest, or wound by the river's
side, he listened to her simple story. It was very simple — the
history of a quiet country maiden, with a refined mind, a loving
heart, and exquisite child-like beauty of face and feature. We
had been class-mates for three years, though she was by more
than a twelvemonth my junior. She was ambitious, strange as
it may seem, and it was a worthy ambition. Her home — how
often she had described it to me ! — numbered but three in their
household bonds when she, the bird of that sheltering nest, was
away. Her father, serene and noble, in the evening of life ; her
mother, younger by ten years, a busy and notable housekeeper ;
and their son, older than Sophie, a fine specimen of the New
England farmer. Sophie, the pet, the darling, was, by the advice
of their good friend the clergyman of their little village, to
become a teacher. He saw that, child as she was, there were
talents undeveloped which would make her a noble woman ; and
he thought these should not be hidden. Yet it needed much
persuasion ere the parents could be made to view the subject as
he did. A.t length his object was gained and Sophie was sent to
school — not to be made a fine lady, but a noble woman, who was
to assume the responsible station of a teacher of younger minds
and hearts when her own should have received sufficient culture.
I was hundreds of miles from my own loved home — a stranger
among strangers — when I first knew Sophie Ellis ; and we loved
each other as sisters for many terms of school-girl life. First to
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leave the shelter we had found, I have told you how I parted
with her; and surprise is too tame a word to express the emo-
tions with which I read her first letter when scarce two months
had elapsed.
"I do not know how to tell you — but I am not going to be a
teacher after all ; I am to be — married in the spring,
Annie."
No wonder aunt Mary looked up in astonishment as I dropped
the letter from my hands with a cry almost like fright.
" Sophie Ellis, aunt ! " said I — " Sophie is going to be mar-
ried, and she is full a year younger than I."
Aunt smiled : " And you are almost seventeen. I was a
wife at your age."
" And did you never regret going from home so early ? "
"I have wondered at my daring to assume then the many
duties of a married life, though I can truly say regret has
never mingled with that wonder. Few find such love as has
been my portion, and from what you have told me of your
friend, I fear she is but seeking sorrow. We will not prophesy
evil," she added, seeing the disconcerted glances with which I
listened
Mr. Edgar, of whom Nell Stetson had spoken so lightly, was
the chosen one. Little did I think how true were her words
when she playfully bade Sophie smooth her curls at his approach.
We had known him then scarce a month, though his sister had
been our classmate for a year or more. I did not like her —
why, I could scarcely tell, unless it was for the haughty manner
she sometimes assumed. Though very beautiful, wealthy, and
clever, she was not half as well beloved as our darling Sophie,
who, as the old song runs, had but her face as her fortune. I
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have seen Laura Edgar's fine eye flash and her red lips curl as
she said, " I should not be an Edgar if I were not proud ! " then
with her tall, queenly form, one might have thought her " born
for a coronet;" and indeed we had always called her "the
countess'' in our little gatherings. Her brother was like her in
person, and I found also in heart, though he was not yet old
enough to curb pleasure that he might indulge his pride. Beauty
he worshipped ; and when he came to pay his sister a visit in
our secluded valley, he lingered away the summer month usually
passed at Newport or Saratoga, charmed, as he averred, by the
mountain scenery, but as it now proved by the softer loveliness
of our favourite. I did not wish to join in what my aunt had
said, but as I thought over all this, and recalled his proverbially
unstable character — his youth, for he had scarcely attained his
majority, I could not but acknowledge there was a cloud hidden
in the present brightness of the horizon.
Then too, Sophie, though graceful a.nd winning, knew nothing
of the great world in which she now must mingle. Nothing of
its forms, its restraints, and the cold, proud nature of the circle
to which she would be introduced, where every word is measured
ere spoken, each thought veiled for the sake of courtesy until it
almost becomes deceit.
Poor Sophie !
Nearly three years had passed, and I too was a bride. Happy ?
Yes ! " blessed beyond the limit of my wildest dreams ! " and
on my way to a new residence, I passed a few bright days in the
great metropolis which was the home of Sophie Edgar, now long
a wife. We had not met during that time, and of late our cor-
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respondence had been neglected, as both entered a round of new
duties and pleasures.
The last strains of a beautiful overture were dying away
through the vast dome of the crowded theatre, as I leaned for-
ward eagerly, for a party entered a box near the one in which
we were seated, and a familiar face was the brightest of that
group. It was indeed familiar, though changed — so changed !
No longer the timid, shrinking maiden, but a brilliant woman.
Sophie was before me. There were gems flashing from her beau-
tiful arms, and wreathed in the richly braided hair. The dress
of dark velvet heightened by contrast a pure, glowing complexion ;
and her eyes — ay, there was the change ! they were strangely
lighted with a fearful brilliancy; and her full, red lips were
wreathed scornfully, as she listened to the idle compliments of
the tribe by which she was surrounded. At first I could scarce
withdraw my gaze from her ; but as the play went on, and in-
creased in interest, then my friend was forgotten. It was the
" Hunchback ;" and as I traced the transformation of its heroine
from a warm-hearted country maiden, to the cold, haughty woman
of fashion, I glanced involuntarily to the group near me — there
was so much of truth in the portrait. I was recognized ; a bril-
liant colour flitted to her cheek ; a start, a smothered exclama-
tion ; then that strange creature forced her eyes upon the stage,
as if quite regardless of my presence.
"I called yon — Clifford ; and you called me — madam /"
The words fell mournfully upon my ear, as the humbled and
penitent Julia feels the bitterness of her own rash act. And
Sophie — I might have been deceived, but at least I fancied that
a look of agony passed over her face — yes, I must have been
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deceived, for as the curtain fell, her tone came gaily to my ear,
as she addressed words of playful badinage to her companion.
As we pressed through the crowded lobby, I felt my hand
grasped^ quickly; and turning, Sophie was beside me.
" Tell me where I can find you, Annie," said she, hurriedly,
without one word of greeting.
I had scarce time to reply, ere the crowd swept forward, and
we were again separated.
A strange, sad mood came over me, as I sat the next morning
looking out upon the crowds that thronged Broadway; a lone
foreboding of evil, such as I have often felt, and never that it has
not proved a prophecy. Something whispered, " when next you
look upon this busy scene, joy will have ended in mourning."
I was fast yielding to tears, under the influence of that desolate
emotion, when Sophie was announced. Nay, but for the sweet
mouth, the liquid eyes, I never should have recognized my old
schoolmate. The brilliant belle of the evening threw herself on
the sofa beside me, and burying her face in her folded arms, burst
into a passion of tears. As of old — for I had often soothed the
young girl's sorrow — I drew her to my heart, but I could offer
no word of comfort, — could only weep with her
Suddenly she threw aside my circling arm, and, starting to her
feet, the rich mantle which enveloped her fell aside, revealing a
figure so slight, that I started with wonder that aught earthly
could be so fragile.
Her face, too, was wan and colourless in the morning light,
save the deep flush of the hollow cheek ; that, and the unearthly
light of her full, gleaming eyes, betrayed a mournful secret.
"Look at me, Annie/' she said; "look at your old friend;
three years have wrought a wondrous change, have they not ? Do
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you remember our parting — the still, calm twilight — the melody
from all around that went up on the evening air ? And I, so
pure — I was pure, Annie — so free from care; now I daily thank
God that I am dying; dying/' she murmured again, very bit-
terly.
" Sophie, do not speak so ; you are too young, too good ; what
has pained and excited you this morning ? come, tell me all, as
in our old school-days; it will calm you."
" Yes, I will tell you all — all, though it is known but to God
and — my husband." She knelt beside me, and passing my arm
about her waist, looked up with a searching, almost imploring
gaze. " Though I have suffered, I have never complained/' she
said. " "What I say to you now is but a message ; you must tell
my poor mother, when I am gone, the fate of her darling. My
mother loved me — all did at home, did they not ? No one loves
me here."
" Sophie," said I, startled at her vehemence, " do not tell mo
this; who could help loving you, my bird?"
" Do not call me that ; it was his name for me once ; and I do
not like to hear it from other lips. You remember that I told
you change would be deatftto me; even so it has proved. But
I will be more calm. I met Harold Edgar, as you know. I was
young — he so intelligent, so gentlemanly, so winning. He was
the first who ever addressed me — the first who told me I was
beautiful. He did not say so, but his eyes, his attentions whis-
pered it. So, Annie, I was flattered, interested ; then I forgot
myself in the delight I felt at his presence. I watched for his
coming with a heart thrilling at every footstep ; I counted the
hours of his absence, for they pressed like years. Then he told
me that he loved me, he prayed me to love him; how could I
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refuse that request, when my whole being had unconsciously loug
been bound up in his ? ' Love you ! ' I murmured ; it seemed to
me like a dream, that he, so very beautiful, so manly, so warm-
hearted, could love one like myself.
" "When we parted that night, I was in heart betrothed to him,
though I waited until my father and mother had seen and ap-
proved my choice, ere I consented to be his wife. Approved, I
said; my mother was flattered by his station, his wealth, his
bearing. God is my witness, I thought but of himself, and the
priceless treasure of his affection. My father did not seem quite
pleased. ' You are both young,' he said; 'my child is ignorant
of the world, its forms and influences. Are you sure you will
not weary of her simplicity, or blush for her little knowledge of
the society in which you mingle ? '
" Harold looked as if he thought my father was beside him-
self. t Ashamed of Sophie ! ' he answered, warmly. ' She has
more natural grace than they all; she might be their teacher.'
" My father smiled at his enthusiasm, and I blushed deeply at
his praise. At last father ceased to oppose Harold and my mother,
but Philip was not so easily satisfied.
"'It's all well enough now,' he <^ould say, 'but wait until
the novelty has worn off a little — till he gets back to his horses
and his high company. I don't mean to say he doesn't love you,
pet, for anybody that you loved couldn't help it. But it's not
my sort of love. You 'd better stay with us, than go among those
city people, with their fine houses and cold hearts. You know
old friends, but new ones you cannot trust.'
" So you see I was warned fully, but I would not listen. How
could I dream of change ? for he seemed so devoted to me, so
miserable when away, so happy at my side. I grew selfish in my
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affection for him — it absorbed all other love, all other friendship.
His image came between me and my Grod. We were married.
I need not tell you, who are now so blessed, the happiness of the
long, long summer ramble that we made, lingering, as fancy
prompted, among the beautiful valleys and by the silver lakes
of dear New England. Autumn came, and I passed a week at
my own home ere going to my husband's. How I smiled at
Philip's fears! Harold, too, jested at his wise advice; but the
time was not yet come. I had received a costly gift from Mrs.
Edgar, another from Harold's sister, just after my marriage;
they came with a letter of congratulation, which seemed cold and
formal ; but I knew Laura Edgar, and you, too, Annie, remember
how haughty she was : so I was not surprised, and listened in
blind confidence to my husband's assurances that all his friends
would be mine.
" You know my natural timidity and shrinking from strange
associations. I came here expecting to be met as a sister and
child. I was welcomed with frigid politeness, and the love which
had been rising in my heart was utterly crushed. For a time I
was wilfully blind to the truth which would rise before me. I
knew at length that I was considered as an intruder not only in
my husband's family, but also in the haughty and aristocratic
circle they drew around them. They were ever courteous to
me — coldly, rigidly so ; but my heart was chilled, my life daily
embittered by the knowledge that Harold's marriage was freely
spoken of as a mesalliance. And Harold, how could he but
know this ? I cannot blame him that he became less fond — that
he was drawn away from one whom others regarded coldly. He
had been accustomed to consider the opinion of that clique as
law from his earliest youth. Though at first he clung to me
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perhaps more closely, for the reason that others avoided me, he
was young, you know, Annie, and easily swayed by strong in-
fluences. It was perhaps my fault, in a great measure, that he
was so often away from me ; for I childishly refused to mingle
with those who I knew but suffered my society, and withdrew
from all to cherish an upspringing regret at my hasty rejection
of childhood's love and sympathy.
" My husband's coldness toward me did not arise at once; he
struggled against it, I am sure. But how could he devote him-
self to my solitary hours ? how could he but be vexed that I
would not go into the world — his world? At first I did not re-
proach him — I have never reproached him in words — by being
sad in his presence. I tried to interest him more than ever, but
when I knew that my society grew irksome, I ceased to caress or
seek for caresses ; though oftentimes, when he has coldly bid me
farewell — for days, sometimes weeks he was absent — I could
have knelt at his feet with the wild idolatry which sprang to my
lips, praying him to love me as of old. I would have been his
slave, had he thought me unworthy to be his wife — his humble
slave, so that I might live in his presence, and sometimes see
the sunlight of his smile. This is but the truth — the happiness
of days sprang from a kiss once given with a gleam of his former
affection — a smile of the old love would make me weep like a
child, and in my solitude, recalling that glance, my whole frame
has trembled with thrilling joy.
At home they have never known that he was ever less devoted
than at first. I have seen them but once since that first happy
visit, and then we were both actors, for I prayed him to spare me
that trial — to let them be deceived with the thought their evil
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forebodings were folly ; but alas, I felt too keenly, each moment,
that they were fully realized.
At length I made a desperate resolve that I would become a
leader in the circle that had despised me. I knew that I had
talent ; grace and ease I could acquire ; I had grown more beau-
tiful in my seclusion. I do not say this vainly; I debated all
calmly, and weighed it but as a means of my woman's revenge.
It is just a year since I threw aside the timidity and coldness of
my manner. I mingled in society — shaped my deeds, my words
to their hollow forms. None wondered more than Harold at the
change ; and at first, when he saw me nattered and sought for —
for I succeeded in that — I was playing for a desperate stake, my
husband's love, and it gave me strength — he seemed disposed to
join in the homage so freely offered. Then — shall I whisper it
even to you? — he grew jealous of the butterflies that hovered
constantly about me ; he did not know that I would gladly have
turned from all to have rested in his confidence and love ; that
one word of praise from his lips was far dearer than all offered
homage. He thought my nature perverted — my heart changed.
And I was proud — proud in my misery. I scorned to explain —
I felt that he should have known my motives better — that I
sought the stamp of their approval only that he deemed it
necessary.
You saw last night what my life has become — so day after day
passes ; cold formality at home — home ! — and triumphs which
I despise when abroad. But I am wearing out, Annie, fast, fast.
Put your hand upon my heart — closer — there — can you count
its throbbings ? It is often thus ; and again all pulsation will
seem to cease. It will be silent enough soon."
" Sophie ! Sophie ! do not speak so bitterly ! " I sobbed :
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" You deceive yourself — you have done wrong. There are many
bright days for you, darling. Your husband cannot be heartless
— you will win him yet/'
" Heartless ! did you dare to say my husband was heartless ?
No, no Lhe should have wedded one iu his own sphere; the dove,
you remember, in the old Latin fable, could not soar to the
eagle's nest, even though supported by his stronger pinion. The
fluttering wings broke the feeble heart. How happy we were,
sitting in the dim wood and reading line by line that simple tale !
Little did I dream it would be my fate."
She had sunk quite at my feet ere her story ended, and the
velvet folds of her mantle formed the cushion on which she
rested. Poor crushed flower crouching there in very hopeless-
ness ! her thin hands tightly clasped, till the jewels, which
mocked their paleness, seemed almost buried in the slender fingers.
Her curls were dishevelled, yet soft and light, and they lay about
her face caressingly, as the poor heart's rapid pulse had sent a
crimson glow to the lips and to the cheeks. Never had I seen
her more beautiful — so wildly brilliant were those large, full eyes
— so graceful that fragile form.
There was a well-known step upon the stairs; I started, and
Sophie rose, hastily gathering the rich drapery around her.
" Come to me very soon — before you leave — to-morrow I shall
be at liberty " — and she glided from the room. I saw her enter
the costly equipage that had waited so long for its mistress ; the
liveried servant bowed low, the noble steeds sprang forward, and
in a moment had borne her from my sight.
Two days had passed; a violent storm of driving rain and
sleet prevented my fulfilling out-door engagements ; and as the
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clouds parted on the morning of the third, my first impulse was
to return Sophie's call.
" The carriage is waiting, madam," said the servant, as he
handed me a note. It was without an envelope ; the address, in
a hand I had never seen before, was traced so hurriedly as to be
scarcely legible. The date was two days previous — and at
length I deciphered the nervous and blotted scrawl.
" Come to me, Annie, if you can. I am not well to-day ;
perhaps the time I have longed for has arrived. My heart throbs
so wildly that I can scarce guide the pen, and my hand is so
weak that"
Underneath was a single line, still more illegible, in the same
hand as the address.
" You were once my poor Sophie's friend — come to her now.
God knows she needs friends ! I, who have killed her, say it
EDGAR."
"What can this mean? Why was the note not delivered
yesterday? Order the carriage directly," I almost gasped.
Forgetful of time or place, I saw nothing of the crowd as we
dashed through Broadway ; the din of labour and pleasure arose
around me unheeded; the cessation of the rapid speed alone
aroused me as we reached Waverley Place. I could scarce
believe it, yet it was even so ; the closed shutters, the funeral
crape fluttering and eddying in the bleak wind from the door of
the lordly mansion upon whose threshold I stood, revealed, with-
out a word, the terrible truth. I was ushered into the dark and
silent rooms, whose costly furniture and glowing carpets seemed
but a mockery. The veiled mirrors gave back no reflection — •
the cautious tread of the servants, no echo. Oh ! the terror, the
chilling apathy which came over my heart as I sat there listening
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to its beating! It was fearfully distinct in that house of
death.
" This way, if you please, madam ;" and I followed the young
girl who roused me from that mood. Never shall I forget the
scene which greeted me as I entered an apartment decorated with
no less care and taste than those I had just left. The winter
sun stole struggling through the half-closed blinds, and lingering
in the crimson curtains, sent a faint, rosy flush through the room.
The gilded cornices, the velvet couches, a snowy statue gleaming
in the twilight of a distant recess — and there, in the centre of
all that luxury, lay the being for whom it had been gathered —
pale, lifeless — the seal of death upon the sweet mouth, the
smile of an eternal rest upon the calm, pure forehead. There
was no pain, no suffering there, darling Sophie ! no discord to
torture the loving heart — those eyes were never more to be
blinded by tears ! But one knelt by that silent couch, whose
anguish gave wild contrast to its dreamless repose. Alas for
thee, proud man, that the flower perished on thy bosom ! its life
and beauty were yielded to thee as a guardian, not as a destroyer !
Hide it as thou wilt, seek to banish it as thou mayst, there is a
secret remorse that will cling to thee through life ; that hour,
that room, beheld its first agony.
Hours — yes, I am sure hours passed, before a word was
spoken. I could but kneel beside the couch, and yield to an
agony of tears, as I recalled the brief existence of my poor friend.
The pet of a household where she had been nurtured in love,
dying far from home — perhaps alone in the dark hour. Not
alone, as I learned when at length my hand was grasped by
Harold Edgar, and he poured out to me, as the friend of his
poor wife, the bitterness of his heart. He told me how he hud
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wooed her from her quiet home ; that intoxicated with her
beauty, and delighted with the simple earnestness of her nature
— so different from the formal circles by which he had ever been
surrounded — he did not pause to think that affluence might prove
a blighting atmosphere to one so differently nurtured. He had
rejected the counsel of her parents — the sneers and remonstrances
of his own made him but the more determined j so he called
her his own, and for a time there came no shadow to their young
hearts.
I will not again recall the sorrowful story of their estrange-
ment. Sophie had told me the truth ; but with woman's shield-
ing devotion, she had touched too lightly on her own wrongs.
How was that proud spirit humbled as he recounted the effect
of his own misdeeds — of his neglect — and, worse than all, the
blinding jealousy which had goaded him to add insulting
reproaches, and even taunts, to the sum of misery her gentle
nature had already endured.
" I did not deserve her love — I had no right to the holy for-
giveness which her last word, her last look, breathed. She told
me all, when my repentance was too late ; when my poor victim"
— and he struck his forehead wildly — " was beyond the reach of
reparation. God will not forgive me as she did — I can never
pardon my own cruelty."
Thus raved the once cold, proud Harold Edgar ; and thus I
gathered, through his self-reproach, and through his agony, that
Sophie had died upon his breast, with her arm clasped tenderly
about him. Oh, the endurance, the long-suffering of woman's
holy affection — forbearance in life, forgiveness of wrong in the
death hour.
The shadows of evening rested on the calm forehead of the
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sleeper, when I pressed my lips for the last time upon the sweet
mouth which was now so coldly rigid. That bright head that
had so often rested near my heart, was soon to be hidden for ever
from the light of day; the thin hands, clasped upon the icy
breast, would never more be loosened ; the marriage-ring glittered
through that clasping, at once the author and symbol of her
misery. So I left them — the young bride of Death, and the
heart-stricken watcher —
" To the lonely marriage pillow, and the tears which he must weep."
As I trod silently through the desolate splendour which sur-
rounded me, marked the tokens of wealth and taste glittering
upon every side, and then returned in thought to the scene I had
just beheld, verily, I thought —
" 'T is better to be lowly born,
And range with humble livers in content,
Than to be perk'd up with a glittering grief}
And wear a golden sorrow."
TOO LATE !
" I have outlived all love." — Bulwer's Richelieu.
OH ! weary thought ! Oh ! heart cast down and lone !
Oh ! hopeless spirit ! — burdened with a grief
That giveth utterance to the mournful tone
Of this low murmur — words so full — so brief —
"Outlived all love."
Did God deny thee gifts by which to win
Affection from the crowd that 'round thee throng ?
Or didst thou lose, by folly or by sin,
The hope that else had made thy soul most strong,
Of gaining love?
"When first thy mother clasped thee in her arms,
And bade thy father watch thine infant glee —
Why did her soul thrill with such wild alarms,
And bounding hopes ? Was it not all for thee ?
Did not she love?
Childhood mourns not for friends. It passed away —
Then on Ihyself depended future joy.
Retrace thy footsteps, did those friends betray
The trust bestowed by thee — a fair-browed boy —
Living in love?
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Nay — one by one they turned — thy heart was proud,
Thy mood suspicious, and they could not brook
The coldness, and reserve, that as a cloud
Veiled all thy movements, chilling every look
That asked for love.
Thy manhood pride was glorious — it is past ;
Ambition's thirst is slaked ; — a dreary void
Taketh the place of schemes that once so fast
Hurried thee onward ; life and thought employed,
Shutting out love.
Too late — too late ! Thou canst not win them back —
The friends of youth ; the love of riper years.
Alone, pass onward in the narrow track
Which thou hast chosen — learn with bitter tears,
That man needs love.
'Tis God's best gift — be wise, and scorn it not,
Thou who art strong in pride of hope and life.
The brightest gleam that gilds our darkened lot,
Lighting us onward through its fearful strife —
Oh ! priceless love !
And if thy soul is steeled against mankind,
Pause — ere thy heart grows cold and desolate.
Cheer those who droop — the wounded spirit bind —
Win hearts, and it shall never be thy fate
To outlive love.
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YOUNG BRIDE'S TRIALS
CHAPTER I.
" Deal gently thou, whose hand hast won
The young bird from its nest away,
Where careless, 'neath a vernal sun,
She gayly carolled day by day.
Deal gently with her ; thou art dear,
Beyond what vestal lips have told,
And like a lamb from fountains clear,
She turns confiding to thy fold.
MRS. SIGOORNEY.
NDEED, Laura, you must come and dine with
us ; I shall take no denial. We shall be quite
i" / alone, in our own room, and you need see no
one. Urge her, Louis."
" "We should be most happy to see you, Mrs. Lawton. I have
heard Marian speak of you so often, that I feel as if we were
quite old friends ; and I was just regretting that our short stay
would not allow us to meet you again."
" I never could resist Marian's pleading," said Mrs. Lawton,
pressing the little hand she held. "Yes, I will come; for I
cannot tell when we may meet again."
Marian flew down the steps like a child, and, as her tall, grave
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companion landed her into the carriage, he said, " To the Irving
House; " and they were gone.
It was scarce an hour after, that Mrs. Lawton was ushered
into a private parlour of the crowded hotel, and found Marian
there alone waiting to receive her.
" Oh ! I am so glad you are come, Laura, darling ! I wanted
to see you again. I have a thousand things to say ; things I
could not say before Louis. First of all, let me tell you how
good and kind he is. Oh ! nobody knows but his little wife how
noble, how generous, how charming ! "
Mrs. Lawton smiled as she laid her bonnet on the pier-table ;
but it was a sad smile ; for she caught sight of the dark dress
she was even yet unaccustomed to.
" I have no doubt, Marie, that you think so, and that others
think so, too; but how long have you known him? I had
scarce heard of your engagement when your marriage was
announced."
" Oh, that was to please Louis. He was ill at uncle's last —
let me see — last September ; and I was there. Oh ! he was so
patient after he left his room, and I "
"Yes; and you nursed the convalescent?"
" No ; I amused him, and sang to him, and read, and brought
him flowers. I pitied him, you know."
" Sympathetic little soul ! "
" You need not smile, Laura ; I did not dream that he loved
me — I am sure I did not — and then it was all passed before 1
knew it. Mamma consented ; and uncle said it was such an ex-
cellent match — he always thinks of such things, you know —
and Louis said he must not be away from home in the winter,
and he could not leave me among the mountains ; and though I
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pouted, mamma and he arranged it all, and we were married
thirteen days ago. No ; I declare, I have been Mrs. Musgrave —
(don't it sound odd !) — two whole weeks to-day."
" And this is the ninth of December. Well, they gave you
very little time. You have not repented it yet ? "
Mrs. Lawton spoke half-jestingly; yet there was a tone of
seriousness in the apparent badinage.
" Repented ! — 0 no ; and never shall. Why Louis is per-
fection ! He indulges me in everything ; he calls me the sweetest
pet names; and see how generous he is. There" — and the
young bride turned the key of a richly inlaid dressing-case, and
drew forth a heavy diamond bracelet, that sparkled and flashed
as the sunlight fell upon its snowy velvet cushion. " Is not that
magnificent ? — and I have a whole set — ring, brooch — every-
thing ! It was his bridal gift."
Mrs. Lawton' s lips quivered, and a tear fell upon the gems
that glittered in her hand. It was not envy ; ah no, at least not
envy of the costly gifts, which were lavished upon the young
creature at her side. But all this while memory had been busy
in recalling the scenes of her own bridal, and how she too had
looked forward to many, many years of uninterrupted happiness.
The second anniversary had not come, when she assumed the
sad garb of the widow. It was no wonder that she was sad when
she saw anticipations so brilliant, and a heart so full of buoyant
hope as her own had been, going forth to meet the harsh ex-
periences of life, and thought how coldly that might fall, and that
the sorrow would be heightened by its unannounced approach.
But she could not bear to check the joyous spirit at her side
with the dull croakings of experience, and so she smiled again
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that same sweet, sad smile to hear the little "wife set forth her
husband's praises.
" We are going to Washington now, Laura. Do you remem-
ber how often we used to talk about it at school ? — but I never
expected then to be the wife of such a distinguished man. Is n't
he young to have been in Congress ? — though he's older than he
looks — thirty-five next spring — would you guess it ? "
" And you are just seventeen, Marian."
"Yes; but he's so young in heart, you know, and he
never seems old. Now tell me, am I not a most fortunate
child?"
" You deserve all your good fortune, Marie. But tell me .about
his family. Have you seen any of them ? "
"Only his cousin Harry, who was one of our attendants.
His sisters could not go so far in the winter ; they are older than
Louis, and live with him. Won't it be nice ? I shall have no
bother of housekeeping. We go back to Maple Grove in Febru-
ary, and then I shall see them all. Louis says they will be sure
to love me."
Mrs. Lawton wondered if any one could help it, as she looked
into those loving eyes, turned with eager questioning to her own ;
and yet — she could not account for it — this mention of Mr. Mus-
grave's sisters, and their tardiness in claiming their new relative,
had somehow made her uncomfortable.
That Marian was loved, and with no ordinary affection, by her
grave and stately husband, there could be no doubt. The smile
with which he greeted her on his entrance soon after, the glance
of undisguised admiration which followed her fairy-like move-
ments, were plain interpreters of an honest heart.
"And now," said Marian, gayly, as a servant announced
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dinner, " see how I shall look at the head of my husband's table.
Must I be demure, Louis ? "
Mrs. Lawton looked up at the same moment, and fancied that
she saw a shade flit across his face at these words. But no, it
could not be ; for he was doing the honours of the table with the
most finished courtesy, not a moment afterwards, and smiling at
the lively sallies of Marian, who seemed filled with the very spirit
of joyousness. Her trials had made her too suspicious; and the
young widow wondered if she could ever have been so gay, so
thoughtless as her old school-friend now was.
" Heaven bless you, Marian ! " she said, fervently, as they
parted. " And shield you from the bitterness of my lot," she
would have added ; but her unselfish nature would not allow the
words to pass her lips, lest she should shadow Marian's fair face.
" Thou art just, my FATHER/' she murmured, as she walked
homeward, so lonely in that crowded street. "Yet why, 0
why was I thus chastened, while others are permitted to live in
the sunshine of affection ? " and then as she rebuked this rebel-
lious emotion, she wondered what could arise to sadden the light-
heartedness of young Marian ; for she had learned thus early,
that God does not permit unalloyed happiness to those whom he
loves, lest their affection should be devoted to this world and its
idols.
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CHAPTER II.
" So innocent-arch, so cunning-simple,
From beneath her gathered whimple,
Glancing with black-bearded eyes,
Till the lightning laughters dimple
The baby-roses in her cheeks ;
Then away she flies."
TENNYSON.
I ARIAN had spoken the truth, when she said she
had "amused" Mr. Musgrave. The peculiar
and unconscious witcheries of her voice and
manner had stolen into his heart, in the wearisome
hours of convalesence j and the quiet, retired student, who had
passed unscathed the fire of four winters at Washington, found
himself loving — nay, actually engaged to, a little country damsel
to whom he was a stranger two months before. If he had at
times any misgivings as to the suitableness of this union, they
were dispelled by the charming gaycty of Marian, who, though
she had never mingled in the polished circles of the capital, pos-
sessed a natural grace and ladyhood that could not have been
improved by any rules of art.
That she loved him for himself alone, undazzled by his wealth
and position, which might have won many a lady fair, he did not
doubt. She hovered around him like a bird; she sat at his feet
upon a low cushion, and looked up in the pauses of the poems
which she read to him, her eyes filled with tears of tenderness
and emotion, as she found her own love interpreted in the words
of the poet.
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Oh, it was a glad bright dream, that lingering convalescence,
and one which the world-wearied man had not thought could
chain his heart. So he won her to himself, for he felt that life
would be dark if the sunshine of her presence was withdrawn;
and Marian went forth trustingly, for what was existence now
away from him ?
He did not ask himself if he was doing right, in withdraw-
ing her so young, and so affectionate, from the shelter of home,
to be the companion of one grown old in enjoyment, and wearied
of life's busy scenes. He did not pause to test his love, and see
if it was strong enough to guard her, even from her self-delusions,
when she should be ushered into the world, that wore so smiling
a face to welcome her — to bear with her childish follies when
their freshness and novelty no longer amused him. He believed
that a strong and yet hidden inner life was to make her the
companion of his nobler thoughts; but he forgot that patient
and skilful guidance was necessary to give this Undine a soul.
She became a star at "Washington ; her youth, beauty, and posi-
tion were acknowledged. How proud he was of her, as he watched
her graceful form float through the dance, while he stood by in
serious conversation with his old political friends, and heard half-
whispered praises of his child-wife. For Marian there was a
constant round of excitement. Gayety abroad, and unwearied
affection when alone with Louis. She was rejoiced in her
beauty now for the first time ; but it was because his wife pos-
sessed it.
There was but one jarring thrill to the harmony of Mr. Mus-
grave's enjoyment. He had overheard a careless gossip upon
their respective ages, and for the first time remembered that he
was no longer in early manhood. He wondered if Marian had
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ever thought of this, and he glanced into the future and saw that
she would be in the prune of life, while he descended in the
vale of years. But he did not dwell on this ; it did not recur to
him again.
" Dear, delightful Washington, how I shall wish for you, and
to fly back again ! " said Marian, as they drew near Maple Grove,
when that festive month had passed.
" But you are going to my home now, dear child ; will you
not try to be happy there ? "
" Oh yes, I know I shall be very, very happy. Tell me all
about your sisters now — I shall see them so soon."
Mr. Musgrave wrapped the fur-lined mantle still closer about
her, and began, for the thirtieth time, to describe Maple Grove
and its inhabitants.
It was the twilight of a dreary winter's day when they entered
the grounds, and drove rapidly towards the homestead of which
she had heard so much. Marian looked out from the carnage
window eagerly; but there was little to be seen except leafless
trees and delicate shrubs carefully covered from the cold. The
sky was dark and leaden, and whether it was that or the chilly
atmosphere, Marian's gayety was very much subdued by the tune
she was lifted out, as if she had been indeed a child, upon the broad
piazza that stretched across the front of the mansion. She was
weary, in truth, and fearful for the first time of meeting her new
sisters. Louis was never weary of dwelling on Miss Musgrave's
benevolence and Miss Margaret's sterling good sense ; but they
were so much older and wiser, and, above all, so stately, that
when they came into the hall to welcome her, she shrank with
instinctive timidity from the formal kisses by which she was
saluted.
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Nor was this lessened when, after their wrappers had been re-
moved, they sat in a stiff circle around the blazing fire, and Miss
Margaret inquired the roads, and Miss Musgrave predicted snow
before morning. How Marian longed to take the cushions from
the old-fashioned fauteuil in the corner, and seat herself on the
floor at her husband's feet, as she so often had done ! She would
as soon have thought of throwing her arms about Miss Mus-
grave's neck, or doing any other equal act of insanity, as to
claim her " old accustomed place" now. Yet she could not
exactly tell what restrained her ; perhaps it was the change which
seemed to pass over Louis himself in that chilling atmosphere ;
let the cause be what it might, the poor little lady sat there bolt
upright, and growing more weary, and silent, and stupid, every
moment. Home-sickness — it was the first real pang she had
found leisure to feel since her marriage — was added to her un-
happiness. This was her home now, it is true, but how unlike
the cosy little parlour at the cottage ; and her mother's gentle
smile would come side by side, and in sad contrast to Miss Mar-
garet's immovable face, as often as she looked up. Where, too,
was the patter of little feet, the sweet murmur of children's
voices ? She wondered what Willie, and Etta, and Harry were
doing now!
Supper was announced. Oh, what a relief it was ! and she
forgot the awful presence of her new sisters for a moment, and
sprang, as she was wont, to the side of Louis. But she was re-
called to the present by the look, almost of reproof, which she
met ; and, sad and blushing, she walked demurely to the dining-
room. Here, too, she was reminded that this was not her home.
The cheerful chitchat of their own tea-table was exchanged for
dull monosyllables ; for Miss Musgrave never conversed familiarly
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in the presence of servants ; and a waiter, who had grown old in
the family service, stood as stiif and upright as the ladies them-
selves, behind his master's chair.
Marian was placed near Louis, and Miss Musgrave took the
head of the table. Her brother saw the reserve that was creep-
ing over the party, and tried to throw it off by cheerful conver-
sation. But he met with no response ; for Miss Margaret was
naturally taciturn, and Marian was too sad to respond. Besides,
she did not feel at ease with Miss Musgrave's constant anxiety
lest she should not be well served.
She begged to be shown to her room at once, as they rose from
the table, and Miss Margaret led the way. Everything there
had been arranged by that lady herself, with an eye more to
utility than taste. But there was an evident desire to make her
comfortable, and Marian could have thrown her arms about Miss
Margaret and kissed her good-night as she withdrew, in the full-
ness of her lonely, grateful little heart. But one glance at the
scrupulously smooth collar and unvarying face subdued the rash
impulse.
To tell the truth, both ladies were colder and more reserved
than usual, or than they had intended to be. They had, in the
first place, considered themselves very much aggrieved when
their brother announced his intention of marrying. He had
devoted himself to them so long, and they had reigned supreme
in his house so many years, that it seemed positively unkind in
him to bring home a new mistress to Maple Grove. Moreover,
it was a fresh offence that he should marry one so young and
girlish as they found his bride to be. It was impossible for them
to yield up authority to such a mere child. In justice to these
excellent women, we must say that they were not conscious of
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these emotions, or how far they had influenced their reception
of the young stranger. Miss Margaret thought — "Well, this
is a pretty little creature," as she returned to the parlour, where
her brother and Miss Musgrave were seated in an animated dis-
cussion.
" She is not herself to-night at all, sister," said he, as if they
had been speaking of Marian ; " and since you make such a point
of it, you had better retain your usual seat at the table. I do
not think Mrs. Musgrave would have the least objection ; " and
then they began talking about the estate, and other changes in
the neighbourhood, during his absence.
Poor little Marian, meanwhile, had dismissed her attendant,
and throwing herself upon the hearth-rug, like a child, as she
was, looked around the room. It was like the rest of the house
— large, and heavily furnished with high antique wardrobes, and
dark mahogany chairs it would have tested her strength to move.
The fire had burned low, and shed a flickering, unsteady glare
over all ; and she could hear the wind sighing and moaning with
the rising storm, and the leafless branches of the shade-trees
strike against the windows. The very bed itself had a gloomy
look — it was high, and canopied by crimson curtains, that looked
black in the gloom of the apartment, and contrasted disagreeably
with the snow-white pillows and counterpanes.
She sat there a long time, thridding her hands through the
mass of her unbraided hair, which fell about her.
" Showered in rippled ringlets to her knee,"
and thinking about many things that had never intruded them-
selves before. At last she rose and moved slowly across the
room, almost startled at the rustling her own movements caused,
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and laid her head down upon one of those snowy pillows, listen-
ing eagerly for her husband's footsteps in the echoing hall. But
he came not; and, weary and lonely, she could restrain her tears
no longer. Marian had not expected to sob herself to sleep the
first night in her new home ; but so it was, for the shadows on
the wall^twined themselves in more fantastic shapes, and the
dismal sounds without grew fainter and fainter, till she slept
"Nestling among the pillows soft,
A dove, o'erwearied with its flight."
CHAPTER in.
" A deep and a mighty shadow
Across my heart is thrown,
Like a cloud on a summer meadow
Where the thunder-wind hath blown !
The wild rose Fancy, dieth —
The sweet bird Memory, flieth,
And leaveth me alone."
BARRY CORNWALL.
HE room did not look so gloomy in the morning
light; and the snow, which had fallen silently for
many hours, shrouded the surrounding landscape in
a pure drapery, that gave a peculiar beauty to the
scene without. Moreover, Louis, removed from the immediate
presence of Miss Margaret, was just as she had first known him,
and laughed pleasantly when Marian told him of her last night's
awe of that good lady. They went down to breakfast in the
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best possible temper with each, other and the world, and Marian's
cheerful gavety seemed to infect the whole houshold.
" You '11 not mind if my sister keeps her old place, will you,
little one ?" said Louis, as they passed through the hall. " You
are hardly dignified enough as yet to take the head of a table;
and Caroline would be quite out of her element, if not seated
behind the urn."
" Certainly," said Marian, promptly, as she entered the room
and saw Miss Musgrave already installed as mistress of the house-
hold. It did occur to her that she might have been allowed to
decline the post. However, etiquette troubled Marian very little,
though she sighed as all her old visions vanished — little home
pictures which she had drawn, when Louis was to receive his
coffee from her own hands, and chat in the most sociable manner
possible over newspapers.
She began to feel more at ease as the morning came on ; and
when Louis had finished some business which awaited him, they
rambled over the house together. His study occupied the west-
ern wing, and connected with it was a little room opening with a
French window into the garden ; and this had been fitted up as
the especial retreat of Marian. The furniture of the rest of the
house had been unchanged ; but this boudoir had many modern
elegancies that made it seem a perfect paradise to our little heroine.
A.nd here she could sit, and sew or read, and watch Louis at his
books through the open door. She should never feel alone — and
she sat down directly to write a long letter to her mother, in
which she described the stately beauty of her new home, and
gave a glowing description of her boudoir, from the delicate cur-
tiiins to the pretty inlaid desk she was writing upon. She did
not say much about Miss Margaret, and mentioned that Miss
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Musgrave had kindly relieved her of all trouble in house-
keeping.
And this, in truth, she did. Marian soon found that she was
never even to be consulted in any home arrangements. The
little instance of taking, without a question, the head of the table
was a specimen, or key-note, of scenes that were daily enacted.
To be sure, the little wife resigned all claims cheerfully ; but she
did not like being treated quite so much like a child.
There was a fresh source of annoyance for poor Marian. Visi-
tors were daily announced, whose calls of congratulation were in
reality calls of curiosity ; and she was obliged to be introduced
to people that she felt cared nothing for her, and new relations,
who criticised her almost before she was out of hearing. We do
not mean to say that the people of Moorville, the little town upon
which the grounds of Maple Grove bordered, were absolutely
ill-natured and rude ; but it was natural, when the eligible of the
neighbourhood had brought home a wife from a distance, that
those ladies who considered themselves ill-used by it, and their
friends and acquaintances, should try to discover some flaw in the
precious piece of porcelain thus elevated to a niche they had in
imagination seen destined for themselves.
Always restrained by the presence of one of her sisters, Marian
never appeared in a natural light. A stranger in her own house-
hold, she scarce dared to offer a return of the civilities extended
to her; and thus her timidity was misinterpreted, and she was
called haughty and disagreeable — grave offenc.es, with which she
did not dream she was charged. Hers was not a solitary instance.
Let any of my lady friends, who have gone through the ordeal
of an introduction to a family of new relations, and a new circle
of acquaintances, ask themselves if they cannot remember many
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hours of bitterness, when they felt themselves misinterpreted ;
and would have given worlds for the sight of an old familiar
face, or the tone of one in whose regard they felt secure. It is
not the least trial in the first year of married life.
At such times, Marian would retreat to her own little room,
and give vent to her excited feelings in a hearty "school-girl
cry ;" and although Louis soothed her gently when he first found
her thus, he chicled her on a second offence, and was even be-
trayed into harshness, when he found these scenes were of fre-
quent repetition. He called it " childishness," and said she must
gain more self-control.
Poor little bride ! she often sobbed herself to sleep now, for
Miss Margaret had also taken upon herself to give her a lecture
occasionally, and Miss Musgrave's looks were enough to chill her
at any time.- Yet the sisters thought they were doing it all for
her. good — she must be fashioned after their own model, to meet
then* unqualified approbation. The silver birch might be trained
upward to the stiff formality of the poplar as well !
When they came to return the round of bridal visits, and to
mingle in the festivities of the neighbourhood, it was still worse.
Fresh froln the gaiety and adulation of the most brilliant circle
of our land, she entered into the mirth and joyousness of the
younger people without a scruple. She laughed and chatted with
the young men, and they pronounced her charming ; the young
ladies borrowed her capes and her dresses — she was becoming a
favourite with them, and, surrounded by more congenial spirits,
the natural gaiety and affability of her character were unrestrained.
At first, Louis stood by, as he had done at Washington, and
enjoyed the admiration which she excited; but the difference in
their ages, frequently commented on, intruded itself by degrees,
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and he grew almost angry with Marian for the very childishness
that had won him. It was well enough, perhaps, in Marian
Cleveland ; but Mrs. Musgrave must not bring upon herself the
reputation of being a flirt. No one but himself — the wiseacre —
would have dreamed of giving it to her.
There was a long consultation with Miss Caroline, one morn-
ing, and Marian sat alone in her boudoir, dreading instinctively
its results. Miss Musgrave and Miss Margaret did not hesitate
to complain to their brother, now, whenever she did anything
that offended their ideas of propriety ; and Marian knew that so
long and so serious a conversation could be nothing but a rehearsal
of some fearful misdeed on her part.
She held some work in her hand, but she was not thinking of
it, nor of the bright spring sunshine that looked in from the gar-
den, as if to comfort her. She had been married four months,
now, and had already seen many
" Darling visions die ;"
and began to ask herself if she was as happy as she had expected
to be. A sure sign that people suspect all is not right, when
they find leisure to ask such questions of themselves. " I should
be happy — yes, I ought to be very happy — only somehow Miss
Musgrave will spoil it all. I wonder they never found out at
home I was such a very bad girl. I don't think Louis would
have discerned it, if he had not put on her spectacles. I wish
they would let me go home and pay a visit, or ask mamma hero,
or let Etta come for a few weeks. July is a great while to wait
before I see any of them ! I wonder if they miss me T" — and
then a deep sigh, that fairly startled her Canary upon its perch,
so long, so deep was it — finished the sentence.
" Maple grove is very grand, to be sure ; but then it 's nothing
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to me, though it does belong to Louis." So Marian's thoughts
ran on. " And the house, it is large and fine, and all that; but
there 's not a room in it that I should like to pass through alone
after dark, except this ; and I am expecting every day that Miss
Musgrave will need it for a china-closet or store-room. I wonder
what I have been doing now to displease her. Oh, I know; it
must have been asking Annie Lane to drive out with me to-mor-
row. Of course, she wants the horses herself — she always does,
when I want to go anywhere "
And here the meditation was interrupted by Louis himself,
who entered the room hastily, and with the air of a man who
considers himself deeply aggrieved.
" Mrs. Musgrave," said he, abruptly — oh, where were the
thousand pet names she had so loved ? He had never called her
Mrs. Musgrave when they were alone before.
Marian was in no mood to take fault-finding patiently just then,
particularly as she felt it to be undeserved. She did not answer,
when Louis told her that he entirely disapproved of her growing
intimacy with Miss Lane, whom he considered a frivolous senti-
mental girl ; and, moreover, he could not and would not allow
his wife to exhibit herself, as she had done the evening before,
in dancing the polka with George Lane — the young lieutenant
now home on furlough. Her waltzing he had endured, for there
were many ladies whose sense of decorum allowed them to sin
against propriety in the like manner ; but as for the polka, he
had never liked it at Washington, and was utterly amazed, and
pained, and shocked, to see her attempt to introduce it in this
unsophisticated country town.
Marian attempted to reply, but Louis had now worked himself
to a pitch of injured innocence that allowed of no extenuations.
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And then she grew sulky, and finally a feeling of anger, more
against his sister, than Louis, flashed from her beautiful eyes, and
burned in her pulses. Miss Musgrave was at the bottom of all
this, no doubt ; but why did Louis suffer himself to be so blinded
by her ? Where was the confidence that had once existed be
tween tljem — the unusual tenderness which had marked his love
when she first came to find a home at Maple Grove ?
" Home ! " Marian echoed the word bitterly. And then an
evil demon whispered a mad response to this injustice ; and, as
it flashed to her mind, she said, while Louis turned on his heel,
evidently thinking her properly punished and subdued —
" A thousand thanks for your kind care, sir. But I beg to be
allowed to ride and dance with whom I choose, unless Miss Mus-
grave will designate whom she does consider fit companions for
me!"
Could he believe his own senses ! Mr. Musgrave stood still
in the library door, transfixed — like one of the marble busts which
adorned it. Did those angry, wilful words come choking forth
from the lips of his gentle wife, who had never even expostulated
before ? Could that be Marian, who stood before him so reso-
lutely, with a flushed cheek and flashing eyes ? What had
wrought the transformation ? How had he been so deceived in
one he had considered the soul of gentleness and truth ?
He turned without a word, and the library door fell to with
a clang that rang along the halls in dreary echoes. It was the
first time it had been closed between them.
Marian thought of this, and the sound came to her like an
omen of future discord and estrangement. She was calmer now,
and had leisure to tremble at her own daring, unwifely words.
Her first impulse was to fly to him, to fall at his feet and entreat
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pardon. But she hesitated, while her hand was on the door, and
a colder, sterner feeling took possession of her. " He taunted
me," she thought, bitterly. " It is he 'who should sue for pardon"
— and then she sat down to her work again, though her hands
trembled violently, and indulged in bitter reverie. She felt her
heart grow colder and heavier as she sat there, and she wondered
at the change which had filled it with wicked promptings. Alas,
for Marian, that the good spirit was resisted in its first whisper-
ing ; she had yielded herself one moment to a darker guide, and
the chains of error were fast being riveted upon her.
Louis Musgrave buried his face in his hands, and sat for a
long time without moving. Two miserable hearts were beating
very near each other, and there was a veil between them for .the
first time. He too was prompted at first to explain, at least —
he could not see that any apology was due from him ; and then
pride came and took the place of regret, and, in the guise of rea-
son, taunted him with a foolish marriage.
"At your time of life," said the tempter, "when you might
have married any lady you had chosen, to select an unformed,
frivolous child, without intellectual sympathy ! and, after you
had raised her from comparative obscurity, and endowed her with
your name and fortune, she revolts from your proper and lawful
authority, and this is your reward. Suffer now, for you have
brought it upon yourself; but do not sue for reconciliation — that
is her part."
Even Miss Musgrave was satisfied with the cold dignity of
Marian's manner, when they met at the dinner-table, and she
congratulated herself on the timely rebuke administered by Louis
at her suggestion. And Mr. Musgrave was startled at the change
a few hours had wrought ; for a wounded spirit had shadowed
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that sunny face with the thoughtfulness of a sorrowing woman-
hood. Marian was, in truth, a child no longer ; and " woe to him
by whom the offence came."
CHAPTER IV.
Experience, like a pale musician, holds
A dulcimer of patience in bis hand ;
Whence harmonies we cannot understand,
Of God's will in his worlds, the strain unfolds,
In sad, perplexed minors.
Miss BARRETT.
TINE warmth and brightness had come to the grounds
of Maple Grove, covering the trees with a cloud of
>/„ fresh foliage, and waking to life a thousand lovely
flowers beneath their shade.
Rose trees bent to the earth with their wealth of glowing
blossoms, and clumps of the flowering almond and sweet syringa
sent forth delicate perfumes to mingle with the breath of the
eglantine. Birds sang in their leafy coverts, and butterflies were
flitting from spray to spray ; — heavy, indeed, must be the heart
that could not be happy amid these influences ; yet the rightful
mistress of this stately home longed to exchange it for a little
cottage far away, where a few spring blossoms were blooming
brightly in the humble garden walks. She sat by the low,
French window, thrown open now to the breeze and the sunshine,
and wondered where her light-heartedness, which had made spring
the loveliest season of the year, had flown. Her face was far
paler now than when we first met her, and the joyous smile which
had then " hidden in her eyes," was gone with the light heart.
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She had commenced to think, to reason, to suffer, now. Exist-
ence was no longer the illusion it had once been : it had assumed
a meaning and a purpose. She had been driven to books, as the
companions of the many solitary hours she had passed of late,
and they had taught her, and her own restlessness and unhappi-
ness had taught her, that there was an error in her life that had
ruined all her peace. At times she was gay, gayer than ever ;
a mad, reckless volatility of word and action, that startled Louis,
and offended his sisters. And then days would pass, with but
ordinary civility interchanged between that divided household,
and Marian spent them in bitter weeping and self-upbraiding, in
her own little room.
The library door had never been unclosed since the day of
their first strife ; it was not the only time, alas, that bitter words
had been spoken ! Marian often sat near it for hours, listening
to every movement from the other side, and longing to watch
Louis, as of old, at his studies there. But he was cold and
proud, and she had watched every glance of those eyes too long
not to see it, and this repelled her when confession and repent-
ance struggled for utterance.
She was thinking over all these things that bright morning,
and wondering if she should ever be happy again. But she was
not alone now, for her old friend, Mrs. Lawton, was watching her
with anxious, pitying gaze, and tears that came unbidden, as she
thought of the change a few months had wrought.
They had not spoken of it during Mrs. Lawton's brief and
unexpected visit; for Marian's pride revolted at the idea of con-
fiding to another — to Laura more than all others — her wrongs
and her errors. But this morning, Laura could no longer forbear
to probe the wound which she felt was undermining health and
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spirit, and she did it delicately and tenderly. And then what a
relief it was to Marian to tell all ! How she had been misunder-
stood, and humbled, and treated like a child. That Miss Mus-
grave had prejudiced Louis, and he would not ask an explanation
or receive it, but only blamed her ; and for the very things he
had once praised and encouraged. It was very hard ! And then
she was lonely, for Louis could not always be with her; and the
friends which Miss Musgrave and he had selected for her, were
sober, married ladies, who talked about housekeeping and man-
aging children, and all that. How could she be interested in
them?
Well, she had chosen some acquaintances for herself, and
Miss Musgrave treated them rudely, and Louis had chided her.
Then she had rebelled, and had spoken angrily to Louis, and
about his sisters, too ; and she had resolved to be governed by
them no longer. " Oh, if I had never done so ! " murmured the
conscience-stricken little wife.
"After that," she continued, "I danced with George Lane
more than ever; but Louis did not attempt to interfere; we just
let each other all alone — that is, Miss Musgrave and Louis never
speak to me when they can help it. Miss Margaret is kinder ;
but then she is always busy helping some poor or sick person,
and sometimes she is gone for whole weeks. Then it is dreadful
here. If Louis would only scold me, I could bear it better. But
no ; he is so polite and grave, and looks at me so coldly ; and I
never saw any thing but love in those eyes till we came here."
What could Laura say to comfort the despairing little crea-
ture, who was so desolate amid all this luxury and beauty ? She
saw there was fault on both sides; and, as the memory of her
short married life arose, she thanked God there was naught like
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this to cloud it. Oh, how her spirit yearned then, as it often did,
for the beautiful companionship and sympathy she had then
known, and she trembled lest Marian had lost it too, but in a
living death.
"I am going to-night, Marian," she said; "and I feel as if
Providence had sent me hither to be a mediator between you.
What has been the extent of your fault, you alone can tell ; Mr.
Musgrave must answer to his own heart. Perhaps he, too, has
longed in secret for the termination of this unnatural coldness.
Is not your duty before you, as a wife, to confess your errors,
even though pride says no — and strive henceforth to avoid what
you know displeases him, and to win back, even at the sacrifice
of your own will and pleasure, his confidence and esteem ? Miss
Musgrave has doubtless been acting right in her own eyes; but
your cheerful and patient submission to her whims and caprices
cannot fail to win her at last. She is much older than you,
recollect, and has not usurped authority, but retained it. When
you have shown yourself a reasonable, unselfish, true-hearted
woman, your part will have been accomplished ; and you must
trust to a higher power that all will be well."
Poor Marian ! It was a hard task set before her ; and at first
there was little encouragement. On the evening of Mrs. Lawton's
departure, she indulged herself with giving way to loneliness she
now felt more keenly for the pleasant companionship of the last
few days; and as Louis passed near her window as night came
on, he saw her sitting there with her arms about Neptune's neck,
crying most bitterly. It was a sad picture, truly, that loving,
affectionate heart, clinging to a dog in very loneliness, and the
faithful creature looking up into her face with almost human
sympathy. Once it would have moved Louis; but now he only
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uttered a "pshaw," as he reproached himself with having mar-
ried not only a child, but a baby. His unusual sternness checked
the confession Marian had nerved herself to make ; and, resolve
as she would, she could not utter it when the time had once passed.
I suppose my younger and more romantic readers think it
would have been much better if Louis had gone in when he saw
her looking sad, and, of his own accord, taken her in his arms
and comforted her, and they had "made up/' as the children
say, and been happy for ever after.
Alas ! many influences sway our hearts besides the spirit of
peace, and error must work out its own punishment.
Marian was not daunted when her overtures of good-will to
Miss Musgrave were at first coldly received ; for she knew Laura
had spoken the truth, and she had resolved to do rightly, come
what would. Mrs. Lawton often wrote to her, too, words of en-
couragement and hope, that buoyed up her fainting spirit when
she was ready to despond, and she had won a reconciliation with
her own heart at least, and had now no self-upbraidings to add
to her sorrow. She was surprised to find what genuine happiness
there was in the mere fulfilment of daily duty and self-conquest ;
and she could but wonder at the ease with which she gave up
her long-promised visit home, in July, when some business
required Mr. Musgrave's presence in a different direction.
Indeed, she felt quite rewarded for it by the kin,d look which
Louis gave her when she said, pleasantly — " I suppose I must
make myself contented until September, then." And she was
almost sure he would have said,, "Dear child I" and kissed her
as of old, if Miss Musgrave had not come into the room just then.
To tell the truth, Louis had 'expected a burst of sobs and
lamentations, for he well knew how she had counted the days
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and hours, as they slipped tardily by, and had looked forward
with eager anticipation to her first visit. Moreover, he was not
insensible to the change which the last few weeks had wrought ;
but perhaps " patience had not had her perfect work ;" for while
his heart warmed toward her, his sister's entrance put all these
feelings to flight.
And now Louis was gone, and Miss Margaret was confined to
the sofa with a sprained ankle ; and at meal times, and many
hours besides, Marian was left alone with the awful Miss Mus-
grave. She did not fly to her room as she had done the instant
dinner was over, but interested herself in that lady's occupations,
and proffered her assistance so timidly, yet so earnestly, and
laughed so heartily at her many mistakes, and received their
correction with so much sweetness, that before Miss Musgrave
knew it, she watched for the graceful little form to come flitting
into the room, and really felt lonely if Marian sat by herself to
read or write. Miss Margaret, too, became loud in her praise.
She had never found leisure before to study the character of our
little heroine aright, and in many things she found they had
wronged her. " She is such a careful nurse," said Miss Mar-
garet, as the weeks went by. "And helped me about those
sweetmeats this morning as well as you could have done," chimed
in her sister. " And reads aloud with such taste and expression,"
continued the invalid. " I don't think she has seen Anna Lane
for a fortnight, or asked for the horses once when I happened to
want them since Louis has been gone. Well, she 's a dear little
thing, after all."
Marian's heart would have beat more lightly (if that were pos-
sible) could she have heard this j but she was too deeply absorbed
in a letter just at that moment to heed even her own praises. It
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was from Louis, and announced his speedy return. Besides this
good news in itself — for she had begun to long for his return,
forgetful of past unhappiness — the formal " My dear wife," he
had hitherto used, was exchanged for " My bird," as in those
days of happiness, before he had a right to address her by the
first title. And then the signature was as affectionate as her
heart could desire. There was no allusion to their past estrange-
ment, it is true, but Marian had almost forgotten that.
" Is n't three days a long time to wait, Miss Margaret ? " she
said, suddenly, that evening.
The sisters smiled to each other, as if to say, " How she loves
him!" and Miss Margaret answered, gently —
"Why not call me sister, Marian?"
"May I? Oh, thank you!" and she kissed them both
heartily as she bade them good-night; though she could but
confess that she liked Miss Margaret much the best.
How pleasant her room looked, as she entered it ! A bright
harvest moon silvered the dark and heavy furniture, and " slept
on the inner floor." She wondered she had ever thought it
gloomy, and how it had happened that she should have been so
unhappy in her new home, where every one was so kind to her.
And then a gush of thankfulness filled her heart, and she knelt,
with the moonlight surrounding her like a halo, and, with hands
clasped, prayed most fervently, giving thanks for the kind coun-
sel of a faithful friend, and for the strength that had supported
her in her self-conquest.
Oh ! how beautiful every thing seemed as she looked forth
again upon the night ! for her spirit was in harmony with itself,
the repose of earth, and with its Creator. She had learned
at last the beautiful lesson of Holy Writ, that "tribula-
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tion worketh patience, and patience experience, and experience
HOPE."
She sat there for a long time, by the low window seat, thinking
every moment she would go to rest; but at last she forgot her
resolution; for her head dropped upon the window-ledge, and
she slept.
Ah, what a dream of joy ! Louis had returned, she thought,
and all was explained, and forgiven, and forgotten. He had
taken her to his heart again, and she felt his kisses upon her
forehead ; and there came something like a pang lest she should
wake too soon. No ; she could not wake too soon ; for she found
the dream reality. Louis bent over her as she unclosed her
eyes, and before she could realize his blessed presence, his arms
were about her, and she felt the strong throbbing of his heart.
Marian could not have spoken if life — nay, more, if love —
had demanded it; but she laid her head upon his breast, and
looked up into his eyes with a gaze so intense, so full of hope
and confidence, that no words were needed.
Louis told Laura, herself, long afterwards, when he found to
whom he was indebted for that hour of happiness, the workings
of his heart in that absence. How he had traced back each
incident of his married life, till he saw how hastily and unkindly
he had acted. That he had allowed the opinions of others to
have an undue influence over him, instead of judging Marian's
actions by the knowledge of her character which he alone pos-
sessed. Then came remorse for his long coldness, and tenderness
when he thought of her gentle endeavours to please them all for
the past few weeks ; and at last a yearning to see her, that had
brought him home ere he was expected, to hear her praises from
his sisters, and to waken her with a kiss of reconciliation.
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How fully was Marian rewarded for its delay, by the happiness
of the journey which they made together to the scenes of their
early acquaintance, and how often she congratulated herself that
her mother had never been a witness or a confidant of her early
unhappiness; an experience which she had ceased to regret, for
it had subdued her gayety to cheerfulness, and her thoughtless-
ness had given place to an unselfish care for the happiness of
others.
None but Mrs. Lawton ever knew how nearly shipwrecked
had been the happiness of the now united family at Maple
Grove ; and when she came among them, a favourite and warmly
welcomed visitor, and saw how this union was daily cemented by
mutual acts of forbearance and consideration, she could but be
grateful that, while domestic happiness had been denied to her,
she had aided to secure it to one so well-beloved as her friend,
Marian.
BLIND.
PART I.
The hand of the operator wavered — the instrument glanced aside •
in a moment she was blind for life. — MS.
BLIND, said you ? Blind for life ?
;Tis but a jest — no — no — it cannot be
That I no more the blessed light may see!
Oh, what a fearful strife
Of horrid thought is raging in my mind!
I did not hear aright — "for ever blind!"
Mother, you would not speak
Aught but the truth to me, your stricken child ;
Tell me I do but dream ; my brain is wild,
And yet my heart is weak.
Oh, mother, fold me in a close embrace,
Bend down to me that dear, that gentle face.
I cannot hear your voice!
Speak louder, mother. Speak to me, and say
This frightful dream will quickly pass away.
Have I no hope, no choice?
0 Heaven, with light, has sound, too, from me fled ?
Call, shout aloud, as if to wake the dead.
(319)
BLIND!
Thank God! I hear you now.
I hear the beating of your troubled heart,
With every woe of mine it has a part;
Upon my upturned brow
The hot tears fall, from those dear eyes, for me.
Once more, oh! is it true I may not see?
This silence chills my blood.
Had you one word of comfort, all my fears
Were quickly banished — faster still the tears,
A bitter, burning flood,
Fall on my face, and now one trembling word
Confirms the dreadful truth my ears have heard.
Why weep you? I am calm.
My wan lip quivers not, my heart is still.
My swollen temples — see, they do not thrill I
That word was as a charm.
Tell me the worst; all, all I now can bear.
I have a fearful strength — that of despair.
What is it to be blind?
To be shut out for ever from the skies —
To see no more the "light of loving eyes" —
And, as years pass, to find
My lot unvaried by one passing gleam
Of the bright woodland, or the flashing stream.
BLIND!
To feel the breath of Spring,
Yet not to view one of the tiny flowers
That come from out the earth with her soft showers;
To hear the bright birds sing,
And feel, while listening to their joyous strain,
My heart can ne'er know happiness again!
Then in the solemn night
To lie alone, while all anear me sleep,
And fancy fearful forms about me creep.
Starting in wild affright,
To know, if true, I could not have the power
To ward off danger in that lonely hour.
And, as my breath came thick,
To feel the hideous darkness round me press,
Adding new terror to my loneliness;
While every pulse leapt quick
To clutch and grasp at the black, stifling air,
Then sink in stupor from my wild despair.
It comes upon me now !
I cannot breathe, my heart grows sick and chill;
Oh, mother, are your arms about me still —
Still o'er me do you bow?
And yet I care not, better all alone,
No one to heed my weakness should I moan.
BLIND!
Again! I will not live.
Death is no worse than this eternal night —
Those resting in the grave heed not the light!
Small comfort can ye give.
Yes, Death is welcome as my only friend j
In the calm grave my sorrows will have end.
Talk not to me of hope !
Have you not told me it is all in vain —
That while I live I may not see again?
That earth, and the broad scope
Of the blue heaven — that all things glad and free
Henceforth are hidden — tell of hope to me ?
It is not hard to lie
Calmly and silently in that long sleep;
No fear can wake me from that slumber deep.
So, mother — let me die;
I shall be happier in the gentle rest,
Than living with this grief to fill my breast.
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PART II.
" God tempers the wind to the shorn lamb."
Thank God, that yet I live.
In tender mercy, heeding not the prayer
I boldly uttered, in my first despair,
He would not rashly give
The punishment an erring spirit braved.
From sudden death, in kindness I was saved.
It was a fearful thought
That this fair earth had not one pleasure left.
I was at once of sight and hope bereft.
My soul was not yet taught
To bow submissive to the sudden stroke;
Its crushing weight my heart had well-nigh broke.
Words are not that can tell
The horrid thoughts that burned upon ray brain —
That came and went with madness still the same —
A black and icy spell
That froze my life-blood, stopped my fluttering breath,
Was laid upon me — even "life in death."
324 BLIND!
Long weary months crept by,
And I refused all comfort; turned aside,
Wishing that in my weakness I had died.
I uttered no reply,
But without ceasing wept, and moaned, and prayed
The hand of death no longer might be stayed.
I shunned the gaze of all.
I knew that pity dwelt in every look.
Pity e'en then my proud breast could not brook.
Though darkness as a pall
Circled me round, each mournful eye I felt,
That for a moment on my features dwelt.
You, dearest mother, know
I shrank in sullenness from your caress.
Even your kisses added to distress,
For burning tears would flow
As you bent o'er me, whispering "Be calm,
He who hath wounded holds for thee a balm."
He did not seem a friend.
I deemed in wrath the sudden blow was sent
From a strong arm that never might relent.
That pain alone would end
With life ; for, mother, then it seemed to me,
That long, and dreamless, would death's slumber be.
BLIND! 325
That blessed illness came.
My weakened pulse now bounded wild and strong,
While soon a raging fever burned along
My worn, exhausted frame.
And for the time all knowledge passed away.
It mattered not that hidden was the day.
The odour of sweet flowers
Came stealing through the casement when I woke ;
When the wild fever-spell at last was broke.
And yet for many hours
I laid in dreamy stillness, till your tone
Called back the life that seemed for ever flown.
You, mother, knelt in prayer.
While one dear hand was resting on my head,
With sobbing voice, how fervently you plead
For a strong heart, to bear
The parting which you feared — " Or, if she live,
Comfort, oh, Father ! to the stricken give.
" Take from her wandering mind
The heavy load which it so long hath borne,
Which even unto death her frame hath worn.
Let her in mercy find
That though the Earth she may no longer see,
Her spirit still can look to Heaven and Thee."
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326 BLIND'.
A low sob from me stole.
A moment more — your arms about me wound —
My head upon your breast a pillow found.
And through my weary soul
A holy calm came stealing from on high.
Your prayer was answered — I was not to die.
Then when the bell's faint chime
Came floating gently on the burdened air,
My heart went up to God in fervent prayer.
And, mother, from that time
My wild thoughts left me — hope returned once more —
I felt that happiness was yet in store.
Daily new strength was given.
For the first time, since darkness on me fell,
I passed with more of joy than words can tell
Under the free blue Heaven.
I bathed my brow in the cool, gushing spring —
How much of life those bright drops seemed to bring.
I crushed the dewy leaves
Of the pale violets, and drank their breath —
Though I had heard that at each floweret's death
A sister blossom grieves.
I did not care to see their glorious hues,
Fearing the richer perfume I might lose.
BLIND! 327
Then in the dim old wood
I laid me down beneath a bending tree,
And dreamed, dear mother, waking dreams of thee.
I thought how just and good
The power that had so gently sealed mine eyes,
Yet bade new pleasures and new hopes arise.
For now in truth I find
MY FATHER all his promises hath kept ;
He comforts those who have in sadness wept.
"Eyes to the blind"
Thou art, 0 God ! Earth I no longer see,
Yet trustfully my spirit looks to thee.
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